Life on hold?

[Alcyone11]

They remain totally unconvinced about the 9/11 truth and about free energy. Consequently, I havent even touched on ET agenda's or coming planetary changes. They seem only to be interested in the familiar NOW reality even if it is manufactured and dishonest. This I'm afraid also applies to my wife (a very intelligent woman) who is also my closest friend.

You are in the same position as I am, Theochennell ...
It feels lonely and worlds apart.
Sometimes it seems they do not WANT to see or hear.
I think when the time is fulfilled we will be separated from each other (I mean my wife and I) by future circumstances.
But it hurts inside of me, knowing that time is very near.

[David]

Originally Posted by Alcyone11

You are in the same position as I am, Theochennell ...

I think when the time is fulfilled we will be separated from each other (I mean my wife and I) by future circumstances.
But it hurts inside of me, knowing that time is very near.

Damn,....I have this exact same feeling.

[Indiana jones]

one way or another i don't want to be apart of this luciferian system any longer.As i'm writing this David Bowie -heroes is playing maybe a sign great song anyway luke

[theochennell]

Thanks for all your thoughts.

As far as being seperated from loved one's goes by their being 'asleep' when the time comes - I have the strongest feeling that maybe even just one unusual major event before then (not necessarily destructive) might be enough to convince them that the world really is changing. I hang my hopes on that! in the meantime I'll keep talking and waiting because they are worth it.

[Bobcat]

My partner and family have always called me crazy ect so I gave up. This last month I gave another good push but based on facts only. My partner was scared at first but now she's finding her own peace.

Peace out

[DoctorTony]

Life on hold? Yes. I feel like I'm waiting for something "big." I don't know what it is. It could be disaster or a big bolt of holy light energy from the cosmos. Just waiting for something.
This is a heavy time in our history. From all the 'stuff' we've looked at, ie, viedeo on youtube, articles, messages, books, websites, etc., there is dedinitely something 'special' happening and may even intensify. I feel something coming on stronger everyday. It feels like unexplainable energy that is trying to stretch out and touch everyone and everything. Sort of like the consciousness everyone keeps talking about.
Everyone here at Avalon is not alone although we probably feel that way. It's amzing when you start looking for answers how quikly they start coming to you. We are so close to something 'big' that I am just getting a little too anxious here. It very well could be the shifting of planets as Michael St. Clair describes in his work. It might all just be a big hoax that could send us further and further into the nothingness we already perceive when we are 'out' of the matrix. By that I mean that it really is nothing. It's what WE create or mostly co-create.
There seems to be a Divine presence after all. What IT is, I don't know. If the Vedic scripture is right and the Hopi, Mayan, and other civilizations are on track, we are due for the greatest age of enlightenment we've ever witnessed as a species. I hope that there is a Golden Age just around the corner. I feel it somehow and I don't know where it's coming from.

Your not alone. We are not alone.

I imagine that all of us here on Project Avalon, majority if not all, are having trouble in dealing with this 'matrix' reality as well as the people in it. I know I am having trouble focusing on my job as I don't feel it to be a priority (at least my job description) as a human on this planet. Im finding myself more and more disconnected from this matrix reality. Like many of you, I have also been feeling overwhelmingly anxious, but anxious of what? I could not tell you..

[sunnyrap]

Looks like the feelings shared here are almost universal among us. And I, too have UFO experience and suspect contact buried in psyche. Comfort to know the rest of you...
Maybe our job was to be forewarned and fore-prepared, so as to be a calm and steadying influence to our brethren. I just quietly make the best preparations I can and don't bother those determined to shut me out. Figure they'll come around at their appointed times.

[Morgan]

It's hard going about like everything is still the same... When 'reality' really, truly sunk in, I had trouble functioning for a few weeks. It was hard to go to stores, to look at people, to participate in any kind of social or informational activity. It's like a schism forms and you're on one side while literally everything else is on the other.

I feel for the people who won't see, at least they won't see now... I don't know if I'll separate from all of my loved ones or not, some of them get a little and some of them get none of it - all I can do is plant seeds here and there when relevant subjects come up in conversation, and get them to 'think'.

It is incredibly isolating though

[777 The Great Work]

Originally Posted by Morgan

It's hard going about like everything is still the same... When 'reality' really, truly sunk in, I had trouble functioning for a few weeks. It was hard to go to stores, to look at people, to participate in any kind of social or informational activity. It's like a schism forms and you're on one side while literally everything else is on the other.

I feel for the people who won't see, at least they won't see now... I don't know if I'll separate from all of my loved ones or not, some of them get a little and some of them get none of it - all I can do is plant seeds here and there when relevant subjects come up in conversation, and get them to 'think'.

It is incredibly isolating though

I finally came to the conclusion that our job is to inform not convince. These reactions we get are unconcious meaning once we become concious. You have to admit you've been had and move foward with the internal process.
A lot of us don't want to believe that we can be tricked for thousands of years.
Decisions to be made and its a lonesome journey, but i am glad we are waking up. I FEEL ALIVE!!!!