Bill Ryan's personal Question-and-Answer thread. Pile it on. :)

[David Trd1]

Hi Bill,

This thread is one of the reasons Avalon is so great! I really do love this place! It's great

Just a few questions:

1. What is something you have learned personally in your own journey over the course of the forums lifetime so far?

2. Which members imput from the past that are no longer here do you personally miss the most?

3. (Gear switch)you mentioned before that it will get worse before it gets better here on the planet what Amount of time do you feel will pass before we collectively "come out of the woods" as it were, around 2030 has been mentioned before by others, what's your take on this?

4. What is your take/feelings on Dark journalists x-series and the places it leads re the history/rational behind our current situation?

5. If there was one(or two) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with , who would it be?

Many thanks bill

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by onawah (here)
Hi Bill,
My questions mainly have to do with the origins of the human race on planet Earth.
It seems from "forbidden archeology" findings that there may have been civilizations going back not just thousands of years ago, but much further back, perhaps even a million or more years.
That being so, it seems likely to me that the DNA of the current human race may actually be much more diverse than just that of primitive homo sapiens as we know it, but that many ET races may have left their genes here, and may be discovered when the mysteries of "junk DNA" are unraveled.
(Certainly more than just the Annunaki, though if some of the stories are true, it seems they ( if they really exist) wanted to take sole credit for creating the present human race, which I think is very unlikely. )
I think Bob Dean is among those who have described Earth as being very unusual in that there are lineages here from many ET races, as well as other creatures and plant life; that Earth has been an experiment and a galactic depository of lifeforms, making it a kind of treasure house from one perspective.
What is your take on that? If true, do you think it makes for a more difficult "school" than worlds that are more uniform and less diverse?

Do you think that the diversity of characteristics among Earth's Black, Caucasian, Asian, Aboriginal etc. races, has anything to do with differing genetic ET heritage?

What can you tell us about hidden, isolated ET communities that have reportedly been on Earth for a long time, but have not intermingled with common humanity--what their purposes might be for being here, what role they might play in our evolution?

What do you think about the prophecies that have come down to us from various sources about these times, such as the Mayan Calendar, the various Christian mystics, the Native Americans and others--that there will be a great struggle first but that gradually there will be a dawning of a much more Light-filled Age?

