Infused Avalon Magic

[Zynox]

Alternate Post Title - Why you have become engaged here

Watching this board for a single week, I have observed, first hand, in myself and many participants, a radiant change in DNA. This is Michael's / Wingmaker's referenced OLIN technology taking root.

It starts as a sigh of relief as you enter Avalon, you sense you are among friends and family. Sure, there are those opinions that are inconvenient and irritating, but you also feel the expansive and creative energies injected as new life, new prospect and wondrous potential.

After a period of murky observation, you plunge into the energy streams and contribute. The physical forces of attraction and repulsion engage and a dialog occurs, expanding consciousness and providing feedback. The feedback amplifies and you find yourself different and a new phase of transconfiguration has commenced.

Your DNA has changed, your world has changed, your creative capacity has spiraled.

Blessings to all, my new friends, the ground crews uniting, through the shift of ages.

[PeacefulWarri0r]

Well said and well observed mi Amigo! : )

[Antaletriangle]

Yeah Zynox;it's almost like meeting up with long lost family and friends that you've missed for an aeon!I feel quite relaxed on here-it just flows from one subject/discussion to another-great and at last i can talk with people who know the 'craic' as they say in Ireland!lol.

[Zynox]

To all that read this thread, I'd ask that we share our experiences.

In my case, I am a consultant and have elected not to work this week, due to my fascination and engagement with Avalon. I have gained in ways that no fiscal compensation could compare to. Yes, I'll need to work for 'pay' next week, but it will be a new me in the trenches!



Namaste!

[whitecrow]

WOW and YEAH!!

Before finding Avalon, I had joined a forum that require months of study through a series of lessons and "steps" to join the closed group. What a disappointment that whole thing turned out to be! I've been here less than a week...and everything that everyone said above is true. Immediate resonance...definitely among friends and like-minded...no we don't all agree 100% but that's okay, it's all good.

Kudos and a big AJO! to the Founders!

[Cookie]

I have been waiting for this kind of connection for years...
It's been a very difficult and lonely journey for me. I've been aware of the escalating negative energies in and on our Earth for such a long time. When I try to tell what I know, I get looked at like I'm crazy and told that I'm nuts and ignored. All of the friends I've made over the past 30 yrs have all gone. I've moved on to a new way of experiencing my world and my friends have not. They're still very grounded in the material reality. I've grown tremendously in my understanding of my true self. In 1991, I slipped into an altered state, quite unintentionally... I asked for Knowledge and Wisdom (out loud). I was immediately given such a powerful feeling of LOVE, that I was overcome. My heart felt like it was bursting and I fell to my knees and cried.. I was given insights about myself, my true self. I was given insights into other things as well, but, I prefer not to talk about them now..at least until I'm more settled in on this wonderful forum.

It's my belief that many of us are now being drawn together for different purposes..The Ground Crews around the world will be assisting the living, making safe places, access to food and medical needs etc.. there will also be groups of people who will assist with spiritual insights, healing, etc.

I will tell you one insight from my 1991 "opening of my heart"...
I was told that all of what we're doing here now would happen. I was also told about the spiritual aspect. Some of us will be assisting while in the physical body and some of us will be assisting from the spirit plane...
This is one of the insights that I've told some of my x friends and was laughed at and called crazy... I hope that what I've imparted here resonates with you.

Love and Peace..
OE

[Antaletriangle]

Yeah,open eyes i have similar experiences with my friends and they think i'm some sort of lune-they call me 'mad wayne' here again then make sarcasm etc-i laugh it off but tell them i'm seroius etc.I'll keep trying battering away at them!One thing i find disillusioning with mates is i talk about the stuff on here to them and they don't listen -'rubbish' they say etc.Dismissals off handed with no research but when something happens on the tv they sit up and listen to it then believe it!Frustrations,frustrations!!...It makes me feel worthless sometimes-as if my word/truths are meaningless unless they are told by someone on tv then it's "did you see that?...!" i rest my case!lol.

[Cookie]

Hey, "Mad Wayne" hahahaa.. just kidding you!

Don't ever let the feeling of worthlessness invade your precious heart! Everyday, we are being validated by what is presented in the news, in blogs, etc... it's frightening! We keep chipping away at the nay-sayers and when they see it validated, maybe they will think.."Maybe these lunatics are right".

Let's hope, for their sakes, that they wake up soon! Bless them...

