Feeling un-motivated and quite out of place. And LOTS of paranormal stuff happening!

[Jacqui D]

Yes i can relate to your feelings, i have also had some strange things happening.
I have felt out of sync for quite a while, as though i'm looking through my eyes but i'm someone completely different, this is hard to explain but my senses are all over the place.
I have had an intense feeling to clear clutter and sort through my stuff at home getting rid of bits i don't really need etc;

Each morning i would wonder if i was still in the same dimention convinced that in the night i had travelled somewhere!
I have had many odd dreams some scary where i have had alien entities searching for me, one dream i was caught that was really strange and frightening.
i have been in tune with nature and felt a disturbance on the earth.

I have noticed how all things are not in sync the way they used to be.
Days are flying past faster than ever, you turn around and it is night again and so the next day comes a continual cycle of odd things.

I have lost my interest in food! things do not taste the same anymore and i have been drinking bottled water for years because i picked up on the water poisoning years ago.

The air around us almost feels static, i look to the skys and watch for things all the time.

I am psychic but i have found in the last 4months all things, (ghosts, visitations,) seem to have disappeared there were times when a day hardly went past without an intervention of some kind.

I almost feel that the astral plain has moved, they are not coming through as they used to, is that weird or what?

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by Jacqui D

Yes i can relate to your feelings, i have also had some strange things happening.
I have felt out of sync for quite a while, as though i'm looking through my eyes but i'm someone completely different, this is hard to explain but my senses are all over the place.

Yes, i know exactly what you mean. Its as if.. Its extremely difficult to put into words but i'll try my best.

Its as though all my life i have been someone else.. autopiloting my way through life.. automatic emotions, automatic thoughts.. and it was as though i completely lacked any true awareness of myself.

But lately.. when i look out through my eyes.. I am looking out through my eyes. It feels like im observing myself observing myself.. haha, its very weird. But when i think about all this ascension stuff thats going on and i read through the apparent 'symptoms' people are having i can relate big time. Kinda fills me with a sense of wonder to know im a part of that. I iz special

[gazbom]

Watch this short video!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7636577.stm

[GregorArturo]

Originally Posted by gazbom

Watch this short video!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7636577.stm

Rather interesting, but how's this related besides showing that people are going crazy?

[gazbom]

Originally Posted by GregorArturo

Rather interesting, but how's this related besides showing that people are going crazy?

Feeling un-motivated and quite out of place. And LOTS of paranormal stuff happening! level headed????
Tired of life, maybe?
Not really fitting in, stop the world I wanna get off?

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by gazbom

Watch this short video!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7636577.stm

Cheers for the link Gaz but its not working. .. at least not for me anyways.

[fastarr]

Auto pilot is the perfect term. It is getting harder to stay involved in a world that has no meaning for me. Hence my personal struggle. My family and close friends (there are few), really keep things in perspective for me.

I love to talk to everyone, even strangers. Well mostly strangers. They always have interesting stories to tell. Most of those I know are always about the same thing. "What to buy", "Who's dating whom","Keeping up with the Jones", LAME. The conversations I enjoy the most are the one I have with myself. Where I sort through my crazy thoughts and ideas on a daily basis.


And on the sleep note: I haven't had steady sleep for over two years. I wake up all night. Still vividly dreaming though. I love to dream i would stay in bed and dream all day if I could.

[Angel in Disguise]

Ahhhhh... What a relief! I'm not alone

[GregorArturo]

Originally Posted by 2infinityandbeyond

I know im not going completely insane because quite a few people here have made it clear that they relate with what im going through (woo!). To be honest I'd much rather log on here rather then go out with the people i used to love chillin with.

I thought that exact same thing last night. For a second I was like, am I really going insane? Am I just delusional? Then it occurred to me, no, no I'm not because there are so many of us, and it explains so much! So many little gaps of the unknowns in our life are suddenly answered.

