Who are you? What is your purpose? [Archive] - Old Project Avalon Forum (ARCHIVE)

alchemikey

01-25-2009, 09:57 PM

I came from a place in the realms of purple and blue
That is all i know about my past, the rest i got no clue

I recall when they made contact the night i cried home
One star twinkled bright at me among the celestial dome

I remember it well, i was around the age seven
I laid on the top bunk, on the bottom slept kevin

I got a leg ache and i opened the bedroom door
And there they were standing 7 feet from the floor

I couldn't believe it as my mouth dropped in awe
I blinked to make sure i was truly seeing what i saw

The female glowed purple and the male glowed blue
They took me back to my room, what else could i do?

I heard this intense buzzing right before they showed up
I knew them as soul family, their visit overflowed my cup

It was all telepathic the communication we shared
They reminded me not to worry about being compared

There is no judgment was their message to me
I asked them about nothingness, they replied "infinity"

i'm just here to share my heart

peace,
mikey

TheChosen

01-25-2009, 09:59 PM

lol , this can be fun so I'll 'play' along

1) know/assume - let's just say non-human (but i've been around this place for a long time)
2) know/assume - I'd rather not share
3) assume - 6D but I love 'playing' in the 'lower' ones as well
4) assume - a mix of (warrior, leader, traveler-time&space).. past roles have been mostly warrior. Definately not healer. So far I don't feel I am still realizing most of my purpose here, it still feels only like a preparation for the real thing (whatever and whenever it is).

http://www.rosewindansea.com/Northernlights.jpg

I don't believe anyone can really know for certain these things from within this matrix which is full of deception and illusion but we must move on with the things that feel true to our own hearts, no matter the ultimate truth.

Malletzky

01-25-2009, 10:11 PM

So far I don't feel I am still realizing mos of my purpose here, it still feels only like a preparation for the real thing (whatever and whenever it is).

Hey my friend, I feel the same too. But the prickle in my belly tells me, it will be very soon:lol3:

Czymra

01-25-2009, 11:11 PM

Your questions are very specific. I don't think I can come up with a dimension or so.
I just know a few of my tasks being scout/ranger, messenger and mediator/communicator. There is much to learn. :nono:

Ha-douken! ;)

Delphi

01-26-2009, 12:35 AM

Good questions!
1. don't like the labels but my preferred colour range is blue/indigo/violet/gold
2. (to be read like a mantra) please not Atlantis,please not Atlantis, etc
3. multi dimensional
4. increasingly strong sense that this is the time i was born for this time, and everything so far has been preparation. I know the next two steps but not the ones after.

love to all

David

01-26-2009, 01:10 AM

This is me:

I am one who enjoys the best things in life-friends and family. I'm extremely generous with my heart and expect the same. I'm loyal to a fault when it comes to my family and friends. Enjoying life whether quietly or loudly is crucial. I rarely get nervous and can make others feel just as comfortable and relaxed. I enjoy deep conversations but lightheartedness definitely goes a long way too. I can be strong willed yet sensitive. I believe in compromise but not giving up or settling. I enjoy trying new things. Change is good. I'm also big romantic at heart.

And my purpose:

Follow my heart and be happy where ever it takes me.

futureyes

01-26-2009, 01:43 AM

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?
the labels do not resonate with me but know i am an extremely old soul ...

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?
have had many human lives but am not human ...

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?
i don't know but i do feel home within more and more ...

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?
teach, heal but primarily to assist in the shift ...

mostly, i just don't know these answers of who i am ... only know that i am ...
passion and conviction for all to shift flows through me thicker than blood ...
i've always liked purple ...

:wub2:

Jnana

01-26-2009, 05:30 PM

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

I don't know the answers to any of these, and I don't like to make assumptions about such things. I feel very connected to the earth, but I also feel like a misfit, out of place with most of the inhabitants. I feel like I am here to help, somehow, and I feel that I have been guided down certain paths. I would very much like to know the answers to these questions, but I feel that the information is being withheld, for now.

Malletzky

01-26-2009, 06:36 PM

Dear all,

thanks for being honest so far. I realy appreciate.:thumb_yello:

I must admit, I tried to provoke a bit :thumbdown: but with good intentions behind.:thumb_yello:

I've been a bit too personal too, I think :wub2:
So I really appologise, if any of you might be offended with this.

To be honest, your answers are almost exactly as I expected...

Thank you for that.

So, no other dare to share his "identity" with us???:original:

With :wub2:
Malletzky

Czymra

01-26-2009, 06:47 PM

Malletzky

01-26-2009, 06:53 PM

Oh, I'm sure that there are some out there, who know exactly who they are.

Maybe not on this forum, but hey, who knows???

Swanny

01-26-2009, 06:58 PM

I think most of us here are a bit weird :thumb_yello:

Personally I have absolutely no idea what I am doing here
I think I took the wrong turning somewhere :blink:

Malletzky

01-26-2009, 07:03 PM

I think most of us here are a bit weird :thumb_yello:

That's the reason, why we're here...:welcomeani::roll1:

TheChosen

01-26-2009, 09:20 PM

There are many ways to know these details. Dreams/AstralProjection can do wonders (if one is careful and experienced enough to be sure that what is being seen is the real thing.. which is ultra tough and I am far from having reached 100% clarity.. but once you get an experience filled with memories and beings you FEEL you've known forever but can't remember from where.. your life is changed). Also merely reading about different ET races and their characteristics can bring on feelings of 'belonging' and 'been there' after which there is really almost no doubt something 'hits home'. I still remember the moment I heard a specific name of a certain ET.. it just felt like hearing about an old friend.

It is all great when one first finds out one is a starseed but there are many different 'tribes' (the new age term is I guess soul groups) that classify as starseed. The next step is identifying the tribe to which one feels most connected and even finding other members of the same one. Then of course the type of energy one is most familiar with or so called roles.

Also there is one 'home frequency' or the domain where one's highest aspects are linked to and there are many other ET frequencies to which one can resonate more or less (depending on past interaction in form of past lives or simply collaboration)

So far I've maybe met only 1 other from the one I came from... not even sure about that. But i've been told lately there are only about 30 from the same place as me (I actually saw the list, names and roles but don't remember any.. as is often the case with astral experiences). Unfortunately this place doesn't seem to be as well known as the usual places 'pleiadian, nordic, arcturian etc etc' and I haven't found anything on the internet that comes close. One of our favourite forms is the one on my avatar (funny story, I saw this being in the astral ( a woman I knew very well for what seemed forever exactly like on the picture and felt we beonged to the same group) a whole year earlier before I saw the very same picture in a video game). That game (Baldur's Gate 1,2) is literally out of this world and I am certain the creators were inspired by higher forces.

I looked hard on google to find an image that could bring the vibration I feel as home, but couldn't find any. So I focused for some help with the keywords and got 'celestial paradise' .. and the first picture I posted above in my first post is the closest I could find that describes some of the higher levels... but still far from my home frequency.

I know this may be a bit too far off to believe but at the end of the day does it really matter what is the final truth? I feel it to be true within me which is all that matters. Sometimes the mere knowledge you resonate with a certain archetype can bring you a lot of clarity. It would be great to hear some stories for others about the path of self-discovery.

http://dolphinhealinghands.com/myPictures/arecords.jpg

I was actually planning of starting a similar thread in the future where we can share our higher aspects... it is very interesting to see to what conclusions have others came. Great idea Malletzky for starting this thread. It shouldn't be provoking and intimate. The time these things will come in the open is coming very close. After 11 years I told my extremely average human family about my origins and they understood (to my genuine surprise as any past tries of even discussing energy and afterlife have been met by fear). The energies of this planet are changing and people are becoming much more accepting of these layers of reality.