Thanks for stepping out on a limb and creating this thread.
It seems like good timing for the forum for such an endeavor, and should give us all a psychological boost.
And hopefully bring in some great new contributors.

~~~

Yes, I do think we may all be someone's science experiment. Maybe a bunch of races have been experimenting, at different times (spread over hundreds of thousands or even millions of years), and/or in different places or on different continents.

I'm no geneticist, and this might be nonsense: but it does seem to me worth asking if the different races might have been 'influenced' in different ways.

Hidden, isolated ET communities? If they exist, they'd be underground (within the Earth's crust, in their own deep underground bases), in Antarctica (as has been credibly reported by Linda Howe), or under the oceans (pretty much anywhere at all).

Maybe in other remote areas as well. It makes perfect sense that there would be ET outposts here. There's a LOT of Planet Earth, right under our noses, that remains hard or practically impossible to access, and definitely hard or impossible to know whether anyone else might be hanging out there.

Lastly, prophecies? I'm not sure... but I don't discount them.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Dom1noe (here)
Dear Bill,

what do you consider to be the best way/method/system of spiritual development for a modern person? Do you consider it possible for an average person in the bell curve to achieve significant results?

Thank you in advance for your answers.

I think there are many that work. But NOT via drugs. See my post #203, here, in which I said this:

I don't believe this [psychedelics] is the way to go. In the classic book The Master Game, Robert S. de Ropp argues that psychedelic experiences can be very useful to START someone on a path of inner inquiry.

But then, after illuminating the end goal, then one has to do the WORK. And that might take years. I'd fully agree with him that continuing dependence on psychedelics, as a kind of imagined shortcut, will only lead to diminishing returns — and may never get one to the goal at all.

• http://projectavalon.net/THE_MASTER_GAME_Robert_S_de_Ropp.pdf
  
  

One of the principles, I'd strongly contend, is to stick with one discipline/practice, and then do that properly and thoroughly. If you're going to meditate, don't just dabble and switch over to something else after a month or two. Give it 5-10 years. Same with Yoga. Or Buddhism. Or anything else at all. (As many know. I've used Free Zone scientology techniques — see my post #25, here — to clear out the junk and recover my past life memories. In good hands, it works fantastically well, but also is a long-term journey with no instant fixes.)

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by devplan (here)
Hi Bill

This is an awesome thread and the questions and answers are a goldmine!
Likewise I want to thank the many Avalon members for questioning the spiritual realms.

I have a somewhat specialized question for you Bill:
In your personal regression work, do you use a Theta-Meter or E-Meter or no technical aid at all?
How would you consider a spiritual being without body could administer personal regression?
And as spiritual being would there be any need for regression because a being would shed off all accumulated karma (or charge)?

Thanks again Bill - you rock!!

I have a Mark 3a Ability Meter, and also a Theta Meter (which replicates an Ability Meter virtually on a computer screen).

An anecdote: I've had my Ability Meter for 25 years. I'm on my second pair of AA batteries. Go figure. (I finally had to change the first pair about 5 years ago.)

The Theta Meter is a lot cheaper, because it's just software, and it works perfectly. The advantage of that is that another person can be remotely connected to your computer via an application like TeamViewer, and then they can see your onscreen meter as well.

That's then like being in the same room, even if they're other side of the world. That was developed a few years ago by Mikhail Fedorov in Russia. (Another anecdote: The Russians are leading the field in this kind of thing. But don't tell the US Democrats. )

How a spiritual being WITHOUT a body can do this kind of thing is a great question. They can, 100% for sure, but they wouldn't have a biofeedback meter (which is what these devices are) to help guide them. (And it's definitely a significant help.)

And that's another great question whether a spiritual being without a body would have the same kind of amnesia as humans have — which I think is what you're asking. My best answer is that I think the amnesia that affects us is a by-product of the body (or, maybe, the human body). I do believe that a discarnate spiritual being would NOT have amnesia. But I don't know for certain.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Baby Steps (here)
Hi,
Putting aside possible counter narratives , and considering the possibility that we are occupying a prison planet:

Why do Humans confine Humans?

• To keep undesirables out of society
• Cheap or forced labour
• Silencing opponents, neutralising enemies
• Rehabilitation of dysfunctional people
• Placate victims by exerting retribution

Why do Humans confine other animals?

• Food source
• Breeding/genetic manipulation
• Zoological observation/entertainment/study
• Preservation of genetic assets
• Supply of animals for work including for wars
• Materials, such as wool & leather

Is our confinement/farming/enforced limitation motivated by a combination of the above , or is there more to it. Are we confined? This word can be expanded from geographical confinement to include genetic,spiritual , information, or communication black outs.

Well, my simplest answer (and the most complicated answer might be an entire book!) is that we're spiritual beings in animal bodies.

So the animal in us (that wants to eat other animals, and maybe fight, control, subjugate or exploit other animals, like other humans) quite often takes over and calls the shots.

But some discarnate beings (i.e. without bodies) want to control others, too. So it's not JUST an animal-body thing. In part, down here on Planet Earth we're one of the front lines of a major spiritual war, and that's also why some humans are plain evil. And there's no other word for it. 'Evil' is precise.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by petra (here)

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
2. So much that is discussed here is so dark. What is the most hopeful thing you see happening in the world right now?

• The steady increase in awareness globally.
• The continuing influx of the gifted children.

That's really nice, Bill. Thanks for this one. I'll never forget the little kid who shot me a peace sign for no apparent reason. He gave me hope. In my mind, that was a sign from God.

I have a dark question with two parts that comes with a request - Please don't answer publicly unless you feel you can speak 100% freely without withholding anything.

Q: What do you make of all the reports of "black eyed children" ? (Note: I've never actually seen one myself, but there are so many reports that I take notice)

Q: Do you think there's any such thing as an "evil child" ?

PS: Making my way along, slowly but surely

~~~

I don't know what the black-eyed children are.

