w0rm!
It is no accident you came here and signed up, more than half of your listed interests are spiritual of nature and the rest are searches for truth. Avalon is the place for you to find some of your answers and guide you to where your going. It has for myself as well as countless other members here as well as non members who read here daily. I suggest you find your spiritual answers first, get in touch with your higher self and after that it will be easier to discern truth from deception.
Enjoy the ride and dont forget your towel!
Love, light and warmest welcome
PS seek out mudra