I agree there are souls out there who have discovered the answers to these questions. As a matter of fact these questions have been my TOP priority for the last couple of years. I find it of the outmost importance for us to realise individually who we are and what is our EXACT role to be played. Only then we can ensure our success.

Delphi: I am curious, why are you so afraid of being part of Atlantis? I have a memory of being at such an event (not sure if it was Atlantis itself, but the fall of a major city and civilization, caused by a great war, after which the connection to the divine was severed and we all had to evacuate to Babylon.. with a pact that we can never meet again.. those closest to me.. not even in future incarnations.. I have no idea why)

Czymra

01-26-2009, 10:42 PM

Wow, thanks for that reply TheChosen. The last sentence cracks my heart.

Baldur's Gate was indeed fantastic but it severed my connection to LIFE. ;)

Most importantly though, it is interesting to hear that you found this question to be of such importance. I had the same feeling just some time ago but it got covered over by 'all in its own time' talk and 'the past is the past'.

I still want to have a look.

Swanny

01-26-2009, 10:46 PM

http://dolphinhealinghands.com/myPictures/arecords.jpg

That picture reminds me of a dream I used to have, but everything was pure white, I couldn't see myself only two things in the distance moving towards each other, I used to hate it (nitemare type) but then leant to stay in the dream and watch what was happening. Not that anything ever did.

I have no idea where I'm from or where I belong. Begining to think I'm here all alone :blink:
But you lot are ok to be around, your as weird as me :tease:

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?
None of the above, something completely different. :confused:

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?
From the planet Orsun. :insane:

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?
Down the road, just past the intergalactic shop on the left.

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?
Your guess is as good as mine :hypo: Maybe one day I'll find out.

TheChosen

01-26-2009, 11:58 PM

Czymra: Of course, those games are best played in 'total immersion' mode :). It took me 3 years on and off (finishing icewind dale 1,2 in the middle) to finish all of them... each time immersing for a period of 2-3 weeks non-stop play. It was an amazing experience for me as there were some parallels (including the avatar) with what I was going through at the time. As the main character was discovering his 'outworldly' origins , so was I in my life :). Throne of Bhaal was in so many ways the 'icing on the cake' this game deserved... but let's not get too much off topic here :).
As for that memory of the fall of a major civilization (I think it was Atlantis but not sure as I read someplace else after this experience, some of the survivors of Atantis were relocated to Babylon), it indeed was heartbreaking, it still is.. it had quite an impact.. especially the part where I would never again meet those people. I relived the whole battle and fall in a dream..

THE eXchanger

01-27-2009, 01:04 AM

i am going to edit my story

Delphi

01-27-2009, 01:05 AM

HI TheChosen
It's too strong to say I'm afraid of Atlantis. i have no memory of Atlantis, but my understanding is that it was destroyed by water because of the misuse of power.

and the uses and misuses of power have been a major issue in my life.

this takes delicate phrasing but I could so easily have been among the second or third tier of the PTB if I'd been allowed by my parents to spend my gap year the way I wanted to. Instead I was told to get a job. So I looked after the children of the PTB which killed my desire for money as power.
It took one who remembers the fall of Atlantis to teach me about the misuse of knowledge as power.
It took another Atlantean to teach me about the misuse of sexual/emotional power.
And the power issues are back to the fore as in do i trust myself to do what i can within my local community to support the shift and stay centred in my heart without my shadow side looking for power over others?

I might not be able to remember Atlantis but i do remember a "forever parting" and how the love and the heartbreak remain open and raw and exquisitely beautiful.

love to all

Barron

01-27-2009, 04:43 AM

Hi.

A.1. Starseed
A.2. Alpha Centauri primarily. Also with energies from Venus and Arcturus too. (Ashtar Command)
A.3. I AM multi-dimensional :original:
A.4. Galactic Diplomacy is my soul purpose/ earth mission.

Blessings!

Humble Janitor

01-27-2009, 08:19 AM

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

No clue. All I know is that I had a dream which likely revealed the age of my soul (772) because I clearly remember the words from the lion's mouth.

I have also been told by people that they thought I was much older than I am based on my actions in life and my thoughts.

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

Again, I am unsure. I would love to know how to find out though.

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

Again, I am unsure. Would love to find out, though I feel that I could be 4D (I do not know why though).

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

I assume that I'm here to wrap up unfinished business before going somewhere else. The only problem is figuring out exactly what that unfinished business is.

Malletzky

01-27-2009, 08:34 AM

The Chosen, my friend, I also must say WOW. Beautiful insights of your deep understandings and experiences you’ve written here.

For my self, as I stated, I can only (unfortunately) assume so far who I really am...

Unfortunately, I still can’t accomplish astral travelling. The nearest to this I guess happened last year, I described this here, it’s the second part of the storry:

http://www.divinecosmos.com/forums/showpost.php?p=43253&postcount=16

I’m not that good in meditation done in a proper way (though proper is different for each entity). But I’m good in “playing” with energies. I have my own method of achieving a “special” state of consciousness during the day, in which I can “go out” of my body and BE all that is. I can even do this while walking.

If you can imagine, I’m “still here” but I’m also “not here” at the same time. Means that I fell a part of me is earthly, but at the same time I’m completely away and during this time, I can be whatever I want to be, name it clouds, earth, universe, just name it...Pretty weird I know, and I really don’t know how did it “came” to me, this method of energising the whole world...I’m just doing it.
By the way, I found out that while in this “special” state, I can also “play” with the weather as well. It’s very funny and very interesting...

About who I really am, or my eventually previous lives on the earth...
I have strong feelings of belonging to all that is. I could live anywhere in the world, belong to any religion, I could be brother or sister to the whole humanity.
It’s just as I really feel the whole world is mine and I’m the whole world at once.
You must know, I can do almost everything (except writing) with both hands. I feel perfectly balanced in this manner too...

These feelings are so strong, that I have the strong assumption that I must have been here on Earth for a while and on many different places...only I can’t remember any of this :wall:

And there is something that I never shared with anyone before, except with my family.
You should know that the only kind of energy my wife believes to exist is Feng-Shui.
In order to attune our house according to Feng-Shui, she visited a lady consultant, which happened also to have had some seer powers as well. This was 3 or 4 years ago while my wife visited our families in Macedonia.

The weird thing is, I wasn’t even present and 1.500 miles away, but this lady said to my wife that: “your husband will meet some very, very powerful people at the age of 44 and this will change your lives on better”.

Well imagine, I will be 44 at the end of September 2012!!!

If you consider that I’m aware of 2012 only since 2 years now, you can imagine that I didn’t pay much attention to this at that time.

But now, I wonder what this could mean....Whom will I meet? Some powerful entities of some higher dimensions? Hmmm...

With :wub2:

Malletzky

Anchor

01-27-2009, 08:35 AM

Do you dare :zip::original: to expose yourself too?:welcomeani:

Yes.

1. I don't know the answer to that - I use the term Wanderer.
2. I assume I'm a human.
3. I assume it's 5D.
4. I'm here to help.

It is a very great pleasure to interact with so many people in the same situation this way. We are all bathed in the love and in the light of the one infinite creator, and all of us are no doubt are on the same kind of awakening "trip" that I feel I am on!

For myself, my awakening is speeding up. I am mostly in one piece, I am mentally solid as a rock, but I have lots of work to do on physical purification, and right now my emotions are all over the place. I was on the train this morning watching an episode of Star Trek Voyager of all things (!) and one sad part nearly had me in tears :)

A..

TheChosen

01-27-2009, 09:11 AM

Delphi>>

I might not be able to remember Atlantis but i do remember a "forever parting" and how the love and the heartbreak remain open and raw and exquisitely beautiful.

