do you feel like I do?

[dagon]

well I remember in 1997 when comet hale bopp showed up in the sky's. I was listening to coast 2 coast in those days. and all the talk about how a mother ship was going to be in its tale. cults thinking this was the mother ship to take them away and so on. I was convinced that this was going to be the year aliens were going to land on the white house lawn. the internet was just coming on the seen. and there was a lot of chatter going on in those days. I wonder if this forum was around then it would have been full of things like this? now I'm new to this forum but not on the subject. I am a believer. the **** is going to hit the fan in a big way. but all my friends and family don't want to hear it. I'm go around trying to wake up my friends and family. and they think i'm crazy. even when I show them the content I'm looking at. It seems to me that everybody except us crazies are talking about the financial collapse, NWO, aliens, and so on. but I cant get a reaction from anybody. as a matter of fact. I get alienated and laugh at for even bringing it up. and I show them the good stuff to. there is a lot of information out there and not all of it is true. I seem to be walking alone on these subjects in my community. I want to so bad to wake my dearest friends and start making preparations for the changes that we are facing. I then stop. and think what if I'm the one being paranoid. delusional? drinking the kool-aid. now I have been a believer all my life even as a child I knew. I had a feeling even then that something was going to happen. like I was suposto be a witness to something big like were discussing in this forum. I welcome change. I have a hard time participating in the madness every day. were so out of balance... well.. I'm going to stop there.. and give another a chance to chime in on this.



it breaks my hart to see so many living in denial. I mean for god sake just look @. this whole structure of capitalism is just wrong. and how. its like a dysfunctional family. guess that america . you thoughts? do you all feel me on this?

I have mostly been pushing the economy stuff with friends and family. and even that there so not into looking at it. discussing it. its straight out of pink floyd the wall... is anybody out there??? its just another brick in the wall...

:wall:

cheers.

[Northern Boy]

I have mostly been pushing the economy stuff with friends and family. and even that there so not into looking at it. discussing it. its straight out of pink floyd the wall... is anybody out there??? its just another brick in the wall...

:wall:

cheers.

Some times you can`t change what you can`t control and you have to stay within yourself so you don`t get lost

[Dean Plejaren]

Dagon you are the kind of person I live for. You are the person who I only care about. Why? Because you understand. But others deserve it, so let them be deceived if they won't listen to you it's there lesson and it's good that you have this compassion. Don't EVER let them tell you what you see is delusional. You are correct. Those that laugh at you are the weaklings. You are discerning. They are the corrupted. You are sane. They are paranoid about you! You are not! You are balanced. You are awake. They find this very threatening and it makes them feel insecure that you are so brave and intelligent.

I support you all the way and always will. I know it's frustrating to be around so many blind people. You are the leader of what is truth and for taking on this burden I respect your courage for not going along with all this nonsense that is put in your way all the time, for standing up for what is correct makes you more valuable and more useful. But you won't get any respect for it in this world. Instead you will be punished for it because they hate it. But you will get my respect. And you will get the respect of all the people in the other world who are not deceived or swayed by the falseness of this one. For that you will be rewarded if you endure the criticism like I'm confident you will.

[Ampgod]

I am with you.
I attempted the same with all my dearest friends and family.
They don't want to hear it.

The strangest thing for me is this.....

It's all right in front of there face and they choose to ignore it or can't see it.

This whole journey has been teaching me a lot about human behavior.

I have also always felt the system was all wrong!
Not the way we are supposed to live.
It was a feeling I got very early on.

[Swanny]

I'm the same.
I wanted to tell them all but now I think I don't want to tell anyone.
I feel as though I'm living on a different planet to the sheeple :naughty:

[pilot]

Give it time. When something occurs that wakes people up, you will have valuable information to share, and then they will listen. Like alien disclosure for example-I was kind of shocked to hear a few people at work talking about it and how it would not bother them because they do believe there are other life forms out there...however these are the same people who are having a hard time accepting a black president. So, I'm not so sure that they will take ET disclosure in stride, but maybe I'm wrong.

I am pretty much surrounded by people who are uninterested in the kinds of things we discuss here-but I don't mind because I have a feeling it will help me stay calm in the storm and then I can be of help to those who are caught off guard and panic. I think all this is fascinating, and don't quite understand why others are more compelled by "Dancing with the Stars" and football, etc. Oh well.

