Playing the waiting game

[Swanny]

Do you feel as though you are just going through the motions waiting for some thing to happen??

I do.
I have no idea what I'm waiting for but I'm sure something is going to happen one day.
Just wish it would happen soon as I'm getting bored of the wait :sneaky2:

Trip to another dimension would be nice :thumb_yello:

What are you waiting for??
Or do you have everything you want??

Answers on a post card to
P.O Box 57 please :naughty:

[Peace of mind]

I'm waiting for you to catch that Wabbit...
Peace

[Swanny]

I've been chasing the bloody thing for ages so don't hold your breath :naughty:

[Greetings]

Greetings,

I also feel that some things are on the brink of happening - however i question myself: Is this because of the alternative news you read? Or are things already happening... just not within your immediate proximity?


I don't want anything now.. absolutely anything except understanding.


At times, i feel more lost than i ever have been.

[Swanny]

I feel as though I have a yet unfulfilled purpose, but maybe that's just wishful thinking.

[Jnana]

I felt that way for a while (waiting for something to happen), but not any more. I think that in order to help our fellow humans, we need to each see what we can do to wake people up to a greater reality. The goal is a raise in consciousness and a raise in vibration. I don't care where they go with it as long as they start to expanding their thinking to new possibilities. So much to do, so little time. Too many rabbits to chase down too many rabbit holes.

[chelmostef]

I've been chasing the bloody thing for ages so don't hold your breath :naughty:


He He! :naughty:

[kriya]

I'm waiting for a proper introduction to an extraterrestrial.

[Angel in Disguise]

I feel the exact same way Swanny... it's killin' me :wall:... Can't wait to lift off to the new dimension :thumb_yello:

[Leunamros]

Sadly, im waiting to something to happen to be activated, im like in standby mode. Im just 5% of my being, i feel...


Im a ****ing robot?, i think about it... :/

[beren]

Currently I can ´t wait for another whitesnake gig!:beer:

For other more serious stuff, I am waiting ...hmmm that is too private to tell...

[Leunamros]

My "waiting for" is soo serious it make me unable to have a normal life. Since 1998. That was the year of my awakening.

[joe2288]

Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open

heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

[saxapower]

I have been waiting for "something" to happen since mid 2000, and believe me I have a very clear image on my mind of what I'm waiting for.

Maybe "a propper introduction to an alien being" or "discovering that I am an actual alien" is a very very aproximate idea to what I have in mind.

Don't know why but I remember having read somewhere that when we change timeline some people can feel the wave of energy of what could have happened in the previous timeline... Soooooo it could probably be this. They say that this is what happened in October 2008 when everybody was waiting for something that never happened.

Oh! And Swanni, have you ever tried to use a pretty big carrot with that evil rabbit? They say that you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar (this is another failed and weird translation from spanish :sweatdrop: ).

[Leunamros]

Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open

heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

the key, is that there is not any key... you could be more gullible than me but some thing is evident; you have to keep yourself sane, living with the intense urges to be insane, you get it?.

[joe2288]

the key, is that there is not any key... you could be more gullible than me but some thing is evident; you have to keep yourself sane, living with the intense urges to be insane, you get it?.

All i can say It's up to you look at things

positively. No matter how bad things get if you have a positive attitude

you'll be fine. The world is of what you make, its your reality no one else's,

what you choose to do with that is up to you.

[rhythm]

For people to WAKE UP

would be soooooooooo

NICE ....

[Angel in Disguise]

I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

[Leunamros]

All i can say It's up to you look at things

positively. No matter how bad things get if you have a positive attitude

you'll be fine. The world is of what you make, its your reality no one else's,

what you choose to do with that is up to you.



no man, thats not as simple,. the day you get homeless and can´t eat that´s the day you will see conspiracy theory as the doom you didnt wanted, but deserved.

[burgundia]

I feel the same way swanny...

[waitinginthewings]

I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

Angel: you are in a dream, albeit a not very nice one atm.....remember its really all an illusion.... a stage filled with actors, all carrying out their part.

My question is when will this dream end, & a happier one begin.....I'm tired.

[whiterose]

Angel: you are in a dream, albeit a not very nice one atm.....remember its really all an illusion.... a stage filled with actors, all carrying out their part.

My question is when will this dream end, & a happier one begin.....I'm tired.

I feel tired too, this feeling of anticipation is very wearing.

I've felt this sense of anticipation for a while now, and I have to consciously put myself into 'observer mode' as I find the feeling very unsettling. I suppose its fear of the unknown, which makes it difficult to deal with. If we knew exactly what was to come it would be easier. I'd like the dream where everyone lives happily ever after to start, please!

[morganlilith]

i've been waiting since the late 70's or early 80's, lol.

well, maybe waiting is too strong a word. but it's been that long since i first started to feel that something would happen in my lifetime, and that i needed to prepare for it on various levels.

the last few years, the intensity of these feelings has increased. lately i feel like whatever it is is coming very soon.

[Angel in Disguise]

It's strange... I've known something huge and extraordinary was to happen in my life since I was a small, small child. Many big things have happened yet I always knew those incidents weren't it. I 'awoke' 3 yrs ago and knew that what is coming is what I've been waiting for so to speak... What a wild ride it is wouldn't you say?... Nonetheless I'm excited... I know it's gonna be GREAT!:wub2: But get it over with already... I want it NOW!!!

[eleni]

Yes, I had this conversation with my friend yesterday. In his eyes, 2012 and beyond will be something major because he says most on the planet are living ina denied state of will and it's going to take major changes for everyone to wake up. Also we both agreed that the more sensitive one is the more they feel changes occurring and it can feel quite unstable. We both agreed we feel like we are in some null zone- standstill just observing but also feel destabilized due to energetic changes in the galaxy.

[Stardustaquarion]

Hummm Cliff High says that tomorrow 19th a key thing will happen that will change things worlwide, can not guess what....

[joe2288]

no man, thats not as simple,. the day you get homeless and can´t eat that´s the day you will see conspiracy theory as the doom you didnt wanted, but deserved.

I bid you good luck on your spiritual journey

[eleni]

Hmm.....am listening to Clif on Veritas right now.......

[TruthWillSetUFree]

Greetings,



At times, i feel more lost than i ever have been.

I can sure shake hands with you on this one! :lol3:

I feel it is good not to identify with anyone thing, attached to any particular belief or position. Like Max Igan says to "flow like water" is the best way for me to be during this time of transition.

Someone said "If you label me, you negate me" this is how I feel too.

Swanny, I used to feel that 'something' was going to happen now it is more of a wait and see attitude, at least for now.

Thanks for the great thread!

[Jacqui D]

I feel past waiting now just the anticipation of something looming but not sure what!

[burgundia]

I can sign up under all the posts above...knowing from my early years that sth big will happen, waiting for something lately, being tired, etc....wow!! So it isn't only me...it is comforting...

[Paul.T.]