Delphi, do you have any idea (or at least a theory) as to why a 'forever parting' took place? I can't seem to think of a good reason why I would never meet those people again in the future. Maybe it was not never, but a very long period of time (feels like 10 000 years). You are right about the misuse of power. It can happen so easily and one doesn't notice it until it may be too late.

Malletzky: One thing I've learned about the future and seers of the future is to not trust them, at all :). They often see the future but then as things go on you see that it 'almost' happened if it were not for this or that detail. But thats a whole different subject for another place and time. All the starseeds I've met feel that one day we will come together for 'something'. Noone seems to know yet what exactly that something is and when it may be.

Malletzky

01-27-2009, 09:22 AM

Malletzky: One thing I've learned about the future and seers of the future is to not trust them, at all :). They often see the future but then as things go on you see that it 'almost' happened if it were not for this or that detail. But thats a whole different subject for another place and time. All the starseeds I've met feel that one day we will come together for 'something'. Noone seems to know yet what exactly that something is and when it may be.

You're completely right, I learned long ago to trust only myself.
But if you've noticed, I didn't even asked for a "seeing", this lady must have felt something. My wife was also surprised at that time, why this lady even mentioned me at the consulting, without even knowing anything about me.

TheChosen

01-27-2009, 09:29 AM

Malletzky: Quite right, I am sure she felt something. They usually feel larger events in one's life, but that is always up for change as the future is so dynamic.. maybe you can ask her the next time you see her for more details :)

recallone

01-27-2009, 10:33 AM

I am you.

All ways.

Malletzky

01-30-2009, 11:37 AM

Czymra

01-30-2009, 01:30 PM

Malletzky

01-30-2009, 02:00 PM

...I know nothing.

...me neither unfortunately. That's why I stated that I only assume of being something.

Who knows, maybe it's my Ego speaking, the inner drive of the "I'm special" feeling, which I'm definately NOT!

You're right, I only know I have a job to do here, as you all do...nothing more and nothing less.

By the way, thanks for sharing...it's great...

David

02-02-2009, 05:03 AM

I don't know what I know anymore but I do know this. 2009 will probably be the hardest financial year I have ever had. How ever, in all of this financial chaos, I have been running into the kindest people you will ever meet. Just out of the blue, on planes, on the street and at the gas pumps. They strike up the conversation first and we end it wishing each other good blessing on their life ahead of them. These people are in the same boat I am in but we leave without exchanging contact information but take with us, good vibes and hope.

Czymra

02-02-2009, 01:02 PM

futureyes

02-02-2009, 02:04 PM

alyscat

02-02-2009, 02:38 PM

I am part of the light that expanded when god (the allness/isness) knew itself.
I am everbeing.
I am all dimensions, but currently focused on this third one
My purpose on this earth/dimension is to create.
My desire on this earth/dimension is to know god.

Other than that, consciously I haven't a clue. I've managed to get myself pretty immersed in this vibration to the extent that getting untangled is a bit of a chore.

Sometimes I find my purpose in the situations I find myself within with the tools I have.

Alys

conjuredUp

02-02-2009, 03:50 PM

I am you.

All ways.

You stole half my answer. I was going to say...

I AM.

I am you.

We just ARE.

Only until you find this answer within the vastness of yourself we can't just BE.

Labels, meh. Useless human programming.

Jacqui D

02-02-2009, 05:08 PM

Definately not human.
not sure what dimension.
Higher status of command, i have memories of making very important decisions inter planetary travel.

Time walker.
Healer,telepathic.
Have a connection to the fairyworld.

I do not think i chose to come here, i was commanded or tricked!
Like "No you go that way", i take that path and find i'm in the wrong place.

I have been on a quest all my life searching for a way back to my home.

I feel lost on this world disconnected from my true calling, i have no memory of any incarnation before, i trully feel this life has been the first for me and that my home is off planet.

My kids have this calling also, my eldest son when he was 3 had vivid dreams of planetry travel, he said he will return when earth is dust and he will be one of those who will rebuild it.

futureyes

02-02-2009, 05:41 PM

you're funny jacqui d ...

for my self i know i came of free will ... JUSSST about not ...

i know i signed the contract but now feel the fine print must have been so fine that i didn't bother reading it ...

should have read the fine print! :lol3:

dang contracts anyway ...

:wub2:

Malletzky

02-02-2009, 05:49 PM

David

02-02-2009, 06:53 PM

Who are you? What is your purpose?

I have not been completely honest with everyone here.

More and more have been coming forward and telling their story and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember. So, here it goes.

I remember being on a ship in space over looking earth. There were a bunch of us huddled together to get a glimpse of the planet and hear it's music. We were surprised to learn that we were offered a chance to live on earth for a while and knew it was a huge honor but also difficult. I don't know what race/species I was but we all seemed short and similar to the grays but face details are blurry.

I have memories of having another past life in the 50's (http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showpost.php?p=70511&postcount=11) and was killed in ww2 and soon reincarnated in this time. I specifically remember in my EARLY child hood in this life time, just before I was able to talk, thinking to my self "Oh no, Not again" I was thinking this because I knew child development into adulthood takes a very long time and did not want to wait that long. As I observed mom and dad for this short period of time, it was not with my nose up or anything but I knew that they had forgotten who they were and have felt alone ever since. Christmases pass and you soon forget all about these memories and who you were, that is until now.

futureyes and alycat, these are definitely wonderful times! I don't know what the future holds for us but I do believe a lot of people on this forum will be graduating soon. It is very strange indeed to have people come up to me and open their hearts for no other reason than to be nice. It's taken me back a few steps and helped me to open mine. I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

As I flew back from Ohio to Va last night, I met an individual in the seat next to mine. He was more interested in what was going on in my life and kept his a little secretive but do know that he was flying to France. Towards the end of our conversation I had some time to reflect on it and as I stared out the window, I started questioning to myself, who this guy really was. Everything was just too perfect.

Malletzky

02-02-2009, 07:22 PM

Who are you? What is your purpose?

...and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember as well.

I know you're scared as many other, but believe me, this is exactly why I started this thread.
I really hope that the whole humanity will finaly overhead the fear and step forward, as we do right now. So, why not make a start here :welcomeani:?

I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

I truly believe that you're good hearted, I'm one of them and I know how you feel. The only difference is, I never had to protect my self from the "bad people". I was, and still am somehow, highly protected by some "higher forces", or name it as you wish. The "bad people" just vanish from my life after some time. And they vanish prety fast now :lmao:, as we're obviously getting more conscious and create our own reality much faster that we used to do...

Yes, you should learn to trust my friend...but please, learn to trust to yourself first.

With:wub2:
Malletzky

Carmen

02-02-2009, 07:26 PM

I think I am a star-seed, come to help in this turbulent time. I had 'stuff' from other lifetimes to address before I could know my destiny/purpose in this life

I remembered in my adulthood, a visitation when I was about 8. I have no vision of who, but I was in an awake, blissful state, all night. The response from my eight year old self was that I had to be a good girl and to help my mother.

About four years ago I was given the vision of the life in ancient times somewhere in Persia. It was a dreadful life of being a captured booty of some sort of battle. I was abused dreadfully, because I had a strong spirit and would not give in. I danced to entertain men. I had three children very young and I was killed around the age of sixteen. A great hatred was born in me, that was addressed/brought to wisdom, in this life by being married to the sheik/leader who watched the abuse. God knows what I had done in some other life to deserve such a life!

The players in that life are all back in this life, and I have met and recognised many of them. These visions came when I kept asking my inner God "Why am I fearful of going home. Why does it feel like I am escaping when I leave home? These feelings were not true of this life. I knew there was an older, deeper answer. I had these visions over a three day period. It answered much for me, and catapulted me into a higher level.