Yes, a child can be evil. That's simply an evil being that's incarnated in a human body.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Valerie Villars (here)
Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by OmeyocaN777 (here)
Thank you so much again Bill for all your answers....priceless!

What is your view of Robert Stanley, James Gilliland and...Max Spiers (also about his mysterious death).

I don't know anything about Robert Stanley (sorry!), and I don't feel I know enough about Max Spiers to comment with any authority.

I've spent a little time with James Gilliland, and I like him a lot (as most people do). I can't quite get behind some of his opinions and views, though.

His ECETI ranch at Trout Lake, Washington is a truly extraordinary place. On both evenings I was there (two separate visits, 4 years apart), I just saw things zipping all over the sky which were absolutely not meteorites, satellites, or conventional aircraft.

Everyone who visits there sees them, every night. It's a regular show. Off-duty military officers, scientists, and intelligence officers often come to take a look, too, just to satisfy their own personal curiosity because they've heard all the reports and stories. I have no explanation for what's happening there, but it's real.

[Valerie Villars]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)

Posted by Valerie Villars (here)
Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

I guess what I really meant was do you ever express gratitude for being alive, to some force or thing out there?

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Strat (here)
1 Are you aware of any places that would resemble a toned down Bohemian Grove like place? Somewhere for the aristocrats to vacation but perhaps less vulgar? I've stumbled onto one that existed in North FL but its long gone.

2 What do you make of Thomas Costello's Dulce info?

1. No.

2. I believe it's very real. See this thread, by Avalon member Mystery (Cherry Hinkle), who knew him personally.

• The Dulce Base, and Cherry Hinkle's testimony

[Bassplayer1]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)

Posted by Bassplayer1 (here)
Hi Bill,
What a beautiful man you are and thank you for your open generosity with us. This is one of my favorite threads and I realize I've been following it on my phone and wasn't logged in to thank you and everyone for the wonderful contributions. I'm finding the content and thoughts shared here really helpful.

Bill, despite all the knowledge and understanding you have gained about the human condition, the soul etc as well as the lies and conditioning we've had heaped upon us, are you afraid of death? And if not, how have you managed to reach the inner balance and perspective.

I'm sending you a big hug xx

Thank you!

No, I'm not afraid of death. It's a part of life.

Balance and perspective? Well, it's hard-won. Four answers:

1. I take very good conscious care of my health and my body, if I possibly can. I eat well, work out daily, and never take any substances: not even alcohol.
2. I've always invested in my own spiritual well-being. That's critically essential. It's a long-term project. For all younger people reading this: start now.
3. I go for long hikes in the mountains, regularly connecting with nature, and DISconnecting from the matrix.
4. I don't have a smartphone, haven't watched TV in decades, don't have any Wifi in my bedroom, and (happily!) have no cellphone signal in the little valley where I live. I'm not on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram, and all those things (though it sounds like a kind of joke!) I do think are important to maintain balance.

Thank you Bill

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by KingJamesCorona (here)

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)

Posted by KingJamesCorona (here)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=XeMVMGVSEyA

