How I woke up...

ONegativeMe · 12-14-2009, 04:32 PM

Hi all and nice to meet you. To be honest all of my life I fealt diffrent. Diffrent in the sense that I never fealt I belonged here. I always had an interest in the occult as a young child and deeply new there was more to it and basically everything in life. Today I am 42 but, as a young child I had reocurring dreams of floating out my neighbors window , strange scars and experiences. One experience I remember was when I was about 10 we lived in an apartment building in New York City I was coming home from school and waiting for the elevator a man was in the lobby he was saying all this satanic stuff told me satan wanted me. I remember running all the way up the stair well into my apartment and crying to my mom. Do you know 10 minutes later this man new exactly what apartment I was in because he rang the bell. My mom took care of the situation I don't remember how all I remember was hiding. Always had paranormal activity around me was diagnosed a hypochondriac not knowing that all this time I suffered from empathetic illness . 2 years ago I saw my first UFO (now all through my life prior I just remember a bright light or having dreams of being in back of car everyone frozen all I see is this light ) and this is when the dreams started involving my sons . ( I am a mom of 4 my 2 sons being the youngest now 13 and 6) My one dream started out I was being examined by a doctor checking my skin than I was brought into a room where I was introducing my 4 year old son at the time to ( I remember these beings as small with mardi gras costume heads ) this how I percieved them. At the end of the room was a typical alien like being about 5 feet tall who was not happy with me she told me this telepathically. Another dream was an alien was in my closet my son was screaming for me as I walked towards the closet I was immobilized with a sort of static electricity. Do you know that morning my son 13 now had a triangle burnt in his hand,. I remember him saying mom what's this, I told him don't worry that this sometimes can happen. During this time 2 years ago I was shown the earth red and burnt, I was told I was taken because of my mom (family history), I was pulled from my body and a lot of strange experiences I started going down this rabbit hole than and it just got deeper and still does. Yes I woke up and that is so hard because it is easier to go to sleep. This is just a bit from me and thanks to all who took the time for my intro. By the way in my photos there is a significant photo in my hand is a dragonfly. I had asked the day before to the Great Spirit if all this is true( about what we read in Camelot ) give me a sign have a dragonfly land in my hand. The next day it did and it stayed for a good 5-10 minutes even long enough for my son to take the picture. I believe we are on the right path Please never give up. kindest regards Teresa

waitinginthewings · 12-14-2009, 05:45 PM

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Originally Posted by ONegativeMe

Hi all and nice to meet you. To be honest all of my life I fealt diffrent. Diffrent in the sense that I never fealt I belonged here. I always had an interest in the occult as a young child and deeply new there was more to it and basically everything in life. Today I am 42 but, as a young child I had reocurring dreams of floating out my neighbors window , strange scars and experiences. One experience I remember was when I was about 10 we lived in an apartment building in New York City I was coming home from school and waiting for the elevator a man was in the lobby he was saying all this satanic stuff told me satan wanted me. I remember running all the way up the stair well into my apartment and crying to my mom. Do you know 10 minutes later this man new exactly what apartment I was in because he rang the bell. My mom took care of the situation I don't remember how all I remember was hiding. Always had paranormal activity around me was diagnosed a hypochondriac not knowing that all this time I suffered from empathetic illness . 2 years ago I saw my first UFO (now all through my life prior I just remember a bright light or having dreams of being in back of car everyone frozen all I see is this light ) and this is when the dreams started involving my sons . ( I am a mom of 4 my 2 sons being the youngest now 13 and 6) My one dream started out I was being examined by a doctor checking my skin than I was brought into a room where I was introducing my 4 year old son at the time to ( I remember these beings as small with marte gras heads ) this how I percieved them. At the end of the room was a typical alien like being about 5 feet tall who was not happy with me she told me this telepathically. Another dream was an alien was in my closet my son was screaming for me as I walked towards the closet I was immobilized with a sort of static electricity. Do you know that morning my son 13 now had a triangle burnt in his hand,. I remember him saying mom what's this, I told him don't worry that this sometimes can happen. During this time 2 years ago I was shown the earth red and burnt, I was told I was taken because of my mom (family history), I was pulled from my body and a lot of strange experiences I started going down this rabbit hole than and it just got deeper and still does. Yes I woke up and that is so hard because it is easier to go to sleep. This is just a bit from me and thanks to all who took the time for my intro. By the way in my photos there is a significant photo in my hand is a dragonfly. I had asked the day before to the Great Spirit if all this is true( about what we read in Camelot ) give me a sign have a dragonfly land in my hand. The next day it did and it stayed for a good 5-10 minutes even long enough for my son to take the picture. I believe we are on the right path Please never give up. kindest regards Teresa

Hi Teresa: thank you for sharing your story....there are many here who can relate to your experiences, so your in good company.

The 2 points I highlighted in red.........could you elaborate a little more on these (whatever you can remember)

Jnana · 12-14-2009, 05:49 PM

Welcome, Teresa. It seems I've been making this recommendation a lot lately, but I'm going to do it again anyway. For all of those who feel out of place in this life, I highly recommend the Dolores Cannon books. "The Custodians" is a good place to start, but you can hardly go wrong if you choose another title. "Keepers of the Garden" is also excellent. I'm reading the second in the "Convoluted Universe" series now. There are numerous cases of people who have lived many lives on other planets and this is their first earth incarnation. Many if not most of these people feel out of place, many have special abilities, and many have ET contact. It is important to separate the fear many people feel in a contact situation from the purpose of the contact. It can be difficult to do this, but what appears to be a negative situation may be just the opposite.