[deb003]

Sometimes there is a feeling of loneliness and alienation, especially at work for me. I finally spoke what i thought and knew during a lunch conversation to some of my co-workers. A couple of them actually considered that what we see on the media is an illusion. I mentioned movies like the Matrix or V for Vendetta because I know those are the only one they have probably seen and i spoke about 9/11...
The denial of some people was unbelievable and I could see this hipnotic desensitized look on their faces, almost like in a trance. they just didn't want to see what I was saying. One girl doesn't even approach me anymore because she so brainwashed she told me that what I was saying was impossible. I was surprised about 3 people did agree with me to some extent; however, their passivity about the subject seemed like they see the truth still as some science fiction theory...they kinda believe, but it takes to much work to wake themselves up.
People, we are dealing with huge amounts of hypnosis from the media and the symbols and colors and words from "out there" are all used to dumb us down...and they have been successfull with the masses, but I think we have to give ourselves credit for plugging outselves out. We, unlike allot of people are critical thinkers who I believe have been chosen to open our eyes and wake up. We are actually very special folks.
I have found that I need to maintain some kind of support system for myself as much as possible with other people who are awake or I can find myself feeling very isolated, lonely, and even questioning, my own reality and I do this by coming here and reading, going to websites that are not part of the "system", and try to keep a close connection to my spirit.
Hang in there!! We carry a big burden but this will not go unrecognized in the long run, I believe.
Love to all awakened people here!!!

[dagon]

well. thanks you all for responding. the first thing I felt when I found this forum is I'm not alone in by beliefs. I have to say. all the signs are pointing to this is happening now. But I have thought this before. only to be disappointed. do you all really think that this time is different. its begun. that 2009 is the year that the vial will be lifted. the beginning of the new paradigm. I have to admit I am a bit fearful even though I welcome it. hard times on us all. food riots, no work as we know it. the beginning of disclosure. I put the puzzle together in my head and it seems to be ripe for the picking. there will be suffering going on. even for me who is up on this stuff. I haven't prepared my self as far as putting cash aside and food and water. works been slow this year and went threw my savings. if it gets to bad. my thought was to head to the ocean a 1 1/2 drive from here. at least I know I can sustain myself there as far as food and water. using my water and hunting skills. but to stick it out in the valley as long as I can. I just started volunteering at the community garden. hoping to meet people who have open minds and harts. and position my self to help the community. I think what I'm asking is. do you all believe it happing now. like I said it appears so ripe that the fruit is about to fall to the ground. thank you all so much for chiming in on this. I cant tell how the tears fell fell down my face as I read you responses. it just kills me that people have no clue. my friends and family. dan them. wake up. wake up people of the world.!! I feel like grabbing a soap box and a bull horn and hitting the streets with the homeless. you know right next to that guy who has been standing there for years reading scripture and screaming about the end of the world. the sky is falling. the sky is falling. the funny part is. maybe he wasn't so crazy after all. a visionary. before his time, computers just were not as accessable? :lmao: LOL!!!



I think I reincarnated on the wrong planet. or did I? LOL!!!

[deb003]

One more thing, when I woke up for the first time, I still remember, I was hyperventilating and having panic and anxiety attacks.
My whole "safe" world had just crumbelled before my very eyes.
The people "govt." who I thought were with me...all of a sudden were part of a huge conspiracy about humanity...My body went into a shock state and it took hours to calm myself down....I am so grateful I am awake; however, the horror I felt at first when I woke up might be what people are trying to avoid by staying asleep.
It took months and me finding out the truth in small peices, my body/mind simply couldn't take too much all at once.
Now I can hear the truth, and even when I hear truth, it doesn't frighten me anymore. Now I am used to the idea of the truth and everyday, I feel better and stronger with allot of maintenance.
What I'm trying to say is, I think deep down, people are so afraid of the death of this illusion, they hold on for dear life for their beliefs and it takes ALLOT of courage to wake up. Sometimes it takes pain to wake someone up. They get mad as hell and they can't take it anymore!!! then they finally see.
Again, we are dealing with a deconstruction of our own brainwashed minds and waking up is not an easy thing.

[sleepingnomore]

Maybe you're trying the wrong approach to wake them up. Maybe a true spiritual wake up is called for first. Sending them love. When they open up they will see the possibilities and the truth.

[deb003]

Dagon, I feel like you!!
I get so frustrated with people, my family, friends. I want to scream, sometimes i want to start yelling at work...wake up people!!!!
plus, I also get scared for what's coming.
It really helped me to prepare with food and supplies. That has somehow given me allot more confidence because I feel prepared. Maybe by preparing a little bit more, up might feel a little more safe.I have a little baby so I also feel very vulnerable about the future, but what else can we do right.
I think all the puzzles are coming together and it will all make sense at some point! I hope! LOL

[viking]

ditto ditto ditto............................................. .................pmd you...

