My soul is hurting/shrinking/detaching/dying

[Heretic]

man

I can totally relate franciejones

my curiosity leads me to terrible facts and happenings all over the world

the worst one I saw was a film called "Occupation" concerning Palestine

I don't cry too often and when I do it is usually a good thing, like being overwhelmed with beauty or something like that, but this movie and other clips here and there where people are being mistreated sometimes rips me up, especially where animals are treated horribly

and I get mad, really mad...I see red

and I want to go out and punish, avenge, and seek justice. To carry out a retribution unheard of

I know it sounds dark and uncaring but sometimes I want the world to burn and feel that this "human" experiment is an utter failure. Sometimes I dont think we have earned the chances we have and want to see it all gone before there is more suffering, or we get off this rock to spread this disease further

then I cool down and get depressed for a few days and have to take a break from the videos that "hurt" so much, even though I want to know and learn

LOL I hope none of you think I am wacko for feeling this way sometimes, but if you do, I understand and it has only happened a few times in my life

don't feel alone