i'm dying

[MaskMarvl]

About the Baking Soda... Here's a link to the video I first saw about this:

http://www.brasschecktv.com/page/398.html

Also, a while back I read an article about Russian scientists discovering that the "supposed Junk DNA" in our bodies actually reacts to human speech!

This concept would provide a "scientific explaination" as to how prayers and miracles work. (my thoughts anyway...)

Here's a link to the article, it's very interesting:

http://www.rense.com/general62/expl.htm

[TruthWillSetUFree]

You have more than enough information here from our wonderful Avalon group but I felt guided to add my own story. Take what you need if it helps and leave the rest.

When I was 21 I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, Lupus. At the time they thought it was fatal.

For a time I lived into this disease, going to self-help groups, learning about it, I was in college and went into my first 'flare' and almost died.
They put me on mega doses of pregnisone intervenously. After 3 weeks of being in the hospital I was still on over 100 mg per day of steroids, I blew up like the pillsbury dough boy, from a sz. 6 to a 16!

Needless to say the additional shock of my appearance taken away with the 'moon face', weight gain and my mental capacity affected by the high dose of steroids, I was in a state of shock, depression and deep sadness.

(b/c of being on them for over a year I have 2 artificial hips and rods down my spine. I only say this to show you I am not a stranger to medical issues)

After I was off the steroids, I decided not to live into this person anymore. I would be ME with a side issue of Lupus, not ME/Lupus person. I learned to detach from it. I hope that makes sense.
I didn't go to anymore meetings as I felt the people there just talked about how sick they were, who died that month and what medicine they were taking.

At 22, I was determined not to live that way.

Over the course of 30 years, I have had 4 or more doctors all telling me I have Lupus.

I have only had two flares both when I was under stress.

As unenlightened as I was at such an early age I was guided to visualize my lupus as the dots in a Pac Man video game and the little Pac Men would eat up all my Lupus.

I would think about visualizing your disease. What color is it? What shape? What music would it be playing?

It is only in your fear of it that keeps it in place.

Love it, make friends with it, understand it.

Now that I have learned about how the mind affects the body, I now see that I was using my mind to tell myself I would not be sick anymore, and I would not live into what the doctors were saying.

Over the years I grew in knowledge of who I am and choosing not to be a victim of illusions, buying into the world of disease. This past January I had more Lupus tests, and they do not show any Lupus present.

Of course this took me a long time to transcend, I guess I am a slow learner, it was something I had to find out for myself.

It has taught me not to be a victim of life's experiences and to know deeply we have been given dominion over the physical.
Especially now with so many 'stories' flying around about our future, it has helped me to navigate and transcend the fear around fema camps, rumors of WWIII, and all the other illusions we are under.

While they may have some truth to them, they still live in possibility of happening, NOT fact, and TPB feed off of our fear from these rumors. Darkness never wins in the presence and the power of Light.

I don't know what your path is and why your body is manifesting this dis-ease.

I can only encourage you to go into meditation and ask your body what it needs from you, ask what lesson it is trying to teach to you.

It is only in the physical realm that we manifest dis-ease, our soul remains in a perpetual state of unity and radiance.

Your body is trying to tell you something. Perhaps something unresolved in your past.

I would also start journaling with the deepest part of your soul. Buy a journal and title it "My journey back to Health" or another title that will move you and state your intention.

Live from that place and new possibilities will open to you.

Be careful of your speaking. Your post, "I'm dying", just created your reality in speaking those words and putting them out to the universe.

Other people may guide you to your healing, but you need to be responsible for creating it. Not consciously creating it, like I want to be sick, rather what is going on in your subconscious, or the part of yourself that you do not know exists.

This is a very powerful place to stand, one in which you cannot be in victim mentality to do.

If it is your time to leave this plane of existence, be at peace that your journey here is finished and you are going home. I say this not to be insensitive only for your benefit to practice unattachment.

If there is something for you to learn this may be the catalyst your body is using to kick you into high gear to find it, especially since we are in a time of transition on the planet.

I have almost died many times, been in a coma where I astral planed all over the world! I came back because I still had more to learn about myself.

I don't believe this to be your case, I do strongly believe this is a karmic agreement you made prior to incarnating here and it will bring you wonderful gifts of understanding.