[ophiuchus]

you are not alone my friend. wait until feb, many will start asking what's next, omg!

[Dean Plejaren]

I think I reincarnated on the wrong planet. or did I? LOL!!!

Yeah I know it's intense everything is so backwards. People are so backwards. That's why you are so important. That's the massive responsibility we have now. There is some very few, like me and you. And the others responding to you now. We know so this is a very real thing that is happening and it will grow as more aware people are unifying. We'll prepare and get through these times and start something better, something new that thrives on how we are suppose to live. Not some fake unbalanced lifestyle that we are forced to conform with.

[dagon]

Yeah I know it's intense everything is so backwards. People are so backwards. That's why you are so important. That's the massive responsibility we have now. There is some very few, like me and you. And the others responding to you now. We know so this is a very real thing that is happening and it will grow as more aware people are unifying. We'll prepare and get through these times and start something better, something new that thrives on how we are suppose to live. Not some fake unbalanced lifestyle that we are forced to conform with.


DAM IT. you cut to the bone. I have a hard enough time being responsible for self. I almost fell apart when I read this. I have a lot of work to do then. we all do. I always have felt I was missing my calling. hay dean. the plejaren? is this something to do with the tall whites. like billy mayer. I would be interested in knowing more about that if that's the case. there is not much out there on this. the Anunnaki seem to have cornered the market on the visitors section on earth. I would be interested in best reads. and your views on this. sounds like a very positive message from what i have gathered. thanks

[kari]

The same things have happened to me,the people laugh and say,here he comes the conspericy guy,but i have found out when talking to them one by one,the truth is,that they are scared stiff that any of it would be true.
So i feel sometimes that i don`t give a s..t,i talk to my son and some relatives, but not anymore at work,let them find out thru the media,because when somebody says something on television, they think that must be true,because it was on the news,so why bother. The funny thing is,that my searching for the truth just came over me,suddenly,like it was on a timer or something simular,i have always had the feeling that there is more to our story than the casual bulls..t.
Kari

[micjer]

Dagon,

I could have written what you wrote word for word about 3 months ago.
I was trying to lay "seeds" to all of my close friends and relatives. Most listened politely but when I suggested things for them to research, I feel most of them did nothing.

My wife is a believer also (luckily) and she says the ones that are supposed to wake up will, and not to worry about the others because it is programmed into their souls not to wake up.

I believe we are the front group that will be available to the ones that wake up when things start to get worse. (I believe it has started, look at the fires, storms, earthquakes, etc)

http://visz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/index.php?lang=eng

check this link out for world current problems.

Lately I have become more of a listener than a preacher. Be there for the ones that have questions.


I suggest you research the following also. I believe that the information contained pertains to most people on this forum.

http://www.operationterra.com/Messages/souls7_.html

:thumb_yello:

[371]

Incubus- Stellar (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt7idfsa9hg) came to mind...

[Jacqui D]

I have felt the same way Dagon, as many on this site.
We have all felt aloneness and felt the backlash from people who do not wish to believe or are so stubborn they will not listen.
I have now given up trying and i am focussing on my inner spritual being my beliefs are important to me.
I have always known since a child that i was different from those around me and today i feel blessed in the knowledge that all here who feel the way i do are taking that first step on a very long journey which began for me when Avalon opened up to so many beautiful people.

Take my hand we will walk together, the path may not be an easy one but we will get there eventually. :wub2:

[dagon]

thank you all again. please feel free to add me to your contacts. that first step on a very long journey indeed.

[rimax]

Were we all awakened when someone told us to wake up or did we awake ourselves. Plant your seeds into others and have faith.
I'm sure you have already helped your loved ones, they've just not realized it yet. I'm sure the future days ahead will help them awaken:thumb_yello:
"As above so below"

[dagon]

Dagon,

I could have written what you wrote word for word about 3 months ago.
I was trying to lay "seeds" to all of my close friends and relatives. Most listened politely but when I suggested things for them to research, I feel most of them did nothing.

My wife is a believer also (luckily) and she says the ones that are supposed to wake up will, and not to worry about the others because it is programmed into their souls not to wake up.

