So.. Whats Next??

Greetings · 12-18-2009, 06:49 PM

Who am I? What am i doing here? I have a purpose yes? Well, I'd really like to know what that is..

Thoughts that constantly come into my mind that now seems to believe that "anything is possible".

I'm a relatively young guy, a ripe age of twenty two. I have always been super athletically fit in my years, however have always questioned the power behind the mind. I'm led to believe that we have such incredible potential of our minds within us, but some are unwilling to go the distance to discover a minute stage of this. They are ... unwilling to change?

A little over 2 years ago now my life completely changed. I suppose I've always been a type of kid who enjoys gazing at the stars, thinking deeper into complex ideas of a number of things. After i began making a willing habit of daily meditation, calm and tranquil living, etcetera, my focus on things drastically shifted to another subject altogether. I was no longer fascinated by money and/or obtaining material possessions. I did have one new goal however: to spread the knowledge which i had come across through various forms of research, but most importantly - to develop myself

After two years I have had many strange things happen within my vicinity. I have also had a set of extremely diverse experience come across my way (absorption state meditation - 7th chakra opening is another term for it, and a 'into the wild' type of backpacking journey i just came back from).

Where i was 2 years ago, i felt at some sort of crossroads. Now again, after just being back home for a short period of time - i.. am putting my self at the crossroads again it seems.

I've listened to lectures on projectcamelot for over a year now, and any other sort of news i read would be deemed "super alternative" (sites like abovetopsecret and youtube for information). I still practice my meditation and "enlightening" activities - however recently I feel i am swimming up the current of a raging river.

I would really appreciate some feedback. As for now, I seem to have the urge again to set myself in volunteer position and travel to a distant and other "world" of Earth, but what good does that all do? The only verb that i want to do on my time here on earth is to help.

As far as myself, and all others out there... What's Next??

12-18-2009, 06:49 PM	#1
Greetings Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Rocky Mountains, NA Posts: 98	So.. Whats Next?? Who am I? What am i doing here? I have a purpose yes? Well, I'd really like to know what that is.. Thoughts that constantly come into my mind that now seems to believe that "anything is possible". I'm a relatively young guy, a ripe age of twenty two. I have always been super athletically fit in my years, however have always questioned the power behind the mind. I'm led to believe that we have such incredible potential of our minds within us, but some are unwilling to go the distance to discover a minute stage of this. They are ... unwilling to change? A little over 2 years ago now my life completely changed. I suppose I've always been a type of kid who enjoys gazing at the stars, thinking deeper into complex ideas of a number of things. After i began making a willing habit of daily meditation, calm and tranquil living, etcetera, my focus on things drastically shifted to another subject altogether. I was no longer fascinated by money and/or obtaining material possessions. I did have one new goal however: to spread the knowledge which i had come across through various forms of research, but most importantly - to develop myself After two years I have had many strange things happen within my vicinity. I have also had a set of extremely diverse experience come across my way (absorption state meditation - 7th chakra opening is another term for it, and a 'into the wild' type of backpacking journey i just came back from). Where i was 2 years ago, i felt at some sort of crossroads. Now again, after just being back home for a short period of time - i.. am putting my self at the crossroads again it seems. I've listened to lectures on projectcamelot for over a year now, and any other sort of news i read would be deemed "super alternative" (sites like abovetopsecret and youtube for information). I still practice my meditation and "enlightening" activities - however recently I feel i am swimming up the current of a raging river. I would really appreciate some feedback. As for now, I seem to have the urge again to set myself in volunteer position and travel to a distant and other "world" of Earth, but what good does that all do? The only verb that i want to do on my time here on earth is to help. As far as myself, and all others out there... What's Next??