I feel I needed to go through my own dis-ease to gain all the wonderful gifts it has brought to me so I can teach others on the path to wholeness. I am an intuitive guide who specializes in the archetypal realm and to help people go into their shadow self to uncover ingrained patterns that do not serve them in this lifetime.

Know that you have the guidance of your higher Self, all you need to do is ask and you have many loving people on this forum to help you get through this life transition.

The only worthy gifts are ones that are paid for with the high price in learning them. This is a gift to your soul Chris, rearrange your thoughts around that.

I wish you so much love and peace.

Please stay in touch as to how you are doing.

In Love and Light

[Subsonik]

Good post!

[Rocky_Shorz]

Hey Chris,

you've been quiet for a few days, are you ok?

[Chris Parson]

have been continuing the salt/C treatment

symptoms are spreading a little bit too. still taking prednisone.
ordered pemphitab and waiting for it to get here. seriously considering MMS but have not ordered any yet.

also found a shaman and will be asking the spirit vine for help very soon.

remaining hopeful :]

mostly i'm trying to be focused on my music and life right now. not dwelling on death and dying.

[Reunite]

Sending my healing powers to you my friend

[DoctorJac]

Hi Chris,

I am a doctor and medical intuitive, and I use an entirely holistic approach utilizing acupuncture, chiropractic, clinical nutrition, applied kinesiology, cranial work, attunement energy healing, and body/mind approaches, as well as some other things such as sound healing. I have seen MANY people with "autoimmune" diseases; mostly medical "failures" resolve using everything in my tool belt to resolve the issue.

I have helped individuals get rid of some pretty serious systemic immune system problems, including lupus. Those things get resolved when we look to create balance in the entire system. I'd be glad to chat with you one on one to assist you through the restoration process. All hope is not lost; I have seen many "miracles".

Remember the skin (including the lungs) is the largest organ of detoxification, and when the internal state of your body is imbalanced, it will be reflected externally. "Autoimmune" basically indicates that the immune system is being activated improperly, so we have to look, as one other reader suggested, at the digestive system. Then we have to look at the pathways of toxin elimination such as through the liver. Chances are that your phase II liver detoxification is not occurring as it should, amongst other things. So if those avenues of detoxification aren't working, it's likely that it will find other avenues such as the skin. There is a lot more to it than that, but that should give you a little food for thought.

It is a very complex dynamic that is likely happening inside of you which is creating the syndrome categorized as Bullous Pemphigus. The diagnosis is not the disease in my opinion, but a general categorization of the RESULTS or the SYMPTOMS of the disease.

So the disease behind the symptoms may be lack of neurological control of the immune system organs, or it may be a problem with biotransformation of toxins, or it may be a problem eliminating those biotransformed intermediates. Or a variety of other possibilities: yeast, fungus, molds, bacteria, viruses, parasites, malnutrition, etc. You are unique and the symptoms, while similar to other people with the same diagnosis, likely arose as a result of a variety of unique factors; which need to be discerned.

Listen, I've had immune system problems myself in the past, and it what prompted me to become a doctor, so I get what you are dealing with, at least to some degree. The things that are required of you to get well are this: (silly as it sounds, this is true) 1. you have to REALLY want to get well. 2. Some permanent changes are going to need to be made, if you wish to truly heal. 3. Realize that it's going to take time to undo what damage has been done, at least to the extent that it is reversible; be patient. 4. Know that frequently, to do the job right, it isn't generally cheap, easy, or fun. 5. There are no shortcuts that I've ever found, nor any magic bullets.

I understand your financial situation and believe me, I understand as I had to find a way to get through my issues. Know that it is possible to be able to find the means...if you are willing to do what is required otherwise.

Feel free to send me a private message, I'd be glad to assist and guide you toward resolving this issue.

Have faith and good luck to you.

[khristmaskathy]

Sending you love and good thoughts that you will heal.....

[HOPEFUL]

...

[sunflower]

Will keep you in my prayers and intentions. God bless.

