Originally Posted by eXchanger
many times, i have tried to tell others,
about the "real" war --
about the densities/and, the dimensions
NOT a bunch of fluff - but, real stuff
and, unfortunately, rarely, are you even heard
let alone, even acknowledged
(the other night, i did start to spill beans)
in the process, many attacks were attempted
(and, about all i felt, was a bit of heat)
i hope you enjoyed - the energies sent back to you
(i filled them with love, which to you, it is a poision)
i finally choose to delete it
why - it is simple - i just do NOT feel/or, even think anyone here,
really honours/or respects anyone else --
and, that is why, i deleted it
i know, i was one of a few, who helped this place
get off to a good start, i gave up, nearly 6 months of my life
to do it - and, yet, i got NOT one thank you,
from "the hosts" of this site ???
Sure, i love the name avalon, and, camelot - after_all,
that is, what a lot of it, is about, however,
is the real heart here ???
i have to admit,
i find that not only odd, but, also strange...
the hosts, don't acknowledge their members.
and, also, that people here,
expect you to play on their threads
and, support them, but, they don't play on your threads,
nor support you - however, many utilise a lot of your time,
writing to you, privately,
since they do NOT want to acknowledge
their problems publically,
and, your good work, just goes,
NOT noticed !
it has taken me, over 33 years, of real work,
most of it, very detailed, very different, and,
very interesing,
i am highly skilled, with a skill_set, that few, very few,
even have...and, this type of knowledge is required,
if you want to move up/and, move through
the who's, what's, where's, why's, and, when's of it all
some of my terms, are terms, you might NOT be familiar with
i don't research other peoples stuff, i do my own stuff
and, listen to my 10D/34 oversoul group...
i am really, a well-well, that is very full,
and, i need to empty all i know, in order that i will be refilled...
this just, isn't the right place to do that
i am on the right tracks, since, i have merged with my
9th density/33rd dimensional higher self/essence/or monad
back in 2007 - unfortunately, i don't have the resources
that many of the others have, at their disposal,
so, i am having difficulty stopping my work,
which supports my 3D physical body,
and, getting the writing done ---
it's a challenge
so, i am getting off all of these posting boards
to focus, on finishing my reno/and, selling my house
so, i've got lots of money,
to set up the next phase of my life
and, to write my books
after what i feel, see, and, sense
about what really is going on here,
i have to admit, my decision,
to erase my posts/and, stop posting here
was a good and, a valid one...
i can be contacted at :
best wishes to all,
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