Hey guys, just an update. Yesterday I mentioned that I got a huge boost of energy/motivation seemingly out of nowhere, the motivation is still kicking strong!
Two unusual things that happened yesterday though. I went to the store to go grocery shopping. I have a septum piercing and labret.. a lot of people tend to stare at me because of that. But what was frickin weird.. was that this woman, I swear, she was following me. Everything I was looking at, she was looking at about a minute behind me, it was wigging me out a little bit and I wasn't paranoid at all until I noticed she was looking at me over and over and then looking in the same sections as I was and I went around that whole damn store o_o...
Not to mention.. she wasn't grabbing anything she as looking at! Maybe it's paranoia, I dunno.. But I noticed a couple other people staring at me a lot as well..
The other weird thing, though minor, it wasn't at the time.. when I got home after biking with my friend from 1AM-2:30AM, I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, I looked horrible.. but what bothered me the most is that I was having a hard time recognizing that that was my reflection. I thought that that wasn't my reflection and that it was someone else observing me in my reflection. I could barely look at myself, it was confusing and I was feeling an intense amount of fear so I got the hell out of the bathroom and went to sleep.
Haven't been hearing any static or music, no cats, although the ambulances and firetrucks seem way louder than they used to be in these last couple of months.
I saw 11:11AM today.. and the weather here has been very strange.
Other than that, today my energy is way up there, and my frequency feels like it's moving up or trying to. I notice this a lot when my hands are emanating a lot of heat, also my scalp and hair feels extra static-y. Been feeling a lot of unusual things with my body in terms of temperature, chi, etc. Last month my frequency or energy was all over the place. I'd wake up and two hours later I'm tired as hell and then all of a sudden I'd get a boost of energy, it was like my body was on a roller coaster of frequency changes.
I'm so happy this is all happening! Remember, and as Alex Collier has said, what we mustn't do, is turn on each other. These will be challenging times, it already is.. and friendships will be challenged, mine already are.. but we should never turn against each other, we need each other
I love you guys, get some good sleep
