Weird happenings in my mind

[Humble Janitor]

Before you think I'm crazy or something, lately, my mind has been awash with strange messages and people talking, mainly about UFO disclosure and the state of the world, etc. It's like someone's downloading material into my head and it's playing back. It's nothing bad though. Not that I can recall. I don't know if it's a sign of mental illness but it does give me pause to think about what I am "hearing". Perhaps it is just all the information that I've read here that is playing on a constant loop?

Regardless, it's like an interview or something with a figure that claims to know the state of the world and it goes into depth on several of the factions mentioned by David Wilcock and stuff like that.

Edit: If you want to comment, go ahead! I just think this is very, very weird as I cannot hear words in interviews and yet, everything's crystal clear in my mind.

[Seashore]

I don't have what you have but I do have an unexplained noise. It sounds like it is coming from behind me. It's not a ringing. I don't know how to explain what kind of noise. It's annoying!

[avyaktam]

According to Stewart Swerdlow they are in intensifying the ELF/microwave stuf at the moment. FYI :sweatdrop:

[Humble Janitor]

According to Stewart Swerdlow they are in intensifying the ELF/microwave stuf at the moment. FYI :sweatdrop:

Yeah, but the messages I'm getting are not negative-orientated. Perhaps my mind is just confirming what I have read and learnt?

[Machinamentum]

ESP-telepathy that's what it sounds like to me.

[Seashore]

I see that yesterday's Coast to Coast show was on a topic that is in the general area of what is happening to you. I don't suspect that you are a target the way Rayelan was, but maybe there is information in the linked article that would apply to you.

Here is a copy and paste of the blurb:

"Mind Control & Secret Societies
Researcher Rayelan Allan discussed her unusual and personal experiences in such areas as covert government programs, mind control, and secret societies like Knights Templar. At one point in her life she began to hear voices, and initially thought she had been chosen to receive New Age-style channeled messages. Later, she found out from her husband, a Naval Officer in the CIA, that what she was actually hearing was "voice to skull" technology, developed as part of the government's electronic warfare program. For more on this kind of mind control, see the article Operation Open Eyes (http://www.rumormillnews.com/operation.htm)."

[futureyes]

energy waves come and go ...

we have felt a powerful one sweep through ... two to three weeks ago now ... its purpose ... to facilitate greater truth ... for us all to fine tune clarity of what we know to be true ... assisting us to step out of our wishy-washy state of thinking ... and step into our true and clear light ...

many are sensitive ... particularly to this powerful yet beneficial energy ...

we experience various things because of it ... particularly downloads if one is clear enough now and senstive enough to receiving them ... it will just be ... not a negative thing ...

hj ... you are not losing it ... you are receiving it ...

you are not crazy ... you are awake ...

we are becoming sensitive enough now to the noises and chatter of what's out there ... flowing within the external energies ... as we fine tune our own truth and become clear about who we are ... we also experience clarity of the external ... we harmonize with it ... we can pick up ringing ... noises ... sweeping ... chatter ... even full on conversations which we are uncertain of their origin ... but certain that we are experiencing such ...

this is movement forward ... movement forward to what will be ...

our first response to these experiences might be that we are going crazy ... this response is of the old ingraining ... sure we'll entertain it for a bit whilst we are adjusting to these new experiences ... but now we will not remain there ... we won't get stuck there like we have in the past ... not for very long ... the further we go ... the more open we will be to this newness ...

this is because it really isn't new to us ... we have lived this way before ... we're just now re-remembering ... it is a positive process ...

we are experiencing transition ... this potent wave now which facilitates this ... i have come to know will remain here ...

it is like it holds the space open for us ... allows us to begin to effortlessly transition beyond our earthly senses ... holds the door open for us to walk through ... the door will remain wide open now ...

i find what you wrote to be beautiful humble ... that you cannot hear words in interviews ... and yet ... what you experience now is crystal clear within your mind ... lovely ... absolutlely lovely ...

we are not limited within these costumes we wear ... we are beyond these bodies ... the old way was to believe we are only that of our physical selves ... and restricted within our five senses ... and that something external creates it all for us ...

we are not identified with these costumes ... we are who we are within our core ... we are beyond our human selves ... we are infinite with infinite potential ... we are our creators ...

we are not restricted within our physical selves and our minds are not limited .. we are unlimited and are expansive in all ways ...

so ... we now commence definitive clarity of knowing who we really are ...

this recent wave ... a turned up frequency ... allows us to effortlessly (if we stop resisting) receive more of who we are through greater experiences like this ...

this is just the tip of the iceberg ... we cannot even begin to imagine the places we will go ... the things we will experience ... the clarity and the truth of who we are and what we are capable of creating ...

we are not losing our minds ... we are gaining our souls ...

yes seashore ... the sweeping that i currently experience is annoying as anything ever was ... been experiencing it for weeks now ... and yet ... i find it is only annoying when i think it is ... hmm ... i may have to refrain from thinking so much ... :lol3:

go with the flow ... there's no place else to go ... and no other place i'd rather be ...

:wub2:

[Humble Janitor]

If I may clarify, this information was similar to what you would hear David Wilcock say, much in the positive manner of things. It's like my mind is flipping through channels and I'm fixating on what resonates and ignoring what doesn't.

It was like an interview between two people and again, related to the possibility of catastrophic world events and secret societies and all of that.

I don't know about Voice-to-Skull but it's nice to hear two different perspectives of what it might be.

[Lorien]

This is odd. I was gonna say something the other day but I decided against it for fear of sounding crazy. For about 2 weeks now I have had this constant "static" noise in my left ear. Occasionally I can hear muffled noises amongst the white noise. Sometimes tones, sometimes conversations, but nothing I can make out yet. I went to the doctor to see if I just had a build up of ear wax but he said it's clean as a whistle.

