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Hi guys, it's been a while! Had a traumatic day :(

Just found out from my psychiatric nurse that, due to the manic episode that forced me to take a year out of uni, they shared certain information...

Incidentally I was in Amsterdam just last week and went on a sort of psychedelic trip as a result of getting high, stoned and having my blood sugar dip very low - what was the theme? An almost...

The anti-mad drug I'm on, Olanzapine, helps wonders with my sleep. No matter how stressed I am, a tiny amount of that knocks me right out.

I don't need to sleep more with this dose either, unlike...

Over-medication is a real problem in psychiatry. They also seem to have this little "box" for normalcy and anything outside that box is deemed unwell! One example: I was on hospital on the standard...

So I was just listening to this brilliant song:

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One of the lyrics in the chorus is "What if I'm already dead, how would I know?" An interesting question - what if we are in some...

My my Avalon, I've missed you guys! Just got back from a fun-filled trip to London with my two Spanish housemates which I referred to in an earlier post. We saw loads of interesting things including...

OP, my best advice to you is to keep your troubles to yourself, and yourself alone- especially if you are in the presence of professionals or family members/friends who may not "get you". I made the...

I'm definitely getting a "positive" feeling in my gut about this theory.

I think that all this has happened before, and will happen again. I've probably even seen it with "my" own eyes, albeit in...

Do you recall the picture I posted earlier? Well, turns out I've been invited on a trip to London in a week and half with her and her friend (the other housemate). It's so nice to finally be able to...

I've had a nice chilled out Sunday, we've gained a feline companion for the household and I've learnt that I've got rather a lot in common with one of the new Spanish girls who moved in, and we get...

Had a lovely night with my housemates in the pub then going on to watch Les Miserables which was frankly brilliant.

Two rather fetching Spanish ladies have just moved in the house as well - I...

Psychiatry is very corrupt indeed. I made the mistake of telling them everything that was on my (troubled) mind once, and lo and behold, it was all used against me *9 months* later !!

These people...

As much as I don't like where my country (or indeed most of the western world...) is heading, this man makes me proud to be British. There's little more British than keeping a stiff upper lip against...

This says more about them than it ever could about you. They obviously have their own problems which they're trying to redirect on to you.

Don't let the bastards grind you down! :D

From my experience of these monstrous things, they can alter your mind to a great degree.

I'm supposedly bipolar yet I function far better on none at all or at most, a low dose. Drugging people up...

Well that just confirms what I already knew - but what is beyond the veil is anyone's guess.

I wonder if it's like "The Nexus" in Star Trek: Generations. In that you can do anything you could ever...

Though I have no background in Physics, all I can say is keep doing what you're doing. Keep seeking the truth - if your ideas have merit, eventually they will be heard by those willing to listen. I...

It's 1am and I feel almost completely at peace. I just sat outside on my (mum's, shh!) car bonnet, looking up to the night sky and a feeling of serenity washed over me. Any and all anxiety I had was...

- Higher mental discipline
- Starting my uni course and sticking with it
- Finding someone who loves 'me for me'
- Meditate more
- As a result of this, trying to control my impulsivity
- Write...

We do indeed live in a beautiful world. It's just a shame I'll probably never have enough money (such is life in a money driven world) to ever see most of these amazing wonders of nature. But i'll...