Now there's a bit of Carmen flashing for you. I've never written this down before, and have told very few people. For no-one, not awakened would understand a word!

Love and Light

Carmen

Czymra

02-02-2009, 07:31 PM

Wow Carmen, thanks for sharing this.
I wish I would figure this stuff out.

futureyes

02-02-2009, 07:33 PM

i get everything you write carmen ... everything ...
thank you for sharing that ...
many players of my past lives are here in this moment also ... round and round and round we go until we know ... what we know ...
with love ...

:wub2:

Malletzky

02-02-2009, 07:45 PM

Carmen, thank you!! be blessed!!

with :wub2:
malletzky

recallone

02-02-2009, 08:33 PM

I have not been completely honest with everyone here.

More and more have been coming forward and telling their story and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember.

I can relate to this, David. Labels are anxiously thrown about to anyone who offers something out-of-the-norm. And what is the norm anymore? I mean, really? It's a device of the ego that keeps us from sharing. I applaud your courage in doing so.

It is very strange indeed to have people come up to me and open their hearts for no other reason than to be nice. It's taken me back a few steps and helped me to open mine. I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

I think the people who are opening themselves up to you are doing so because you're vibrating at a higher level than the collective norm...you're safe. It's that vibration that's key. I disagree that closing up is a solution for anybody, however. Our society is designed to separate us and encourage the building up of walls...and look what it has done. I have a hard time thinking of people as naturally mean or naturally good hearted. I think their connection (or lack thereof) has a great deal to do with how they're perceived by others.

We're naturally drawn to people who seem to resonate love because their relationship to the world around them is one of harmony. Whereas the person who seems shifty, or suspicious is out of harmony with the world around them - because of the walls they've built up around them that say look out for number one. Again, the separation. We grow the vibration by loving unconditionally, and demonstrating to all we encounter how easy it is and how good it feels. Who wouldn't want to keep that feeling going?

The few will become the many by leading the way back to a natural, connected state that is love and harmony. Keep it up - we're winning!

TheChosen

02-03-2009, 01:02 PM

This came in just last night. I am really not sure if it is really a memory or maybe just a projection. Usually I know if it is really a memory or it is just a projection of my own thoughts (a hologram if you will) by the energetic feeling of the experience. This one had so many different vibrations associated with it and was not quite clear (but considering its contents it is expected not to be quite clear as it deals with quite different states of consciousness).
Regardless, I think it is interesting to be shared as it touches on the most important subject, the 'wave'. I've had similar dreams over the years of an ascension event (even before I've read there are theories of such an event) and another experience of a similar wave.
If something of this sounds familiar let me know or if anyone had had a memory or dream with similar details.

03.02.2009 Dream: I was inside some bigger room with another person. We knew exactly what was going to happen to us (this felt like a memory from something that had already happened) which was there was a wave of 'something' coming our way and our final moments would be in the corner of the room, trying until the last moment to avoid this wave even though it was innevitable and we knew it would engulf us like a liquid silver metal (very similar to the scene in the matrix movie). What would happen after this was unknown. This may have been the first time that we were not able to 'see' past a moment in a projected future. The next thing I remember was us teleporting to an outerspace facility in a different star system. This was our most advanced research facility and was going to be engulfed with this wave sooner than the previous location.

http://img280.rockyou.com/imagehost/5/5520/5520521/5520521_8a9573be1194649075_m.jpg

There were more like us there and we tried to remote view the wave and understand what it is like. We failed with those attempts as when we tried to tune our consciousness to the wave it completely changed our consciousness to a point where we were no longer in control and experienced a blackout, after which we were back to our original consciousness level. In short, we couldn't gather any info of the wave, except that it had a 'blackout' effect on our consciousness and we had no idea what was on the 'other side'. This made us nervous as I felt we were used to being able of probing anything we had encountered before and knowing beforehand the effects it would have on us. I remember the wave hitting this facility and us teleporting back to the original location. Since we didn't manage to do anything even from our most advanced facility, the only thing we could do was wait out for the wave at our furthest post. Somewhere around there, unconnected to this I remember seeing a huge facility made up of about 10 stars (collapsed into something similar to a black hole, but with a blue outer ring of light). Arranged into two lines of 5 stars. They were linked into a huge array (5 pairs of links allong the lines) and were used to catch some kind of waves (not sure if connected with the first wave) and projecting it into another star behind those 5 pairs in the middle (which was not collapsed). Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

Czymra

02-03-2009, 04:38 PM

Wow... let me ask you something specific here as, since I started to muse about 'origins', what came to me were figures of blueish lucid plasma bodies and for the life of me I can't find an image of what I think I've seen before, probably in a game or film but can't find it for the life of me. At first I thought it was the Sovereign Integral but I can't agree with the wings on the head. :nono:
Your avatar, TheChosen, and the pictures you post surely are similar if not the same thing.
(By the way, nice Homeworld picture, you're a game freak. ;) )

Let me add some pictures here of what is similar, and yes, I know this is a common representation of the aetheric/astral body, but that's not what I'm looking for, I think:

http://img8.imageshack.us/img8/840/bluewomanstretchingem6.th.jpg (http://img8.imageshack.us/my.php?image=bluewomanstretchingem6.jpg)http://img201.imageshack.us/img201/3327/astralbodybf1.th.jpg (http://img201.imageshack.us/my.php?image=astralbodybf1.jpg)http://img443.imageshack.us/img443/4912/905aa36e12ba658496cf78bzj4.th.jpg (http://img443.imageshack.us/my.php?image=905aa36e12ba658496cf78bzj4.jpg)http://img150.imageshack.us/img150/8286/abyssmovieedharriscgiviwn3.th.jpg (http://img150.imageshack.us/my.php?image=abyssmovieedharriscgiviwn3.jpg)http://img27.imageshack.us/img27/4180/lightbeing3sc9.th.jpg (http://img27.imageshack.us/my.php?image=lightbeing3sc9.jpg)

What's missing from most of these pictures is the static plasma charges that I believe to run through the creature at all times, most similar is the character "Shadow" from the Game "Illusion of Time/Gaia" but I can not find a clear picture of that either.

The avatar on the right in the background is 'shadow':
http://www.vgmuseum.com/scans/scans2/ill.jpg

This is the same bugger in-game. Fiery huh?
http://www.terraearth.com/illusion_of_gaia/characters-shadow.gif

So hey, help me find home. ;)

iainl140285

02-03-2009, 05:10 PM

. Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

Very Interesting.
Was the name Voltar by any chance? This rings a bell for me.

Peace
Iain

futureyes

02-03-2009, 05:20 PM

cyzmra ... viewing these images you posted ... i felt to comment on them ...

for a couple of years now i have been seeing these similar ones ... in the light of day ... translucent/blueish/forms ... i have called them the gel ones ...

as they move ... their form is well defined but then behind them their form is less defined ... as if trying to catch up to them and then it does and i see them whole once more when they stop ... always do i see their vibrating energy in and around them ...

there are certain places i drive which i see them more ... sometimes singularly but mostly in clusters ... gathered ... mostly always moving ...

initially i wondered if they were lost souls ... between here and there ... but i have since come to know they are not lost ... many of them reside here in peace and harmony ... we just don't normally see them ...

also what i have received is that we are very similar to them ... very similar ...

anyway ... i don't know what purpose this has to what you ask ... i was just excited when i seen the images together like this ...

:wub2:

TheChosen

02-03-2009, 07:08 PM

czymra: I didn't notice it was from homeworld, I picked it searching for gravitic arrays on google and put as it was similar to the facility I saw. But yea, I played homeworld several years ago and it was great :D

Ianl: No , the name was longer than that. Voltar is too short.