[rhythm]

FUTURE EYES .....

YOU ALWAYS

SAY IT RIGHT ON THE MONEY

IN MY EYES .....

THANYOU

I LOVE YOU ...:wub2:

[pyrangello]

I believe its part of the progressive march towards the pole shift, were in it now and and what is happening is what future eyes have stated are all part of that march. Ya and stuff has been happening to me too. Hang in the HJ , your not going nuts just going thru the tansistion for the next months, days and years to come.

[burgundia]

i think I envy you. You are getting ready for sth that is coming. I do not hear anything...:(

[iainl140285]

i think I envy you. You are getting ready for sth that is coming. I do not hear anything...:(

Everything is as it is meant to be Burgundia :original:
Where you are right now is where you are supposed to be :thumb_yello:


:wub2:

[Humble Janitor]

That's true. I've always felt comfortable where I am and I've heard nothing that tells me otherwise in regards to where I should go.

[Egg]

Synthetic neuro telepathy. US special warfare are testing it in helmet mounted devices as it was found to be extremely effective in tests. The sound is formed inside the brain, not the ear, and so even totally absolutely deaf people will hear voices, albeit they won't know what the hell is going on....

[Anchor]

@Humble Janitor: I will share my theory of what is happening to you, and it is quite simple.

Your mind/conciousness is adjusting to a new energetic environment - stuff that would normally be more "organized" is being processed in a multi-dimensional way. Normally your sub-concious would take care of all this without bothering you.

If you don't meditate or much, I would recommend starting - every day. It will help keep a lid on things.

A..

PS: THIS IS NOT "OFF-TOPIC"!

[Humble Janitor]

It's hard right now to find time to mediate (hell, I can't even keep a clean apartment) and probably won't get time for that until my classes end.

It's not driving me up a wall though.

Again, I like the perspectives I'm seeing but my question for Egg and others who think that it's mind control: If this were so, wouldn't it be overly negative information? I don't get that impression from the information I'm "receiving".

[alyscat]

my teacher teaches (FWIW) that we're all surrounded by bands of energy ( you could call them auric fields) and that the thoughts we have are frequently things that have been received through the bands and accepted by our existing belief systems/soul.

Interesting that these "ideas" are not negative, and on the whole, not bothersome.

The experiences you seem to be having are ones I've had in the past in meditation - when I would hear multiple conversations going on - and on the whole, I think they were just the random thoughts of the people around me. I have to be in a really deep state, though, to access them.

alys

[Humble Janitor]

Well I am somewhat sick (again) and that's when I noticed this.

[Lorien]

Well I am somewhat sick (again) and that's when I noticed this.

Again this is strange, because my issues started right as I was coming out of having strep throat and an inner ear infection, though not in the same ear.

So am I correct in the fact that you can actually make out what is being said? Have you been writing anything down?

[orthodoxymoron]

I don't have an answer. Heck, I can't figure out what's going on with myself! I hear a high-pitched sound continually...always at the same frequency. When I look up at the sky...I always see moving amoeba-like objects covering my field of vision. They seem to be of a spiritual nature...but perhaps they are microbes within the eye. They appear to be intelligently swimming pinpoints of light. Perhaps I am possessed by little reptilian entities...or perhaps I am being attacked by little reptilian entities?! I do feel as though I am battling something evil on a continual basis...with a bit of a chill. 'My God...it's full of stars!' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oALxLNOhI6I&feature=related

[Anchor]

I don't have an answer. Heck, I can't figure out what's going on with myself! I hear a high-pitched sound continually...always at the same frequency. When I look up at the sky...I always see moving amoeba-like objects covering my field of vision. They seem to be of a spiritual nature...but perhaps they are microbes within the eye. At times they appear to be illuminated and moving intelligently. 'My God...it's full of stars!' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oALxLNOhI6I&feature=related 'My God...I'm ccccrakkking up!'

Interesting - I have both those symptoms. I have noticed those amoeba like objects most pronouncedly when looking out the window of a plane flying really high ( >30k' )

A..

[Lorien]

I don't have an answer. Heck, I can't figure out what's going on with myself! I hear a high-pitched sound continually...always at the same frequency. When I look up at the sky...I always see moving amoeba-like objects covering my field of vision. They seem to be of a spiritual nature...but perhaps they are microbes within the eye. They appear to be intelligently swimming pinpoints of light. Perhaps I am possessed by little reptilian entities...or perhaps I am being attacked by little reptilian entities?! I do feel as though I am battling something evil on a continual basis...with a bit of a chill. 'My God...it's full of stars!' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oALxLNOhI6I&feature=related 'My God...I'm ccccrakkking up!'

Just curious what your problem is? I am being completely serious and really don't appreciate and insinuation that your making, and find it insulting and extremely juvenile. Grow up and if you don't have anything constructive to say, then stay out of the conversation.

[orthodoxymoron]

Just curious what your problem is? I am being completely serious and really don't appreciate and insinuation that your making, and find it insulting and extremely juvenile. Grow up and if you don't have anything constructive to say, then stay out of the conversation.


I wish I knew what my problem(s) are. I hoped to get a constructive response to something which I find quite troubling. Are you making fun of me? What was the insinuation? Could you please be more specific? I was being completely serious and honest. I refuse to grow up...and I refuse to stay out of the conversation. But I must learn to be more selective regarding where I cast my pearls. Also...we don't really know the origins of the universe and thought. I suspect physical and spiritual evolution combined with intelligent design...and not necessarily in that order. In the beginning...God said 'You'll get a bang out of this!' Actually, God said '( Schroedinger Wave Equation)'...and there was light! If God created the universe...who created God? Did Lucifer create both God and Satan? Does Lucifer masquerade as both? Was the singularity the birth of monotheism? God knows.