And yes, most importantly the synchronicities are getting ridiculous. If you see my 18 day cycle post, there's that interesting anomaly. I talked to this girl for the first time in over a week who I was seeing but basically lost touch of her cause her phone was left in her car that got impounded. The night before I dreamt I was hanging with this random girl who I was acting like boyfriend/girlfriend with, and we come back from shopping to find our car towed. And just a couple hours ago, this girl I was talking to for the first time on campus ***************[edit] asked me where to she could go to view old newspaper articles to figure out what happened on her birthday in the news, for a class project. Last night I spent about ten minutes online trying to figure out if anything happened on my birthday, which I had never done before.

Infinity, all I can say is a resonate with you 100% at the moment. Thanks for sharing!

[Brinty]

Your experience with spinning cups reminds me of an event which happened to me many years ago. Three of us were discussing 'fringe' topics when we decided to try contacting the 'spirit world'. You know the sort of thing, alphabet cards and 'yes' 'no' cards and an upsidedown glass. At the time, I had been divorced for about five years and was having a realationship with a young lady who I was contemplating proposing to. I asked if I would marry this person and the reply I got didn't make sense so I asked if I would have any more children besides the two from my first marriage. Once more the reply was unintelligable. Feeling the need to make sense of the situation I requested that we forget the questions and answers up to that point and start over again.

Would I have more children?
"Yes, three"
Will my current partner be the mother?
"No, stay married to (and here the letters didn't make sense) E L A I N E"

Now my first wife's middle name was LORRAINE, so I thought that the meaning was that I wouldn't be getting married again. That was in 1965. Two years later I did remarry and about six months after that it struck me like a bombshell - my new wife's name was ELAINE.

The lesson I learned from that was not to treat the paranormal as a load of rubbish. It also let me know that someone was keeping a watchful eye on me and even selecting my future partner for me before I even knew she existed. For that I am truely greatful as we have been together now for 41 years and in that time, believe it or not, we have not had any arguments. Which just goes to show that peace is possible, and it's not even hard work.

Love and peace,
Brinty

[333mark333]

Friends we are experiencing the Shift! hold on to your pants cause were in for quite a ride. We are leaving the body consciousness.

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by 333mark333

Friends we are experiencing the Shift! hold on to your pants cause were in for quite a ride. We are leaving the body consciousness.

You do realise how mental this would have sounded seven years ago.

That just occured to me, how much has changed in these past eight years. I would like to use the word phenominal but that would be putting it delicatly.

[333mark333]

Originally Posted by 2infinityandbeyond

You do realise how mental this would have sounded seven years ago.

That just occured to me, how much has changed in these past eight years. I would like to use the word phenominal but that would be putting it delicatly.

Brother, i have been waiting and preparing for this since 96, for me i pray it intensifies

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by 333mark333

Brother, i have been waiting and preparing for this since 96, for me i pray it intensifies

It actually does seem to be intensifieing day by day. Whereas before it would take a few months to make another energetic 'leap' it is making that same leap in a week now. This whole 2012 thing is really gathering steam now, any doubts in my mind as to its significance have completely diminished.

[333mark333]

Originally Posted by 2infinityandbeyond

It actually does seem to be intensifieing day by day. Whereas before it would take a few months to make another energetic 'leap' it is making that same leap in a week now. This whole 2012 thing is really gathering steam now, any doubts in my mind as to its significance have completely diminished.

Totally agree- i am growing beyond my wildest dreams. I feel like im out of body all the time now( used to only happen in meditations). Feel like i am leaving this body consciousness, feel like im on acid or ????

[Racsouran]

Originally Posted by 333mark333

Totally agree- i am growing beyond my wildest dreams. I feel like im out of body all the time now( used to only happen in meditations). Feel like i am leaving this body consciousness, feel like im on acid or ????

lol, then it really works on you. I felt that way back in 1998.

[starsoul23]

This has been the longest movie Ever!

But ha ha you do not get to leave until you want to stay!

It has been hard work staying grounded um moldavite helps.