Mr. Ryan, is this a fair shake on history regarding you and the project Avalon forum?

~~~

I've not listened to it yet. Do I have to?

(That's actually a serious question.)

Maybe you could summarize a few concise questions for me, and then I'll be very happy to respond.

No please don’t, it’s unpleasant to the ears.

Basically Kerry states you were GIVEN project Avalon, to take care of yourself. My question is; Where you in-fact given project Avalon? Kerry also states project Avalon was created together as a sister site. Initially the site was for ’preppers’. Kerry states you became a prepper.

Was Project Avalon given to you? Was project Avalon initially a ‘prepper’ site and social platform for people to socialize?

She states she needed to teach you how to work a camera. Did she teach you filmmaking? She states you failed your mission and she carried it on from there. Do you know what mission she may be referring to? Something in regards to failing the mission in this life. Kerry states you may have been King Arthur, and you don’t like that story very much. Kerry and another (Clairvoyant maybe) through past life recall believe you maybe King Arthur... Do you believe yourself to be King Arthur? Your key witnesses believed they were Knights of the Round Table?

Did you have a girlfriend wanting you to be the lead interviewer during your time with Kerry? Behind the scenes this alleged girlfriend wanted you to get rid of Kerry?

Kerry says you made a big mistake and she hopes you’ll “Pull the sword from the stone again?” That may be an inference as to a return to project Camelot. Seeing as you were a guest on the monetized [In Honor of Bib Dean] video, are you considering a return to Camelot?

Apologies for the format.

Sincerely Mr. Ryan, thank you for taking the time.

Well a couple of riders, at the very start of my reply, may be helpful to add some read-between-the-lines context.

• I've been answering these question in sequence, as I think you will see. My protocol is to thank the post, then respond. (If I've not thanked it yet, it means I've not reached it yet. If I seem to miss something completely, then just bump (repeat) the question, as it will definitely only mean I've been diverted or interrupted, and accidentally lost the place.)
  
  I came upon this question, and decided to take Mara, my dog, for a walk — in the pouring rain. I now feel a little better able to respond.

• Kerry is like the impossible sister I never had. Richard Dolan said it perfectly (and brilliantly), referring a few weeks ago to the late Gordon Novel.

"Gordon, of all the people I love, I hate you the most, and of all the people I hate, I love you the most."

So there are others in the community who are very flawed, and my criticism of them has been fair, honest, straight, but sometimes relatively unforgiving. In Kerry's case, I can't bear ill-will against her. She's my sister. But with that in mind, read the following answers to your questions.

~~~

We started Avalon together, in August 2008. It was originally a resource index for personal and spiritual growth, sustainability, optimal self-health, and so on. The forum was conceived as an adjunct to that.

But as I wrote here in my post #89 here, the forum took off like a wild rocket. We had 7,000 fully active and enthusiastic members within 3 weeks, and a moderators team who had zero experience and didn't even know each other. It was chaos. But that told us that the forum really was the heart and soul of the project.

Kerry didn't 'give' me Avalon. I remember a nuclear firefight we had at one point (we had a few), in late 2008 or early 2009, when we were literally yelling at each other. The neighbors probably heard it half a mile away. I told her that she could take Camelot, and I'd take Avalon. That was kind of burned in my memory.

But the separation didn't actually happen until late 2009. It was crystal clear that we could no longer work together, and I already had the perfect lifeboat. (Not so much a 'lifeboat'. More a ship-to-ship transfer. )

I wasn't ever a member of the so-called 'prepper' community. But after I arrived in Ecuador, in 2011, I set about creating a community which (the plan was!) could withstand anything. (I still have my ham radio, ready to go.)

Two things happened:

1. The community failed, dramatically and catastrophically.
2. The 'prepping' was never needed.

Yes, she taught me how to use a video camera (then, they worked with DVC tapes: no digital memory), and to edit using Final Cut Pro.

I did not fail in my mission.

Here's an interesting anecdote. A young Avalon member came to visit me in July last year, passing through Ecuador. I'd met her a number of times before. She was 25, and one of those delightful, featherlight, sparkling-bright young people who is staggeringly spiritually aware, able and mature for her age.

She told me she had a message for me, that she'd received suddenly and clearly during meditation, and it was important. Of course, I was intrigued.

We went for a walk, and she told me that my mission was complete, and that I no longer needed to worry or fret about always having to do more. She said the battle had been won, that Camelot had been a major part of that tipping point, and that while I could continue to work if I wanted to, there was actually no need to. Because now, everything was going to work out.