Peace..OE

[conjuredUp]

I am totally addicted to this forum.
Have been since day 1.
My kids have gotten to play more Playstation and watch more PBS in the last week than they did all summer.

I was THRILLED when I felt the connection logging in.
And I was truly shocked at the rabid division (us vs. them) and ego immersion.
But I accept it.
For while we are all still mostly human ego is a cross we must all bear.
The cross that steals our now.

This week has been more than enlightening. And something's been activated, for as connected as I was prior to September 6th? It has doubled now. I can't even place my hands on my husband's flesh when I Reiki him because they are too hot. Kicked up a notch, indeed.

I've seen what you have seen, OpenEyes. I know that I will not be part of any stationary tribe. I am a gypsy. A traveling healer. I soothe.

Fear kills love.
I only wish there wasn't so much fear here.
But I suppose fear and living in ego are easier to handle for some than the absolute truth (so sayth most religions, most of the "Witnesses" here and just about every spiritual teacher in some way or another) that were all ONE at one time or another. We come from the same "source".

Even the PTB.
Even the grays.
Everything.
So fighting against them is self destructive.

As they are US too.
I can deal with that. I know I have a dark side.
I just CHOOSE not to exercise it.
I choose LOVE at every juncture.

LOVELOVELOVE

[Zynox]

I am totally addicted to this forum.

I can't even place my hands on my husband's flesh when I Reiki him because they are too hot. Kicked up a notch, indeed.



Maybe those hot hands are a sign you are ready to take healing a few magnitudes higher with something like quantum touch ... imagine the resonance when you set your intention, and the field vibrates through your patient from hand to hand placed across some portion of them, and with each breath in you receive and absorb the universe's energy and potential and with each breath out you coalesce and converge that energy through your hands in healing radiance!

Namaste!

[Cookie]

conjuredUp said..I've seen what you have seen, OpenEyes. I know that I will not be part of any stationary tribe. I am a gypsy. A traveling healer. I soothe.

Fear kills love.
I only wish there wasn't so much fear here.
But I suppose fear and living in ego are easier to handle for some than the absolute truth (so sayth most religions, most of the "Witnesses" here and just about every spiritual teacher in some way or another) that were all ONE at one time or another. We come from the same "source".


Wow.... the synchronicity is blowing my mind...
I was down in the basement this afternoon folding clothes... It seem that my 'insights' and 'communications' are better down there for some reason... anywho, I was talking out loud to my 'friends' (don't know what else to call them!) and said "you have to do better in your communication with me.. I need to know stuff!" I immediately got this information...

Just as Love has a frequency/vibration, so does fear.
Most people are living in fear. Not just from fear mongering news casts.
The fear frequency/vibration is being continually broadcasted.
Fear causes self-doubt. When one doubts his abilities, he is easily controlled and manipulated.

[Peace4Gaia]

Zynox, yes! Thank you for starting this thread :thumb_yello:

I've been enjoying your beautiful poetry, thank you for sharing :wub2:

I posted this (http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showpost.php?p=9420&postcount=162) earlier in one of Michael StClair's threads. What I didn't include is that I've also gained a sort of "fearless fearlessnes" ... not sure how to put it into words. A sense of total calm and peace and completely self-assured fearlessness. Whatever happens, happens. I might be here to help others, I might end up somewhere else. Either way, it's Ok. But yes, a great sense of coming home... of finally having a place worth going... it's funny, I've barely even checked any of my usual sites. There is SO MUCH great information here... and WOW... in just one week!!! Absolutely incredible!! :roll1:

Also a great sense of focused direction... I see now what I need to do next, the timeline... short-term and long term. Although, there's actually two time-lines floating around... one for my life as it is now and another "just in case." I know you'll all know what I mean... :wink2:

Gotta love these smilies:wub2:

Peace
:flowers2:

[THE eXchanger]

xxx

[Tuza]

Before the advent of all the new psychic lines and all the rest, decades ago I had to travel into Melbourne to visit a clairvoyant who was also a trained psychologist. She wrote down what she saw. It really upset me back then. One of the things she said was that I was clairvoyant with fae or fei? aloof controlled. Can anyone tell me what that means. I still dont know. Please?

