Weird happenings in my mind

futureyes · 04-08-2009, 06:36 AM

why must any newness we experience within our selves be labelled mind control or similar ...

why is it that when we feel something new within ... that we cannot trust as being positive ... we go into auto pilot and conclude it to be the possibility of something external ... the greater possibility that it is of negativity ... and thus we take that conclusion and run with it ... why ... because we have always ran with it ... round and round and round we go ...

why can we not take ownership that the new we are experiencing be something positive ... derived from within our core ... part of our own individual evolution ... why can't we take ownership of this ...

why can't we feel it as being positive to this shift ... to embrace it ... explore it ... not toss it back out externally ... labelling it to be directed from a negative source ...

why can't we trust our own selves to take responsibility of our awakening ... take ownership that this is a positive experience of a positive process ... and own it ... once we do this ... we are observing this newness from only within and it is then that we can discern its origin ... and really ... we will find that for the most part ... this newness is true and pure ...

but what do we do ... the same as we have always done ... feel the newness ... experience it for a short while ... not take ownership of it as being positive ... much easier at that point to toss it back out to the external and go round and round trying to discern what then to label it if it is not our own ...

always do we seem to be handing over our divine power to another ... making assumptions that because it is new and not familiar within us ... that it must be negative ... how much longer will we do this for ...

it would seem that we just don't want to take the responsibility to move forward ... why do we feel such comfort in the familiar ... comfort in the old ... patterns of old ... what is our fear of embracing and exploring the new ...

of course there is processes of mind control in this world ... but really ... can we not go out on a limb and TRUST ... trust that what we feel within ... what we experience of the new ... is a positive step in moving forward ... we are in complete control of this ... we have the choice to allow the newness ... accept and work with it ... be with it ... the chances are that if it is mind control we will be able to discern this more from the inside than from the outside ... there will be more clarity to it ... AND ... we will also realize we have the divine power as the creators that we are ... to CHANGE what is to what we want it to be ... we have the power within us to transform the negative ... if there is the negative to begin with ... transform it to the positive ... we have that capability ... each of us does ... we act like we do not ... do we still BELIEVE we do not ... that we cannot change what is ...

this is all our internal work ... we're moving into some phenominal time places now ... it is time we take responsibility and ownership for what is and what we wish to create ...

what we are receiving is assistance ... these new experiences are arriving at our door step to allow us to move forward in new ways ... effortless ways ... nothing like the old ways ... why can't we trust and receive them as such ... and work with them ... integrate the positive within us ... discontinue tossing out what we feel to be unfamiliar without giving it a chance ... labelling it and then saying it wasn't meant to be a part of us to begin with ...

why do we have so much fear within us still ... why do we not trust our inner voices cause i know they are speaking to the majority ... but who's listening ... we've got to get off this treadmill of fear ...

we put so much energy into locating our truth via the negative ... what fear do we have locating it from the positive side ...

i am not directing this to any specific member or post ... i write of this from a general ... and personal ... observation and feeling ... that there are profound changes coming our way ... we are in the midst of such in this moment ... but there will arrive greater expansion and with greater expansion will arrive greater potential ...

this is a clear window of opportunity ... if and when new experiences come our way ... step off of and away from the fear treadmill ... be open and allow for change ... change doesn't necessarily mean the negative has been inserted ... be wise and be mindful but not be swallowed by assumption ... ego and fear ...

it's late and i feel my self circling with this ...

i believe it is time to take responsibility for our own actions finally ... it is how this shift will pick up momentum ... the energy of which is here now to assist us ... let's allow for it ... let's trust that it is so and not be so skeptical ... it really is time for us all to drop the fear and own up the realization that we are our own creators ... and start creating ...

what we create from here on in will be as positive as we want it to be ... or as negative ... it's up to us ... it always has been ... let's finally realize it ... at least take ownership of the realization ... the rest will follow ... our hearts will lead the way ...

my apologies if i rambled ...

one more thing ... the time is NOW ...

trust ...