I believe we are the front group that will be available to the ones that wake up when things start to get worse. (I believe it has started, look at the fires, storms, earthquakes, etc)

http://visz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/index.php?lang=eng

check this link out for world current problems.

Lately I have become more of a listener than a preacher. Be there for the ones that have questions.


I suggest you research the following also. I believe that the information contained pertains to most people on this forum.

http://www.operationterra.com/Messages/souls7_.html

:thumb_yello:
interesting links. thanks for responding. Its nice to make friends here. I have been trying to wake people for years. and it does fall on deaf ears. I feel everybody here has had some experience in this. its a tough subject. and the programming is strong. they start young. the bell rings. I pledge a allegiance to the flag. and its off to the lies of history. how are we suposto learn from history if there stacking the deck. so not to repeat the same lesions. they must want them repeated. go figure.

[KassandraLoves]

Incubus- Stellar (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt7idfsa9hg) came to mind...

amazing song.

[Christo888]

Dagon you are the kind of person I live for. You are the person who I only care about. Why? Because you understand. But others deserve it, so let them be deceived if they won't listen to you it's there lesson and it's good that you have this compassion. Don't EVER let them tell you what you see is delusional. You are correct. Those that laugh at you are the weaklings. You are discerning. They are the corrupted. You are sane. They are paranoid about you! You are not! You are balanced. You are awake. They find this very threatening and it makes them feel insecure that you are so brave and intelligent.

I support you all the way and always will. I know it's frustrating to be around so many blind people. You are the leader of what is truth and for taking on this burden I respect your courage for not going along with all this nonsense that is put in your way all the time, for standing up for what is correct makes you more valuable and more useful. But you won't get any respect for it in this world. Instead you will be punished for it because they hate it. But you will get my respect. And you will get the respect of all the people in the other world who are not deceived or swayed by the falseness of this one. For that you will be rewarded if you endure the criticism like I'm confident you will.


Wow, Dean that was so cool to say!


“First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.”
Mahatma Gandhi

[dagon]

Originally Posted by 371
Incubus- Stellar came to mind...

amazing song.

yes in deed. one of my favs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpRqtga1Usk&feature=related

[Alexandra]

I agree that all of this is a lot for the average person to deal with all at once.
Most on this forum have known this stuff for a long time and had quite awhile to adjust and sort things out.

I have friends who have known about this stuff from childhood but are now denying it out of fear because it now seems real because the time is getting close.

What I have always done is drop little hints when the moment presents itself. You'd be surprised who listens. They don't necessarily agree with you at that moment. They go home and think about it. Something will come up later and they will come ask more questions. Dumping a major paradigm change on someone all at once is frightening for the receiver.

I also agree that when push comes to shove you can be in a place to maintain balance in the chaos. That is why you know the facts ahead of time so you can help the others. Do not be angry with the sheeple, as you call them. Would you be angry with a child for not knowing and understanding what you know and understand? Please have some compassion. We are truly all parts of each other.

:original:Alexandra

[Smickle1111]

Hey

I know how you feel. I have been trying to tell workmates, friends, etc about 9-11 for many years. But no one seems to care. Given away many docs and DVD's. There are so many unanswered questions and facts about this day. No one comes back and says wow! Thats amazing... ppl are very lazy and are happy living in their little bubble. So even trying to mention aliens, bases on the moon and mars or jumprooms is pointless. Unless its on 60 minutes or opera people do not listen! Even when the NWO is put right out infront of peoples noses like the front page of my local paper (I'd put the image up but cant figure out how to post a picture).

See the movie thats coming out next year.. The illuminate! They put it in movies, so when u mention it to people it all think its made up.

Ifyou give people DVDs like Alex jones / J.B (end game, or terror storm, or loose change) or David Icke (big brother big business) and dont start to question things then there's no point continuing to try. You can lead a horse to water but u cant make it drink.:wall:

Anyway, david wilcock seems to think everything is on track at the moment and the NWO will soon fall. The next few months will be interesting... will we see iran or china wars? The amero? Martial law and bush stays in office?

Take care all!

[dagon]

Hey

I know how you feel. I have been trying to tell workmates, friends, etc about 9-11 for many years. But no one seems to care. Given away many docs and DVD's. There are so many unanswered questions and facts about this day. No one comes back and says wow! Thats amazing... ppl are very lazy and are happy living in their little bubble. So even trying to mention aliens, bases on the moon and mars or jumprooms is pointless. Unless its on 60 minutes or opera people do not listen! Even when the NWO is put right out infront of peoples noses like the front page of my local paper (I'd put the image up but cant figure out how to post a picture).