Czymra

02-03-2009, 09:05 PM

futureyes

02-04-2009, 01:59 AM

TheChose, I just realised it might be Halo, as that on the lower left could easily part of a ringworld (anybody know where they got that idea from?)... it all has this 'weather, water contintent' structure but it still all looks purple. I can't make up my mind whether it's all a space station or not. Which also brings me to question whether you played Myst, specifically URU. You might find lots of 'familiar' things there too.
Truly mysterious how some media interface with 'lost memories' or whatever they are.

Futureyes, you SEE THEM? Yikes! Show me how! :wall:But seriously, what places are common then? These pictures are so familiar.
(By the way, the way you describe them to move rings a bell, there was something about them being not really liquid, nor fixed but somehow dematerial as if they just about manifested each step rather than move. Thanks for reminding. ;) )

started seeing them just under two years ago cyzmra ...
the first time there were so many ... had to pull the car over and watch ... didn't understand what i was seeing ... all the movement of gel beings ...
clearly defined as they floated and yet this energy trail of vibration followed them until they would stop and the trail would move into them and then they'd be all clearly defined ...

"as if they just about manifested each step rather than move"

you described them perfectly!

just floating about ... odd, when they do so, it seems so purposeful to them ...
but observing them ... i do not compute what it is that they are doing ... something there doesn't match up ... no need to i guess ... talking two different worlds ...

mostly i see them at a certain place on the outskirts of the city ... open fields ... there are many there ... so many sometimes that when they move about it feels like i am looking at a mirage from afar ... really VERY cool!

not liquid and for certain not fixed ... they look like blueish vibrating gel ...
hard to describe ...

sometimes it feels i am infringing on their world and yet ... they pay no attention to me ... as if "i" don't exist!

go figure ...

:wub2:

Malletzky

02-04-2009, 08:16 AM

Funny all of this. Until recently, it all started in Dezember, I would've said that I'm just having a problem with my eyes. But now, reading all of this, I know what's happening.

My expericences a mostly very short, the longest lasted about 10 seconds.
It's very hard to describe, it is something like when suddenly I saw the environment in a fluid state and simultaniously heard this movement. This sound of a moving fluid is something great, I've never heard anything like this bevore.
I clearly saw all furniture in the room, but it was like I'm seeing it in a kind of Matrix. Actually, some scenes from "The Matrix", and especially some scenes from "The Predator", while the entity is observing the environment, could describe this at best.

So it's good to see that this is happening to some of you too. I only don't see any entities, just the environment is changing.

@TheChosen: I had a strange dream this night. I usually don't hear anything while dreaming, it's very, very rare.
But imagine my surprise when I heard the Name Volaton being said very loud.
It was so loud, that I was awaked and wondered, if someone is in the room and was speaking to me.

Could this be the name you're looking for?

henners

02-04-2009, 09:06 AM

TheChosen

02-04-2009, 09:36 AM

Malletzky: Thats great! Thats exactly why we need to share these things, as there are moments like these that certain details will be experienced by more people and we will know that there is more to it and for some reason the detail is important.

Volaton sounds right, I can't confirm it 100% as I simply don't remember and can't see past the V... but the length is correct and it sounds right. (If you have experienced these kind of dream memories, you know what I mean... sometimes I remember seeing someone, talking about something important, remember exactly how I felt about it and what it was about but could never remember WHAT was said). I tried searching on the net, but nothing meaningfull comes up. (except Voltron, which is extremely metaphoric and just cool.. lol) Let's see if we get more info on it in the next days. On the other hand, sometimes I've noticed details from dreams are explained to me in 3D only years afterwards (which helps greatly as I know there is something to it with the given 3D subject)

As we move into the planetary meditations and our consciousness' starts to cooperate on similar levels, we will undoubtedly receive a lot of bits of information which may be similar. I am aware this kind of info is highly subjectual and easily 'painted' by the subconsciousness of the individual but when you see 5 people reporting the same detail you know there is something to it.

futureyes

02-04-2009, 04:38 PM

I was hoping that more of you will step forward and tell your storry.
But hey, never mind, I don't judge anyone.

I fully respect your decission.

But I'm very sad, as I ausume that the "better say nothing" attitude is only based on fear. Which really makes me very sad.And please don't judge me too, it is only MY opinion :original:
With :wub2:
malletzky

malletzky ... i have been processing what you wrote for a few days now ...

i do not expect anyone to disclose and write everything they know or have experienced if they do not feel comfortable in doing so ...
it must feel true and right within them to share that with others ...

and yet ... i feel it is time to disclose a little more of what we know and/or experience ...
the fear of this can be enormous ... it is for me for certain ...
it is though ... our fear that continues to separate us ... we think that we are so very different from others because we believe we must be the only ones that know of or have experienced some things ...

amongst the majority of the population ... we are right feeling this way ... but in all probability ... within the handful like us ... we are not alone ...

for what we know there is most likely at least one other person that "gets it" ...

unbeknownst to our ego ... there are many more that our truth resonates within them selves as well ...

everything i post i do so from my heart ... it is my truth ... flows freely that way ...
and yet ... i curb and compact it ... am mindful not to write everything in its entirety as i intended to ...
somewhere in the process my fear kicks in because what i've written feels big and that no one would understand it ... ridicule it even ...
and so instead of going the mile i only go half the distance ...
and this is my work ... i know this ...

the point i am trying to make here is that ... of late ... i am feeling that it would be beneficial to us all if we could get past our ego just a little more ...
to step beyond the limitations of our fear and speak our truth more freely ...
not only for our own benefit but for the benefit of others ...

within our truth ... something will click within another ... or many others which facilitates our remembering ... they in turn will connect more dots to their own truth ...
this then becomes a continuum ... the momentum of which carries us all onward and upward exponentially than if we remain feeling separate ... not of oneness ...

not denying we don't speak our truth on this forum for we do ... personally i am humbled and blessed to be part of such a soul family ...

but this part about speaking our greater truth just keeps nagging me ... i just keep receiving that now ... more than ever ... we are meant to really commence breaking down our limitations of our fears in a bigger way ...

we are the forerunners of what is to come ... our egos may be telling us it isn't so ... what a bold statement for our minds to think ...
but it's true ... we ARE the forerunners of a very new and very different world to come ...

we are forerunners in creating it and facilitating others to assist in its creation ...

we can't do this behind barriers and limitations ... behind fear ...
we are meant to dissolve our fear as much as we can and live our truth ...
speak and write our truth as we know it ... as we experience it ...
not just here but in our daily living ... with others ...
and we will know the ones who are open to it ... who our truth resonates with ... who "get it" ...

i just get that it is time now to shift from our fears to our truth ...

most on this forum are open to all truth ... not everything has to resonate with us ...
but some things ... will connect dots for us ... will facilitate our remembering what was ... so we can align this to what is ...
and from there ... we streamline what will be ...

thank you malletzky ... if it wasn't for what you wrote ... i wouldn't have written this ...

and stepped a little more out of my fear ....

and will continue to try to do so ...

i just get the time is now ...

:wub2:

the chosen ... we are on the same page :original:
namaste ...

:wub2:

Malletzky

02-04-2009, 05:15 PM

Futureyes, THANK YOU for sharing...:thumb_yello:

judykott

02-04-2009, 05:49 PM

I wrote this yesterday, future eyes thanks for some of the things you wrote about being afraid to share gave me the courage to post this.

Formless

Formless, form
mirror holds
pic-tours recall
pivotal journey

Paradox of parables
life transcends
annihilation complete
psyche walls
dissolved ego

emptiness accompanies
love divine
point of existence

all above
is below
below is
above all

existence of point
divine love
accompanies emptiness

ego dissolved
walls psyche
annihilation complete
transcends life
parables of paradox

journey pivotal
recall pic-tours
holds mirror
form, formless

futureyes

02-04-2009, 06:10 PM

judykott ... i LOVE that ... holy ...

thank you for posting this ...

thank you for sharing ...

and ... your kind words ...

malletzky ... namaste ...

