FinallyNow
25th July 2015, 15:08
I think this is the most appropriate place to put this. I'm going to attempt to be as brief as possible on subjects that are large. I started a huge undertaking 15 years ago to heal and have since been through what feel like many lives and am certainly not the same person that I was in many ways.
I had what many may have had which is traumatic experiences in my life at times when I was also digging for answers and although I avoided it for some time I eventually embraced the new age movement on a lot of levels. One might say I finally succumbed to something. I've had my rock bottom moments, many over the years and as I have healed especially the last 7 months to a greater degree I have the feeling that so much of what I was afraid of was actually what we would all call light.
I think I had embraced enough darkness despite having a great light inside of me that as I started trying to fight the system it fought back with tenacity as it seems to do when one wakes up per se.
That is the point of this post. Over the last four or five years and even more so the last couple years I have not completely given up on the idea that spiritual upliftment absolutely happens when one walks that path diligently. At the same time I believed in the whole ascension thing too. I have changed everything in my life over the years and experiences although perceived as negative oftentimes finally can be seen as blessings. The way in which I believe I have healed a lot this year is just plain miraculous combined with all my intentions and efforts.
Has anyone ever considered that when a light is turned on deep inside of us and begins to force things to the surface that naturally attracts different types of people to you both aware (I believe and unaware) especially when much of what comes up are generalized fears that may or may not have a true attachment to one thing. Often times they do but it's that general energy of fear to me that categorizes awakening and Healing of the Central Nervous System.
The category of targeted individuals in some cases or even many cases may just be our changing perceptions away from our personal 'I' all the time and out onto the world and the people to a greater extent. At which time we start noticing things that we've never paid attention to.
This introduces the idea that some that believe themselves to be TI's are truly discovering the dreamlike quality and 2 dimensionality of this world while at the same time attracting people and perhaps entities that are attracted to that generalized fear.
It has been easy for me to confuse healing with ascension especially since I perceive that I have been blessed by God/ heaven/ angels many times and feel I have a stronger connection.
Does that mean that there is no dark, of course not. I and most have had to take responsibility for what we let into our lives over the years and are bombarded with daily. When one takes action one frequently has hurdles.
I feel I have made the basic point I was trying to make on the blurring and mis- perception of light when so many of us perhaps had no idea that we had embraced and carried so much dross through our lives. Do I believe in ascension?
Perhaps without body. Could we call upliftment, purification and healing a sort of ascension? I think so. A lot of it does revolve around the nervous system and the years in this world and old injuries I believe do harbor scars that can actually be healed by means we cannot fully appreciate or know.
I had what many may have had which is traumatic experiences in my life at times when I was also digging for answers and although I avoided it for some time I eventually embraced the new age movement on a lot of levels. One might say I finally succumbed to something. I've had my rock bottom moments, many over the years and as I have healed especially the last 7 months to a greater degree I have the feeling that so much of what I was afraid of was actually what we would all call light.
I think I had embraced enough darkness despite having a great light inside of me that as I started trying to fight the system it fought back with tenacity as it seems to do when one wakes up per se.
That is the point of this post. Over the last four or five years and even more so the last couple years I have not completely given up on the idea that spiritual upliftment absolutely happens when one walks that path diligently. At the same time I believed in the whole ascension thing too. I have changed everything in my life over the years and experiences although perceived as negative oftentimes finally can be seen as blessings. The way in which I believe I have healed a lot this year is just plain miraculous combined with all my intentions and efforts.
Has anyone ever considered that when a light is turned on deep inside of us and begins to force things to the surface that naturally attracts different types of people to you both aware (I believe and unaware) especially when much of what comes up are generalized fears that may or may not have a true attachment to one thing. Often times they do but it's that general energy of fear to me that categorizes awakening and Healing of the Central Nervous System.
The category of targeted individuals in some cases or even many cases may just be our changing perceptions away from our personal 'I' all the time and out onto the world and the people to a greater extent. At which time we start noticing things that we've never paid attention to.
This introduces the idea that some that believe themselves to be TI's are truly discovering the dreamlike quality and 2 dimensionality of this world while at the same time attracting people and perhaps entities that are attracted to that generalized fear.
It has been easy for me to confuse healing with ascension especially since I perceive that I have been blessed by God/ heaven/ angels many times and feel I have a stronger connection.
Does that mean that there is no dark, of course not. I and most have had to take responsibility for what we let into our lives over the years and are bombarded with daily. When one takes action one frequently has hurdles.
I feel I have made the basic point I was trying to make on the blurring and mis- perception of light when so many of us perhaps had no idea that we had embraced and carried so much dross through our lives. Do I believe in ascension?
Perhaps without body. Could we call upliftment, purification and healing a sort of ascension? I think so. A lot of it does revolve around the nervous system and the years in this world and old injuries I believe do harbor scars that can actually be healed by means we cannot fully appreciate or know.