sprituality and breaking down

[OceanWinds]

I have been having moments lately where somethings shine through radiantly... they started a year ago. Its funny... cause I will look at something, like a moth. But I dont see a moth, I see something so beautiful... something shines from it. I experience it in a totally difference sense. It used to happen maybe every couple months... and now it happens daily, sometimes multiple times in a day. I can look at the sky and just hum with the beauty that shines through... which is sometimes dangerous cause it can happen when I am driving. And I am not focused... I remember once looking at a Canadian Goose and started uncontrolably sobbing. Its so different, and very funny.

I have had a dream where I am walking down a path in a forest where I eventually breakdown... some feeling and present force shines through as I gaze upon the shrubs and trees that it completely consumes me. I have to focus just to breath I am so consumed... I fall to my hands and knees because I cannot stand. I think its a precognitive dream, I do receive precognitive dreams every now and again.

I am just curious if anyone else out there experiences this encompassing divinity... because I think this eventually becomes a permanent state of being. I am a little concerned because in the dream it took alot of focus just to move... and I am sure a persons body could die if they decide to only focus on the divinity. I have not met anyone who has gone this far though... and wouldnt mind some guidance.

[Mikey5856]

Hey!
I kind of know what you mean, except mine are a bit different. I will be thinking of something, like, let's say some physics problem or the like, and suddenly, I will have an "a-ha experience" and it is all clear. the problem is that I have not yet learned how to grasp those moments and make them stick, in a sense. Also, at times, I will be driving or walking along, and I will see something, let's say, a bird in a tree, and I have a flash of insight, picturing it's nest, mate, eggs, the little ones, and so forth. It's almost as if I can see the bird's history, but it is extremely transitory. A moment later, I will say to myself -- "Wow! now what was that I was thinking?" But to no avail, because that flash of insight has vanished. I would really like to know how to hold on to those little tidbits.

God bless!!

Mikey

[SedonaStardust]

Yes....absolutely yes! I term them as my divine moments...some can be fleeting, one lasted for 12 hours...but the experience, no matter how long or short it lasted, can be recalled and sometimes felt as if it happened just a moment ago. (Not unlike a vivid dream) I can only describe it as falling back into the arms of a deep and Universal love. I always yearn for the return of the feeling, and I can only hope that this is the experience we are meant to have at all times, if only we can remember who we truly are and always have been. It's not a break down...but perhaps better described as a "break up" into the Universal force that encompasses us all, if only we would allow it. For me, the magnificence of nature is the strongest entry gate, though other gates have opened to allow me entry. One such moment was experienced the moment I drove into a magnificent Redwood grove in northern California...
Blessings to you....
Sedona Stardust

[Cookie]

My experience is seeing faint shining geometric shapes in the air around me. I don't think that it's 'divine'... I know it's spiritual tho. I feel like I'm changing. I'm starting to see faint 'grid' patterns. I have a feeling that it has something to do with what is behind and hidden from our 3d reality. I just really wish someone who absolutely knew what is happening to many of us would tell us. Does anyone else feel this way? Is anyone else seeing/feeling/hearing their environment differently?

Sorry... I got off track. These are strange days...

[clayman]

i can def. relate to this :) and its happening more and more! Especially when im out on break smoking :smoke:

[whitecrow]

It comes to each in different ways, but we're learning that the boundaries of our perception aren't as rigid as we thought they were. In the past, this is the kind of thing that European authorities burned people at the stake for. Mankind is stepping onto the shaman path.

I get visual manifestations too - I'll have to post some of those stories - and I realize my perceptions have widened to include glimpses of other densities. I live in one of those over-55 complexes, and people die here fairly regularly...both my wife and I are aware of spirit activity around the place. But more than that, this area of southern CA is one of the most energy-dense places I know. I wonder why more people don't sense it directly, the way they do in Sedona.

As for tasting the connection to that all-encompassing divinity, yes I think this is something more and more people are experiencing. Like I said it comes to people in individual ways, but there is a lot of commonality in all our experiences. We connect multidimensionally with everything that is. It's an experience that's hard to put into words, at least for me. The center is everywhere because the boundaries are infinite.

[conjuredUp]

The first few times I really managed to get connected into the universe I wept uncontrollably when it ended. It was if, when the connection broke, I was mourning everything that had ever or will ever exist at once.

The weeping was usually preceded by laughter at the absolute splendor of the divine.

Now when I manage to tap in (SO much more frequently now than ever, so thin the veil) I can catch the laughter before it spirals down into the grief of seperation.

I've learned to relish the grief because the grief keeps me on target for my goal.

Connection.

Love is the perfect channel for that.
What a SPLENDID post.

LOVELOVELOVE

[Trishsgate]

I have always seen things before they occur an awareness which intensifies greatly before an event. In 1998, I began hearing others thoughts and experiencing their traumas as well, this became so saddening after a year of it I had to release the power and let it go I could not contain it, nor could I help them it was so sad. In '03 I developed vertigo and a right shift into things, on Tuesday of this week it has shifted taken a hard left and I am just now starting to regain balance. I see orbs and entities when they enter the room, the orbs sometimes have images in them. But I can clearly see nature in much a more appreciative manner.

[RubyTuesday]

My experience is seeing faint shining geometric shapes in the air around me. I don't think that it's 'divine'... I know it's spiritual tho. I feel like I'm changing. I'm starting to see faint 'grid' patterns. I have a feeling that it has something to do with what is behind and hidden from our 3d reality. I just really wish someone who absolutely knew what is happening to many of us would tell us. Does anyone else feel this way? Is anyone else seeing/feeling/hearing their environment differently?

Sorry... I got off track. These are strange days...


This ^ is what I seem to be experiencing. Almost like whatever is separating the dimensions thins out temporarily or is starting to pull apart. It almost reminds me of The Matrix, kwim?

I also get wrapped up the beauty of nature and see it differently but not this light OP is talking about which I would LOVE to see. I can only imagine how incredible that must feel. I'd love to see the redwoods, I think it would be an amazing experience as I have a strong affinity with trees.

[OceanWinds]

dont know about the geo shapes except for the one time I smoked salvia... that was pretty strange in itself.

Anyway I like the term tasters... cause ya its like a taste of the kingdom. My understanding after doing a bit of reading is that entering the kingdom is a two sided action. The person here in physical must be ready and willing to the spirit through intention, feeling and whatnot. And the holy spirit also must choose to enter... so if a person has a lesson to learn and they arent ready for the kingdom at a certain time.... spirit will not come through. However when a person is ready... and everything is in place on both sides, entry into the kingdom becomes permanent.

[Kundaflower]

Hi

I miss my "taster."
My heart melted over every single object i saw.

That as permanent emotion i wish..