I am waiting for the day that i don't have to wait anymore... A day when the UPS man stops at my house and properly introduces himself as an alien and then hands me a book with all the answers and my purpose in life!!!!!!!:mfr_lol::roll1:

[Jacqui D]

yeah i get this feeling i am going to wake up one day and this whole blasted nightmare has been a complete dream and i am living on some sublime planet somewhere where love/peace and harmony is all there is.

[pineal-pilot-in merkabah]

I feel past waiting now just the anticipation of something looming but not sure what!
+1

i think we will see these events but at the same time being detached from them..i mean its all happening now is it not, climate gate, 30 000 more troops to invade pakistan.. things are cooking.. pole shift ans solar flares are anothe matter entirely .......:nono:

[Jacqui D]

Yes pineal but which dimension i feel there are so many over lapping at the moment are we in that one or watching from another?





+1

i think we will see these events but at the same time being detached from them..i mean its all happening now is it not, climate gate, 30 000 more troops to invade pakistan.. things are cooking.. pole shift ans solar flares are anothe matter entirely .......:nono:

[PilotSimone]

I'm always glad to see threads like this. Just knowing you're not going through it alone can be so helpful.

I'm very excited to move forward, but want to make sure I've taken all the trash out (so to speak). I don't know if that's done yet...

I spend a lot of time coloring, actually. It keeps me in the now and it brings me much peace. I even have my own coloring book! :lol3: Don't be jealous, but my 7-year old says I'm the best color-er he's ever seen. :tongue2:

[futureyes]

swanny ... if ya would have asked a year ago i'd have said adamently i felt i was waiting for something really big to unfold ... like it was right around the corner ... and it felt huge ...

but now ... a year later ... that feeling has neutralized in some way for me ... i no longer anticipate nor do i feel a specific event or such to materiallize ... no ...

i feel we are within the shift now ... have been for quite awhile ... will continue to be ... transition and evolve our selves and our world ...

i feel of markers yes where the waves feel strongest ... to stay upright is a challenge at times ... at other times this year it has felt like a magic carpet ride ...

but i no longer wait with bated breath as i might have felt to do so a year ago ... what i do await is for this world to move into the new ... in my being i know it will occur ...

moreso now ... i await for us all ... as a whole ... shifting to a much brigher world within truth and not fear ... i await for the denseness of limitations to gradually fall away ... for the balance of dark and light ...

i feel it is happening in this moment ... as it will continue to do so ...
but to await a biggy event ... not so much anymore ...

:wub2:

[carriblu]

i feel like i'm waiting also. i will be really hurt/lost if the world just continues on as usual over the next few years. i just hope im not deluded in thinking something big is going to happen

[futureyes]

i feel like i'm waiting also. i will be really hurt/lost if the world just continues on as usual over the next few years. i just hope im not deluded in thinking something big is going to happen

no despair carriblu ... :nono:

the world will never again be the same i feel ... it is already transitioning ...

i believe ... we will come to realize ... we are whom we have been waiting for ...

that what we have been waiting for ... is within us ...

and guess what ... you will not feel hurt or be lost ... you will simply be you ... but much more realized ... to whom you really are ...

and guess what ... THAT realization ... is HUGE ... because we are so much more than we 'think' we presently are ...

and more ... meaning fulfillment of our being ... the possibilities of what we can create ... endless ...

the love ... truth and strength within us ... infinite ...

:wub2:

[FIIISH]

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intense.

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

[futureyes]

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intense.

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

it is a tricky thing isn't it ...
there is no crystal ball per se ...
no fast forward button either ...
how does one plan for the future ...
when things are changing so quickly ...
once realized that this is what it is ... that there is no delusion involved ...
then there's no more going backwards from that day on ...
there is only forward ...
but where forward ...

i feel we simply ride the waves ... some calm and some of greater intensity ...
and in the moment ... do what feels true and right ...
it is all about this current moment ... it is what shapes our future ...
long term planning like it once was isn't so any longer ...
it is simply moment by moment ...
if we make choices based on our truth ... we're shaping our future because the results of those choices will be beneficial regardless ...
if we still make choices from a place of fear ... fear of survival let's say ... that then isn't goling to pan out very well for us down the road because those decisions were based on fear ... fear simply has no foundation to build upon ... one just has to look at the structures crumbling now ... economical ... financial structures based on what was a pretense ...
they can't hold up any longer ...

so i feel ... if we go with our intuition ... make choices based upon what feels right within the heart ... then we're absolutely going to be 'ok' in the future ...

it is tricky ... but if our choices feel true ... not based on fear ... then we're on our way ...
and others ... well ... normal life as they have known it will continue ... have a feeling with that though that living in fear ... pretense and untruth ... will not be without effort in the future ...

only truth will prevail ...

:wub2:

[Angel in Disguise]

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intens

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

I SOOO feel ya Fiish... Wow what a ride hey?... Instincts tell me to get rid of everything... I have been, but is it the right choice? All my friends are married with kids but I've always known in my heart that it's not the way... Not my way anyhow. So here I am 36yrs old trying to dwindle down to being able to live out of a backpack... Seems right... But is it? Sometimes I see what I am missing out on in the 'meantime' and I wish I could do it but something keeps telling me I`m on the right track even when I feel I`m not. We`re all here for a reason... That which I`m not sure of yet but I just cruise along with the flow knowing that if things don`t change I can always pull a Thelma and Louise and go out with a bang. I will go ride the biggest wave, jump out of airplanes, and do all the crazy things I would not think possible until I just don`t make it... Cause I can`t fathom making it in the world we live in now. The world we live in now is the sole reason I don`t have children, as much as I`d love to have them. I see the joy that they bring to parents and it kills me... but I refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

[New Age Messiah]

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

I think it's a completely new paradigm.

Because one of two things is almost sure to happen.

1) The entire middle east is going to be a wartorn hellhole, and who knows where the carnage will flow to and whether food supplies, energy, etc. will suffice or whether there will be chaos and and and... Manmade doom.

2) Earth, Mother Nature, or Aliens are going to miraculously affect the situation in ways we can't fathom.

[ExhaLatioN]

Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open

heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

very wise words my friend, and so we must wait.

[ExhaLatioN]

I SOOO feel ya Fiish... Wow what a ride hey?... Instincts tell me to get rid of everything... I have been, but is it the right choice? All my friends are married with kids but I've always known in my heart that it's not the way... Not my way anyhow. So here I am 36yrs old trying to dwindle down to being able to live out of a backpack... Seems right... But is it? Sometimes I see what I am missing out on in the 'meantime' and I wish I could do it but something keeps telling me I`m on the right track even when I feel I`m not. We`re all here for a reason... That which I`m not sure of yet but I just cruise along with the flow knowing that if things don`t change I can always pull a Thelma and Louise and go out with a bang. I will go ride the biggest wave, jump out of airplanes, and do all the crazy things I would not think possible until I just don`t make it... Cause I can`t fathom making it in the world we live in now. The world we live in now is the sole reason I don`t have children, as much as I`d love to have them. I see the joy that they bring to parents and it kills me... but I refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

this is the exact same ride i am on and i completely agree with your thoughts on children. where we are going is unknown but i feel i have everything under control. I am playing this life like a game, feeling that i have been here before but this time i see the illusion.

