ForsakenFalcon
09-07-2008, 10:12 PM
Simpleist way to explaine this.
Majority of us here know there are generaly 2 aspect of spirits with in People.
One being that of the sleeper's and the othere of the awakened.
Sadly I'm stuck in the middle & I know so due to the fact some form of entity is allways taunting Me about it with in My dream's, Not in a nasty way but the way it was said it kind of made Me want to prove them wrong.
Quote = "How do You awaken something that only pretend's to sleep"?
I wish I knew, I'v allways known when crap hit the fan (can i say crap here? lol) That I would as I use to call it "Snap" & when those moments have come My Physicaly and Mental state is highly ampliefied due to it I'v maniged to save Myself and othere People from real harm by useing words alone.
Exsample when I was 16 I got muged by two 20something year old's and after they got what they wanted they then wanted to drag Me over to a Chinema carpark to do god knows what to Me ( This was around 2-3am I sadly got sepurated from My group ),
Anyways after they got what they wanted and still tryed to continue to beat the crap out of Me, I was able to get a Surge of energy and force My self to stand again (they kicked me from behind in the knees so when I knew I was being attacked I was allready on the ground ) and I remember telling them along the lines of You got what You were after there isn't any point in continueing to beat up on Me and there was defanently no reason to try drag Me over to a dark car park.
I remember the looks on there Face's & they honestly were shocked about something and started to jog away while screaming out I had better not try get the police invoulded, Surpriseingly not only was I able to talk Myself out of getting seriously beaten up or worse, I'm glade I didn't feel a single onzce of pain and I was able to walk home stright after.
That incident didn't realy get to Me untill the next day after My day to day personality came back.
Sorry for draging this on what I'm trying to say I guess is, " I realy wish I was awakened 100% of the time, Then things would be alot easyer and seem a hell less manipulitive "
Majority of us here know there are generaly 2 aspect of spirits with in People.
One being that of the sleeper's and the othere of the awakened.
Sadly I'm stuck in the middle & I know so due to the fact some form of entity is allways taunting Me about it with in My dream's, Not in a nasty way but the way it was said it kind of made Me want to prove them wrong.
Quote = "How do You awaken something that only pretend's to sleep"?
I wish I knew, I'v allways known when crap hit the fan (can i say crap here? lol) That I would as I use to call it "Snap" & when those moments have come My Physicaly and Mental state is highly ampliefied due to it I'v maniged to save Myself and othere People from real harm by useing words alone.
Exsample when I was 16 I got muged by two 20something year old's and after they got what they wanted they then wanted to drag Me over to a Chinema carpark to do god knows what to Me ( This was around 2-3am I sadly got sepurated from My group ),
Anyways after they got what they wanted and still tryed to continue to beat the crap out of Me, I was able to get a Surge of energy and force My self to stand again (they kicked me from behind in the knees so when I knew I was being attacked I was allready on the ground ) and I remember telling them along the lines of You got what You were after there isn't any point in continueing to beat up on Me and there was defanently no reason to try drag Me over to a dark car park.
I remember the looks on there Face's & they honestly were shocked about something and started to jog away while screaming out I had better not try get the police invoulded, Surpriseingly not only was I able to talk Myself out of getting seriously beaten up or worse, I'm glade I didn't feel a single onzce of pain and I was able to walk home stright after.
That incident didn't realy get to Me untill the next day after My day to day personality came back.
Sorry for draging this on what I'm trying to say I guess is, " I realy wish I was awakened 100% of the time, Then things would be alot easyer and seem a hell less manipulitive "