Johan (Keyholder)
15th June 2018, 23:58
Yesterday, that is just a few hours ago, something unusual happened.
The reason I write about it here, is that in case some one comes across a similar experience, he or she has at least some reference (from another person), about what -possibly - to do.
I had taken an afternoon and evening off to have some relaxing time at a wellness center. The kind where there are whirlpools, steam baths, etc..
There was also a session with singing bowls in a "salt-room". I don't know whether this is relevant, but I never had been in a room like this. There was salt on the floor, the walls and ceiling were made of salt, one wall was made out of huge salt-quartz stones (rose colored). The air was Himalayan salt permeated.
One young man used singing bowls.
Now, that was the setting.
I had enquired before at the reception and anybody interested had to leave a name and come back at 19.30.
When I went back at 19.30 I saw also a young woman standing there. Maybe 30-35. And then I was "asked" (I felt it inside) to give her a message! I didn't know her, had never seen her, knew nothing about her and knew I'ld feel very "foolish" to go to her "with a message"(from who, about what….).
During the time in the salt-room I was sitting straight across her. Contemplating what to do. Something like this had happened 4 or 5 times before, but over a long period of time (40 years). So, it is not something that happens a lot to me. And each time I am struggling (inside) on what to do. It always feels like I am acting "like a fool". But each time it has happened, it showed that it was the very best thing that I could be doing.
When the session was finished, she left and all the others including me as well. I had decided to "deliver the message". But then, she had somehow disappeared, I didn't see her anymore. Until a little later, outside on a path near a pond, no one else around, we passed each other.
I could have walked on. But, I stopped and started talking to her. I felt pretty strange when I told her I had a message for her. Our conversation lasted maybe five minutes, during which she started crying. What the message was is not important. It was - obviously - what she needed to hear. And it was a relief, taking away tension. Basically, she was in pain and had talked to many, but was never listened to. A loss, that she hadn't gotten over yet. That I was willing to listen was a great help for her.
Afterwards I was very glad that I had gotten the courage to do something "as foolish" as this. I know it has been a help and support for her, maybe not much, but exactly what she needed at that moment.
In case any of you ever get into a similar situation, please do not hesitate to follow your intuition. You may be a great help for a soul in need at that moment and if you "don't heed the call", you could be regretting it afterwards.
The reason I write about it here, is that in case some one comes across a similar experience, he or she has at least some reference (from another person), about what -possibly - to do.
I had taken an afternoon and evening off to have some relaxing time at a wellness center. The kind where there are whirlpools, steam baths, etc..
There was also a session with singing bowls in a "salt-room". I don't know whether this is relevant, but I never had been in a room like this. There was salt on the floor, the walls and ceiling were made of salt, one wall was made out of huge salt-quartz stones (rose colored). The air was Himalayan salt permeated.
One young man used singing bowls.
Now, that was the setting.
I had enquired before at the reception and anybody interested had to leave a name and come back at 19.30.
When I went back at 19.30 I saw also a young woman standing there. Maybe 30-35. And then I was "asked" (I felt it inside) to give her a message! I didn't know her, had never seen her, knew nothing about her and knew I'ld feel very "foolish" to go to her "with a message"(from who, about what….).
During the time in the salt-room I was sitting straight across her. Contemplating what to do. Something like this had happened 4 or 5 times before, but over a long period of time (40 years). So, it is not something that happens a lot to me. And each time I am struggling (inside) on what to do. It always feels like I am acting "like a fool". But each time it has happened, it showed that it was the very best thing that I could be doing.
When the session was finished, she left and all the others including me as well. I had decided to "deliver the message". But then, she had somehow disappeared, I didn't see her anymore. Until a little later, outside on a path near a pond, no one else around, we passed each other.
I could have walked on. But, I stopped and started talking to her. I felt pretty strange when I told her I had a message for her. Our conversation lasted maybe five minutes, during which she started crying. What the message was is not important. It was - obviously - what she needed to hear. And it was a relief, taking away tension. Basically, she was in pain and had talked to many, but was never listened to. A loss, that she hadn't gotten over yet. That I was willing to listen was a great help for her.
Afterwards I was very glad that I had gotten the courage to do something "as foolish" as this. I know it has been a help and support for her, maybe not much, but exactly what she needed at that moment.
In case any of you ever get into a similar situation, please do not hesitate to follow your intuition. You may be a great help for a soul in need at that moment and if you "don't heed the call", you could be regretting it afterwards.