[burgundia]

refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

I am older than you are, but even when I was 17 i knew i didn't want to have children. As if something was telling me that they would not live long enough to reach the old age. The same for my sister.However I work with young people on a daily basis so I have no regrets.

[Angel in Disguise]

I live through children and I live through animals... It's amazing that I don't have my own. However I am quite content just borrowing cause I have no idea what tomorrow will bring... Sounds like a suckass excuse but really... is it?

[Angel in Disguise]

this is the exact same ride i am on and i completely agree with your thoughts on children. where we are going is unknown but i feel i have everything under control. I am playing this life like a game, feeling that i have been here before but this time i see the illusion.

Yes... I fully see through the illusion... I am fully under control (in my own mind). I may have been here before but I'm playing with a fresh hand this time... Give me liberty or give me death and I will ride that wave til the bitter sweet end!... Still excited!!! :thumb_yello:

[mu2143]

I'm waiting as well for things to come forward, what i'm talking about for 2 years to my famliy who is ignoring me. Because they think i'm mentally ill or another excuse they find. When this is realy started to change mabye then there getting there swift kick in there bud for stupidity.

As soon they put a sign on you they do not listen anymore to you ,what ever you say its almost no use. But I get in to there face evertime a get a chance to show them something and mabye they slowly start to think again.

And finally start to wake up so that we change the direction where going in to.

[Angel in Disguise]

I'm waiting as well for things to come forward, what i'm talking about for 2 years to my famliy who is ignoring me. Because they think i'm mentally ill or another excuse they find. When this is realy started to change mabye then there getting there swift kick in there bud for stupidity.

As soon they put a sign on you they do not listen anymore to you ,what ever you say its almost no use. But I get in to there face evertime a get a chance to show them something and mabye they slowly start to think again.

And finally start to wake up so that we change the direction where going in to.

Ha ha ha ... Lucky you cause they all think I'm crazy regardless... Even when I told them to buy gold 10yrs ago... I am still the 'CrAzY' one somehow?!?!... How does that work???

[pineal-pilot-in merkabah]

i agree with FUTUREYES we are transitioning. :trumpet:

[FIIISH]

I SOOO feel ya Fiish... Wow what a ride hey?... Instincts tell me to get rid of everything... I have been, but is it the right choice?

Yes, I received the same guidance. I have simplified things to the point
where everything I own will easily fit into my car.

I look at friends and family who are still living very comfortable, stable
existences and sometimes question whether I have done the right thing.

I think it helps to keep in mind that what is right for me, is not necessarily right for someone else and vice-versa.

Everyone needs to listen to their own guidance.

That being said, wouldn't it be great to have that confirmation that our guidance was right on? :thumb_yello:

[ConsciousSponge]

On 10/7/08 I had an anxiety attack that uprooted my life. Sometime last week I started to feel the same way again...Like I want to escape, crawl out of my own skin. Life is not suppose to be like this, the insanity we live everyday. I know it's all an illusion, but just like waking from a deep sleep I don't get right out of bed, it's a fight. I'm just tired of fighting, I want to wake up already. I want off this merry go round.

[kriya]

I'm just tired of fighting, I want to wake up already. I want off this merry go round.


Hi ConsciousSponge,

I suggest you find a meditation technique that suits you. Not only will it help you with anxiety attacks as it reducing stress, it will create some peace for you in this mad mad world.

However most of all, if you are sincere, it will greatly enhanced your chances of "getting off this merry go round" because you can advance spirtually by doing so.

Much Love,

Kriya

[Kamikaze]

Playing on the waiting over here also. Seemingly can't move forward in life whit "normal" life as all others I see around do because I feel something will come quite soon that will make it all null and void and as such can't be bothered to do anything worthwhile but sit and search for more knowledge to be better prepared to the changes.
But I miss a lot whit gaining experience in life which I don't like that much for the moment as I don't go out and do much.
The waiting has made me loose all contacts whit old friends I had, even if they were few.

Feels I should just go out and away to take a look at this "normal" life to have it as a experience but not plan to make it anything long time. Plan for it max 2 years?

Family is irritated whit my lack off activity, planning for future. But how can I plan for the future when I don't know what will come about even 1 year from now, not to say next month.
Looking at mainstream understanding where the future lies I don't want a itty bitty part off that!
Had a crisis about that in my teens but luckily managed to calm myself whit just deciding to wait and see where things go, in the mean time I have taken my steps up to here feeling a lot better whit gaining new understandings and knowledges but I lack loads of life experience whit things, basically non existential.

[Instead]

I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

Funny you would say that. I used the Truman Show as an example to a close friend of what I believe is happening.

On another note. When I am in the grocery store with my wife and I see the shelves full of food, soft music playing, people polite to one another, I visualize people in mass hysteria grabbing food from the almost bare shelves and knocking others over as they run out without paying.

I don't intend to see it that way. It's more like that time is the present and I have gone back in time like a wish was granted to me and the 'back in time' period is the calm setting.

[Swanny]

On another note. When I am in the grocery store with my wife and I see the shelves full of food, soft music playing, people polite to one another, I visualize people in mass hysteria grabbing food from the almost bare shelves and knocking others over as they run out without paying.

I've done that it's scary :shocked:
I plan to stay well away from the shops if it does happen :thumb_yello:

[New Age Messiah]

Feels I should just go out and away to take a look at this "normal" life to have it as a experience but not plan to make it anything long time. Plan for it max 2 years?

Hi, I've been to Sweden a couple times. When you're in pause mode, from your normal motivations, reading classical literature is good.

It's good to see the life drama played out without television and cars and stuff...

Victor Hugo: Les Miserables & Toilers of the Sea

Dostoyevsky: Brothers Karamazov

Hesse: Narcissus and Goldmund

Anything by Jane Austen

Also, spiritual books, the easiest/best one is "The Way of the Wizard" by Deepak Chopra. It can do wonders without requiring much "learning".

The very best book for all encompassing the human condition is "The Inner Journey Home" by A.H. Almaas.

[FIIISH]

Funny you would say that. I used the Truman Show as an example to a close friend of what I believe is happening.

Interestingly, I have recently thought about this as well-specifically
The Truman Show.

Perhaps in one of my more 'paranoid' moments, I have gone
as far as to ask a couple of people if they were actually there,
or just figments of my imagination. I have also wondered if
they were just 'actors' in my own reality-teaching me, helping me,
challenging me.

Sometimes it seems like all of this is just a dream. And on some
level, I think it is.

At this point in my life, I have formed the following concepts about
what the nature of this existence is:

This experience is temporary, and is just a small part of our overall
existence, but it IS our reality at this time.

Everything IS in our mind, just like it is just in everyone else's mind.
This life, this matrix, is a place where we interface our Universes
with those of others. We create our experiences through our thoughts,
perceptions, and beliefs.