See the movie thats coming out next year.. The illuminate! They put it in movies, so when u mention it to people it all think its made up.

Ifyou give people DVDs like Alex jones / J.B (end game, or terror storm, or loose change) or David Icke (big brother big business) and dont start to question things then there's no point continuing to try. You can lead a horse to water but u cant make it drink.:wall:

Anyway, david wilcock seems to think everything is on track at the moment and the NWO will soon fall. The next few months will be interesting... will we see iran or china wars? The amero? Martial law and bush stays in office?

Take care all!

I hope somewhere there is a round table :lightsabre: fighting the good fight. like a anti illuminate. a well organized group of people, think tanks. to rip the doors down. I pray for this. I know its happing. I just hope there putting the same energy the dark side is.

do you really think bush is going to pull that **** off. I know about the bill he created. but do you really think that card is going to be pulled? or maybe obama will be led in the same direction. the walls seem to be falling. I just hoping the foundation shows.

[Sahara]

well I remember in 1997 when comet hale bopp showed up in the sky's. I was listening to coast 2 coast in those days. and all the talk about how a mother ship was going to be in its tale. cults thinking this was the mother ship to take them away and so on. I was convinced that this was going to be the year aliens were going to land on the white house lawn. the internet was just coming on the seen. and there was a lot of chatter going on in those days. I wonder if this forum was around then it would have been full of things like this? now I'm new to this forum but not on the subject. I am a believer. the **** is going to hit the fan in a big way. but all my friends and family don't want to hear it. I'm go around trying to wake up my friends and family. and they think i'm crazy. even when I show them the content I'm looking at. It seems to me that everybody except us crazies are talking about the financial collapse, NWO, aliens, and so on. but I cant get a reaction from anybody. as a matter of fact. I get alienated and laugh at for even bringing it up. and I show them the good stuff to. there is a lot of information out there and not all of it is true. I seem to be walking alone on these subjects in my community. I want to so bad to wake my dearest friends and start making preparations for the changes that we are facing. I then stop. and think what if I'm the one being paranoid. delusional? drinking the kool-aid. now I have been a believer all my life even as a child I knew. I had a feeling even then that something was going to happen. like I was suposto be a witness to something big like were discussing in this forum. I welcome change. I have a hard time participating in the madness every day. were so out of balance... well.. I'm going to stop there.. and give another a chance to chime in on this.



it breaks my hart to see so many living in denial. I mean for god sake just look @. this whole structure of capitalism is just wrong. and how. its like a dysfunctional family. guess that america . you thoughts? do you all feel me on this?

I have mostly been pushing the economy stuff with friends and family. and even that there so not into looking at it. discussing it. its straight out of pink floyd the wall... is anybody out there??? its just another brick in the wall...

:wall:

cheers.

Dear Dragon,
One thing I have noticed about People when you share UFO information. Many of the people you share with try to act as if they did not hear you or change the subject. After awhile I just get labled nuts. I have a sister in law who uses what I have to say as her intertainment....she can't belive I belive in UFO's. However she loves to hear about it.
I do belive in UFO and Aliens , (I do have my own thoughts about who and where they came from) I also belive there is a Planet X (or whatever they call it) However, as a Christian I just don't undestand the Panic that I since about all this. I do belive we will see and maybe expereiance far more evil than we in the USA as a country has ever seen. I belive since we are Removing the one true God from our Leadership. However, I know in my heart who is in control...I know how this will end.... I also know that their are those who can and might take our lives. Yet, I fear not the Pain, not the Panic of the moment, I fear that I might miss someone who I can share the Peace and clam I feel in my heart and Most important deep in my sole. I will not push anyone... I can only say that I found a relationship, a Peace in my heat and sole by reading the Bible and getting to know Jesus.
So Dragon, take heart, I know you are trying so hard to "wake People Up" & I give you Lots of Credit for that. I also ask that you not be so hard on yourself!
For you can bring them the Mesage, yet you can not make them understand or belive. So Dragon; you are doing your Part by Bringing them your message.
God Bless you Dragon! - Sahara

[Smickle1111]

No i dont think bush will pull something... cause obama will just carry on...

http://www.infowars.com/?p=6145

[dayzero]

Hello there, i've been thinking about your post, and
it struck me that you might like this other post;

http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=7888

"On the surface of the world right now there is war and violence and things seem dark.
But calmly and quietly, at the same time, something else is happening underground
An inner revolution is taking place and certain individuals are
being called to a higher light .......continued.....

