[mudra]

Zeddo,Tesmo, gemeos, oliver, Astralwalker, malletzky and all the others
who did send me private messages, thank you for your kind words.

My decision to leave Nexus is a personal one.
I have basic disagreements as regard the way the meditations are conducted
in relation to the audio/visio music files.

I like the purity of meditation where the mind quietens down and awareness
unfolds in total stillness.
I can not go along music and visio that trigger the mind.
This I can't call meditation .
It goes along " doingness " when awareness is " beingness ".

Pane you probably made it clear from the beginning.
It's just that I personnally did'nt pay enough attention
as to what you really meant .
My own lack of discernment really. No one to blame.

When you step into awareness in the stillness within you move
into oneness with the world.
Consciousness raises and a higher plane is reached.

Having been one of the pillars of Nexus in respect of all of you and
to remain in the truth I can no longer decently call myself a nexus
crew member when I am diverging from the main guide lines it has now taken.

I am not leaving you people though .
I am not leaving the meditations .I have always been in support of those.
I 'll keep doing them in synchronicity with you but I will do them my own
way in the essence of stillness and without the nexus visio files.
And I not leaving the thread either.
I'll keep posting my light here as I always did.

And those who care to meet me can count on me on 5/9/9 in Avebury
as origninally planned.

Would freedom of choice be given as regard the files you will then see
that I am right here with you.
You are all in my heart where I hold you dearly as I always did.

Kindness
mudra