We are all actors in each other's reality-teaching, helping, challenging
each other for our evolution and growth.

Then you can get into talking about separation being an illusion, other
selves, and such. Currently, that is the point where I then conclude
that all I know is that I know nothing. :lmao:

[Swanny]

Maybe it's like waiting for a bus, just when you are about to give up three come along :biker: :biker: :biker:

[371]

I know the feeling.

But better I think to wait, somewhat impatiently, than to go after things that aren't real. Spinning the wheels in a mess of nonsence, only don't see it until you're already though it.

Sometimes it can get under your skin, and you end up with less than you started with. For what it's worth.

zz7onPvj7fE

:lol3:

[lunacus]

pepe silva:lol3::lol3::lol3:nice...ive been there...

i so can relate to all. also the periods it crawls on the back,the feeling,what if iam wrong,what if its just keeps on going like this for many years,loosing the trust.sometimes i also feel as if iam missing out on "expierences" at this point i feeling very transparant, are i cant connect,feel very alone -outhere-sensitive also, very aware of myself,and others. when iam loosing "faith" i grab the book of barry long, i think in english its called only fear dies. it always helps me true a difficult period


very good to read evryone, i think a topic in wich we share helps
thank u all

[ConsciousSponge]

Hi ConsciousSponge,

I suggest you find a meditation technique that suits you. Not only will it help you with anxiety attacks as it reducing stress, it will create some peace for you in this mad mad world.

However most of all, if you are sincere, it will greatly enhanced your chances of "getting off this merry go round" because you can advance spirtually by doing so.

Much Love,

Kriya

I found a tranquil place that day to be still and the anxiety subsided. I just spent an hour watching the grass dance with the wind and the clouds roll across the sky.

I think spiritually I have advanced too quickly and the anxiety I am experiencing is a battle between the spirit and the flesh(ego).

[tone3jaguar]

Waiting is a synonym for placing a portion of the consciousness in the future. I used to do a lot of that. Now I just go with the flow and what ever happens, happens. So f--k it.

[Kulapops]

Weel, I've eaten my last can of organic baked beans... so if there's a rush on , I'm going to have to stand in line just like everybody else!

Hi Swanny... good thread. I have to say I feel the same way... have done for years... like I'm not on the same path as everybody else, like sometihng big is going to happen. Maybe we're right. I ask myself, 'Is this part of the human condition??' Or am I just dropping out and avoiding my responsibilities?

I would love to be a Dad. 40. and I'm not... part of me thinks, well, maybe if it all hits the fan, that's why I never have been, because something else is going to happen that will need my full attention. But is that just wishful thinking?

this wascally wabbit hole is deep. And with my torch and batteries I have seen a limited view. Yes, I've always felt that I was special. Yes, I've always felt that money, house car and trophy wife was not the real reason for being around....now that I've looked into it, I can belive there is an agenda.... Maybe.....

But I've also learned that some people have a vested interest in the unknown.. because it take s the pressure off self. There will ALWAYS be an armageddon waiting for some, because it's in their outlook, every day. And others (I include you in this group) will look at the oncoming missile and say, 'they chose purple for the fins... that's a pretty colour, look how the sun shines off them...' That's me too.

So yes, I wait... I intuit, and I think even more that someting is accelerating...yet I read accounts like Delgado asking for money, because 'now is the time to act'... and I see Cliff's redoubt to Bill's piece...and I think, 'yep, same s**t, different day'

then I do a liver cleanse... and I change what I eat, or I get drunk... and I think...actually...the power is in my own hands. So I'll write my own truth thank you very much, and those that read it and feel it, well, they'll feel it too.

So I read your 'truth' and I think, 'yes, I'm waiting...better say something....it might be important....' but the reality is that we don't know. it could all be a load of fairy tripe.

But that I feel what you feel. that's true... and if we're right or we're wrong..., who knows...?

Love,

K :wub2:

[Gevaudan]

I've been here as well. I finally had to take things one day at a time, and not bother myself with what may or may not happen. Just as T3J said, when we shift our consciousness into the realm of probability and not actuality, we lose touch with the impact we can make in the here and now. Anticipation and fear are closer bedfellows that most of us would like to believe.

I had to finally 'let it all go' before I had a moment of perfect peace profound. It seemed that all of the worry about preparing for the thing that all the others could not see because of their 'blindness' was only blinding me in the end. I am prepared mentally and spiritually to handle anything that comes my way. I feel that if and when 'it' happens, I will know exactly what to do and how to go about doing it. It felt really good to me to finally be able to accept the things that I could not/cannot change, but also know that I possessed the courage to change the things that I could/can. (Stolen from the very beautiful serenity prayer that is wise on so many different levels.)

I have gone through 'shock and awe,' despair, joy, borderline insanity, apathy, and finally settled into a feeling of being able to handle whatever may come. I experienced ego death, but now have a feeling of being able to retain my individuality whilst still being a part of the whole. It is an odd feeling at times, which feels like being in the middle of two worlds, where I'm doing my job by keeping myself in the middle of ego and spirit, trying to keep the peace between the two and negotiating a truce.

This guy was onto something...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDaM9AHAqkY
Peace.

G

[ExhaLatioN]

so we are all waiting for that damn bus driver..:lmao:..... I CALL SHOT-GUN!

[sjkted]

I'm also waiting and unburdening myself of physical possessions I no longer need. What I really find amazing is just how long they've been able to keep up with this game -- keeping the control structures together and everyone away from the truth. I used to watch the news and think that some topic might cause an awakening, but I still haven't seen it. :wall: :wall: :wall:

Part of me thinks that it might take massive earth changes and a complete implosion of society for people to get it, although I wonder if anyone would really have the time to philosophize and examine their past beliefs.

How long can the status quo really continue?

[Illusion]

I'm waiting too, its just around the corner now. I'm so greatful to have read your posts. My life is a game, someone else, is pulling some strings above me. They keep me safe, but also put me in harms way. I'm unsure of what happens next, I want the game to end, as I'm tired also. The last peice of the puzzle, alludes me. I take each day at a time, try to remain physically active, prepare for food shortages and I wait. I tell myself there is a tomorrow, even if there won't be.

Thank you for expressing yourselves so honestly, its really helped me feel less alone.

[pineal-pilot-in merkabah]

im waiting for more people to wake up! strength in numbers.:original:

[joe2288]

Well tell the bus driver I'll be running late and not to take off lol. I decided today

I wanna plan a trip to Europe, this spring to expirience other cultures, before

everything shift's. I feel as if i can better understand other cultures, i could

better understand myself and were i fit in the world.

[powerviolence]

I've been waiting for years.. Nowadays it just comforts me to think of this..
The Law of One explains that every single human has a "higher self", your higher self is you in the sixth dimension, ie it's you in the future, it's you once you've reached the ultimate level of near-godliness, after probably an almost infinite number of lifetimes, it's you as one with the creator all the way up in sixth density.

