whitecrow
09-23-2008, 11:41 PM
Sometimes it seems to me that time itself is beginning to swing around like the loose end of a hose at full pressure. I have seen numerous examples of people whose timelines have altered radically in a relatively short period. One of those people is me, and I am developing a theory about this.
When I was a young man I worked with psychics, mediums and witches. Later on I was friends with ministers and priests. I had a career as an artist. I bought a house. I started a business, and worked for others. I began to raise a family. I moved to a bigger house. Then I lost everything, right down to my socks and underwear. Everyone's still alive, my house still exists, but it is all taken from me. The fact that it was done through malice and treachery made it ten times worse. This occurred in the summer of 2001; three days later was 9/11. My entire life, my timeline, was blown to smithereens.
Since then the really interesting phase of my life has commenced, and my reality has utterly changed. In 2000 I returned to southern California near where I'd grown up, and the connectedness I have always felt with the land here was overpowering. That summer I had my first experience with elemental spirits, high in the sequoia forest. Since then I have come to see and feel spirits around me almost continually, and my senses have been expanded in ways I never thought possible. And now I say to myself: NOW I understand what all that early training was about - why so many odd people kept finding me and teaching me things. They didn't know the future, but they knew when their timeline intersected mine, and they acted. Knowing this was my anchor in the time of chaos and pain; now is my time to act.
It doesn't feel right to say I "channel" anything. It's more that I seem to find myself in possession of knowledge and don't know the source...I just "know." No doubt I have it wrong part of the time. That's what networking and brainstorming are for, among other things: refining and adding to what we understand and consequently, can do.
My theory is that when shattering events occur in our lives, they create holes in our personal spacetime. This allows our timelines to shift so that we may find ourselves on a completely different plane or track than before. In the last several years I have remarried. I have gone from agony to rage to bitterness, through detachment, and finally to a place where I am actually able to love indiscriminately. I have learned that I am accompanied and loved by an invisible host. I'm still poor as a churchmouse, but I associate with brilliant, connected, uplifting people who keep me constantly stimulated and learning. Before I was a loner; now people are drawn to me, and I find that although I am still at heart an extremely shy person, I have the resources within me to reach out and interact with people in constructive ways, ways they find meaningful and uplifting.
I'm learning; a few people still consider me arrogant. I've also discovered that a few people have such a dark energy that I truly must avoid them.
It is possible to tear holes in our own spacetime. I have seen people spiral downwards from a successful career and a wonderful family to homelessness or prison. Much more importantly, I've seen a few people stop and change that spiral into something positive. It can take a superhuman effort, and it requires true humility. But it can be done, and if individuals can do it, so can groups. And if groups can do it, so can networks of groups. If lives can change so abruptly and so completely, so can the world we live in.
And this, dear Friends, is why we must hold the Light in our hearts, each in his or her way. We are all unique, all sovereign integrals. Being unique is the sovereign part - being integral is the connectedness part. This is the mystery of Life. We are part of something. We are one. I care not whether you believe the Rapture is imminent, or that the Galactic Brotherhood is waiting to rescue us from our own stupidity, or that we can solve our problems using reason, or that all we have to do is find a more benign dictator. If your belief causes you to seek the Light, that is sufficient. If your vision inspires you to turn to Love, then it's perfect. If you suffer, so much the better. You will know you are being melted down and changed - refined. Only the valuable ore finds its way into the crucible. The dross turns to ash and blows away, or to plasma and is used to energize the process. We are gold. The remedy to suffering is Love.
The catalyst for quickening is Love. We are not fully connected in the world. We are not fully connected in the matrix of material possessions and the struggle for understanding. But we are all of us fully and unchangeably One within the matrix of unconditional, universal Love. This is the true well of our being, and this is the vibration that will shake us out of our current timeline. Love is the only water that can quench our thirst. And I can only quench my thirst by sharing a sip with you, and you, and you.
Time is converging on us from a dozen directions. World collapse. The Aquarian Age. The end of the Mayan Calendar. The Book of Revelation. Nibiru. The blue kachina. The red heifer. The drift through the galactic equator. This isn't a coincidence, Friends! We can feel the yearning and the intent of untold generations for this time. All is happening as it must. Hold the Light.