[Humble Janitor]

Again this is strange, because my issues started right as I was coming out of having strep throat and an inner ear infection, though not in the same ear.

So am I correct in the fact that you can actually make out what is being said? Have you been writing anything down?

Haven't had time to document anything and not good at articulating my thoughts on paper.

[Humble Janitor]

I don't have an answer. Heck, I can't figure out what's going on with myself! I hear a high-pitched sound continually...always at the same frequency. When I look up at the sky...I always see moving amoeba-like objects covering my field of vision. They seem to be of a spiritual nature...but perhaps they are microbes within the eye. They appear to be intelligently swimming pinpoints of light. Perhaps I am possessed by little reptilian entities...or perhaps I am being attacked by little reptilian entities?! I do feel as though I am battling something evil on a continual basis...with a bit of a chill. 'My God...it's full of stars!' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oALxLNOhI6I&feature=related 'My God...I'm ccccrakkking up!'
(Warning: There is some objectionable material in this video...but I couldn't resist...and there's nothing personal...really) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yrra-WkpqeE

Perhaps it's Morgellons or blood vessels, in regards to the eye floaties?

[THE eXchanger]

you are starting to turn on your crystalline light bodies !!!

ask/ask/ask to tune into it, and, hear your song

your special soul sigil/or your soul signature

some people see them
some people hear them
and
some people feel them

ask/ask/ask to integrate yourself !!!

everyone is about to wake UP !!!

[futureyes]

why must any newness we experience within our selves be labelled mind control or similar ...

why is it that when we feel something new within ... that we cannot trust as being positive ... we go into auto pilot and conclude it to be the possibility of something external ... the greater possibility that it is of negativity ... and thus we take that conclusion and run with it ... why ... because we have always ran with it ... round and round and round we go ...

why can we not take ownership that the new we are experiencing be something positive ... derived from within our core ... part of our own individual evolution ... why can't we take ownership of this ...

why can't we feel it as being positive to this shift ... to embrace it ... explore it ... not toss it back out externally ... labelling it to be directed from a negative source ...

why can't we trust our own selves to take responsibility of our awakening ... take ownership that this is a positive experience of a positive process ... and own it ... once we do this ... we are observing this newness from only within and it is then that we can discern its origin ... and really ... we will find that for the most part ... this newness is true and pure ...

but what do we do ... the same as we have always done ... feel the newness ... experience it for a short while ... not take ownership of it as being positive ... much easier at that point to toss it back out to the external and go round and round trying to discern what then to label it if it is not our own ...

always do we seem to be handing over our divine power to another ... making assumptions that because it is new and not familiar within us ... that it must be negative ... how much longer will we do this for ...

it would seem that we just don't want to take the responsibility to move forward ... why do we feel such comfort in the familiar ... comfort in the old ... patterns of old ... what is our fear of embracing and exploring the new ...

of course there is processes of mind control in this world ... but really ... can we not go out on a limb and TRUST ... trust that what we feel within ... what we experience of the new ... is a positive step in moving forward ... we are in complete control of this ... we have the choice to allow the newness ... accept and work with it ... be with it ... the chances are that if it is mind control we will be able to discern this more from the inside than from the outside ... there will be more clarity to it ... AND ... we will also realize we have the divine power as the creators that we are ... to CHANGE what is to what we want it to be ... we have the power within us to transform the negative ... if there is the negative to begin with ... transform it to the positive ... we have that capability ... each of us does ... we act like we do not ... do we still BELIEVE we do not ... that we cannot change what is ...

this is all our internal work ... we're moving into some phenominal time places now ... it is time we take responsibility and ownership for what is and what we wish to create ...

what we are receiving is assistance ... these new experiences are arriving at our door step to allow us to move forward in new ways ... effortless ways ... nothing like the old ways ... why can't we trust and receive them as such ... and work with them ... integrate the positive within us ... discontinue tossing out what we feel to be unfamiliar without giving it a chance ... labelling it and then saying it wasn't meant to be a part of us to begin with ...

why do we have so much fear within us still ... why do we not trust our inner voices cause i know they are speaking to the majority ... but who's listening ... we've got to get off this treadmill of fear ...

we put so much energy into locating our truth via the negative ... what fear do we have locating it from the positive side ...

i am not directing this to any specific member or post ... i write of this from a general ... and personal ... observation and feeling ... that there are profound changes coming our way ... we are in the midst of such in this moment ... but there will arrive greater expansion and with greater expansion will arrive greater potential ...

this is a clear window of opportunity ... if and when new experiences come our way ... step off of and away from the fear treadmill ... be open and allow for change ... change doesn't necessarily mean the negative has been inserted ... be wise and be mindful but not be swallowed by assumption ... ego and fear ...

it's late and i feel my self circling with this ...

i believe it is time to take responsibility for our own actions finally ... it is how this shift will pick up momentum ... the energy of which is here now to assist us ... let's allow for it ... let's trust that it is so and not be so skeptical ... it really is time for us all to drop the fear and own up the realization that we are our own creators ... and start creating ...

what we create from here on in will be as positive as we want it to be ... or as negative ... it's up to us ... it always has been ... let's finally realize it ... at least take ownership of the realization ... the rest will follow ... our hearts will lead the way ...

my apologies if i rambled ...

:wub2:

one more thing ... the time is NOW ...

trust ...