To think of that thought just reminds me, that every single person has already 'made it' up there, although some probably in a paradoxically distant future, but that right now we're still stuck in a rather primitive point of our growing up, which we perceive as our 'present', we chose to live in a 3rd density incarnation at THIS point of time for a reason, otherwise we wouldn't be alive, or be here talking about it, maybe some of us chose to be here specifically for whatever 'big event' is gonna happen.

Unfortunately the veil of forgetfulness has us trapped in the game still trying to find our pre-determined purpose that we chose for ourselves before incarnating, I think the answers will come, look far we've come, I know that 5 years ago I knew NOTHING and I was sheeple and now I can't even explain to regular humans the amount of knowledge that I've absorbed and the things I can visualize and comprehend, I think we've done a lot already by being here and learning the things we've learned, and we'll probably continue to learn and grow up until the big catalyst propels us to 4th density.

[sjkted]

Along the same vain, as we are all waiting for the rest of the world, I ask why us and not them? Why are we awake and they are asleep? I'm curious to hear some other answers.

--sjkted

[Swanny]

joe2288 if you want to experience different cultures you need to go to Asia, Europe is too similar to the America. But try to get off the travellers routes. I was in Vietnam a couple of years ago but that is now rapidly becoming very westernised. I would suggest Laos and Cambodia. Rule of thumb is if you get there and there is a McDonalds you're too late.


I'm know that many of you here feel like I do in that you don't fit exactly into normal life and feel strangely different to those around you. :cheerful_h4h: We go through all the normal routines that they do but we know it's not real. Sort of a hazy feeling of living in but also operating outside the Matrix. :thumb_yello:
It's not just that they're a sleep it's more than that :naughty: So we wait hoping that one day the wait will be over.

[Moxie]

Am tired.... of the day in and day out, of my checking in here for more of the 'not knowing what to think'...
I am retired and just 57, raise chickens for eggs, have a greenhouse w/tomatoes setting fruit, have a beautiful home, a loving husband, 2 cats and a dog, surrounded by the forest, 30 minutes from town.

Am ready to quarantine here for a year if need be, have all canning supplies & large garden... plenty of heirloom seeds etc. All these things manifested into my life quite naturally the past 3 years, all the while reading and watching videos/interviews at camelot/avalon... so, it seemed I was at least doing things that would help secure survival whatevercomesdownthepike.

but I just don't care much for any activities anymore.
Even my bones feel funny, sort of empty. Last night I laughed quite a bit enjoying some company and my husband says I'm laughing in my sleep often. But I have no zeal left for much.

It's wonderful sometimes not even knowing what day it is, but it seems like life has lost its savour these past several years.... there isn't anything that I want to do, however, I've decided to live day to day as though life is going to continue as "usual", going to try and start a business propogating plants for mail order.

My brother asked me last night what I thought of 2012 and my view is so complicated, well, I could not answer other than earth changes and the economy, the state of the planet, mind control....

I have this feeling that whatever is going to happen is going to be something really big, worldwide.

Having "things" does not make me happy... I've built decks, laid tile, updated the house, it's all nice, but it does not make me happy.

I have 3 or 4 close friends that are my spiritual advisors, that "get me" that I can talk to, my husband is aware of all of this.

It's not just me either, but I'm having short term memory problems... I'm in a brain fog. I feel like I am being affected by some exterior energies that I wonder if others are as well.

Mostly I think I'm sad, sober is a better word, with all this awareness, I often ask, what is the point of being "awake" or awakening others when we all don't have a means of joining forces in numbers physically to make an changes.... and then the ones that seem to be the most intensely knowledgable, for spriritual work, like Ashayana Deane, are very expensive...

I keep hearing "time is short" from Cliff, from the Dane Tops, others.... and I am still waiting for Bill to answer my question about that - what are they talking about REALLY!!!

so, you see, I'm "waiting" too for something certain that is going happen.

[Moxie]

I guess what I'm trying to say is that the only thing that has my passion is to know more of what's really going on, it's like I"m addicted... there's no end to it.

I want to know the truth about our origins, I want the suffering to end on this earth and I want to help more than just selling eggs... (chuckles).

I too never had children because I had a revelation when I was 18 that "this was hell"... the suffering in the world broke my heart and it would break my heart more to bring a child into this mess and see their heart break.

[joe2288]

I guess what I'm trying to say is that the only thing that has my passion is to know more of what's really going on, it's like I"m addicted... there's no end to it.

I want to know the truth about our origins, I want the suffering to end on this earth and I want to help more than just selling eggs... (chuckles).

I too never had children because I had a revelation when I was 18 that "this was hell"... the suffering in the world broke my heart and it would break my heart more to bring a child into this mess and see their heart break.

wow lately i have been feeling the same way just preparing mentally and

spiritually for whats getting ready to happen. I have been disconnecting

myself mentally the last few days, often never knowing the date or day of the

week. I'm off for break so it's not a problem right know and i am taking a

semester off college to better get to know myself what's really interesting

though is in the last month i've shifted completely from negative thoughts

and look at everything positively.

[Angel in Disguise]

I have a question for those who have been researching and 'awake' for 10+yrs... All the years of being awake, did you always think something was going to happen throughout that time or have you always been waiting for 2012?
The reason I ask is because I only woke up 3 yrs ago but in the year 2000 when there was the big Y2K scare I kept telling everyone they had nothing to worry about and that they had to wait til 2012 because that's when stuff would go down. Now at that time I knew very minimal about 2012. However I wonder if I am just falling into this waiting trap... Predictions all the time that never happen... Summer of Hell '09... I remember something about summer '08 too. So I constantly ask myself if the same thing will apply to 2012... I certainly hope not... I want Euphoric Utopia now damn it!

[New Age Messiah]

I kinda saw this stuff coming ten years ago when they let Clinton get away with it, and so many people took his side, especially the media.

I knew there was absolutely no restraining the government corruption, it was a runaway train. I had lived in Germany practically as a German, traveled all over Europe, lived in most regions of the USA, read all kinds of literature...

I was a gung ho activist, but finally realized nothing I could do given my parameters was going to make any difference, so I declared a mission to go into the depths to find something no one ever found before...

And I did find something... The story is full of mega-miracles. So, it took ten years; much of it was wrenching godawful suffering and life or death struggle...

BUT, I have altered my parameters, and the story and revelation and new spiritual symbolism will rock the world, literally.

http://www.lookyourheartinthemirror.com/index.html

The story is on my website, it's a little unseemly at times, and it's abbreviated maybe too much on certain points, and maybe too long winded on other points, but it IS the greatest true story ever told... :original:

[joe2288]

I have a question for those who have been researching and 'awake' for 10+yrs... All the years of being awake, did you always think something was going to happen throughout that time or have you always been waiting for 2012?
The reason I ask is because I only woke up 3 yrs ago but in the year 2000 when there was the big Y2K scare I kept telling everyone they had nothing to worry about and that they had to wait til 2012 because that's when stuff would go down. Now at that time I knew very minimal about 2012. However I wonder if I am just falling into this waiting trap... Predictions all the time that never happen... Summer of Hell '09... I remember something about summer '08 too. So I constantly ask myself if the same thing will apply to 2012... I certainly hope not... I want Euphoric Utopia now damn it!