WE HAVE ... WE CAN ... WE WILL ...

collectively ...

:wub2:

Malletzky

02-04-2009, 07:23 PM

Great thread Malletzky. I understand many of the posts .
My story is as follows;
I am a very old soul.
This is my last encarnation.
Apparantly, i am here to fulfill a mission which i chose. It was my decision to come back now ( 1960 to be precise). I was told 5 years ago that soon, i would complete one task and i would have ALL my memories and commence my long awaited task.
I would be standing in front of many , many people and speaking to them regarding (what i can only assume would be 2012) consciousness and what to do about it.
Soon i will know exactly when this will all take place.

Thanks again for the thread.

Henry

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love :wub2: and respect :thumb_yello:

Czymra

02-04-2009, 08:08 PM

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love :wub2: and respect :thumb_yello:

I second that. Very encouraging post.

blastawaycas

02-04-2009, 08:49 PM

ME I AM FROM THE BORO
BORN OF THE 13TH DAY
OLDEST SON OF FIVE IN ALL
WORKING CLASS & NOT TOO TALL

WORKED THRU SMOG
GRIME AND SMOKE
HELPED ME DAD PICKING COKE

APPRENTICSHIP
MET THE WIFE
TWO KIDS
EXPENSIVE HARD LIFE

LAW ABIDING
DONE NOWT WRONG
PUSHED AND SHOVED
LAWS COME ON STRONG

THEN ONE NITE
ON THE RADIO
HEARD A TALK
BY DAVID ICKE

I DUG AND SEARCHED
READ AND WROTE
WATCHED AND LEARNED
WITH A SHOCK AWOKE

FROM THE FOG
OF POOR HISTORY
MY INNER SENSE
FLOWING FREE

NOW I SEE
BUT NOT EVERYTHING
KEEP IT COMING
I SOAK UP ALL YOU BRING

THATS WHO I AM
HOW I GOT HERE
JUST A MAN
NOT A SEER

MY PURPOSE IS
TO TELL ALL I KNOW
KEEP FEEDING ME
MY KNOWLEDGE GROWS

ALL I CAN DO
IS PASS ON WHAT I LEARN
MY BODY FAILED ME
THE PAIN IN ME BURNS

THE HUMAN RACE
WHAT FOOLS WE ARE
TO BE BLINDED BY
BEINGS FROM AFAR

HERDED AND BRED
LIKE CATTLE AND SHEEP
THERE MALIGNANCY
RUNS TOO DEEP

THE ONLY WAY
IS START ALL OVER
WATCH THE EARTH
TURN GREEN WITH CLOVER

IF DEATH BE OUR END
THEN NOTHING MATTERS
BUT A ENLIGHTEND STATE
DESTRUCTION AND TATTERS

WHO AM I
A SIMPLE WATCHER
MY PURPOSE IN LIFE
TO WATCH SOME MORE

KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER :thumb_yello:

Carmen

02-04-2009, 09:45 PM

Oh Dave, that is beautiful. You are a beautiful soul. To watch the earth turn green with clover. Now that resonates with me. Then the saplings come, and the humans nuture them, and watch them grow into their magnificence. The earth covers herself with oak and ash and walnut and kauri and rimu. And the people live amongst them, in the clearings, simply, spiritually, nurturing each other.

Love and Light

Carmen

blastawaycas

02-04-2009, 11:04 PM

[B]:original:THANKYOU CARMEN YOUR WORDS ARE KIND, AND FILLED WITH LOVE LIKE HEAVEN SENT FROM WAY ABOVE, THEY SLICE THROUGH THIS HAZE AND DUST, AND FILL MY HEART WITH LONGING AND LUST, FOR TRUTH AND GUIDENCE FOR ALL YOU SEE, I AM JUST A SIMPLE MAN LONGING TO BE, LEARNED AND ONE WITH EARTH MY SOUL, I LAY MY VISION IT IS YOURS TO KEEP, YOUR WORDS ARE PURE DEAR CARMAN, FOR ME TO READ AND CHERISH, TO FIND A FRIEND IN THIS LIFETIME, IS FOREVER ETERNAL AND QUITE A PRIZE
KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER :thumb_yello:B]

henners

02-05-2009, 12:54 AM

WOW Dave, great post. and a poet too. You are a wonderful being my friend. You are amongst many alike. This thread is bring out the best in all of us. More of it please.:thumb_yello:
Henry

Malletzky

02-09-2010, 07:06 PM

Dear avalonians...I just decided to "reactivate" this thread...for one main reason.

We, at least the majority of us, are still not quite sure who we really are, what's our real purpose here, and many of us still try to find out the answers of this questions. So do I...

As I already mentioned somewhere on this forum, I was told recently that I am of a Sirian descent, a so called "traveler" thru the universes which main purpose is to hold the energies in balance as well as healing tasks. Now imagine my first surprise when I came back here to this thread and read my first post...I was assuming exactly the same about my purpose.

But another discovery, few days ago, just made me think again about the known fact that there really doesn't exist any coincidences.

As many of you know, I haven't changed my avatar (for an exception of few days last year) since Sept. 2008, when I officially joined this forum. You take a look at my avatar...and take a look of this picture bellow from the Sirius A_and_B Stars seen trhu Hubble...and I was astounded.

How could I know back then??? What do you mean? How could I choose an avatar so similar with this picture of Sirius? Any explanation???

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/f/f3/Sirius_A_and_B_Hubble_photo.jpg

So I could now, with certainity, answer two of the question I asked all of you back then when I opened this thread:

I know that I am an Sirian
I know what my purpose here is

What about you? Did you discovered more about you during the last months?

It would be nice if you share too...

with :wub2: an:wub2: respect
malletzky

Shaynard

02-09-2010, 08:14 PM

Beautiful thread.. great to read.. thank you to all who have contributed. :)

I know well what I am, and who I was, and why I am here. Although I cannot share too much openly I will say I enjoy my times here. This experience is truly beautiful when you can look at it from high enough above. Very different than what I know best, but beautiful all the same.

The language with all its disruptive effects and wonderful power. The physical shell and the attachment we feel. The progress and regress.

It's all so wonderful I could make points forever (literally) and in some way I will.

Now, I am here to watch this show. Observing and adding what my heart feels is needed. Protecting purity and love.. I cannot call what i do fighting, but it is a battle none the less, and one I am honored to be a part of, for the good of us all.

I have come to know the ways in which I am "different" than most, here, however I see the ways in which we are the same as what is important. My vibration causes many a paradox to occur, yet I would not trade it for anything. I wanted to be here to watch this all end, to start again, as it was, as it should be. There is no ego here, only understanding, and love for us all.. and how we are the same. Different parts of a whole.

As much as I know, I am also aware that somewhere, someone (or more than one) knows "me" even better than I do. I know that while I watch this, which I call "the Show" I am watching those I am here to protect.. as well as those who will protect me.. and eventually.. Remind me of the things I cannot remember.

I can recall 4 trips here.. Excluding the present.. I am fairly sure this will be the last for quire some time.

In light, of love
Shaynard

Malletzky

02-09-2010, 08:35 PM

Shaynard, great post, thanks for sharing. I totaly understand how you see and feel your curent situation as well as your "purpose" here. As the time goes by, I just more and more go to that "observer", non-judgmental, all-loving, just BE what you are mode.

