Inreasing Difficulties.

2infinityandbeyond · 09-19-2008, 11:31 AM

Has anyone else here found this past year to be increasingly difficult?

Before this year i found it very easy to cope. I was comfortable with who i was and life was a breeze for me (c'mon, im an immortal being, whats not to love!).. but this year, my god its been extremely difficult.

My body aches, and my mind feels as if its going crazy.

I can no longer look at the world and just think "ohh well this is how it is" Im becoming increasingly angry at all of the stuff that is going on and im not one bit happy at the way in which we are rearing our children.

I know my spirit guides have left me.. They left about a year ago and i knew the exact moment they had gone. I was very sad at their departure.. and i wondered why they left.

I had no wise answers to my questions anymore and i didnt have that company and reasurance i used to have.. I loved them so much.. Their presence was something that has gotten me through my life.. and since they have gone everything seems to be going down hill yet life isnt getting worse. Its just me.
My emotions are going haywire.. And noone can seem to help me.

09-19-2008, 11:31 AM	#1
2infinityandbeyond Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Gaia, Solas System, Milkyway Posts: 398	Inreasing Difficulties. Has anyone else here found this past year to be increasingly difficult? Before this year i found it very easy to cope. I was comfortable with who i was and life was a breeze for me (c'mon, im an immortal being, whats not to love!).. but this year, my god its been extremely difficult. My body aches, and my mind feels as if its going crazy. I can no longer look at the world and just think "ohh well this is how it is" Im becoming increasingly angry at all of the stuff that is going on and im not one bit happy at the way in which we are rearing our children. I know my spirit guides have left me.. They left about a year ago and i knew the exact moment they had gone. I was very sad at their departure.. and i wondered why they left. I had no wise answers to my questions anymore and i didnt have that company and reasurance i used to have.. I loved them so much.. Their presence was something that has gotten me through my life.. and since they have gone everything seems to be going down hill yet life isnt getting worse. Its just me. My emotions are going haywire.. And noone can seem to help me.