Haha the signs are so obvious somethings gonna happen, but know that

It's so close its like being a kid a seeing something you want, It's right

behind the glass but you gotta wait to get it. Frustrating isn't i know

trust me, but patience is key.

[FIIISH]

Has anyone here tried to return to an old(pre-awakening) portion of their lives?

Here is my recent experience:

Thinking that I was wasting precious time, I decided to
try and return to my old line of work to deal with some financial
challenges that have appeared recently. After all, what if everything
keeps humming along as is and I am left holding the bag? Gotta pay
bills, put food on the table, and keep a roof over, right?

So, I jumped headfirst in this new direction seeking to manifest new
opportunities that would allow me to sustain myself-or so I thought.

Then I started to get signs telling me to slow down- to stop even.

This culminated with breaking one of my toes yesterday morning.
Now that I can barely walk, this is forcing me
to stop and reevaluate what I am doing.

It appears I am being told that I need to remember that my sustenance does not come from this place.
It comes from the Universe, and the forces in it that have always taken care of me and will continue to do so.

I just wish I had realized this before needing a broken bone(albeit small)
to figure it out!(ouch ouch ouch)

There I go again-trying too hard! Stupid me! :naughty:

Now I just go with the flow and what ever happens, happens.

I think this will become my new mantra for the new age....

[Angel in Disguise]

:wub2:

[chitty]

Friends, we are writing/typing, the future as we speak, so to say. More are awakening around us. It is obvious in everything we see, just look. There is no WAITING, there is only NOW:lightsabre:

[Christo888]

I guess what I'm trying to say is that the only thing that has my passion is to know more of what's really going on, it's like I"m addicted... there's no end to it.

I want to know the truth about our origins, I want the suffering to end on this earth and I want to help more than just selling eggs... (chuckles).

I too never had children because I had a revelation when I was 18 that "this was hell"... the suffering in the world broke my heart and it would break my heart more to bring a child into this mess and see their heart break.

After seeing the movie Avatar... ya this is definitely hell!

[Swanny]

. All the years of being awake, did you always think something was going to happen throughout that time or have you always been waiting for 2012?


I've been awake since I was a small boy and had the feeling something's going to happen but for me 2012 only really came to light since I came here. IMO 2012 is nothing to worry about.


Hope your toe is ok soon Fiiish :original:

[Angel in Disguise]

I'm not worried at all Swanny... In fact I am hoping something happens... Something wonderful :wink2:

[bushycat]

I'm not worried at all Swanny... In fact I am hoping something happens... Something wonderful :wink2:


Great wave to be riding. :boat:

If we stay on it, stay in now, all will be revealed.


Love always,
Bushycat

[morganlilith]

i first became aware that something was going to happen in my lifetime in the late 70's/early 80's. i don't remember the exact moment, but i'd guess it was probably in 80 or 81. but i got a very clear message that there were skills i needed to learn. that there would need to be people who could do certain things after 'it' happened.

i didn't learn about 2012 until the summer of 87. i found it to be an intriguing idea, but i can't say i ever spent much time thinking about it. at this point, i have really no idea what's going to happen. the various people who's ideas i respect disagree vehemently regarding what might come down, so i'm in 'wait and see' mode. and maybe nothing noticeable will happen and life will go on with minimal interruption.

that being said, i do believe in being prepared for whatever may happen--in any event, not just thinking in terms of 2012. i think that having some food storage, open pollinated seeds and some skill at gardening and food preservation, basic first aid skills, and some knowledge for living a less technological lifestyle are all good things to have. never know what variation of zombies might show up. ;-)

[Jacqui D]

No going back once you awaken Fiiish, I thought about this myself oh to be ignorant of it all but it doesn't work like that we have an in built wake up call what ever age this happens whether your young or perhaps later in years.
The 2012 thing i think it will come and go, i think time has been messed about with so many times how can we say what time line we are in.
The important thing is we are all feeling the change around us and within us i have no doubt there is something looming in the future but when?

[Kulapops]

Waiting is a synonym for placing a portion of the consciousness in the future. I used to do a lot of that. Now I just go with the flow and what ever happens, happens. So f--k it.

Nice quote T3J. I agree. Or at least I think the waiting 'feeling' I get is kind of a state of mind we can access.

Our ego has a desire for something wonderful in the present, and is affronted by the (apparent) lack of such. So it promises itself that this wonderful thing will happen in the future. Meaning the ego has nothing to do about the state of affairs (lack) in the present. which lets it off the hook.

So, you see, there is something to be gained by waiting, hoping for something to manifest.

that said, like Swanny, I felt different to others since I was a small child, but as I can't be anyone else, I have no way of knowing if that is the way everyone feels. lol. Neat, huh?

At least all I could observe is that I was not turned on or motivated by the money/status (except my own integrity and desire for the world to be a better place))/career/ladder that some others seem to be so keen about.

Yet the fringe stuff...and the something 'other'; be it Sasquatch, UFOs or Jesus being nailed to a tree for saying 'why can't we be nice to each other for a change ' (Yes that message rang very true with me, but I'm no bible thumper btw). the very idea that there is something that we're not getting and we need to get feels real to me.

But it is so easy, and life is so hard, to just project it off and procrastinate. Let's think about it rationally. If there's a second coming, or a mass disclosure of UFOs, or a giant planet heading this way, or heaven forbid, mass enslavement of us by the illuminati then, logically, we get let off the hook, even if it means I'm dead. And from my 40 years observation so far, it just doesn't seem like life works that way. It would be too easy. And that doesn't seem to be the point of life to me, experentially. The ego wants easy... so does the id for that matter. But I've a feeling it ain't going to be that simple.

So expect a lot of waiting.

I'm not saying there won't be changes , because life seems to be all about change. In all likelihood 2012 will come and go like October 7th (was it?) the Summer of Hell, Christmas Day.

I think life embraces change, so if we try and learn and be better people, however we understand that... good things will happen. If I sit and wait for some coming event, without changing myself while waiting, I can't see the event happening.

My prediction is - The most likely event to happen, is one we (I) don't know about.

Peace n Love

K

[Illusion]

Now this is going to sound completely insane, but here is what I have worked out, up until today. It’s only very recently I have come to these conclusions. There may be a lot missing, that more clued in people will know. This will require extremely out there thinking.

The ones waiting in this thread, having thoughts of the end is near/something big will happen, are the real players in this charade. We have come to the end of this game and are tired of playing. We have come together at the finish line in a small group. Others will probably finish up as well at this point soon.

Something will occur to us. The Armegeddon game finishes with our death/or we survive it, we are taken up and all will be revealed, we change our Game to continue playing. We ascend as we have completed the game. – I can only wish. I wonder at this point. Seems like Game over, as we are all tired. Maybe we are getting our second wind not sure.

The Makers of the Game don’t want you to know it’s a game because you wouldn’t play properly.