[Princess Mew Mew]

Hi Chris, hope you're doing well! I was wondering what kind of diet you have? If you aren't already doing this, and this may sound like a stretch but have you considered eating only raw foods? If you're getting all the nutrients you need everyday and as little poisons as possible, perhaps your immune system will heal rather than kill. Perhaps, this change in diet could bring the solution. If you're interested in eating live, raw foods then I would recommend the book Green for Life. Research must be done to make sure you know you're getting everything your body needs and there is great information in that book. I, myself, am changing my diet to eating only raw foods. It's gonna be hard as hell, but it has to be done. Love & Light to you my friend

[ChooseYourLifeNow]

My lovely friend, I have some suggestions for you. I'm not a doctor but I have a lot of gained experience in nutrition/vitamin supplements. Frankly, this has been the only subject in my life that I have been 100% confident about giving advice on, and if I can help you then it would bring great happiness to me.

I don't know if you take vitamins, but if I were you, that would be the first place I would start. Generally health problems increase because of simple nutritional deficiencies. Unfortunately, many modern treatments/drugs drain your body of vital nutrients that would otherwise help you combat illnesses.

I just want to say, that because I am not a doctor, anything I tell you is simply what I would do for myself if I had the condition you are suffering from. You have the choice to research the advice I give you and either take it or leave it.

So here is what I would take:

Vitamin C - It's good that you are taking vitamin C, I don't know how much you are taking, but, again, if I were you, I would be taking at least 8000mg a day...or more. (you cannot take too much) This will help prevent inflammation, and it will combat infection. Take it in multiple doses throughout the day.


Vitamin D - this is very important for your skin. Not only, will you see improvements in your skin, but it will increase the calcium absorption in your body which is important for you now. Specifically, D3 has been known to inhibit the expression of Bullous Pemphigoid.

Vitamin E - Another important vitamin for skin health. Be liberal with this vitamin. You may not only want to take vitamin E, but actually apply it to your skin. Vitamin E works with the other vitamins, so it is important to take.

Beta Carotene (vitamin A) - Vitamin A not only helps your eyes, but is particularly important for connective tissues in your body. It also prevents the damage that free radicals cause. You will need this to repair you body.

Cacium/Magnesium/Zinc Combo - The calcium will make you feel better throughout your whole body. You definitely need this, especially if you are dealing with the arthritis problems associated with BP. It improves nerve function, your mood, strengthens bones, and takes care of general body maintenance. The Zinc and Magnesium are big boosters for you as well. You should be taking as much this as you are taking the Vitmain C. You must be taking vitamin D to get the full benefit of the calcium.

B-Complex - Very important. Make sure you buy a balanced B, meaning all the percentages of the various B's that make up the complex have the same percentage on the back of the bottle you buy. The B's will help if you are dealing with mouth/esophagus/digestive track issues. Such symptoms are associated with BP and may help a great deal. It will also help you stay positive, because one of the first symptoms of a deficiency in B's is depression. You don't need that right now my friend.

The comment about baking soda was a good one. Here is a twist on it though:

Buy some Organic Apple Cider Vinegar. 2-3 times a day mix 2 tbsp with 8 oz of water and 1/8 tsp of baking soda. You can drink it hot or cold, and you can add honey for taste. Raw honey if you want further benefits. You can have the ACV & water and/or honey all week, but only add the baking soda 5 out of the 7 days. Drink it in the morning first thing when you wake up. It will also give you a big boost of energy.

This drink will actually set your body up for healing. It will take your body to an alkaline state which will actually allow your body to heal itself. There is nothing about an acidic state for you body that is good for you. The better this drink tastes, the more you need it. If you drink it for a while and feel like stopping then listen to your body and do so.

If you have any questions then please feel free to PM me!!! I want nothing more then to help you and answer any questions you may have. Let the healing begin.

Love you!

CYLNow

[DiVineEnvy]

Chris, I am with you brother, and send healing thoughts your way for overcoming this. DivE

[franciejones]

Sending you positive thoughts and energy. There is an interview I watched last night on

www.consciousmedianetwork.com

with Raymond Francis. He wrote a book called Never be sick again or something like that. the interview is very revealing. He cured himself of 4 different auto-immune diseases. Check it out if you feel it might provide some insight.

Warmest regards,

Francie Jones

[Chris Parson]

you guys are too awesome.

thank you so much for the love and support. it is going to take some time to work through these links and try to figure out what suits me and my situation best.

i spent all day yesterday feeling sorry for myself and wondering who was going to take care of my cats when i died.
today i've got hope.