ONegativeMe · 12-14-2009, 06:23 PM

When I had the dream of the burnt earth what I remember is running in panic . The surface of the earth was like a desert and the sky was red I was told to sit on the side of a canyon which had appeared to be made by whatever was happening, next to me was a being but not the typical grey or grey like being from the dreams with my sons, but much like the being Stewert Swerdlow describes as being from SIRIUS B ( I Remember coming across this desription in Blue Blood True Blood ) small humanoid yoda like but caucasion skin tone. I was told to look at the earth and how sad this was . that is all I remember from that.......As far as being pulled I remember once being pulled from my body while laying next to my husband in bed. I was laying there felt drowsy all of a sudden I felt myself falling backwards being pulled down like a roller coaster. I was pulled into a room was told this is happening to me because of my family I was shown my mother experiencing a craft.

ONegativeMe · 12-14-2009, 08:28 PM

Thank you for the advice. I like to read everything I can get my hands on and decipher what I feel leans more towards the truth. My mind is very open but not so much that my brains fall out. LOL Teresa

12-14-2009, 04:32 PM	#1
ONegativeMe Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: New York Posts: 7	How I woke up... Hi all and nice to meet you. To be honest all of my life I fealt diffrent. Diffrent in the sense that I never fealt I belonged here. I always had an interest in the occult as a young child and deeply new there was more to it and basically everything in life. Today I am 42 but, as a young child I had reocurring dreams of floating out my neighbors window , strange scars and experiences. One experience I remember was when I was about 10 we lived in an apartment building in New York City I was coming home from school and waiting for the elevator a man was in the lobby he was saying all this satanic stuff told me satan wanted me. I remember running all the way up the stair well into my apartment and crying to my mom. Do you know 10 minutes later this man new exactly what apartment I was in because he rang the bell. My mom took care of the situation I don't remember how all I remember was hiding. Always had paranormal activity around me was diagnosed a hypochondriac not knowing that all this time I suffered from empathetic illness . 2 years ago I saw my first UFO (now all through my life prior I just remember a bright light or having dreams of being in back of car everyone frozen all I see is this light ) and this is when the dreams started involving my sons . ( I am a mom of 4 my 2 sons being the youngest now 13 and 6) My one dream started out I was being examined by a doctor checking my skin than I was brought into a room where I was introducing my 4 year old son at the time to ( I remember these beings as small with mardi gras costume heads ) this how I percieved them. At the end of the room was a typical alien like being about 5 feet tall who was not happy with me she told me this telepathically. Another dream was an alien was in my closet my son was screaming for me as I walked towards the closet I was immobilized with a sort of static electricity. Do you know that morning my son 13 now had a triangle burnt in his hand,. I remember him saying mom what's this, I told him don't worry that this sometimes can happen. During this time 2 years ago I was shown the earth red and burnt, I was told I was taken because of my mom (family history), I was pulled from my body and a lot of strange experiences I started going down this rabbit hole than and it just got deeper and still does. Yes I woke up and that is so hard because it is easier to go to sleep. This is just a bit from me and thanks to all who took the time for my intro. By the way in my photos there is a significant photo in my hand is a dragonfly. I had asked the day before to the Great Spirit if all this is true( about what we read in Camelot ) give me a sign have a dragonfly land in my hand. The next day it did and it stayed for a good 5-10 minutes even long enough for my son to take the picture. I believe we are on the right path Please never give up. kindest regards Teresa

12-14-2009, 05:49 PM	#3
Jnana Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Indiana Posts: 653	Re: How I woke up... Welcome, Teresa. It seems I've been making this recommendation a lot lately, but I'm going to do it again anyway. For all of those who feel out of place in this life, I highly recommend the Dolores Cannon books. "The Custodians" is a good place to start, but you can hardly go wrong if you choose another title. "Keepers of the Garden" is also excellent. I'm reading the second in the "Convoluted Universe" series now. There are numerous cases of people who have lived many lives on other planets and this is their first earth incarnation. Many if not most of these people feel out of place, many have special abilities, and many have ET contact. It is important to separate the fear many people feel in a contact situation from the purpose of the contact. It can be difficult to do this, but what appears to be a negative situation may be just the opposite.

12-14-2009, 06:23 PM	#4
ONegativeMe Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: New York Posts: 7	Re: How I woke up... When I had the dream of the burnt earth what I remember is running in panic . The surface of the earth was like a desert and the sky was red I was told to sit on the side of a canyon which had appeared to be made by whatever was happening, next to me was a being but not the typical grey or grey like being from the dreams with my sons, but much like the being Stewert Swerdlow describes as being from SIRIUS B ( I Remember coming across this desription in Blue Blood True Blood ) small humanoid yoda like but caucasion skin tone. I was told to look at the earth and how sad this was . that is all I remember from that.......As far as being pulled I remember once being pulled from my body while laying next to my husband in bed. I was laying there felt drowsy all of a sudden I felt myself falling backwards being pulled down like a roller coaster. I was pulled into a room was told this is happening to me because of my family I was shown my mother experiencing a craft.

12-14-2009, 08:28 PM	#5
ONegativeMe Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: New York Posts: 7	Re: How I woke up... Thank you for the advice. I like to read everything I can get my hands on and decipher what I feel leans more towards the truth. My mind is very open but not so much that my brains fall out. LOL Teresa