[Softy1107]

My first expirience, with Avalon was instant resonance, a :thumb_yello:good vibe if u will :thumb_yello: and more than 8 hours of reading various threads. Before i knew it, i was the last one in the office and the cleaning lady was looking at me like " :mad3:Ok, its time u leave:mad3:"
That night i didnt sleep at all, i was in awe. I just couldn't belive so manny other people think, belive, research, much of the same things as i do, because in my "group of friends" im known as the one who believes the most unbelievable things ( :insane: im the cracked pot :insane: ) like, UFOs, aliens, healing thru meditation, the works, and am ridiculed because of it most of the time, but that is another story.

To sum it up, this forum and the people here made me brake down and cry but in a good way. I cannot exspress the feelings that are runing thru me right now, words fail me...

I am so grateful for all you people, here i realized im not going insane but im just more awake than other people in my life. Thank you all for being what you are, and sharing what you know.

[ARE WE THERE YET]

:wub2:projectavalon.nutz
We are the nuts club
Hey I luv you guys.

I was alone and nutz untill I met you all

Thankyou-Thankyou-Thankyou.

So lets get this party started and unite. I can only see good coming from this.

[Frank Samuel]

Many thanks to two of my favorite people in the world althought I have not met them but becuse of their courage to bring out the truth.
Thank You Bill and Kerry. And may I add guys let me get down to the post office to mail my check. Love and peace to all..

[Xammy]

Yes Love, No Fear!

This is great, I think it is of tremendous value to ourselves around the world!


:welcomeani:

[Jenn]

:original:
- The Mists Of Avalon -
"Perfect Time" by Maire Brennan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfGhWGj0WzU

"Paint The Sky With Stars" by Enya.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIRY_nj3NOw

[ElvenMyst]

Before writing this...I thought I'd do a quick Google search on 'avalon'.The following quote,from avalon.co.uk, could have been written to describe our wonderful new forum.

" This site is intended as a blend of content and connectivity,to help wanderers on the information superhighway find items of use in among the morass.Primarily we are interested in content associated,however loosely,with a lifestyle epitomised by the pursuit of Avalon. Avalon,the mythical island,Avalon,the very tangible ideal ;the pursuit of beauty and passion and wonderment in a world designed to be mediocre "

I find it hard to believe that Project Avalon has only been up and running for nine days now.Something shifted,in me,when I signed up to be part of this forum.It's like I've been walking around in a daze with a huge inner smile :)

Whether DNA has been activated...I don't know.For me it is more a case of drawing a line in the sand....standing up and being counted.Rising up in truth,love and light....and refusing to be influenced by fear.
What I do know is that the wonderful energy focused here is becoming much more than the sum of the parts.

I have nothing but love and respect for Bill and Kerry and their wonderful vision....and to all here for your connection and beauty.

Brightest blessings to all....

[Jenn]

I have a great inner connection to the mystical place of Avalon
and this Forum seems a wonderful place to gather enough people
to lift the veil of mist that has been cast over our reality.

A lot of people seem to have this unexplainable urge to be
preparing for something... to me it is like that feeling that comes
in the weeks before giving birth.
A very emotional and busy time.

One thing I have learned from my experiences is that
the emotional state & thoughts & experiences of
the mother who is expecting, leaves a great deal of imprint
on the child after he/she is born and
becomes part of their life lessons.
I have had 3 of my own children, and had also
located my own biological mother when I was 25 years old,
which proved this to me, to be so.
(An amazing tale of self discovery.)

I feel all of us are pregnant for a new beginning, a new reality
and a new world.
It's an emotional time and healing ourselves & family
is one of the top priorities I believe.
This seems like a fine place to do that and to draw insight!
Project Avalon is the perfect name!
I am glad to be here with you all to share the experience.

PEACE! ~ Jenn


:original:

[Trishsgate]

When I first heard about it on Camelot, I could not wait for Avalon to be launched, I felt it would bring together a new begriming for all involved and help prepare us for the work ahead. This project is extremely important to all of us and our being, I know that everyone agrees with this. I stay too concerned or wrapped up about the sleeping souls, I cannot get them out of my head, it concerns me greatly and something I cannot put down.
I have been ill for some years now (neuropathy) so please excuse my brain fog at times... Previous to being ill I wore many hats, I did some PI work, environmental research, programmer, database and computer troubleshooter, IT, accountant and anything clerical that's it for the work history. At home, I have had to be the electrician and just about anything else around the home that needed repair, lol.
Thank you so much Zynox that was so beautifully written and touched me .
Let's take care to produce the type of online community that reflects who we really are and what we want the outside world to see, when they are ready.
Peace & Love
Trish

[lehomonuka]

"To sum it up, this forum and the people here made(<lm=make) me brake down and cry but in a good way. I cannot exspress the feelings that are runing thru me right now, words fail me...