[THE eXchanger]

i started to go through this, back in 1974
and, it took, til 1984 to fully integrate it

throat chakra singing
and, sacred sound encoding helps --there are samples of that
on www.the-exchangers.ning.com - check out ermina

also curtis there, he can tune up your energetic centres too

[Humble Janitor]

why must any newness we experience within our selves be labelled mind control or similar ...

why is it that when we feel something new within ... that we cannot trust as being positive ... we go into auto pilot and conclude it to be the possibility of something external ... the greater possibility that it is of negativity ... and thus we take that conclusion and run with it ... why ... because we have always ran with it ... round and round and round we go ...

why can we not take ownership that the new we are experiencing be something positive ... derived from within our core ... part of our own individual evolution ... why can't we take ownership of this ...

why can't we feel it as being positive to this shift ... to embrace it ... explore it ... not toss it back out externally ... labelling it to be directed from a negative source ...

why can't we trust our own selves to take responsibility of our awakening ... take ownership that this is a positive experience of a positive process ... and own it ... once we do this ... we are observing this newness from only within and it is then that we can discern its origin ... and really ... we will find that for the most part ... this newness is true and pure ...

but what do we do ... the same as we have always done ... feel the newness ... experience it for a short while ... not take ownership of it as being positive ... much easier at that point to toss it back out to the external and go round and round trying to discern what then to label it if it is not our own ...

always do we seem to be handing over our divine power to another ... making assumptions that because it is new and not familiar within us ... that it must be negative ... how much longer will we do this for ...

it would seem that we just don't want to take the responsibility to move forward ... why do we feel such comfort in the familiar ... comfort in the old ... patterns of old ... what is our fear of embracing and exploring the new ...

of course there is processes of mind control in this world ... but really ... can we not go out on a limb and TRUST ... trust that what we feel within ... what we experience of the new ... is a positive step in moving forward ... we are in complete control of this ... we have the choice to allow the newness ... accept and work with it ... be with it ... the chances are that if it is mind control we will be able to discern this more from the inside than from the outside ... there will be more clarity to it ... AND ... we will also realize we have the divine power as the creators that we are ... to CHANGE what is to what we want it to be ... we have the power within us to transform the negative ... if there is the negative to begin with ... transform it to the positive ... we have that capability ... each of us does ... we act like we do not ... do we still BELIEVE we do not ... that we cannot change what is ...

this is all our internal work ... we're moving into some phenominal time places now ... it is time we take responsibility and ownership for what is and what we wish to create ...

what we are receiving is assistance ... these new experiences are arriving at our door step to allow us to move forward in new ways ... effortless ways ... nothing like the old ways ... why can't we trust and receive them as such ... and work with them ... integrate the positive within us ... discontinue tossing out what we feel to be unfamiliar without giving it a chance ... labelling it and then saying it wasn't meant to be a part of us to begin with ...

why do we have so much fear within us still ... why do we not trust our inner voices cause i know they are speaking to the majority ... but who's listening ... we've got to get off this treadmill of fear ...

we put so much energy into locating our truth via the negative ... what fear do we have locating it from the positive side ...

i am not directing this to any specific member or post ... i write of this from a general ... and personal ... observation and feeling ... that there are profound changes coming our way ... we are in the midst of such in this moment ... but there will arrive greater expansion and with greater expansion will arrive greater potential ...

this is a clear window of opportunity ... if and when new experiences come our way ... step off of and away from the fear treadmill ... be open and allow for change ... change doesn't necessarily mean the negative has been inserted ... be wise and be mindful but not be swallowed by assumption ... ego and fear ...

it's late and i feel my self circling with this ...

i believe it is time to take responsibility for our own actions finally ... it is how this shift will pick up momentum ... the energy of which is here now to assist us ... let's allow for it ... let's trust that it is so and not be so skeptical ... it really is time for us all to drop the fear and own up the realization that we are our own creators ... and start creating ...

what we create from here on in will be as positive as we want it to be ... or as negative ... it's up to us ... it always has been ... let's finally realize it ... at least take ownership of the realization ... the rest will follow ... our hearts will lead the way ...

my apologies if i rambled ...

:wub2:

one more thing ... the time is NOW ...

trust ...







I was not the one that suggested that it was mind control. I chose to keep an open mind and see what people could come up with as an explanation. Also, I have very complex thoughts that I cannot process on paper and an internal voice (i:e- a conscience) that is very wise, humble and as long as I follow the voice, I shall be fine. Doing so has kept me out of many pitfalls.

I also end up with songs that get stuck in my head, such as "Strawberry Fields Forever", which keeps looping in my head for some reason (perhaps because I like the melody and I associate it with positivity).

Regardless, if I could ever record my thoughts without having to write them down, that would be awesome. I think that when I am sick or in a stressed state, I have something to kick me in the ass and keep me going.

[Lorien]

I wish I knew what my problem(s) are. I hoped to get a constructive response to something which I find quite troubling. Are you making fun of me? What was the insinuation? Could you please be more specific? I was being completely serious and honest. I refuse to grow up...and I refuse to stay out of the conversation. But I must learn to be more selective regarding where I cast my pearls. Also...we don't really know the origins of the universe and thought. I suspect physical and spiritual evolution combined with intelligent design...and not necessarily in that order. In the beginning...God said 'You'll get a bang out of this!' Actually, God said '( Schroedinger Wave Equation)'...and there was light! If God created the universe...who created God? Did Lucifer create both God and Satan? Does Lucifer masquerade as both? Was the singularity the birth of monotheism? God knows.

My apologies if I misread your post orthodoxy, but it seemed as though you were just throwing out random things that had no relevance to the conversation at hand in an attempt to allude that I was jumping on the bandwagon so to speak. Especially since you edited your post to make it sound even more outlandish. Again, my apologies if I was incorrect.

[Czymra]

I have posted a long time ago about both, the amoeba like sensations and the blue lights (sometimes describe as ants).
My conclusion is that the amoeba style stuff is dirt on your eyeball. If I moves my eyes upwards, they will shoot upwards, slow down and then slowly cascade down following gravity. Pretty physical to me, so yeah, there's stuff in your eyes.

As for the blue antsy weird light that you see, especially when in the plane, I also believe that is there all the time, but it's especially easy to see when staring at something bright, like the sky from a plane. There is no connection to my eyes movements, if anything it's a matter of focus (soft focus). THAT I think could be some form of ESP or border vision. I haven't found a proper explanation for that yet.

