To our children's Children

Stargazer1965 · 11-22-2009, 02:16 AM

I want to write of something very near and dear to my heart …my spirit and my soul…..My beautiful wonderful daughter

I never thought I would have children…I was approaching 40 and had been divorced for 5 years. I was with my first wife for 13 years but never bore any children.

I had reserved myself to the fact that I would never be a father…grandfather or probably a husband again.

I can’t say that my daughter was planned …that makes her sound like a public works project.

She was a gift…a gift is something you don’t expect but is wonderful after you get it.

I never really thought about not being complete without a child and heard all those folks say “oh my god…I never felt so complete until after I had my child”

Or

“I’ve never felt so close to anyone as my kid”

You know what …they were absolutely right…..I’m a big burly guy…but when I look in her deep blues…I melt…turn to butter

I never had a real friend before her or will never have one as close as I feel to her after 5 years.

She is my anchor and the reason for my present resolve.

I would not be “awake” if not for her.

I started asking myself questions like:

What kind of world am I turning over to her??

If I don’t make a stand….what will happen to her??

Then I look around me at all the other little souls…Fatherless…Parentless

I look in their little eyes and they are lost….missing something.

I see parents who are so careless and asleep (comatose is closer) not taking the time or the responsibility to care…to guide

How can they…they are lost also??

How much child on child violence have we seen in the last decade?

Oh little Mary took my toy….so I doused her with gasoline and burned her alive…

I killed her because I wanted to see how it felt to kill someone.

Soulless….

I don’t know maybe the creator did not create enough souls to go around…and with so many folks on earth…they just get a pinch of soul.

Not enough to be human anymore.

Do we care so little anymore about our children??

I want to take them all in….show them right from wrong…put their feet to the path….

But there are SOOO many Creator.

What about the missing ones….??

Does anyone know how many children are missing??

I can honestly say I don’t

Sold on the black market…..used as food…sacrificed to Satan in the bowels of some church

Where do we make the stand folks??

What can we do…..??

As a father…what are we leaving to our children??

Isn’t it our duty to protect the little ones???

Does anyone know…..

11-22-2009, 02:16 AM	#1
Stargazer1965 Hall Monitor Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Midwest Posts: 733	To our children's Children I want to write of something very near and dear to my heart …my spirit and my soul…..My beautiful wonderful daughter I never thought I would have children…I was approaching 40 and had been divorced for 5 years. I was with my first wife for 13 years but never bore any children. I had reserved myself to the fact that I would never be a father…grandfather or probably a husband again. I can’t say that my daughter was planned …that makes her sound like a public works project. She was a gift…a gift is something you don’t expect but is wonderful after you get it. I never really thought about not being complete without a child and heard all those folks say “oh my god…I never felt so complete until after I had my child” Or “I’ve never felt so close to anyone as my kid” You know what …they were absolutely right…..I’m a big burly guy…but when I look in her deep blues…I melt…turn to butter I never had a real friend before her or will never have one as close as I feel to her after 5 years. She is my anchor and the reason for my present resolve. I would not be “awake” if not for her. I started asking myself questions like: What kind of world am I turning over to her?? If I don’t make a stand….what will happen to her?? Then I look around me at all the other little souls…Fatherless…Parentless I look in their little eyes and they are lost….missing something. I see parents who are so careless and asleep (comatose is closer) not taking the time or the responsibility to care…to guide How can they…they are lost also?? How much child on child violence have we seen in the last decade? Oh little Mary took my toy….so I doused her with gasoline and burned her alive… I killed her because I wanted to see how it felt to kill someone. Soulless…. I don’t know maybe the creator did not create enough souls to go around…and with so many folks on earth…they just get a pinch of soul. Not enough to be human anymore. Do we care so little anymore about our children?? I want to take them all in….show them right from wrong…put their feet to the path…. But there are SOOO many Creator. What about the missing ones….?? Does anyone know how many children are missing?? I can honestly say I don’t Sold on the black market…..used as food…sacrificed to Satan in the bowels of some church Where do we make the stand folks?? What can we do…..?? As a father…what are we leaving to our children?? Isn’t it our duty to protect the little ones??? Does anyone know…..