What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!

lucrum · 10-03-2009, 06:39 PM

I skipped reading all posts made, so do point me to one I should've read if what I now type has relevance.

Now, I'm afraid of nothing. I used to be, I used to be afraid of everything.
It all culminated in an episode as a nightwatch guard, called to a break in alarm. Stepping out of my car, I instantly learned I was not alone. This spooked me, alot. I had to quit that job, I laid awake at night hearing things. I was a mess for a few months.

Then, it all let go. I'm not afraid anymore. Like someone else mentioned, I do dislike some things, but it's nothing I won't get passed.

As for hopes, I tend to leave them behind. To me, hope is passiveness. I might have the wrong idea about hope, but the way I see it the verb "to do" beats the **** out of hoping. The power of change is within me, therefor change is what I do and not what I hope I'll do.

PS: I scrolled a little down while typing this and added something to my dislike list. Come on, you can do much better than this...my support to OP and the mods.

10-03-2009, 06:39 PM	#16
lucrum Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Norway Posts: 209	Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears! I skipped reading all posts made, so do point me to one I should've read if what I now type has relevance. Now, I'm afraid of nothing. I used to be, I used to be afraid of everything. It all culminated in an episode as a nightwatch guard, called to a break in alarm. Stepping out of my car, I instantly learned I was not alone. This spooked me, alot. I had to quit that job, I laid awake at night hearing things. I was a mess for a few months. Then, it all let go. I'm not afraid anymore. Like someone else mentioned, I do dislike some things, but it's nothing I won't get passed. As for hopes, I tend to leave them behind. To me, hope is passiveness. I might have the wrong idea about hope, but the way I see it the verb "to do" beats the **** out of hoping. The power of change is within me, therefor change is what I do and not what I hope I'll do. PS: I scrolled a little down while typing this and added something to my dislike list. Come on, you can do much better than this...my support to OP and the mods.