Reference Thread:
http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=8798&highlight=blue+lights


I got a real good whack right on my ear this weekend and even though the ringing has stopped and it's now only beeping at times, my hearing balance is suddenly off. When testing with headphones it seems that my left ear is only as far as 5% off full capacity but it makes a real difference in depth perception. While this is happening I have also noticed hearing voices but I have so far only been able to account real voices for it, and my connected disability at locating them.
Hope my hearing comes back to 100%.

[futureyes]

I was not the one that suggested that it was mind control. I chose to keep an open mind and see what people could come up with as an explanation. Also, I have very complex thoughts that I cannot process on paper and an internal voice (i:e- a conscience) that is very wise, humble and as long as I follow the voice, I shall be fine. Doing so has kept me out of many pitfalls.

I also end up with songs that get stuck in my head, such as "Strawberry Fields Forever", which keeps looping in my head for some reason (perhaps because I like the melody and I associate it with positivity).

Regardless, if I could ever record my thoughts without having to write them down, that would be awesome. I think that when I am sick or in a stressed state, I have something to kick me in the ass and keep me going.


humble ... i know you did not suggest mind control in your writing ... you are open and allowing ... i was writing that i believe the time to be now ... to do just that ... allow newness to arrive without fear ...

great thread ... the exchange of ideas of what is unfolding now is beneficial ... as always ...

it is more about be-ing ... not so much about do-ing ...

allow for these experiences as being positive ... less fear in the equation ...

i had taken my oldest son out for dinner last evening ... i don't know how but for minutes we ended up discussing "strawberry fields" ... a beautiful discussion it was but when it concluded ... i sat and wondered why in the world we spoke of these fields ... then the song strawberry fields forever danced through my head ... and it felt positive ... and i felt good ...

i believe the time is now ... for allowing the new to arrive and receiving it more in positive light than with skepticism ...

i feel we are be-ing pulled through to the new in larger sweeps now ... it is such a good thing ... an opportunity to create the new ...

love your energy humble ...

:wub2:

[burgundia]

I have posted a long time ago about both, the amoeba like sensations and the blue lights (sometimes describe as ants).
My conclusion is that the amoeba style stuff is dirt on your eyeball. If I moves my eyes upwards, they will shoot upwards, slow down and then slowly cascade down following gravity. Pretty physical to me, so yeah, there's stuff in your eyes.

.

i have always seen those 'things" looking up in the air. some look like air bubbles and some like pieces of thread.

[deb003]

I have more experiences in the dream state than anywhere else.

Yesterday, I was reading an article called "Understanding the Reptilian Mind".
It was pretty lengthy but I stuck to it. It was very graphic and at times disturbing to read to so I took allot of breaks reading it.

Well, during my sleep last night, I had very strange dreams with all kinds of "beings" and symbolic phallic objects in it.

I don't know what it is, real, dreamlike, mind control, just my imagination, but I'm not going to judge it or try to figure it out.
It is a mystery and perharps it's when I try to figure out this mysterious universe is when I get frustrated. Now, I just welcome the experience and puch myself not to try to find the answer or the why's it's happening.

I think it's awesome to talk about these things. I bet more people shy away from talking about them because they are afraid of what people will think and thang God for a forum like this where we feel more comfortable to this.

I also realized that when I feel overwhelmed by the experience for whatever reason (fear, anxiety, confusing), my intention simply tones down whatever experience I am having. it's like my higher self listens to me and makes the experience less intense or takes it away all together.

I don't know who's in control. I don't know if I am in control or what's in control anymore. I simply allow and release and let go, and it seems to be working that way. For me, the only way.
I am not speaking for anyone else here, just my own personal experience.

[Czymra]

Deb, I recently figured that it is possible to space yourself out and enter a state where the subconscious of your dreams is allowed to take shape, yet your intellect is still present. Dreams and pictures can then be translated somehow. This is not lucidity or anything astral, even though it may interface with it as the dream world does.
I guess you could hypnotise yourself but I find that to be insufficient for me personally. A hot bath does the trick almost every time however... so hot that thinking becomes almost unbearable.
Transcribing my dreams into the conscious has been valuable to me... surfacing them might be the right word, however most of them break when the crass light of day shines upon them and your intellect doesn't understand the value of such ideas and concepts.
Is it reality that breaks the dream logic or is it just our narrow-minded programming? I don't know but I have the feeling that many more questions can be found this way.... answers are useless anyway.
Who knows, maybe one can fit the visions and 'hearings' people have here into some kind of pattern there too.

[deb003]

Deb, I recently figured that it is possible to space yourself out and enter a state where the subconscious of your dreams is allowed to take shape, yet your intellect is still present. Dreams and pictures can then be translated somehow. This is not lucidity or anything astral, even though it may interface with it as the dream world does.
I guess you could hypnotise yourself but I find that to be insufficient for me personally. A hot bath does the trick almost every time however... so hot that thinking becomes almost unbearable.
Transcribing my dreams into the conscious has been valuable to me... surfacing them might be the right word, however most of them break when the crass light of day shines upon them and your intellect doesn't understand the value of such ideas and concepts.
Is it reality that breaks the dream logic or is it just our narrow-minded programming? I don't know but I have the feeling that many more questions can be found this way.... answers are useless anyway.
Who knows, maybe one can fit the visions and 'hearings' people have here into some kind of pattern there too.

Cymra,
That was extremelly insightfull! Thank you!!

[Surial]

Due to the higher vibrational frequencies of the solar system, we are awakening into a higher consciousness. You are communicating with the Genetic Mind. We are all connected to this. It is a reflection and analysis of our progression through our spiritual evolution.

