Spregovori

14 I do try but am having hard time understanding you. It is possible I totally missed your point.

I am to merge with current existence and become I AM?

That would be some interesting form of abomination. Not what this world needs right now.

Merge the abomination with myself becoming something new or remain the same?

eternal yes...but IS IT applicable in all possible ways?

I wish to choose - not to exist any more in any possible way.

I have no motivation to...do the last part of your post....

In my words: I am asking Mr. Oneness to cut the strings on my puppet and let it be.