I am so grateful for all you people, here i realized im not going insane but im just more awake than other people in my life. Thank you all for being what you are, and sharing what you know.


I kinda/sorta feel the same thing and Am trying to type while wiping away tears of JOY :shocked: = :roftl: like others here said " I feel like I'm "home"!

a few days ago, while following a news thread, I found you all here in avalon and "immediately"(if not sooner) felt that I "arrivived" back with my Brother and Sister "Ground Crew freinds "This is the reason why we chose to incarnate, to Be Here & Now"!! "let not your heart be troubled"
My etrenal gratitude to Bill & Kerry and to you my brothers and sisters
leho

[lehomonuka]

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[Andre]

Like Neo in the Matrix movies, I have always felt that the traditional and conventional learning I received when I was younger, was false. Plus, I have always had a inner feeling that I had very special purpose to my existence.

I couldn't tell what it was, whether to become a preacher, teacher, minister, or just to help a old lady cross the road (smile). I had absolutely no idea. Whatever it was, I felt that I had to reconcile the truth and make it parallel to my inner yearnings. So, I embarked upon a constant state of research during my teenage years, which led me to Jordan Maxwell, Mutabaruka (conscious Jamaican dub poet), Bob Marley, David Icke, Alex Jones, Lynn Marzulli, Alex Collier, Jeff Rense, Michael Tsarion, Bill Ryan, Kerry Cassidy and ultimately here.

[Buchanan561]

I have been waiting for this kind of connection for years...
It's been a very difficult and lonely journey for me. I've been aware of the escalating negative energies in and on our Earth for such a long time. When I try to tell what I know, I get looked at like I'm crazy and told that I'm nuts and ignored. All of the friends I've made over the past 30 yrs have all gone. I've moved on to a new way of experiencing my world and my friends have not. They're still very grounded in the material reality. I've grown tremendously in my understanding of my true self. In 1991, I slipped into an altered state, quite unintentionally... I asked for Knowledge and Wisdom (out loud). I was immediately given such a powerful feeling of LOVE, that I was overcome. My heart felt like it was bursting and I fell to my knees and cried.. I was given insights about myself, my true self. I was given insights into other things as well, but, I prefer not to talk about them now..at least until I'm more settled in on this wonderful forum.

It's my belief that many of us are now being drawn together for different purposes..The Ground Crews around the world will be assisting the living, making safe places, access to food and medical needs etc.. there will also be groups of people who will assist with spiritual insights, healing, etc.

I will tell you one insight from my 1991 "opening of my heart"...
I was told that all of what we're doing here now would happen. I was also told about the spiritual aspect. Some of us will be assisting while in the physical body and some of us will be assisting from the spirit plane...
This is one of the insights that I've told some of my x friends and was laughed at and called crazy... I hope that what I've imparted here resonates with you.