As the Nexus grows stronger, many people will be affected by this energy. Some people will go crazy. Others will advance intellectually. Others will pass through a new revelation of being. Either way, we are going through a new transformation.

Let this Genetic Mind flow through you. As the matrix software of mental collective thought patterns are downloaded through you. Imagine yourself as a satellite to the Prime Source. What have you learned through your soul evolution? Think of what direction you want to go in this progression. Harness your thoughts and feelings to create new wonderful possibilities.

[Swanny]

As the Nexus grows stronger, many people will be affected by this energy. Some people will go crazy.

I think I fit that one :insane:

[Humble Janitor]

Also, I think it's screwed up when you can't even keep track of time anymore. I never have the time to look and check the date or time. Unusual but interesting.

[Surial]

I also find it ironic with all the changes that are happening, it is a bad time for executing control over the people through an old financial system. And with the new higher energies kicking in, a revolution is brewing to break free from bondage. The energies are too great. Maybe this is what they fear. But in the coming Age, there is no more room for FEAR.

When the curtain is pulled, many people will be caught with their pants down. I don't mean just seeing their bare asses. New systems of living are among us in a transition to adjust to these new higher energies. Some will make it. Some won't. But there is always a brighter side to letting go of these restrictions of old behavior.

We were created as a race to be Slaves. But now we must mature and take a hold of our destiny. May we find the light and deal with the truths. And may we find peace among our brothers and sisters in a time of upheaval. We will find our golden road. But there will be many that will jump on the railroad tracks and get hit by the train before we reach our destination.

In the future of uncertainty, we must have faith in ourselves that we are growing spiritually and mentally. And those that follow our good examples of leadership, will also see this leadership in themselves. Glancing at the future, we have many battles ahead. But in the end, there will be a new beginning.

[EpiphaMe]

I awakened at 2:30 a.m. and a myriad of "conversations" were taking place in my mind, all of which I was following, unTIL I realized that the "witness" portion of my attention was not engaged... I was being taken for a ride so to speak... you know that part of your mind that LOOKS, LISTENS non attachedly??... to me that's the REAL me, the real mind... so then I was reminded BY that observer portion of the mind... back to being in balance I was!!! I simply was centered in the witness mode of these intrusive elements working/infiltrating to drive me crazy.

I was in the mode of even laughing out loud while the "dialog" was ongoing, I was having all sorts of insights... but when the "witness" of mind, the REAL me engaged itself, was I able to return to a equilibrium... that of Observer!... fascinating.

If any readers are able to identify with that, well, that is the sanity of the matter.
I call it the inner witness...<<< to me, that is the connection to GodMind.

Yes mind control is real, Tavistock is real... we are all had that way to various extents... but the Witness within is REAL as well... that is the non attached observer... I go with that!... most certainly.

I've also made progess today setting up my voice activated recorder to set by the bed.. wish I'd had that last night, for there were some real "doozies" of thought trains going on...

g'nite

[Humble Janitor]

Just woke up from quite possibly the most frightening dream I've ever had.

It begins with Alex Jones talking with someone about the "Obama Deception" and then Alex turns to me, he shape-shifts into a reptilian and starts screaming at me, "You will not succeed! We will crush you and your friends!" and then a smorgasbord of faces appear, those of reptilians and greys and other odd creatures. The whole thing sends a cold chill through me (I'm still shaking) and instead of just sitting there and take it, I sum up my courage, I breath out and I counter them "We will win! We are not your slaves!" and they go away afterward with angelic music that plays afterwards.

[avyaktam]

Great move HJ, that's the way.:thumb_yello:

[Swanny]

Strange thing happened to me last night. I was asleep and was woken up by two really loud bangs, I don't think it was a real noise, and I don't think I was dreaming at the time.

[futureyes]

Just woke up from quite possibly the most frightening dream I've ever had.

It begins with Alex Jones talking with someone about the "Obama Deception" and then Alex turns to me, he shape-shifts into a reptilian and starts screaming at me, "You will not succeed! We will crush you and your friends!" and then a smorgasbord of faces appear, those of reptilians and greys and other odd creatures. The whole thing sends a cold chill through me (I'm still shaking) and instead of just sitting there and take it, I sum up my courage, I breath out and I counter them "We will win! We are not your slaves!" and they go away afterward with angelic music that plays afterwards.

humble ...

two things came to mind when i read your post ... two teachings actually ... i recognize them as i have once experienced them my self ...

of late ... there seems to be an old saying being experienced now ... nothing seems what it appears to be ... perhaps the nothing is truer to little seems what it appears to be ... all the structures of old collapsing now which we once thought were solid truth ... structures built on foundations of glass ... now we know how see thru and how easily breakable they really are ...

all kinds of information we once believed to be true is now proving to be otherwise ... and the process continues ...

this dream you had ... more about really really looking within your own self for what you "feel" to be true or otherwise ... our greatest truth can only be found within ... this is of such great significance ... this IS the foundation of your own self humble ... by coming to rely on our inner self to discern what is true and what is not ... and trusting our discernment ... we are then unlike the structures of old ... we are all building solid foundations within our selves ... we're in that time frame in this moment ... after we have completed our foundations ... they will be so solid and so concrete that we then live from our truth because not a thing can ever then collapse us ... ever ...

in your dream humble ... when confronted with the fear of experiencing the truth that something you might have thought was was really not that at all ... you then continued to build your solid foundation within and you confronted that fear before you ... you located your place of courage ... spoke to the fear and from your truth ... informed it that we WILL win ... and then what occured ... the beauty of the music of truth could be heard confirming your strength and your courage ...

whether alex jones is or is not what he appears to be in your dream ... the significance lies with who humble is ... what is humble's truth ... how is he now locating his truth through his fears and old beliefs ... how is this process unfolding for him now ... a process of newness ... solidly knowing his truth within ...

and when i read what you wrote ... how you did what you did under the circumstances ... this was music to my ears ... this is the process meant for all to experience ... building our inner solid foundations ... so we can no longer sway or waver in uncertainty of what is and what is not ... that we just come to know truth through appearances ... come to know what is real ... and live it ... concretely and yet ... effortlessly ...

and you may once again have a similar dream humble ... similar but perhaps a different theme whereby you will have the opportunity to step up and say ... that is enough ... this is what is ... know it ... and then tell fear to take a hike ...

in the past i have had months of the same ... night after night different themes of the breaking down the dark entities ... dissolving fears ... i doubt you will experience that much your self ... perhaps i was just a little thick at the time ... doh ... :wall: i finally got it though ... :thumb_yello:

a brave new world hey humble ... for us all ...

blessings ...