That was so astonishing to hear, that I couldn't really make any comment at the time, and can't now. But I've never forgotten it.

I don't think I was King Arthur. However, a couple of people (or maybe 3) have all told me that in the last few years, entirely independently of each other. But I've never recalled that myself. Even if I was King Arthur, it doesn't matter.

The girlfriend that Kerry was referring to is Ruth Huber, in Switzerland. She can be seen translating on stage in the conference we hosted in 2009, and my keystone presentation can be seen here. Ruth is there, too.

Ruth was well aware that my meeting her might be a problem for Kerry, and the very first thing that she did was send Camelot a $300 donation to show Kerry that she meant well. But the moment Kerry met her, which was quite soon after, she (Kerry) was unrelentingly hostile. That never abated. After a short while, Ruth (who is very perceptive, and a spiritual teacher and counselor) grew to dislike Kerry intensely.

Finally, I made no 'mistakes'.

And regarding a 'return to Camelot', every now and then the thought crosses my mind. It'd be a little like Steve Jobs returning to Apple in 1997 to fix the company and turn everything around.

But that would be impossible. Three weeks ago, when Bob Dean passed, and Kerry (very kindly) brought me on to the tribute livestream broadcast, we did a reasonable job together, especially as it was the first time we'd done any kind of show jointly since 2012. Some people who've heard the show were generous enough to say that they think I kept it all together, and I'd not disagree.

Despite Bob's sad passing, it was a kind of feel-good moment. It was a privilege to be able to say a few things on air to honor him. After the show, she and I had a few words on Skype to close off.

Then Kerry, with every good intention and with zero malice of any kind, said something (about me/to me) that was so inaccurate, inappropriate, and utterly divorced from reality that I was literally stopped in my tracks and had no idea how to respond.

I wasn't even upset. Just floored. I made some pleasant remark, and excused myself. Enough. It would be impossible for us to ever work together again.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
Then Kerry, with every good intention and with zero malice of any kind, said something (about me/to me) that was so inaccurate, inappropriate, and utterly divorced from reality that I was literally stopped in my tracks and had no idea how to respond.

I wasn't even upset. Just floored. I made some pleasant remark, and excused myself. Enough. It would be impossible for us to ever work together again.

Enough

How freeing… Cool…

♡

(No response needed.)

[Tangri]

"13th october 2017"

My Qs;

1- When you did interview Dan Burisch, did you give any Non disclosure agreement to any subject to him?(if any was given, is it overdue since Dan got out of area of truth)- Is there anything not revealed that time but can be revealed now?


2-Did Dan mention about origin country of yellow book which is borrowed from, that time being?

3- What is your impression on that, recent guardian country of the yellow book? Is it much powerful than American military complex , which reason they can not regain of control of that item?

4- Did Dan mention any time, when he was working with J- Rod , J Rod was not aware of yellow book's origin?

"16 november 2017"

Q- Any thought on Solomon's ring?

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by ArtyCarl (here)
Hi Bill, if you throw your mind back to the Project Serpo days, do you regret any of the directions or choices you have made?
[ ...]
Are there days when you think, 'I could have settled into a steady teaching job in the UK and lived a quiet life'.

Re Serpo, absolutely no 'regrets' of any kind. I think I got a lot of things right, even way back then, and (as I've explained since) the story most definitely had some considerable foundation in actual events. It was NOT just someone's wild fantastic invention.

Are there days when I think, 'I could have settled into a steady teaching job in the UK and lived a quiet life'?

No days like that, ever, at ALL.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Baby Steps (here)
Greetings

Would you see any validity in characterising Earth as a prison planet?

Thanks again

I wrote in my post #203, here:

~~~

You said that we live in a prison planet and maybe we are food energy source for some entities (totally agree), how that came up?

I don't believe I ever I said that. I don't think we ARE a prison planet (in the way that many use the term, like Alcatraz, or early Australia, full of British convicts. ) But we may (partially) be an energy source for something, yes.