Love and Peace..
OE

Love and Peace to you in return. Back in January 1980 I was told something that I did not understand at the time but it has remained in my heart and soul since. My first introduction to a 'being' that was beyond my ability at that time to understand was an 'infant' floating above my bed which awaken me from my sleep. I open my eyes and was aware of 'this being' floating above me in a long white dress. For some reason I was not afraid although I had never heard of this type of thing ever happening. I address the form that was floating abouve me saying. "there is someone there, I can feel your presence and I can see you. Pray tell me, who are you and what do you want of me? I waited and no answer. I then said, "you are an infant", and at this point the being spoke and said " yes, I have come to you in the form of an infant so that you would not be afraid." I said "I am not afraid", then the being said to me, "I have been sent to you as 'a comfortor", and because I have come you will always remember this visit and not be afraid". I waited for a moment and then this being continued, "know this, that in times to come many many years from now there will be very troubled times upon this earth. Things that now you could not even fathom or comprehend. This will come during the later days of your life. When these things come upon you you will become afraid believing that you will die and not be able to survive. You will not be able to see yourself living beyond. For this reason I am here to tell you that you will not die in those times, that you will survive. You will live. That is the 'comforter" that will follow with you all the days of your life. At this point I indicated that I understood. When I did this entity disappeared.
Now this was just the beginning of mystical experiences that continued for twenty years. Not only was I abducted, is what they call it, but it was different for me, I would be taken and shown previous lives, shown scenes of myself and my mother in this life of whom I was not close to. She had done very mean spirited things to me all my adult so I remained estranged from her, and this being was showing me my relationship with my mother whom had been my mother in previous lives. Took me many years to understand what this being was trying to teach me.
I would find myself at meetings, with myself sitting at a long table with a group of 12 entities all dressed with long brown robes telling me astronomical things about the universe. I would hear them saying, "SUE, is the way certain things are because of this. And......Sue, as we have told you many times before, this is how the world works, and the earth is this, or the earth is that, and these meetings would go on for a long time, and then I would hear them saying to me....."Sue, are you sure you are not ready to remember these meetings when you wake up?", and I would hear myself saying, "yes I am sure that I am not ready to remember these meetings" and then I would feel a large curtain come down and all the vital information would be taken away from me and only leaving me with the memory of the meeting, and their efforts to "wake me up", I would not remember the rest. There were many meetings like this.
Later this would change when I changed. I soon started haveing spontaneous OOB experiences where I would find myself walking around in my Den after thinking I had rolled off of the sofa after falling asleep, to then realize that I was out of body and start walking about, then something would immediately take me away to places of bright light and show me things, once regressed me back, bodily to an infant, and that was an experience being litterally 'morphed' back to the size of a new born, many past lives, and then they showed me a future life.
and in that future life let me describe it to you. I was standing on this hillside of a city. Trees and grass all around, but also paved roads. I was standing there, a man was beside me in a wheel chair, and I was looking out across this valley to an air port about two miles away. It was night time and the skies were full of colorful lights. What I saw was this 'air ship' that docked in at the port and was unloading passenger and cargo. It was huge. It was not an airplane, It looked more like a blimp, but must have been several blocks long. The man was in a wheel chair because he could not walk. But the chair could rise up and spin around, and then take off like a small car and take the person whereever he wanted to go. It was amazing. As I looked at the object in the sky the word came to me"air ship" and that is what they called it. That is one of my futures.
I am not a religous person, never have been. But I am very spiritual. I have a libray in my home with a least a thousand books about what we are talking about here. And I have read them all. I am an RN by profession.
I have never believed that I was like everyone else on this planet. I have always know that I was here for some purpose and always searching for the 'why'. Today I know why.
I am strange to everyone in 'my world' because I have never been able to do or say mean spirited things to anyone. I have never been able to cause harm to another human being either by words, deeds, thoughts, etc. I have always put others ahead of myself and most of those I helped repaid me by doing mean spirited things to me. Some things downright evil things, and these mostly came from my immediate family. But still I am always there for them.
A few nights ago something happened. I was reading an e-book by Dan Sherman on screen when all of a sudden the screen went fuzzy and all of a sudden I saw a being in the corner of my yard. I saw this through a remote viewing sense, but all of a sudden I was standing there not 20 feet away and saw this being, in the corner of my property about 12 feet high in the air with its back to me, long flowing robe and a long rod or sword in its hand and it was pointed to the upper corner and I could see this veil of energy coming from the rod and spreading down one side of property to the others side of property and instantly the words came into my consciousness, 'it is putting into place a protective shielf around my property" and when I acknowledged that the being disappeared and I was in front of my computer again, and looking at something that looked like a metalic chain in the sky, floating like a roap, and as I saw this I heard......Do not be afraid, it is almost over, The end is almost here. You are safe and will live through this.

I have written a lot. In another post I will write about the two prophetic dreads that I have had recently. The first one in Sept 07, and the second one about March this year. The first one about bombs being dropped on usa and the second one consisted of showing me by making me live through it in a very potent dream, the effects of the 2012 changes. How people would feel it, or perhaps it was only meant to show me how "I" personally would feel and experience it.
I have had many many mystical experiences with beings from another dimention who visited me regularly. Once I had a visit from a being who told me his name was Raphael. (spelling) I did not know who he was until 20 years later when someone told me who he was. I was shocked.
Please forgive the sloppyness of my format and writting. I had not intended to ever post, but all of a sudden something "told" me to start writing, and so I did and here it is. I wish you could feel the love that is in my heart for all of you. And....all of humanity for that matter. I am in this world as I came by free will, but......I am not 'of' this world.
Emma..................
perhaps I will share the book I am writing with you sometime. It is called
I AM EMMA and it is about my mystical life. I never knew the importance of those experiences until the past few months. Then I really awaken and started to wondering who these entities were/are that have been with me and teaching me so many things. They were such beautiful beings. And I know not who they are, but am beginning to suspect they are either angels, or Ets. maybe both as they speak with different voices. Not all the same.