[Frank Samuel]

In the last couple of weeks I found more and more people,
talking about UFO, area 51, things not being normal .
The strange thing is that this type of subjects are coming from people I know to be skeptics. Most of what I've heard is, "With everything that is going on in the world, I know something big is going to happen".
This has allowed me to talk about project camelot and project avalon to these people. There's a shift in the conciousness of many people.

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by Frank Samuel

In the last couple of weeks I found more and more people,
talking about UFO, area 51, things not being normal .
The strange thing is that this type of subjects are coming from people I know to be skeptics. Most of what I've heard is, "With everything that is going on in the world, I know something big is going to happen".
This has allowed me to talk about project camelot and project avalon to these people. There's a shift in the conciousness of many people.

Ive noticed this. Its like theres been a massive shift in the conciousness of everyone, not just the 'conspiracy theorists'. People seem way more receptive to this stuff now, is this the 100th monkey effect in action?

[Operator]

Hi,

Well this thread resonates with me as well. Since the seventies I got the feeling I was in the wrong time and the wrong place.
Mostly I learned about a diversity of skills and then went on and on. Only recently I discovered I wasn't in the wrong time
and after I moved I feel I am in the right place too.

All the skills I picked up seem to be of good use soon. Fortunately I have not been in drugs nor alcohol. The most frustrating
part for me was that I am only 'sensing' things while not being able to identify them as like 'seeing' or hearing' it.

As you all know it already is very difficult to discuss these things with others. However it's even more frustrating if you try
to discuss something like this not EXACTLY knowing what it is.

Something like , knowing ahead of the pack the right and wrong options but not always being able to detail it.
So after a while you stop doing it to avoid frustrating others but then you yourself are going to absorb the frustration ...

Now time changes, if some 'predictions' from feelings become true. In difficult times they don't care any longer how you got
to the result. So this lightens up a little ... however I can sense time is becoming more and more severe.

I think I understand the remark of dr. Deagle pretty well when he advices to keep a perfect mental balance.

Cheers

[recallone]

Great post - like so many of you, I've been Holding Pattern Harry for the last two days. Could it be HAARP messing with us? Trying to scramble our vibes? Could be. Could it be Mercury and Uranus doing their thang? Definitely a contributing factor, I think.
All valid points and suppositions. I was just relieved to see that I'm not the only one feeling like this. So now I know I'm not just in my head with all of this - the best advice I've received? Get centered. Do whatever it takes to get in that place of calm - no rambling voices telling you to do this and that - just calm connection. Tough, but not impossible. Just one more responsibility we gladly accept.


<this portion of my initial reply I have concluded is unnecessary because it was addressing a moderator's comment, a comment that has since been removed>

Peace and light.
recallone

[whitecrow]

Originally Posted by 333mark333

Totally agree- i am growing beyond my wildest dreams. I feel like im out of body all the time now( used to only happen in meditations). Feel like i am leaving this body consciousness, feel like im on acid or ????

I got a chuckle there! Dunno how old you are but I'm pushing 60, and that's a pretty good description of how I feel, too...these last eight years have been an amazing trip. And believe it or not, some of us have known this was coming for forty years and more. It's still an incredible, amazing ride!

[Oneness]

Originally Posted by 333mark333

Friends we are experiencing the Shift! hold on to your pants cause were in for quite a ride. We are leaving the body consciousness.

Stated with resolve.

And we are all in this together.

[333mark333]

Originally Posted by oneness

stated with resolve.

And we are all in this together.

i am here with you

[Angel in Disguise]

This great event is what I'm here for and I can't wait, the anticipation is killing me. I've never jumped out of a plane before but I'd imagine that what I'm feeling is exactly like the moment right before you jump, most days anyhow. It's gotta be coming soon... is this really happening? Lol... I ask myself that often, only to smile and think, yes, yes it is... Finally
I trust through this thread I'm not the only one Much love and enjoy the ride, it's just a ride