04-08-2009, 06:36 AM	#12
futureyes Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: heart central Posts: 798	Re: Weird happenings in my mind why must any newness we experience within our selves be labelled mind control or similar ... why is it that when we feel something new within ... that we cannot trust as being positive ... we go into auto pilot and conclude it to be the possibility of something external ... the greater possibility that it is of negativity ... and thus we take that conclusion and run with it ... why ... because we have always ran with it ... round and round and round we go ... why can we not take ownership that the new we are experiencing be something positive ... derived from within our core ... part of our own individual evolution ... why can't we take ownership of this ... why can't we feel it as being positive to this shift ... to embrace it ... explore it ... not toss it back out externally ... labelling it to be directed from a negative source ... why can't we trust our own selves to take responsibility of our awakening ... take ownership that this is a positive experience of a positive process ... and own it ... once we do this ... we are observing this newness from only within and it is then that we can discern its origin ... and really ... we will find that for the most part ... this newness is true and pure ... but what do we do ... the same as we have always done ... feel the newness ... experience it for a short while ... not take ownership of it as being positive ... much easier at that point to toss it back out to the external and go round and round trying to discern what then to label it if it is not our own ... always do we seem to be handing over our divine power to another ... making assumptions that because it is new and not familiar within us ... that it must be negative ... how much longer will we do this for ... it would seem that we just don't want to take the responsibility to move forward ... why do we feel such comfort in the familiar ... comfort in the old ... patterns of old ... what is our fear of embracing and exploring the new ... of course there is processes of mind control in this world ... but really ... can we not go out on a limb and TRUST ... trust that what we feel within ... what we experience of the new ... is a positive step in moving forward ... we are in complete control of this ... we have the choice to allow the newness ... accept and work with it ... be with it ... the chances are that if it is mind control we will be able to discern this more from the inside than from the outside ... there will be more clarity to it ... AND ... we will also realize we have the divine power as the creators that we are ... to CHANGE what is to what we want it to be ... we have the power within us to transform the negative ... if there is the negative to begin with ... transform it to the positive ... we have that capability ... each of us does ... we act like we do not ... do we still BELIEVE we do not ... that we cannot change what is ... this is all our internal work ... we're moving into some phenominal time places now ... it is time we take responsibility and ownership for what is and what we wish to create ... what we are receiving is assistance ... these new experiences are arriving at our door step to allow us to move forward in new ways ... effortless ways ... nothing like the old ways ... why can't we trust and receive them as such ... and work with them ... integrate the positive within us ... discontinue tossing out what we feel to be unfamiliar without giving it a chance ... labelling it and then saying it wasn't meant to be a part of us to begin with ... why do we have so much fear within us still ... why do we not trust our inner voices cause i know they are speaking to the majority ... but who's listening ... we've got to get off this treadmill of fear ... we put so much energy into locating our truth via the negative ... what fear do we have locating it from the positive side ... i am not directing this to any specific member or post ... i write of this from a general ... and personal ... observation and feeling ... that there are profound changes coming our way ... we are in the midst of such in this moment ... but there will arrive greater expansion and with greater expansion will arrive greater potential ... this is a clear window of opportunity ... if and when new experiences come our way ... step off of and away from the fear treadmill ... be open and allow for change ... change doesn't necessarily mean the negative has been inserted ... be wise and be mindful but not be swallowed by assumption ... ego and fear ... it's late and i feel my self circling with this ... i believe it is time to take responsibility for our own actions finally ... it is how this shift will pick up momentum ... the energy of which is here now to assist us ... let's allow for it ... let's trust that it is so and not be so skeptical ... it really is time for us all to drop the fear and own up the realization that we are our own creators ... and start creating ... what we create from here on in will be as positive as we want it to be ... or as negative ... it's up to us ... it always has been ... let's finally realize it ... at least take ownership of the realization ... the rest will follow ... our hearts will lead the way ... my apologies if i rambled ... one more thing ... the time is NOW ... trust ...