Hi James.
i was researching more on mind control, Here's the link.
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com...nd_control.htm
it mainly was talking about the china lake, california incidents.
It talked about how kids had to strangle a cat, then it moved up to bigger animals finaly beining initiated to killing another person.
While reading that i remembered when i was 4 yrs old i strangled the house kitty. I clearly remember this. It scratched my arm and blood came rushing out, and instantly i grabbed the kitty and sent it to the next world. My sister saw this and it really horrified her. So in the later years i brought home another kitty for my sister, but was kinda mean to this kitty as well.
I think i understand why now.
It is a shame much of my life problems are happening for there is a hidden part of my life i must uncover.