[dayzero]

and to answer your question, i sort of feel like you do [or have felt like that].... but now I'm enjoying it, and i don't feel frustration, in fact I just want the quickening to quicken, so we can get on with it!
it's such a grand opportunity.
there is only so much [not much at all] that you can do for others - the work is for yourself [and themselves] alone.
seems hard at first, but there it is.
it's actually quite liberating [speaking for myself] once you start living it from the right perspective.

wishing you the very best of all worlds.

[dagon]

Hello there, i've been thinking about your post, and
it struck me that you might like this other post;

http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=7888

"On the surface of the world right now there is war and violence and things seem dark.
But calmly and quietly, at the same time, something else is happening underground
An inner revolution is taking place and certain individuals are
being called to a higher light .......continued.....


thank you. Im catching what your dropping.

[Flying Pyramid]

well I remember in 1997 when comet hale bopp showed up in the sky's. I was listening to coast 2 coast in those days. and all the talk about how a mother ship was going to be in its tale. cults thinking this was the mother ship to take them away and so on. I was convinced that this was going to be the year aliens were going to land on the white house lawn. the internet was just coming on the seen. and there was a lot of chatter going on in those days. I wonder if this forum was around then it would have been full of things like this? now I'm new to this forum but not on the subject. I am a believer. the **** is going to hit the fan in a big way. but all my friends and family don't want to hear it. I'm go around trying to wake up my friends and family. and they think i'm crazy. even when I show them the content I'm looking at. It seems to me that everybody except us crazies are talking about the financial collapse, NWO, aliens, and so on. but I cant get a reaction from anybody. as a matter of fact. I get alienated and laugh at for even bringing it up. and I show them the good stuff to. there is a lot of information out there and not all of it is true. I seem to be walking alone on these subjects in my community. I want to so bad to wake my dearest friends and start making preparations for the changes that we are facing. I then stop. and think what if I'm the one being paranoid. delusional? drinking the kool-aid. now I have been a believer all my life even as a child I knew. I had a feeling even then that something was going to happen. like I was suposto be a witness to something big like were discussing in this forum. I welcome change. I have a hard time participating in the madness every day. were so out of balance... well.. I'm going to stop there.. and give another a chance to chime in on this.



it breaks my hart to see so many living in denial. I mean for god sake just look @. this whole structure of capitalism is just wrong. and how. its like a dysfunctional family. guess that america . you thoughts? do you all feel me on this?

I have mostly been pushing the economy stuff with friends and family. and even that there so not into looking at it. discussing it. its straight out of pink floyd the wall... is anybody out there??? its just another brick in the wall...

:wall:

cheers.


I felt the same way after the doctor told me that only a handfull of us would hear the call. It will kill you trying to wake up those around you and those you love. But in the times to come those very people will be shaken loose of thier well manicured world and they will be lost and looking for guidance it is then that our purpose becomes clear, to guide those that can not follow/listen now but will when they are able to accept the message.
Damn them not for they know not what they do.
There world is about to come crashing down around them and they will realize everything they hold dear is a lie and used to put them in this hole.
They will be come lost and enraged and this is where the anarchy will begin. The other orders of this world will take it as a "sign" from there false gods to rise up and start destruction in the name of thier beast.
It is then in this time that we, those who hear the call, to answer and protect and guide those who need it.

This is why we hear it, why we understand it.
Everything we will go through and have been going through is to prepare you to be a beacon of light to guide the lost.

It will get better, and after awhile there will be a far greater world off into a swift horizon.

Peace, Love & Light

[dagon]

thank you flying pyramid. thank all of you. its sure nice to get conformation and support rather them reticule. I have received so much from everybody who responded. I truly grateful.



today was an interesting day. it started at about 3 am. I awoke from a dream. now I haven't been remembering my dreams as of late. and it was one of those dreams that rattle your cage. very intense and personal. gave me some insight on self. I wrote it down. 1/2 asleep. tried to get the details. so not to forget. then I went to work where the first person I met invited me to a meditation class wit yoga and the whole bit. now I have no training in such things. I do my version of meditation. but no formal introduction. and it just so happens its right down the street from my house. 6:30 am every morning. guess I'm going to be a early riser for now on.. LOL... I just cant believe life sometimes. when you open your self up and put the energy out there. sometimes it just happens overnight.



thank you all again. and if your in the northern california area give me a shout.



cheers. Brian