Questions I have asked myself:

Who is behind the Game?
Were we forced to play the Game? (inserted and our memories erased)
Did we choose to play the Game?
Are all the people we see in our environments really real, or very sophisticated characters.
Are we playing our own singular game to teach us something.
Are we in the future and the game is so real, it is frightening?

There is much more to this, but I don’t have all the answers yet. Please help fill in more gaps, if you feel the same way. To me, the Game is right in my face. Went to look at the stars last night. 2 small comets and one large one :-O.. Smoke billowing, low over the town around me, saw the fire engines. A house was burning down up the street. I mean COME ON….All In 20 minutes. If anyone is interested I have a small list of Game indicators i could post. See if your playing?

[FIIISH]

We have come together at the finish line in a small group

I like this...

Reminds me of a saying I heard somewhere :

People like to gather at boundary conditions.

It's great to be here with all of you, waiting to step over the finish
line... :thumb_yello:

[Operator]

My waiting is over ....

I am no longer waiting until somebody else tells me how it is going to end (or begin like Neo said in the Matrix).

I have been waiting ... yes. All my life I knew something was going to happen. I told people (> 20 years ago) that one day
things like the MadMax movie would be reality and that people themselves would be responsible for sustaining their communities.

Now I know/feel MY time is here ... this is what I have been prepared for by synchronicity. None of the events in my life were accidental.

I know it can get ugly and it probably won't be easy either but somehow that's OK with me. I feel very strongly that
things NEED to pass in order to FORCE the required changes in place.

The only thing I still wonder each day is how many more people I will find on my side when the ball starts rolling.

[morganlilith]

Who is behind the Game?
Were we forced to play the Game? (inserted and our memories erased)
Did we choose to play the Game?
Are all the people we see in our environments really real, or very sophisticated characters.
Are we playing our own singular game to teach us something.
Are we in the future and the game is so real, it is frightening?

There is much more to this, but I don’t have all the answers yet. Please help fill in more gaps, if you feel the same way. To me, the Game is right in my face. Went to look at the stars last night. 2 small comets and one large one :-O.. Smoke billowing, low over the town around me, saw the fire engines. A house was burning down up the street. I mean COME ON….All In 20 minutes. If anyone is interested I have a small list of Game indicators i could post. See if your playing?


is this a game? based on my observations of life and my understanding of my personal experiences, i'd guess that it probably is.

but i don't have answers to your other questions. i don't think any of us can have definitive answers. i tend to think that, on a spiritual level, we volunteered. on a physical level, now that we're in the middle of it, we are not forced, so much as tricked...given reasons to believe that what we are doing is in our best interest and that we are making choices in free will all the while following along like the herd animals we are, lol. and i think there are many levels of things going on for each of us. but these are just my thoughts. i could be wrong.

i'd be interested in hearing about your game indicators.

[morganlilith]

My waiting is over ....

<snip>
Now I know/feel MY time is here ... this is what I have been prepared for by synchronicity. None of the events in my life were accidental.

I know it can get ugly and it probably won't be easy either but somehow that's OK with me. I feel very strongly that
things NEED to pass in order to FORCE the required changes in place.

The only thing I still wonder each day is how many more people I will find on my side when the ball starts rolling.


well said.

[Swanny]

Illusion I know it's all a game and have been calling it that for years now.
Any time someone gets stressed out my response is "Don't worry it's only a game" :naughty:
Even though I some times have to remind myself :sneaky2:

[Neo]

My "waiting for" is soo serious it make me unable to have a normal life. Since 1998. That was the year of my awakening.

I can sooooo relate to that, 'normal' life is almost unbearable almost to the point that I cant find anything actually important in it. Its taken a long time to accept that feeling and even stay here. Everything seems so frivolous its scary! I hate the fact that I'm waiting for something and its driving me nucking futs!!!!!!!!

[burgundia]

i'd be interested in hearing about your game indicators.
so would I...

[Jacqui D]

I think the game ends when we die, and yes we start a new one.
This sounds very tedious, i do not wish to play another i want out.
So if the end is dying is this the waiting game.
Did we play to well and found our way out too soon have we been round the board so many times we know it off by heart but we need that six on the dice to finish.
Is it possible to find a get out clause if so what would one have to do.
everything is speculation no one really knows.

[joe2288]

My waiting is over .

The only thing I still wonder each day is how many more people I will find on my side when the ball starts rolling.

I think about that everyday. I sometimes also wonder why i know this

information. I feel like its a privilege sometimes. I know i was destined to

follow this path, because of the way i observed the world when i was a kid, but

it boggles me why i look at the world differently.

[Fredkc]

Waiting, huh?

Short answer....

First of all, don't. It doesn't help.
Life won't be pushed, and it doesn't wear a watch. Hell it doesn't even have a calendar. It wouldn't even keep seasons, except the planet's built that way. A local phenomena, at best.

About the most accurate thing I can say, despite my dreams and such, is that 2012 is an event, not a year.

[Swanny]

As predictions never come true I'm going to predict that in 2010.......

We will have to carry on playing the waiting game.
There will not be a global awakening.
Aliens won't make themselves know.
Peace and love will disappear from Earth.
TPTB will do really well with their plans.

And all the other things we hope for won't happen :thumb_yello:

[Swanny]

I'm so bored of waiting :bored:

[JesterTerrestrial]

What are you waiting for?

Make some calls...start waiving your arms around in the air and scream...loud!!! just random whatever...make it happen!!! I find that helps a lot! :lmfao:

[Swanny]

I've lost interest in waiting now, I want to leave :plane:
Anyone know how we get out of this place???? :original:

[gita]

Lets play the ‘WHAT IF’ game – just for a little while.

Lately, now and then, I suddenly come over with a feeling of dread and it’s pure dread. And I wonder;

1. ‘what if’ my friends and family are correct and I’m a bit out there?

2. ‘what if’ I’ve driven most of my friends away for no reason?

3. ‘what if’ I’ve become so detached from ‘reality’ that there’s no going back?

4. ‘what if’ nothing is going to happen and I’m stuck in a ‘prison’ until my
body dies?

5. ‘what if’ I’ve been filling my child’s head with nonsense and she actually thinks her mum is mad?

6. ‘what if’ I’ve missed the opportunities to build a more conservative and ‘better’ life for myself and my family?

7. ‘what if’ the world stays as it is and the powerful become more powerful and the cruelty of humans, animals and Mother Earth just continues for another millennia? For I just cannot live in such a world no longer.

But then I have to shake myself back to the reality I created for myself based on decades of research and innate knowings I had as a child.

I am not prepared for a world that is going to continue as it is... and so I wonder with dread ‘what if?’

[joe2288]

I'm so bored of waiting :bored:

Swanny i think its time to recharge your batteries again lol.

[yiolas]

Lets play the ‘WHAT IF’ game – just for a little while.

Lately, now and then, I suddenly come over with a feeling of dredge and it’s pure dredge. And I wonder;

1. ‘what if’ my friends and family are correct and I’m a bit out there?