:wub2:

[futureyes]

Strange thing happened to me last night. I was asleep and was woken up by two really loud bangs, I don't think it was a real noise, and I don't think I was dreaming at the time.

swanny ...

i've been expriencing this in the light of day as well as the nights ... two loud bangs to be specific yes ... the first time i heard it at night i was awake anyway ... thought they were gun shots ... living in the country it was a possibility i thought ... but then i heard them again a few times ...

during the day i've heard the same ... a couple of days ago i was with someone at the time and i jumped as they startled me once more ... the person i was with never heard a thing ...

hmm ...

and yet ... my dogs get startled as well when i do ...

hmm ...

:wub2:

[futureyes]

I awakened at 2:30 a.m. and a myriad of "conversations" were taking place in my mind, all of which I was following, unTIL I realized that the "witness" portion of my attention was not engaged... I was being taken for a ride so to speak... you know that part of your mind that LOOKS, LISTENS non attachedly??... to me that's the REAL me, the real mind... so then I was reminded BY that observer portion of the mind... back to being in balance I was!!! I simply was centered in the witness mode of these intrusive elements working/infiltrating to drive me crazy.

I was in the mode of even laughing out loud while the "dialog" was ongoing, I was having all sorts of insights... but when the "witness" of mind, the REAL me engaged itself, was I able to return to a equilibrium... that of Observer!... fascinating.

If any readers are able to identify with that, well, that is the sanity of the matter.
I call it the inner witness...<<< to me, that is the connection to GodMind.

Yes mind control is real, Tavistock is real... we are all had that way to various extents... but the Witness within is REAL as well... that is the non attached observer... I go with that!... most certainly.

I've also made progess today setting up my voice activated recorder to set by the bed.. wish I'd had that last night, for there were some real "doozies" of thought trains going on...

g'nite


epiphame ...

i love that ... the non attached observer ... it is there that truth feels of clarity does it not ... exempt of all emotions ... the place of neutral ...

i'll go with that too ... :thumb_yello:


:wub2:

[Humble Janitor]

humble ...

two things came to mind when i read your post ... two teachings actually ... i recognize them as i have once experienced them my self ...

of late ... there seems to be an old saying being experienced now ... nothing seems what it appears to be ... perhaps the nothing is truer to little seems what it appears to be ... all the structures of old collapsing now which we once thought were solid truth ... structures built on foundations of glass ... now we know how see thru and how easily breakable they really are ...

all kinds of information we once believed to be true is now proving to be otherwise ... and the process continues ...

this dream you had ... more about really really looking within your own self for what you "feel" to be true or otherwise ... our greatest truth can only be found within ... this is of such great significance ... this IS the foundation of your own self humble ... by coming to rely on our inner self to discern what is true and what is not ... and trusting our discernment ... we are then unlike the structures of old ... we are all building solid foundations within our selves ... we're in that time frame in this moment ... after we have completed our foundations ... they will be so solid and so concrete that we then live from our truth because not a thing can ever then collapse us ... ever ...

in your dream humble ... when confronted with the fear of experiencing the truth that something you might have thought was was really not that at all ... you then continued to build your solid foundation within and you confronted that fear before you ... you located your place of courage ... spoke to the fear and from your truth ... informed it that we WILL win ... and then what occured ... the beauty of the music of truth could be heard confirming your strength and your courage ...

whether alex jones is or is not what he appears to be in your dream ... the significance lies with who humble is ... what is humble's truth ... how is he now locating his truth through his fears and old beliefs ... how is this process unfolding for him now ... a process of newness ... solidly knowing his truth within ...

and when i read what you wrote ... how you did what you did under the circumstances ... this was music to my ears ... this is the process meant for all to experience ... building our inner solid foundations ... so we can no longer sway or waver in uncertainty of what is and what is not ... that we just come to know truth through appearances ... come to know what is real ... and live it ... concretely and yet ... effortlessly ...

and you may once again have a similar dream humble ... similar but perhaps a different theme whereby you will have the opportunity to step up and say ... that is enough ... this is what is ... know it ... and then tell fear to take a hike ...

in the past i have had months of the same ... night after night different themes of the breaking down the dark entities ... dissolving fears ... i doubt you will experience that much your self ... perhaps i was just a little thick at the time ... doh ... :wall: i finally got it though ... :thumb_yello:

a brave new world hey humble ... for us all ...

blessings ...

:wub2:



Your kindness is appreciated. :original:

Yes, it is an interesting time. I think that because I am also sick with a nasty cold, it gives me pause and I take time to rest from my hectic schedule to re-evaluate things.

[futureyes]

Your kindness is appreciated. :original:

Yes, it is an interesting time. I think that because I am also sick with a nasty cold, it gives me pause and I take time to rest from my hectic schedule to re-evaluate things.

your cold ... the pause ... there are no coincidences are there ... :original:

namaste ...

:wub2:

[Brinty]

Why are some people "aware" and others not?

Energy is what it is all about. Not the sort of energy required to run up several flights of stairs. But an energy not unlike electrical energy. Picture the following . . . .

