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The golden aura shows that people would like you, but you've also got lovely, lovely clouds of pink there, and it's as if you come to this planet to express unconditional love.
it may be that you're experiencing being on a planet where you know that people need love, they need to be really taught to live in harmony and to be…you need to be a light to humanity and I think that is your sole purpose. But…to, I'm sure the whole world has felt pretty strange to you.
And, yes, I think you're right…in intentionally keeping things separate you are being inauthentic to yourself, because you are holding on to what you were before you came into this life and you somehow have found it very, very difficult to really step into a different life.
You are like a visitor on this planet and maybe…you know…you probably are. It's not, you know, fantasy to say that, because as I'm looking at your auric field, you have certain colors which usually depict what you…the star sign that you might come from…the constellation, and I think that you are probably from the constellation of Cygnus. And Cygnus, the swan, they are sort of slightly strange people, because they're observers rather than communicators, and yet there is so much within you to communicate.
You know, it's an interesting thing…it's…it's not easy when you’re like this, but this is what I'm feeling from your energy, your auric energy and your soul energy. I think that you're going to be finding light in the dark, and I know that sounds funny, because it…you know it makes you feel uncomfortable to be with people, and yet you are somebody who is capable of much devotion and commitment within your heart. But, I…I think that what you're doing is…is showing a disruptive side of yourself so that people can't get to know you, and they think that you're rather strange. So, you've got to recognize that this is a shadow self that is operating, and you can redeem it and bring it into the light, because it's…what's happening here is that there is an aspect of the shadow or the unconscious. So…you know, it will require complete honesty and firstly with yourself.
You're here to learn about power, and how power operates through life. And, I think that you will develop great strength and inner wisdom through confronting yourself within. And, so I think that you will have a unique insight into the mysteries of human life.
There is something about you that separates you from everyone else. And, so it's not all, you know, because you're afraid of people. This was sort of meant to be. And so I think that you feel as if you're someone already on the outside so it will give you the ability to interpret the world around you from an often unique point of view.
You are somebody who has so much, and you know, you're extremely sensitive to the underlying emotional currents around you. And, so I think that this is another reason why you sort of turn yourself off. So I think that it's…it will be rare for you to respond to anybody in a passionate way, but you know I think that once you understand yourself, once you understand that you have nothing to fear, that you can become a powerful catalyst or an agent for change in other people, as I said, to illuminate the fact that they can have harmony in their lives. So, I think that really…um…you have a highly developed intelligence, and this sets you aside from other people too. But, I do think that you have a potential to experience great rewards. You have come to learn the secrets of resurrection and rebirth through experiencing transformation in your own life. And then you have the power to become an incredible agent for change in the lives of others. I don't know if that is what you would like to do, but that is what I see you being able to do.
A feeling of inadequacy is there - you might not be conscious of that, but it seems that way. You look at yourself, you feel different, you know you're different. But, I honestly think that you have such inner strength and love that you will be able to build your life on a stronger, more sincere, more mature foundation.
I think that you like mind-expanding studies because it feeds you what you need…you need to understand. And, you know, I think that subconsciously you remember your home world, and part of you would love to be back there. And, I mean, I’m not being strange when I say this because you have these colors…the silver colors and the sort of deep purple colors in this lovely golden pink auric field. And, so I think that, you know, it shows me that you are extremely different. And, you know, you could be so successful if you could just open up and let the Love flow. And, I know it's something you've always wanted, but that you haven't been able to do. But soon your wait will be over, and I think that this will make you happier than you've been in a long, long time.
You will not just be able to just live for some external purpose. The purpose must come from within. And if you don't re-orientate yourself, your life could become hollow and meaningless.
So…you look after yourself because you are very special. And, I think that you will end your life, a long time from now, but with greatest satisfaction that you'll know that you have been able to give out that love to other people.