Whitewolf

I had an extremely unique experience very early this year that I'd like to share with you. First of all, it's my belief that dark entities thrive during the cold winter months more than any other season. That was my intuition as what I'm about to relate took place in February and March of this year.

It started very gradually and unexpectedly. I've always been very spiritually aware and intuitive, like a sponge. really. But there was nothing to prepare me for what I was about to go through. During the early part of February I began noticing an increase in my energy field. It manifested itself in the way I felt emotionally. I began feeling a surge of super-confidence. I've been extremely introverted almost all of my life so this feeling was totally unprecedented and seemed almost like a gift I was being given from an unknown source. This hyper-confidence continued to escalate over the course of a week until I began being consumed with a feeling of super-spiritual power. I began taking on an extra-sensory perception of reality, similar to what LSD does, except that nothing is distorted. It intensified to the point where I thought I was literally going to transcend the bounds of this third dimensional reality. I intuitively felt that a prophecy was unfolding and these profound messages, or "primers" as I called them at the time were flooding my mind, adding to my altered state of awareness. I didn't understand what was taking place, all I knew that I was being contacted and connected with a Divine source of Light energy. I felt as though I was being chosen. For what? I didn't know at the time. What I did know was that I was a force for the Light and my consciousness was taking on the characteristics of a Shaman...or a Holy man.

Without having ever been trained in the practices of Shamanic medicine, I begin performing rituals around my house, blessings and ceremonies, etc. Everything was carefully choreographed, I knew exactly what was to be performed at the exact moments I was to do them. I was being guided by an outside Divine force, as I know for a fact I could never repeat what I did since I've returned to a normal state of consciousness. I lit many candles, burned incense and cleansed my property using white sage, and chanted mantras that made complete logical sense to me at the time, yet now if I were to hear them, I'm sure they'd sound like mumbo jumbo. I don't think these mantras were coming from me, but were gifted to me by a Divine source. All the while I continued to have that sense of being super-powerful...preparing for a spiritual war. And indeed I was.