We live on a world with a magnetic field. Think of the collective unconscious, or genetic mind as another source of electrical energy. As individuals come to experience short bursts of energy from this source, they become curious to find what it is that is interacting with them.

Each of us has a magnetic polarity - simply put, it is either positive or negative to a greater or lesser extent. Like any piece of magnetized iron, this polarity can be reversed instantly by the application of a strong electrical force. It can also be reversed in a slower manner by repeated applications of a less powerful electric force.

A person with a positive polarity will become aware of the "truth" much sooner than someone with negative polarity. Those with a strong negative polarity will either never become aware or they may become aware by, for argument's sake, seeing, or experiencing something that is beyond their power to comprehend.

Sadly, in some cases, these people may "lose the plot" and go mad. Others will, after trying to deny the event, slowly come around to accepting that there is something "out there" that is unknown to science. Others who are only slightly of negative polarity will eventually come to realize the truth when trusted friends talk openly about the wonders they know of.

The more and more that people become aware, the greater the collective polarity will strengthen. This collective polarity will become so strong that it will absorb and negate any negative polarity that comes within reach.

There will come a time when we will all "know the truth" and we and the world will be truly free and abounding with love and light.

This time will not be too far off if we all think positive thoughts and ignore all the negative **** that is being spread around by the doom and gloomers. Love and light is ours by right. We can have it sooner rather than later if we work together to conquer the negative aspects around us.

[rhythm]

Why are some people "aware" and others not?

Energy is what it is all about. Not the sort of energy required to run up several flights of stairs. But an energy not unlike electrical energy. Picture the following . . . .

We live on a world with a magnetic field. Think of the collective unconscious, or genetic mind as another source of electrical energy. As individuals come to experience short bursts of energy from this source, they become curious to find what it is that is interacting with them.

Each of us has a magnetic polarity - simply put, it is either positive or negative to a greater or lesser extent. Like any piece of magnetized iron, this polarity can be reversed instantly by the application of a strong electrical force. It can also be reversed in a slower manner by repeated applications of a less powerful electric force.

A person with a positive polarity will become aware of the "truth" much sooner than someone with negative polarity. Those with a strong negative polarity will either never become aware or they may become aware by, for argument's sake, seeing, or experiencing something that is beyond their power to comprehend.

Sadly, in some cases, these people may "lose the plot" and go mad. Others will, after trying to deny the event, slowly come around to accepting that there is something "out there" that is unknown to science. Others who are only slightly of negative polarity will eventually come to realize the truth when trusted friends talk openly about the wonders they know of.

The more and more that people become aware, the greater the collective polarity will strengthen. This collective polarity will become so strong that it will absorb and negate any negative polarity that comes within reach.

There will come a time when we will all "know the truth" and we and the world will be truly free and abounding with love and light.

This time will not be too far off if we all think positive thoughts and ignore all the negative **** that is being spread around by the doom and gloomers. Love and light is ours by right. We can have it sooner rather than later if we work together to conquer the negative aspects around us.

Fantastic BRINTY such clarity !!!!!

[orthodoxymoron]

Chronic negative thinking is a denial of reality. Chronic positive thinking is also a denial of reality. Facing reality...and responding responsibly is a good thing. I just wish I could learn to do this. By the way...the 'little ufo's' in my field of vision are not specks of dirt, or floaters. They are like hundreds of little glowing sperm...swimming through my consciousness...which seem to be more visible the harder I concentrate. Must have been caused by looking at all of those magazines.:original: I'm probably very lucky to not be blind.:smoke:

[Humble Janitor]

Why are some people "aware" and others not?

Energy is what it is all about. Not the sort of energy required to run up several flights of stairs. But an energy not unlike electrical energy. Picture the following . . . .

We live on a world with a magnetic field. Think of the collective unconscious, or genetic mind as another source of electrical energy. As individuals come to experience short bursts of energy from this source, they become curious to find what it is that is interacting with them.

Each of us has a magnetic polarity - simply put, it is either positive or negative to a greater or lesser extent. Like any piece of magnetized iron, this polarity can be reversed instantly by the application of a strong electrical force. It can also be reversed in a slower manner by repeated applications of a less powerful electric force.

A person with a positive polarity will become aware of the "truth" much sooner than someone with negative polarity. Those with a strong negative polarity will either never become aware or they may become aware by, for argument's sake, seeing, or experiencing something that is beyond their power to comprehend.

Sadly, in some cases, these people may "lose the plot" and go mad. Others will, after trying to deny the event, slowly come around to accepting that there is something "out there" that is unknown to science. Others who are only slightly of negative polarity will eventually come to realize the truth when trusted friends talk openly about the wonders they know of.

The more and more that people become aware, the greater the collective polarity will strengthen. This collective polarity will become so strong that it will absorb and negate any negative polarity that comes within reach.

There will come a time when we will all "know the truth" and we and the world will be truly free and abounding with love and light.

This time will not be too far off if we all think positive thoughts and ignore all the negative **** that is being spread around by the doom and gloomers. Love and light is ours by right. We can have it sooner rather than later if we work together to conquer the negative aspects around us.

Fantastic and exactly what I'm thinking.

[Czymra]

Chronic negative thinking is a denial of reality. Chronic positive thinking is also a denial of reality. Facing reality...and responding responsibly is a good thing. I just wish I could learn to do this.

Ditto

[Brinty]

They are like hundreds of little glowing sperm...swimming through my consciousness...which seem to be more visible the harder I concentrate. Must have been caused by looking at all of those magazines.:original: I'm probably very lucky to not be blind.:smoke:

Or have hairy palms. :naughty:

[Humble Janitor]

Well, whaddya know, what a beautiful day and I'm feeling much, much better already.

Can't ever go wrong with a sunny day. :)