This thread is intended at a form of autobiographical documenting of my life. If you have questions about my targeting or my life I am open to answering.
I will probably be updating this post in the future.
Reader discretion: my life has been hell. So this will not be a family friendly thread in some ways.an attempt at summing up what i have observed from myself: as my integrated self i am partner centric - work dedicated - collective oriented
currently i am primarily motivated by truth - progress - preservation - protection - justice
my favorite aspect of the universe is love - my favorite music genre is either dark synth or light synth with dark synth elements
i have ideological taste for duality and the construct of the universe
right now my soul desires: positivity, love, and purity - vindication, truth, and progress
in my adult life i have always been against projecting a fake image of one's self, and see it as abominable when others do it
i have firm and genuine ethos for honesty
thus far i have unbreakable dedication and altruism for the collective of the world
i have sacrificed immeasurably for others
i have stayed original, true to myself - i am individuality centric and have a pattern of non-conformism
i have not compromised my values with my music to make it in the music industry - i have stayed true to my own music values (dark synth & light synth are my genres)
i am a fan of vegetarianism - veganism - fruit smoothies - venti iced chai with light ice from Starbucks - cannabis - CBD - hemp - pasta - pizza - bread - rice - healthy eating - discernment - purity - celibacy - altruism - dedication - faithfulness - honesty - love - nature - pure intent - moral and right decisions - defending others - being saved - intellect - detoxing of impurity - nationalism - collectivism - protection - preservation - justice - peace - sovereignty - individualism - self development - self improvement
i am a proponent of vindication for the innocent, dedication - faithfulness - honesty with a partner, balancing open mindedness with skepticism, the open movement, universal basic income, the progression of science and technology, deoccultism and deconstructing psyop for the public,
i am eclectic in beliefs - i am a heretic of all religion while also finding truth in religion - my perspective is that religions are control based belief systems - my ideology on god is that all gods are false gods and the universe has no origin and is a perpetual construct based on natural laws - i believe in allegorical truth to mythology - i have a firm foundation of belief in science, for example i think an allegorical truth to demonic possession is science
i feel justice has been scarce in history - i can name very few major acts of justice
i feel my life has a lot of unknown and unrecognized altruism and effect while living against impossible conditions to succeed in many ways
i have irreproachable nature under some of the harshest conditions (while i am framed as the opposite with my targeting and upcoming public crucifixion if things go as the agenda shows)
in the past i was into sports and still have remnants of interest in several sports
i have been a winner in competition throughout my life (a record of a team i was on was approx. 91 wins - 1 loss)
i have been tortured over 20,000 times and never compromised in an act of dishonor
i was made homeless by cointelpro orchestration and asked if i would take a bribe for a suitable life, i declined it and lived hell ever since
according to a query i did my political orientation is: left-leaning libertarian
i am non-violent, desire peace and quiet, i am reclusive, somewhat eccentric, desire cannabis and my work most days, before mkultra sanitized my traits i was benevolent - modest - humble - shy - quiet - observant - aware - intellectual
i am a proponent of: liberty and freedom, believe in human rights - free will - privacy - sanctity of life, i am patriotic - somewhat of a nationalist, i enjoy helping innocent people, i am celibate, non-sexual at this point in my life, i am justice oriented, somewhat of a fighter but desire zero physical conflict, i am completely against war and brutality, i am pro small business and anti-corporate dominance, i am pro software, i am a link person, i have subtle interest in branding, i am a word person - i really enjoy potency with new words, i am a fan of righteous Congress representatives, i am against political corruption and lies, i am complicatedly pro ideal surveillance and anti-surveillance abuse (obviously in disagreement of what is happening right now), i am complicatedly pro police but anti-police abuse of power, i am pro science and technology but complicatedly against transhumanism - what it does - how it is simplified to making science look evil (like a new age evangelical christianity) - i am also against transhumanism's assumable paths, i am against the public crucifixion of individuals (such as Alex Jones), i am against wrongful limitations (like what is happening to Julian Assange), i am pro freedom of speech - i believe in the right to speak religion freely and the right to criticize religion and other similar models, i believe the universe is a perfect design with both positive and negative as polarity
i once thought i had no dark side, i later learned i had misinterpreted it. my dark side involves being a force against evil - justice - truth as a weapon against evil - war versus evil is a soul disposition of mine but not significantly integrated as part of my personality - i have my own ideas of the light's darkness
being threatened and mislabeled by the insane for knowing the truth (the truth gets you labeled insane) - my life is alien to the rationale of a person unaware of the scope of black ops occurring in the world
self expressed criticism: at points in my life i was lazy and not a hard worker, i am disabled but am able to get work done in hardship, i grew up in a criminal environment in Washington state and was tempted to do some bad things (i desire to be 100% legal after cannabis was legalized in October 2015), i had been feminized via mkultra in areas of my life as a victimization and part of their covert gender warping agenda, i judged people too simply until i had a revolution in judging others, i worked at least one terrible job i despise being mentioned, i have been somewhat honey trapped but have never been in a serious relationship, i feel i have somehow failed at performance with high stakes at times although always doing my best and abundantly in impossible and/or extreme conditions,
i have been extremely tested in life against: psyop - brainwashing - trauma/torture - entrapment - adversity - oppression
i have endured an extreme brainwashing campaign throughout my life and performed well under the circumstances
i have been dissociated on a soul level from trauma based mind control