~~~

I could add a little more, maybe. Souls/spirits, as best I know, aren't force-contained here (but it MAY be difficult to disconnect, or to resist the compulsion to return) — nor are they prevented from incarnating here if they want to.

[The Moss Trooper]

Hi Bill,

whatever happened to the Avalon News Letter?

Regards.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by David Trd1 (here)
Hi Bill,

This thread is one of the reasons Avalon is so great! I really do love this place! It's great

Just a few questions:
[ ...]
Many thanks bill

1. What is something you have learned personally in your own journey over the course of the forums lifetime so far?

Be kind. Pay attention to little things. Always keep the high ground. Avoid some topics. Take the best possible care of the moderators. When one's having a tough day, things get better.

2. Which members input from the past that are no longer here do you personally miss the most?

• Of those who are no longer active members or on sabbatical, I personally miss jackovesk and Whiskey_Mystic. Those two come to mind, but there really are many others.
• Of moderators on sabbatical, I very much miss Shannon (formerly Saint Theresa ), Jake, Marianne, and Harley.
• Shadowself.
• Foxie Loxie.

3. (Gear switch)you mentioned before that it will get worse before it gets better here on the planet what Amount of time do you feel will pass before we collectively "come out of the woods" as it were, around 2030 has been mentioned before by others, what's your take on this?

Such a hard question. I put my finger in the wind just now, and I 'got' 2045. (I was surprised! I thought it might be sooner. Maybe it was 2035, and I misheard it. )

4. What is your take/feelings on Dark Journalist's X-series and the places it leads re the history/rational behind our current situation?

I've not seen all the [many!] episodes. I think his research is fascinating and of high quality.

5. If there was one (or two) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with, who would it be?

• Nikola Tesla.
• Mary Magdalene.
• Neil Armstrong.
• JFK.
• Plato.
• Pierre de Fermat (1607-1665), the French mathematician who enigmatically wrote a brief note in the margin of one of his books saying that he had a most marvelous proof of his famous theorem... which wasn't finally publicly proved until 1995 by Andrew Wiles, in a dense paper that was 140 pages long. I'd want to ask him to please share what his own (much shorter and cleverer!) proof was.
  

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Valerie Villars (here)

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)

Posted by Valerie Villars (here)
Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

I guess what I really meant was do you ever express gratitude for being alive, to some force or thing out there?

For sure, and always. But not addressed/focused to anyone or anything in particular.

Each day, I go on a mile-long round-trip hike up a hill and then round and back down through a large open field surrounded by forest, finally boulder-hopping across a small creek to get back to the house.

It takes about half an hour, and I pass by the same plants, flowers, trees, bushes and views each time. Occasionally I see a deer (and if Mara sees it first, she's off across the horizon. ). I notice all the tiny changes in the ever-alive environment.

That's all very small and local (I go for larger and not-so-local mountain hikes, too), but the local hikes remind me daily of everything that's important, in a myriad miniature ways, in the utterly alive world we're tenants and caretakers of.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by The Crimson Horse Blanket (here)
Hi Bill,

whatever happened to the Avalon News Letter?

Regards.

Wow. Ouch.

I got to the point back in October 2015 (the last one had been the previous month) when I could no longer afford the newsletter service monthly subscription. So I had to cancel my account.

But that means that I lost all my stored database, templates, and so on. Once I had the whole thing started, it was easy to keep it rolling just by taking the previous newsletter and editing it with new content.

In theory, I believe, I could re-start it, and I believe the newsletter service may well still have everything archived. It's really a momentum issue. It was always a lot of work (each time I did it, it was a focused, straight, non-stop, intensive 12 hour day), but I was always mighty pleased with what I'd done. The 'Ouch' above ^^ was my recognition that I really should step up to that plate again. I appreciate the question.