And I feel greater then ever :thumb_yello:

Maybe one day you'll "be able" to tell more about you...

with respect
malletzky

illuminate

02-09-2010, 08:36 PM

I AM that I AM (which is love)
and I came here to be.

besides that, I'm here to remember, remind others, spread the love :huglove:
and HAVE FUN!!!!

~ love in us ~

trainedobserver

02-09-2010, 08:40 PM

Does any other animal on this planet worry about what its 'purpose' is? I don't think so. They appear to merely fulfill thier purpose by their very design (and I mean design by evolution) and require no seeking or quest to discover their purpose. I think human beings fulfill their purpose in the universe through the same default manner. We cannot help but perform our purpose in the universe we function in a prescribed way. Understanding what that purpose might be actually doesn't play into it. Or so it seems.

Malletzky

02-09-2010, 08:45 PM

I just wouldn't agree...but that doesn't matter.

WE are NOT just animals whose evolutionary design is just to BE with our own instincts...

...nor is our purpose fullfiled here and now. We're far behind to know the real truth...this is all what I can tell you.

with respect for your understanding and feelings
malletzky

Does any other animal on this planet worry about what its 'purpose' is? I don't think so. They appear to merely fulfill thier purpose by their very design (and I mean design by evolution) and require no seeking or quest to discover their purpose. I think human beings fulfill their purpose in the universe through the same default manner. We cannot help but perform our purpose in the universe we function in a prescribed way. Understanding what that purpose might be actually doesn't play into it. Or so it seems.

trainedobserver

02-09-2010, 09:16 PM

I just wouldn't agree...but that doesn't matter.

WE are NOT just animals whose evolutionary design is just to BE with our own instincts...

...nor is our purpose fullfiled here and now. We're far behind to know the real truth...this is all what I can tell you.

with respect for your understanding and feelings
malletzky

With all repect to your understanding and feelings as well I'd just say the mental life you and I enjoy is an illusionary one. In particular the notion that human beings are somehow seperate from or above the natural world. We are not. We are hairy (some more than others) little mammals walking around on a rock hurtling through the void of space. Whatever purpose we fulfill the earth itself has determined it through its evolutionary system and it (our purpose) exists on a plain other than the mental one in which what we call our conciousness exists. I could be wrong of course and I realize many folks are hoping that I am.
:smoke:

Frank Samuel

02-09-2010, 09:57 PM

I have a few past life experiences even up to the very point of origin. I did not see s physical form as such, I was ether or energy. All I know I was happy there then I was told it was time to depart and begin my journey. I felt like a child confuse because I did not feel prepare to leave my home. I ask why I had to leave and the answer I got was that this is the way it has always been. My origin is the origin of energy, heart or spirit. From there my journey has taking me many places, and I have committed many mistakes. At this moment raising my children I know my journey will continue for a long time to come. We can make a difference in this lifetime. There are many worlds to visit and much work to be done. Now I understand why I had to leave , it has taking me many lifetimes to come to this point. No matters what happens to us on this earth our journey will continue. The library of our collective consciousness is where I often visit and meditate upon. We will never stop learning and experiencing so many incredible things.

PilotSimone

02-09-2010, 09:57 PM

I came from a place in the realms of purple and blue

That is all i know about my past, the rest i got no clue

peace,
mikey

I was so excited to read this!

Purple and blue are also part of me in some way. I am very sensitive to colors and am most peaceful when I gaze upon anything where these two colors dominate. Loved, nurtured, comforted, peaceful, and accepted. I feel all of these when I lose myself in these colors. I don't know how or why, but they are very significant to me too.

My 7 year old son (who can see auras quite clearly) says I am a violet aura most of the time, unless I am tired (then it's blue).

I also resonate strongly with the indigo children.

Looking forward to eventually putting all the pieces together! :original:

Malletzky

02-09-2010, 10:03 PM

With all repect to your understanding and feelings as well I'd just say the mental life you and I enjoy is an illusionary one. In particular the notion that human beings are somehow seperate from or above the natural world. We are not. We are hairy (some more than others) little mammals walking around on a rock hurtling through the void of space. Whatever purpose we fulfill the earth itself has determined it through its evolutionary system and it (our purpose) exists on a plain other than the mental one in which what we call our conciousness exists. I could be wrong of course and I realize many folks are hoping that I am.
:smoke:

I may be wrong and please correct me if so, but the above statement implies that the real purpose of our existence here is only determinated thru the earth itself. Do you really think that your true YOU decided on that higher mental plain, where our consciousness exist (btw, our consciousness exist on EACH imaginable plain), to be here and now just to deliver itself to the determination of other (in this case earth's consciousness as well as the human groupmind) ???

It is true that my I AM is connected with ALL that is, so also connected with the earth itself and it's wonderful nature...but I/WE choosed to be here and now for a purpose...for a much bigger purpose then just to assist this lovely planet to evolve to whatever it/he/she deserves.

We all have our hidden tallents which we will discover soon.

By the way, the one who hope that you might be wrong just makes them judgmental...I would rather wellcome your opinion and think about it---:thumb_yello:

with respect
malletzky

sjkted

02-10-2010, 05:47 AM

I don't normally post on this topic because I figure it's none of anyone's business, but I will today for a few reasons. One, there are many starseeds on this board who are waking up to who they really are and where they came from. If enough of us who do know that post, it may motivate others to find out. Second, it's important for everyone to know that there really is more to it than the BS we're all living through on this planet. Last, my throat chakra is opening and I suspect the same is happening for many others. For those of us with a story to tell, the time is now because the world is getting ready to listen.

1. Indigo and Starseed. I'm not sure if there is a difference in these. Part of the mission of the Starseeds is to almost act as ambassadors because they came from a more expanded, uplifting place. It's not something you study towards or prepare for in an academic sense. It comes from a inclination that there is something more and then eventually discovering your roots through your spiritual path.

2. Andromeda

3. 5D or more. The reason I say "or more" is because I've experienced up to 5D and some levels of 6D (although I can't say 100%) and it appears we do exist on many of these levels, but often as fragments. For example, the higher self and soul are above 5D, but we're not always 100% integrated with them. When I was in 5D, there may have been additional dimensions I did integrate with 100% of the time, but I'm not sure I can sense/understand it from my current position.

4. My purpose here is to spread the word about freedom and liberty. It's nothing really fancy, and it's not something I preach about. It's more of something that others observe and can possibly learn about from observing me. In other words, I'm just being who I am and other people may learn by watching. As best as I can tell, this has always been my mission on this planet.

On one of my original lifetimes after the fall of Atlantis, I was in Mesopotamia (perhaps Babylon ?). I was an Arab, along with everyone else and we were all slaves. Everyone hated the establishment and the working conditions, but nobody would do anything about it. I decided to sing this song in front of everyone -- something to the order of I'm a free man, nobody can take it away from me. I do what I want... and refused to work. It had a really catchy tune and it inspired a movement so to speak. TPTB at the time really didn't care for my skit and showed their disagreement by mutilating my vocal cords so I couldn't speak. Speak I couldn't, but I was able to keep banging out that tune with my hands and feet on the floor. I made it clear to everyone that although my body could be constrained physically that I was always the one in charge of myself.

In another lifetime, I was a freedom fighter. I overthrew a tribe with some other men and became king of a tribe for a while. As I became the leader, I was corrupted by power and became much more interested in taking over other local tribes than delivering liberty to my people. If anyone has seen the movie Ashoka (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0249371/ and http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashoka_the_Great), the story line in this lifetime was remarkably similar, although perhaps without the cute warrior girl and a few other small differences.

Since then, I've learned quite well not to become a martyr and that violence doesn't solve anything even for a "good" cause.

--sjkted

sjkted

02-10-2010, 06:02 AM

Who are you? What is your purpose?