2. ‘what if’ I’ve driven most of my friends away for no reason?

3. ‘what if’ I’ve become so detached from ‘reality’ that there’s no going back?

4. ‘what if’ nothing is going to happen and I’m stuck in a ‘prison’ until my
body dies?

5. ‘what if’ I’ve been filling my child’s head with nonsense and she actually thinks her mum is mad?

6. ‘what if’ I’ve missed the opportunities to build a more conservative and ‘better’ life for myself and my family?

7. ‘what if’ the world stays as it is and the powerful become more powerful and the cruelty of humans, animals and Mother Earth just continues for another millennia? For I just cannot live in such a world no longer.

But then I have to shake myself back to the reality I created for myself based on decades of research and innate knowings I had as a child.

I am not prepared for a world that is going to continue as it is... and so I wonder with dredge ‘what if?’
Welcome to our family here a Avalon Gita !
I just want to tell you that once you have woken up THERE IS NO GOING BACK .

Once you've caught a glimpse of what life is really about, you can not go back to the zombie like existance that you had before your awakening.
Once you play by your own rules, you can not go back and play by 'their' rules ever again.

I've had the same thoughts that you expressed and I've realized that having that normal 'mind controled' existance with the planned careers and life might give you more material things now and more acceptance by society in general.

It might be safer now in the short term, but it comes with a price. The price is that you don't get to know what you are truly capable of .
You don't get to meet and/or be your true higher self and experience the majesty of your true being. My family thinks I'm a bit crazy as well.
I've lost a lot of my friends as well these past couple of years and the reason is that we don't resonate on the same vibratory freguency any more .

Hopefully, I will manifest into my life new friends with whom I can explore the wonders of the 4th and 5th dimensions with. How cool will that be. It can't hurt if we continue to spread love and understanding and who cares if they think that we are little bit wacky ? That's the price we pay for being for-runners of this enlightenment movement.

What ever happens we will always have our friends here at Project Avalon.

[gita]

What ever happens we will always have our friends here at Project Avalon.

Thank you Violas for your warm welcome. I do understand all that you said but lately I've been wondering like everyone else on this thread and that's why I suggested to play 'what if'.

I wonder if project camelot or many similar sites and forums would still be around if it all goes pair shaped and nothing happens? That's something that I don't even know how to prepare for.

[WineHippie]

ooooo, i love games!
i have played this one....

Lets play the ‘WHAT IF’ game – just for a little while.

Lately, now and then, I suddenly come over with a feeling of dredge and it’s pure dredge. And I wonder;

1. ‘what if’ my friends and family are correct and I’m a bit out there?

that would be okay, i'd rather be out there than boring

2. ‘what if’ I’ve driven most of my friends away for no reason?

you have not driven anyone away while searching for truth
and/or coming from a place in the heart - friends drift away
for many reasons...

3. ‘what if’ I’ve become so detached from ‘reality’ that there’s no going back?

the point is to dis-engage from tptb reality and replace it with/interact with/co-create with, a reality closer to your vibration - no going back? EXCELLENT

4. ‘what if’ nothing is going to happen and I’m stuck in a ‘prison’ until my
body dies?

it is already happening.... incrementally, exponentially

5. ‘what if’ I’ve been filling my child’s head with nonsense and she actually thinks her mum is mad?

all we can do is be honest with our children, they will figure it out with honesty and knowledge

6. ‘what if’ I’ve missed the opportunities to build a more conservative and ‘better’ life for myself and my family?

i always try to think of just one person i would like to "trade places" with... someone whose life i would want more than my own... keeping in mind you gotta take the negative with the positive - can't think of anyone

7. ‘what if’ the world stays as it is and the powerful become more powerful and the cruelty of humans, animals and Mother Earth just continues for another millennia? For I just cannot live in such a world no longer.

me either, if something doesn't shake it up soon, something which eradicates pain, inhumanity, evil - something which boosts love, compassion and honor.... well, i just not sure what i will do different from what i am doing now...

But then I have to shake myself back to the reality I created for myself based on decades of research and innate knowings I had as a child.

I am not prepared for a world that is going to continue as it is... and so I wonder with dredge ‘what if?’

nice post - thought provoking, honest and real

[gita]

Thanks Winehippie and great to see answers to the questions although I wasn't expecting any - pleasant surprise.

One big OOPS - please replace the word 'dredge' for 'Dread'. My automatic spell check thought it funny to have a laugh at my expense! LOL.

[yiolas]

Great insights Winehippie and thanks for bringing you concerns to the light Gita.
That is what's so wonderful about this forumn.
We are all treading on our personal paths in search of the truth,
but we can always stop every now and then
and ponder the path with our friends here.
I find that I learn more from the questions of others.
God Bless You All.

[Swanny]

I think the problem we have is that we know stuff and because of that we can't fit into normal society. We have set ourselves up to live in a world we know is coming but as it isn't here at the moment we are left feeling out of place, either that or we are completely barking mad :naughty:

[carriblu]

I think the problem we have is that we know stuff and because of that we can't fit into normal society. We have set ourselves up to live in a world we know is coming but as it isn't here at the moment we are left feeling out of place, either that or we are completely barking mad :naughty:

exactly.
i see a world of shamans who dont realize they are shamans. or masses of potential buddhas

[yiolas]

Hi Guys ! Kerry has recomended a you tube video by Bashar. I was surprised that I had never heard of him before.
It was absolutely what I needed to hear today.
Essentially he says is that IT IS UPTO US how we will be affected by the shift and when we are going to be affected.
THE TIME IS RIPE for us to be the change that we wish to see by increasing our vibrations.
Bashar explains that even now at this time,
earth exists in different time lines within different muliti-verses.
It is up to each of us individually by our thoughts, feelings and actions as the threshold of the shift approaches how we will experience the shift.
So what are we waiting for.
Let's live the shift RIGHT NOW !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGzGqb-nVvE

[joe2288]

Hi Guys ! Kerry has recomended a you tube video by Bashar. I was surprised that I had never heard of him before.
It was absolutely what I needed to hear today.
Essentially he says is that IT IS UPTO US how we will be affected by the shift and when we are going to be affected.
THE TIME IS RIPE for us to be the change that we wish to see by increasing our vibrations.
Bashar explains that even now at this time,
earth exists in different time lines within different muliti-verses.
It is up to each of us individually by our thoughts, feelings and actions as the threshold of the shift approaches how we will experience the shift.
So what are we waiting for.
Let's live the shift RIGHT NOW !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGzGqb-nVvE

I also highly recommend this video to those who have not seen it. This video

correlates highly with the positive message I think were trying to be told, but

are not seeing clearly.

[Daft Ada]

Strewth Gita :shocked: That Avatar should come with a flashing lights warning for the Epileptic sufferers. :naughty:

[gita]

Strewth Gita :shocked: That Avatar should come with a flashing lights warning for the Epileptic sufferers. :naughty:

Sory Daft Ada - The Avatar is a standard camelot issue! You can turn it off by just clicking on your Esc button.