<3 you all

[Mystic Pilgrim]

Hi Chris!

Chinese medicine really works, as Shellie says. You might want to try Pranic healing as well as an alternative cure. I believe Master Stephen Co has an office in Dallas, Texas (don’t know how far is that from Austin). But you can give them a call. The numbers are in this website: www.pranichealing.com. They also have free healing clinics around that area too.

I have already sent your name to the Advanced Pranic Healers team in that website. They will be praying for your speedy recovery for 3 weeks. If you’d like to know more about this kind of alternative healing, the videos on the website above and the testimonials of numerous people who got well from it are in it.

Likewise, I am sending you some white healing light and praying for your immediate cure. But I think the most important thing I can add here, aside from the many good intentions and warm, healing energies sent your way already, is some sound advice.

Chris, all of us have our internal healing capabilities. We were born with it and we can make use of it. The first thing you have to do is to stop for a few minutes, lie still and REALLY THINK ABOUT what is happening to you. Most of the time, our state of mind is the one that generate the negative energies which affect our bodily systems. Take some time to reflect on that.

Once you have quieted your mind and analyzed your problem, THINK POSITIVELY and CONCRETELY about curing yourself of this disease. In fact, start thinking and believing that YOU ARE CURED ALREADY! A positive thought is ten times more powerful than a negative thought. It helps also on facilitating your cure using the traditional medicine that has been prescribed by the medical, scientific world.

Thirdly, always think that a higher, benevolent power is constantly watching over you and taking care of you. May the angels and other higher beings watch over you and help in your cure!

[Shellie]

Originally Posted by Chris Parson

today i've got hope.

<3 you all

That's what it is all about!

[RubyTuesday]

Originally Posted by Chris Parson

you guys are too awesome.

thank you so much for the love and support. it is going to take some time to work through these links and try to figure out what suits me and my situation best.

i spent all day yesterday feeling sorry for myself and wondering who was going to take care of my cats when i died.
today i've got hope.

<3 you all

There is always hope. Decide right now with all of your being that you are healthy. That you are a survivor. Adopt the mental attitude of a healthy person who appreciates his health. Then work with whatever listed here resonates with you.

I'm going to suggest the MAP again- it's a system where you can call upon benevolent beings (the white brotherhood) to help heal you as you rest. It works in addition to anything else you do and it's amazing. I don't often chime in on the health threads but I'm feeling "pushed" to tell you about MAP and when I get "that feeling" I can't ignore it.

I will envision you healthy and glowing.

[Peer]

Hai Chris,
in three pages I've seen only two smart remarks. Sorry you guys, love and light will help but only TMC (Traditional Chinese Medicin) or MMS will do it.
If it really is a bacteria MMS will kill it.

Loads of good advice and nobody puts in the link.
Well here it is:

http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/s...ead.php?t=4781

That is if you want to stop dying.
Cheap and it works.

[ghglenn]

Hey Chris,

Have you read about "Pulse" therapy.
It is a method of dosing with oral steroids that is different than the typical methods used.
The treatment is aggressive, yet it has proven to work much
better than traditional dosing, with less side-effects.
The idea is to shock the system/disease, instead of trying to suppress the symptoms.
I will pray for you bro, and keep us informed on how you are doing.
No one should have to deal with an illness like this on their own.


P.S. If you have gone to a Chinese Medicine Dr, please do. Their
approach to healing is worth looking into.

whish you the best of lucks on this .

[Wetpicketfence]

Find a good chinese dr. and do a food alergies, test youd be surprised how much we develope these as we get older, and they can cause all kinds of problems. It worked for me.

I will be thinking of you.

[Mikill]

Try light therapy also, infra red and blue.Blue heals skin.

[Rocky_Shorz]

Originally Posted by Chris Parson

you guys are too awesome.

i spent all day yesterday feeling sorry for myself...

today i've got hope.

<3 you all

Sometimes, there is no better cure than just being surrounded by friends when you need them most...

I'm glad you're doing better today...

[THE eXchanger]

i changed your

re: i'm dying

to

re: i'm dying TO have more friends

(if you are NOT my friend--let's all be friends)

very happy to hear, you are feeling better, my friend

love
susan
the eXchanger