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2nd October 2018 04:27
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Autobiography of Phillip Walker
This thread is intended at a form of autobiographical documenting of my life. If you have questions about my targeting or my life I am open to answering.
I will probably be updating this post in the future.
Reader discretion: my life has been hell. So this will not be a family friendly thread in some ways.an attempt at summing up what i have observed from myself:
as my integrated self i am partner centric - work dedicated - collective oriented
currently i am primarily motivated by truth - progress - preservation - protection - justice
my favorite aspect of the universe is love - my favorite music genre is either dark synth or light synth with dark synth elements
i have ideological taste for duality and the construct of the universe
right now my soul desires: positivity, love, and purity - vindication, truth, and progress
in my adult life i have always been against projecting a fake image of one's self, and see it as abominable when others do it
i have firm and genuine ethos for honesty
thus far i have unbreakable dedication and altruism for the collective of the world
i have sacrificed immeasurably for others
i have stayed original, true to myself - i am individuality centric and have a pattern of non-conformism
i have not compromised my values with my music to make it in the music industry - i have stayed true to my own music values (dark synth & light synth are my genres)
i am a fan of vegetarianism - veganism - fruit smoothies - venti iced chai with light ice from Starbucks - cannabis - CBD - hemp - pasta - pizza - bread - rice - healthy eating - discernment - purity - celibacy - altruism - dedication - faithfulness - honesty - love - nature - pure intent - moral and right decisions - defending others - being saved - intellect - detoxing of impurity - nationalism - collectivism - protection - preservation - justice - peace - sovereignty - individualism - self development - self improvement
i am a proponent of vindication for the innocent, dedication - faithfulness - honesty with a partner, balancing open mindedness with skepticism, the open movement, universal basic income, the progression of science and technology, deoccultism and deconstructing psyop for the public,
i am eclectic in beliefs - i am a heretic of all religion while also finding truth in religion - my perspective is that religions are control based belief systems - my ideology on god is that all gods are false gods and the universe has no origin and is a perpetual construct based on natural laws - i believe in allegorical truth to mythology - i have a firm foundation of belief in science, for example i think an allegorical truth to demonic possession is science
i feel justice has been scarce in history - i can name very few major acts of justice
i feel my life has a lot of unknown and unrecognized altruism and effect while living against impossible conditions to succeed in many ways
i have irreproachable nature under some of the harshest conditions (while i am framed as the opposite with my targeting and upcoming public crucifixion if things go as the agenda shows)
in the past i was into sports and still have remnants of interest in several sports
i have been a winner in competition throughout my life (a record of a team i was on was approx. 91 wins - 1 loss)
i have been tortured over 20,000 times and never compromised in an act of dishonor
i was made homeless by cointelpro orchestration and asked if i would take a bribe for a suitable life, i declined it and lived hell ever since
according to a query i did my political orientation is: left-leaning libertarian
i am non-violent, desire peace and quiet, i am reclusive, somewhat eccentric, desire cannabis and my work most days, before mkultra sanitized my traits i was benevolent - modest - humble - shy - quiet - observant - aware - intellectual
i am a proponent of: liberty and freedom, believe in human rights - free will - privacy - sanctity of life, i am patriotic - somewhat of a nationalist, i enjoy helping innocent people, i am celibate, non-sexual at this point in my life, i am justice oriented, somewhat of a fighter but desire zero physical conflict, i am completely against war and brutality, i am pro small business and anti-corporate dominance, i am pro software, i am a link person, i have subtle interest in branding, i am a word person - i really enjoy potency with new words, i am a fan of righteous Congress representatives, i am against political corruption and lies, i am complicatedly pro ideal surveillance and anti-surveillance abuse (obviously in disagreement of what is happening right now), i am complicatedly pro police but anti-police abuse of power, i am pro science and technology but complicatedly against transhumanism - what it does - how it is simplified to making science look evil (like a new age evangelical christianity) - i am also against transhumanism's assumable paths, i am against the public crucifixion of individuals (such as Alex Jones), i am against wrongful limitations (like what is happening to Julian Assange), i am pro freedom of speech - i believe in the right to speak religion freely and the right to criticize religion and other similar models, i believe the universe is a perfect design with both positive and negative as polarity
i once thought i had no dark side, i later learned i had misinterpreted it. my dark side involves being a force against evil - justice - truth as a weapon against evil - war versus evil is a soul disposition of mine but not significantly integrated as part of my personality - i have my own ideas of the light's darkness
being threatened and mislabeled by the insane for knowing the truth (the truth gets you labeled insane) - my life is alien to the rationale of a person unaware of the scope of black ops occurring in the world
self expressed criticism: at points in my life i was lazy and not a hard worker, i am disabled but am able to get work done in hardship, i grew up in a criminal environment in Washington state and was tempted to do some bad things (i desire to be 100% legal after cannabis was legalized in October 2015), i had been feminized via mkultra in areas of my life as a victimization and part of their covert gender warping agenda, i judged people too simply until i had a revolution in judging others, i worked at least one terrible job i despise being mentioned, i have been somewhat honey trapped but have never been in a serious relationship, i feel i have somehow failed at performance with high stakes at times although always doing my best and abundantly in impossible and/or extreme conditions,
i have been extremely tested in life against: psyop - brainwashing - trauma/torture - entrapment - adversity - oppression
i have endured an extreme brainwashing campaign throughout my life and performed well under the circumstances
i have been dissociated on a soul level from trauma based mind control
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2nd October 2018 19:35
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Re: Autobiography of Phillip Walker
I plan to use my victimization as an attempt at a change mechanism to try to help end the black ops targeting holocaust. I realize I may be ridiculed or trolled for speaking out about how they have violated me but I feel the circumstances call for progress.
