Free Will - just how far can it go?

14 I do try but am having hard time understanding you. It is possible I totally missed your point.

I am to merge with current existence and become I AM?

That would be some interesting form of abomination. Not what this world needs right now.

Merge the abomination with myself becoming something new or remain the same?

eternal yes...but IS IT applicable in all possible ways?

I wish to choose - not to exist any more in any possible way.

I have no motivation to...do the last part of your post....

In my words: I am asking Mr. Oneness to cut the strings on my puppet and let it be.

[14 Chakras]

You are not your ego. Ego makes poor decisions when you choose not to Be.

Leads to suffering. Then no more desire to exist.

There is nothing wrong with this, only natural.

Let the ego cease to exist by observing it. The observer is at Peace.

Should u wish to cease to exist, observe yourself. Be the observer.

What is left is Pure consciousness ~ no thing ~ infinity ~

Suggestion: read Eckhart Tolle "Power of Now"

[Shadowstalker]

I feel that it can be done, the so called none existence, you would probably be cut of that is to say your conscience part will have no recollection of ever existing when you go back to your !AM , the prime creator it can make possibly the none memory for your part of the soul connection, your memories will be store in the memory of the creator but not for you as you would not exist as per say, if anything it would probably re rout your soul someplace else and you will not remember anything from this life.

[Stardustaquarion]

Free will is just that, you are free to do whatever but no one is excempt of the law of action, reaction and consequence. That is the nature of this Universe

Cheers

[Peace of mind]

Life here is just a learning stage.
Maybe you are just bored, probably just tired of all the BS in life, tired of sorting thru the mounds of confusing and conflicting information coming at you from all directions, tired of the way people act towards each other. It can be exhausting and upsetting, but it also enriches the soul if you recognize all the lessons and blessings that are attached to everything you encounter. Live your life to the fullest, love friends and foes for what they teach you. Control the ego so it doesn’t reside in adverse conditions. What you go thru here is to prepare you for the next phase into eternity. Don’t let the dealings of this temporary reality place limits upon you.
When your time is up and you still choose to have no parts of your experiences archived, I’m sure that can be arranged. Ask and you shall receive…but be careful what you wish for.

Peace

[greybeard]

Hi again
If the Creator is rejected and that Love is allways available, then I have read that the soul goes to one of the lower astral realms, degrees of hell.

If this world is pergatorial then these places are many times worse.

Is there any chance you are suffering from depression?

I ask because I have felt similar to you.
Times I just couldent see the point of it all and felt unloved by God. I looked for oblivian in alcohol and paid a heavy price for that free will choice. A hell of my own making.
It was only when I had enough humility to ask for help that I got sober through AA and the God of my understanding.
If you are depressed see a Dr. or get help of some kind there is allways a way out of your own personal hell.

Best wishes
Chris

Originally Posted by Shadowstalker

I feel that it can be done, the so called none existence, you would probably be cut of that is to say your conscience part will have no recollection of ever existing when you go back to your !AM , the prime creator it can make possibly the none memory for your part of the soul connection, your memories will be store in the memory of the creator but not for you as you would not exist as per say, if anything it would probably re rout your soul someplace else and you will not remember anything from this life.

Not good enough. I do not wish to be re-programmed.

Besides isn't it already like this?

One reincarnates without memory of past life? Nothing to regret about a previous life decisions - it is a poor system...lets people do "stuff" without thinking about them regretting it "later"

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14 I do not know how to observe myself... I can however see myself thinking. and I would only choose to end current existence under the condition I can later choose to also end my soul and be erased from history.

I am going to sleep now, it is 22:30 here atm. Will check this thread tomorrow.