Dear Viking...
I just wanted to reccomend to you and many new to the Nexus thread...
I have reccomended this site many times before on this thread....
www.michaelsharp.org
There are 3 free e-books(each are about 80 pages) that are in PDF File format...download/print and read them and you will gain such a sense of knowing in your heart....What is Humanity REALLY and where we are going....no one has to register there to access the e-books...there is also an on-line forum there to ask about the books any questions one may have....
It was a great help to me to overcome pain being an empath...all the things that bewilder us...come into great focus after reading those ....
May it help & enjoy them...