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an attempt at summing up my life:
i have lived in Oregon and Washington state my whole life, i live in Oregon now. i was born in the year 1984 and i am male. i have never been outside the United States.
i first felt legitimate love at 34 years of age - i was subsequently hit with trauma based mind control and dissociated on a soul level - the person i feel it for was killed this calendar year (i did not have a personal relationship with her that lifetime) - i was framed by black ops sources for her death with cybernetic contact and have gone through neuroscience tortures forcing the feeling of a partner cheating on me within my mind and body sensory feedback. The murderers are Vatican connected military and intel community, they told me they would have someone at her funeral (this ended up being Pope Francis).
Dolores O'Riordan was killed this calendar year (i did not have a personal relationship with her) - i was framed by black ops sources for her death with cybernetic contact and have gone through neuroscience tortures forcing the feeling of a partner cheating on me within my mind and body sensory feedback with intentions to remove the bond attributes in my soul for someone out there. The murderers are Vatican connected military and intel community, they told me they would have someone at her funeral (this ended up being Pope Francis).
i have lived in a neural prison for over a decade and have lived a nightmare of a life
if i did not have purpose and people to protect from the same evils i experience, i would rather die than live this life. it is too detrimental to my existence and soul. saying this i am clear i am not suicidal and wont be giving up anytime soon
i have accomplishments to speak of, i have moved around so nobody in my life has really seen what I have done
it is apparent after what i have observed that black ops are excessive, obsessive, sadistic, and cruel towards me
i dedicated my life to assisting this planet when i was about 15-17. i have been through some of the worst neural oppression possible; i feel misrepresented, misconceived, character assassinated - slandered, set up for failure, automated out of performance and my own personality, too mind controlled to vindicate myself fully, censored, abused, violated, mutilated, slow killed, comprehensively framed, entrapped, defrauded of my existence with the products of mkultra, legacy degraded, body designed, intellectual property thieved, falsely accused of plagiarism, my ideology surveilled and thought injected into offensive people, synthetic insomnia, cloning of the senses / torture through the senses, disturbing and sick EEG cloning into my mind, brain-computer interface based impersonation of friends - family - and foes, my family has been targeted covertly, my targeting is designed for covert nature in the perception of others and overt in my perception (and vice versa), my friends and family mind controlled to be belligerent, my transportation cut off, my monetary success gatekept, people i like or love having their well being threatened (usually without their knowledge and i am hit with the task of stopping it with obscene sacrifice or being blamed if i allow it), my image defiled and slandered, my voice (both mental and physical) distorted, my communication disrupted, constant brainwashing attempts, ritually abused day in day out for over a decade, unknown science assaulting me that the planet diagnoses as mental illness, i have been wrongfully jailed, set up and sued (and set up to be sued further), threatened with false indictment and wrongful imprisonment, threatened with extradition, wronged by a litany of zombified and compromised people, i have been wrongfully sectioned, wrongfully drugged in more than one way, i have been made homeless, i have been career thefted and destroyed by counterintelligence, my small businesses are being cointelpro'd, my organizations are threatened by counterintel, my music has been desecrated and through hardship and sacrifice i have achieved what i have, my films were cointelpro'd (i was able to make something quality in comparison to what alt media has), i have been neurally framed as a pedophile for the last 8 or so months, i have been sexually abused by neuroscience based black ops in the areas of: pedophilia, beastality - incest - molestation - rape - homosexuality - transexuality - hebephilia - necrophilia - they are by their own admission impurifying my soul through neural repetition of weaponized brainwaves and trying to ruin my entire existence and legacy - i have thus decided to use my targeting as a force against the electronic holocaust and inform people in government what is happening to innocent individuals, my linguistic programming is being ruined neurally - they are lacing my words with the most perverted consciousness and expressions to eternally warp and wound my soul, i am experiencing ritual neurobody attacks of feeling a partner cheating on me within my chest, my consciousness is raped every minute of my day for over 20 months straight from wake to sleep, i have a much longer list of targeting done to me. i do not think people can quite understand my nightmare even by reading these words.
to my memory i have lied in only one occurrence on the public internet (while being framed for having lesser ethos). This occurrence was on a forum i no longer go to (i later exposed it on the same forum before leaving). i was on the forum originally trying to get extraterrestrial information out and was threatened via cybernetics to say i made it all up. They said they would kill my family if i did not make a post saying i was not a contactee and fraudulently state that i was making it all up. They even forced me to say an inaccurate character assessment of myself to slander me from my own words (if i remember correctly i had full body control while i was being forced to type it). i feel i was heavily automated at the time, full of mkultra trauma, and didn't know if they would kill my family. This post they have threatened will be used to discredit me by shills in the future to detract from the credibility of my testimony.
my life in a binary:
full spectrum black ops rape of my life, body, mind and soul
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4th October 2018 02:47
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Re: Autobiography of Phillip Walker
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5th October 2018 21:27
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Re: Autobiography of Phillip Walker
Lately every day I wake up to threatening v2k while I am delirious, and go to sleep with RF implants obsessively trying to ruin my comfort and rest.
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5th October 2018 22:17
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Re: Autobiography of Phillip Walker
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5th October 2018 22:36
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