[SiriArc]

http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?id=4072



http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b321/siriarc/anubis-1.jpg

[For_You]

Love is the answer... Light and energy never end...

[Wildfire]

To open eyes
I so understand your journey, the crazy looks from the unawaken. I have been different since i was 12, well 3 actually , so have had the isolation truely! but through my whole life, when at times my only friends were the trees and the fairies and my friends in spirit as many people i loved died, i was always told that this world will collaspe and a new world that is for people like me will emerge. I believe in fairies, i believe in love and i believe we dont have too much longer to wait. I have spent my time trying to have relationships with the unawaken and it is quite frankly a waste of my time. i am so happy all the time, i laugh and smile and giggle, i call myself the giggling guardian of planet earth (the unawaken dont like happy people have you all noticed this, well i shall not HIDE my delight and HAPPINESS at this beautiful world) and i intend on laughing myself through these changes and am so happy to truly know that the great adventure of my life is now at last!
be magical thats the trick:wink2:

[Vianova]

I have been through several forums in last few years.
Many forums chaoticise more with hype and excitement and even thrive on conflict, and that has it's place,
but we always tried to create Love Streams in
Soular Phire in forums,
[phi as in the golden number]

{also as long as we stayed away from politics
and global corporate crime}

The "Love Streams" were threads that focused on
Creational Infinities
or Love Magic in general.

In another forum I have a friend that got down on that "love streaming " so to say, and condemned it as mental masturbation.
as she was experiencing bad health problems and possibly not in the mood for .....
pontificatious ramblings....

Love her, but, I was a bit upset after putting a lot of energy into poems and floems
and Conscious Flow of Infinity, so
I wrote a quick poem in protest to her unfortunate condemnation :

When the cosmic whirlpool takes you away
and hurls you through the Eye of the Infinite Abyss
then you won't have to swim or fly to see what is amiss
and on a whim you might say goodbye and blow us a kiss

Love is good
Love is real
Love is what you feel

When the Angels call your name and you reach out with open heart
Through heavens gate with no shame as your life departs
Into the pure presence of God's Love and into the promised land
Into the sure essence of Infinite Love, there is no last stand

Love is good
Love is real
Love is what you feel


cheers

[MMe M]

I am quite simply hoping we all come through the transition to the enlightened age unharmed and that I can discover the rest of the missing picture of myself.

[Jenny]

Zynox and all who are present and alert to consciously feel the shift,

Yesterday night I sat quitly, watching and enjoying the moonlight and the shadows in the garden, drenched in unseen mists, and a thought popped up in my mind.

I followed the thought to where it came from and I found a deep yearning who's thirst was quenched.


Today I open this thread and I find the exact words to describe my thought and feeling.


OLIN is happening. NOW.:thumb_yello:http://http://womensspace.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/moon-garden.jpg

Zjenny
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[I_Am]

Felt and wrote this the other day, illustrates my feelings of the "Infused Avalon Magic":

Change. It is coming.
I can sense it.
Touch it almost can I.

The atmosphere is so obviously filled with the filaments of many souls, of many times gone and those to come. Almost visible is it.

Joni Mitchel plays Amelia and my spine is shivering in anticipation.

Drove past the small village of my youth this morning. Told myself the stories of the awakening child: "This is the tree i got stuck in with my left arm when trying to get those wild plums", "Here is the ruins of the house of my schoolmate", "Where these houses now are used to be the biggest and sweetest wild raspberries", "This is the house where the girl of my first kiss used to live"...and on and on.

Shivers. Tears. My throat stuck with memories.

And then so very clear; that THEN still is NOW in some respect. That boy is me is that old man becoming me.

And now it is time for change. Of paradigm. Of the souls asleep, waking up to realize that being time is just another way of dreaming.

Morning bell that is me is calling me. Tessla awaits from one of the other alternnatives that are being given me at any given point.