When I was a young man I worked with psychics, mediums and witches. Later on I was friends with ministers and priests. I had a career as an artist. I bought a house. I started a business, and worked for others. I began to raise a family. I moved to a bigger house. Then I lost everything, right down to my socks and underwear. Everyone's still alive, my house still exists, but it is all taken from me. The fact that it was done through malice and treachery made it ten times worse. This occurred in the summer of 2001; three days later was 9/11. My entire life, my timeline, was blown to smithereens.
Since then the really interesting phase of my life has commenced, and my reality has utterly changed. In 2000 I returned to southern California near where I'd grown up, and the connectedness I have always felt with the land here was overpowering. That summer I had my first experience with elemental spirits, high in the sequoia forest. Since then I have come to see and feel spirits around me almost continually, and my senses have been expanded in ways I never thought possible. And now I say to myself: NOW I understand what all that early training was about - why so many odd people kept finding me and teaching me things. They didn't know the future, but they knew when their timeline intersected mine, and they acted. Knowing this was my anchor in the time of chaos and pain; now is my time to act.
It doesn't feel right to say I "channel" anything. It's more that I seem to find myself in possession of knowledge and don't know the source...I just "know." No doubt I have it wrong part of the time. That's what networking and brainstorming are for, among other things: refining and adding to what we understand and consequently, can do.
My theory is that when shattering events occur in our lives, they create holes in our personal spacetime. This allows our timelines to shift so that we may find ourselves on a completely different plane or track than before. In the last several years I have remarried. I have gone from agony to rage to bitterness, through detachment, and finally to a place where I am actually able to love indiscriminately. I have learned that I am accompanied and loved by an invisible host. I'm still poor as a churchmouse, but I associate with brilliant, connected, uplifting people who keep me constantly stimulated and learning. Before I was a loner; now people are drawn to me, and I find that although I am still at heart an extremely shy person, I have the resources within me to reach out and interact with people in constructive ways, ways they find meaningful and uplifting.
I'm learning; a few people still consider me arrogant. I've also discovered that a few people have such a dark energy that I truly must avoid them.
It is possible to tear holes in our own spacetime. I have seen people spiral downwards from a successful career and a wonderful family to homelessness or prison. Much more importantly, I've seen a few people stop and change that spiral into something positive. It can take a superhuman effort, and it requires true humility. But it can be done, and if individuals can do it, so can groups. And if groups can do it, so can networks of groups. If lives can change so abruptly and so completely, so can the world we live in.
And this, dear Friends, is why we must hold the Light in our hearts, each in his or her way. We are all unique, all sovereign integrals. Being unique is the sovereign part - being integral is the connectedness part. This is the mystery of Life. We are part of something. We are one. I care not whether you believe the Rapture is imminent, or that the Galactic Brotherhood is waiting to rescue us from our own stupidity, or that we can solve our problems using reason, or that all we have to do is find a more benign dictator. If your belief causes you to seek the Light, that is sufficient. If your vision inspires you to turn to Love, then it's perfect. If you suffer, so much the better. You will know you are being melted down and changed - refined. Only the valuable ore finds its way into the crucible. The dross turns to ash and blows away, or to plasma and is used to energize the process. We are gold. The remedy to suffering is Love.
The catalyst for quickening is Love. We are not fully connected in the world. We are not fully connected in the matrix of material possessions and the struggle for understanding. But we are all of us fully and unchangeably One within the matrix of unconditional, universal Love. This is the true well of our being, and this is the vibration that will shake us out of our current timeline. Love is the only water that can quench our thirst. And I can only quench my thirst by sharing a sip with you, and you, and you.
Time is converging on us from a dozen directions. World collapse. The Aquarian Age. The end of the Mayan Calendar. The Book of Revelation. Nibiru. The blue kachina. The red heifer. The drift through the galactic equator. This isn't a coincidence, Friends! We can feel the yearning and the intent of untold generations for this time. All is happening as it must. Hold the Light.