I remember being on a ship in space over looking earth. There were a bunch of us huddled together to get a glimpse of the planet and hear it's music. We were surprised to learn that we were offered a chance to live on earth for a while and knew it was a huge honor but also difficult.

So, they tricked you too :mfr_lol: Just kidding :lol3:

--sjkted

SiriArc

02-10-2010, 07:00 AM

Bonding Of Purpose

http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?pid=53082#p53082 #7

‘86: Listening to a Lazaris tape called, ‘April Evening’ and heard:

The three main Energies involved with Earth at this time are those of Orion, Pleiades and Sirius

A brief description was given of each:

With the 32 / 23 / 5 / Sirius (32) thing for people with that Vibe.......

‘Prism of Lyra’ notes:

Sirius Energy works with Healing the Physical

Arcturus Energy works with Healing the Emotional

http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b321/siriarc/Stamp.jpg

SteveX

02-10-2010, 05:28 PM

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

1) No idea. I have had a life off this world and 1 here pre Celtic.
2) No idea. But if the past says anything its humanoid.
3) No idea.
4) No idea. I have this hard wired feeling I'm here for a reason. Since ever I could remember I'm on this planet to do something. I wish someone would bloody well hurry up and tell me. My body is running out of time.

trainedobserver

02-10-2010, 06:13 PM

I may be wrong and please correct me if so, but the above statement implies that the real purpose of our existence here is only determinated thru the earth itself. Do you really think that your true YOU decided on that higher mental plain, ...

No. I don't think there is some higher self that thinks, makes decisions, and so forth. The brain/mind system of human beings does that. The natural evolutionary processes of the living system we know as The Earth has caused us to be formed in the manner we find ourselves in. Is there some "purpose" as human beings think of it? Probably not. The whole "purpose" thing is locked in the realm of the mind and probably has no correlation to things existing in the real world. But if we are created by the Earth for some purpose it would seem to be to take our DNA off the planet and into space since we are the only life form here capable of achieving space flight.

What is the purpose of the planet Mercury? Does it have one? Or does it exist simply because the laws of physics caused it to be formed? Human beings exist. Any "purpose" for the individual is self determined but is that self determined purpose "real"? Probably only in our minds.

FIIISH

02-10-2010, 06:42 PM

Thanks for posting this thread, Malletzky!

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

If I had to pick a label, I would say Indigo becoming a Crystal...

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

I believe I have had human existances(on and off planet) as well as
other life forms-possibly aquatic in nature. I have always had a strong affinity
for the sea, tropical fish, and dolphins.

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

The concept of 6D resonates with me.

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

I am fairly certain that I am here for a purpose in addition to advancing my own evolution. I have a very strong sense of being here to do something very important, but do not believe I have realized this yet.

I had a very powerful dream about 6 years ago. I was standing on the crest of a large hill overlooking a wide plain. The plain was filled with people, all of whom appeared to be sleep walking side-by-side. The were all walking forward, and appeared to disappear at the base of the hill I was standing on as if they were "cycling". I saw others on the hill with me, and got the strong impression that I was part of a team that was working together to help the masses awaken.

I had this dream not long after I started seeing 11:11 and other number patterns, which I believe was when my own awakening kicked into high gear.

Since then, I have been working on repairing damage to my health/DNA, increasing my knowledge, and exploring new possibilities. It can be challenging at times to maintain balance and perspective when trying to survive, correct karmic imbalances, and satisfy personal needs and desires in addition to prioritizing the "mission". I get the impression that I am on the way UP, and just need to keep on moving in that direction-one day at a time.

Steven

02-11-2010, 02:52 PM

Interesting thread Malletzky. :original:

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

I really don't know. The only special thing I have is a deep connection with a presence within and nature.

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

I don't know either. And to be honest, I never looked for answers.

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

I don't know either. And to be honest, I never looked for answers. :lol3:

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

This I know, I am here to serve and to evolve, especiffically to become more humble and to learn how to share who I am with my surrounding. I am strongly called by being involved into justice movement and science. I am on the path of freedom...

Thank you, Namaste, Steven

samncheese

02-11-2010, 03:27 PM

I am part of the council that watches over this planet

I am the one that brought the Wanderers here.

Be at Peace; all is well.

Malletzky

02-11-2010, 07:37 PM

No. I don't think there is some higher self that thinks, makes decisions, and so forth. The brain/mind system of human beings does that. The natural evolutionary processes of the living system we know as The Earth has caused us to be formed in the manner we find ourselves in. Is there some "purpose" as human beings think of it? Probably not. The whole "purpose" thing is locked in the realm of the mind and probably has no correlation to things existing in the real world. But if we are created by the Earth for some purpose it would seem to be to take our DNA off the planet and into space since we are the only life form here capable of achieving space flight.

What is the purpose of the planet Mercury? Does it have one? Or does it exist simply because the laws of physics caused it to be formed? Human beings exist. Any "purpose" for the individual is self determined but is that self determined purpose "real"? Probably only in our minds.

Trainedobserver...so it is your understaning that we as humans, with our 'perfect' inteligence and understanding of OUR and ALL existance, ARE the 'non plus ultra' in these vast universes and nothing, really nothing more could exist that would evtl. be more advanced that we are?

Sorry, this all remindes me of the darwinian postulates about the human 'evolution' as well as the standard laws of physic, which I both can't accept any more. Simply, there are so many implications that these theories just can't explain all that we can perceive in 'this 3D reality'.

The question about the "purpose"...well, just regarding the fact that I can 'think' with my mind, doesn't make me the creator of this realm. Nor my limited human mind is capable of anythig more then accepting this realm as it is. I can only suggest, to everyone interessted in some 'scientific' explanations of how our minds really works, to read some material of Karl Jung, "our friend" Sigmund Freud and also Daniel Goleman.

The question about the "purpose" is much more than that. It all starts in my 'conscious' mind.

Now, You just went phylosophical with the question about the purpose of Mercury...really, what is the purpose? Do WE know? NO, at least not with our conscious mind.

And the fact that the humans exist...well, let ME be phylosophical this time:

I must remind you of the very known words from Réne Descartes whith his known "Cogito, ergo sum" or "I think, therefore I am". Sounds fine...I AM.

...but do we have the answer to the question WHO I AM / AM I...? Does the earth with her 'evolutionary' cycles provides the real answers?...

Thanks anyway for your great contribution.

These kind of discussions alone is worth of being human and be here with you! :welcomeani: :thumb_yello::thumb_yello:

THANK YOU ALL FOR CONTRIBUTING! GREAT REPLIES SO FAR.

with respect
malletzky

Carol

02-12-2010, 04:17 AM

Oh dear.

1. you know or assume who you realy are (indigo child, ascended master, christal child, starseed etc.)?

I assume I'm human. At least, last I checked I was. That is of course if we are referring to the human 3-D form. I have also experienced conscious awareness in the multi-dimensional form so I also assume my spirit is multi-dimensional. However, the aliens did reveal that I was some type of Zen monk master which had me laughing from here to the next month of Sundays.

2. you know or assume what's your origin (human, sirian, nordic etc.)?

Errr, 3-D body, definitely earth. Multi-dimensional body...hmmmm?

3. you know or assume what's your origin ("home") dimension (3D, 4D, 5D ect.)?

Home is in the heart of god and god is everywhere.

4. you know or assume what's your real purpose here on earth?

I'm a conduit and channel energy from the higher spiritual dimensions to this dimension and then into the beings of the planet. I also have a gift of imparting deep inner peace to those who are in distress and seek help. Being multi-talented allows me to just fill in where there is a need which can be anything from cleaning toilets, administrative work, healing touch practitioner, lecturer, teacher, painter, writer, editor, bee keeper, gardener... I'm just here to do god's will, serve and hold the energy for others until they are up to speed.