There's no one size fits all approach on the spiritual path, each of us has our own unique path laid out ahead of us. Many paths, but there is only one Way ~ the Way of Oneness ~
It sounds like you are seeking this Way, so this is a wonderful start ~
Seek and you shall find ~ Ask and it will be given unto you
For me it's just important to continue to ask, continue to find, always be willing to move beyond my current understanding, current level of beliefs, a never ending upward spiral of growth ~ no attachments ~ just More...
Here's a Website I have rarely shared on this forum (and I've been here for 8 months or so), but it is the one that changed my entire outlook and helped me achieve my own inner connection to a significant (and still expanding of course) degree with my own higher Self ~
If you have zero connection to the real Jesus ~ meaning the Jesus who is not represented by the fundamentalist churches, rather the Jesus who is our brother like Gautama Buddha and all the Ascended Hosts are our brothers, than this resource may not be your thing, there are other resources, but thought I would share, because if you invest the time here, and connect with some of the many exercises available and create momentum with them, I suggest you will make great progress connecting with your I AM Self ~ your true nature ~ your Divine blue print ~
www.askrealjesus.com
Is that source ~
Espavo ~