WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ilie:

I’ll make some long posts on this topic over the long weekend (so we can honor our imperial troops). I took a long, strange path. I began as a math wiz and scientific prodigy, and threw it all away because some voice in my head told me to study business after I decided that life in a chemistry lab might not be for me:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

My other nightmares aside, how do I feel about that today? Strangely unfulfilled in some ways, but happy in others. That voice had other plans for me, it seems.

I am not foolish enough to embrace too much fringe science in my upcoming essay, but will give nods to it. For what I am trying to get across, White Science will be plenty for most of it. I really am not going to be trying to present some extraordinary insight, at least not from the scientific end of it, but I will also be giving a big nod to Black Science and what is under wraps that I am aware of. That stuff is real.

I hold White Science in higher regard than the mainstream media, for instance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#big

but I am well aware of its limitations. My eyes began to open when I was twelve and my father “impossibly” reversed the hardening of his arteries:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#lessons

But my mystical awakening was what really set me on my path:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#silva

just when I got my dreams of changing the energy industry:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

which is pretty much the standard story for everybody I know like me; they usually had mystical awakenings in their late teens or early twenties. Brian O came to it later in life, in his late 30s:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#oleary

But before he did, he was becoming quite disenchanted with White Science, with its deadening materialistic, reductionistic, party line:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#oneill

All who get mystical awakenings are wrecked for buying the materialistic presumptions of White Science, but that is usually only the beginning of our adventures. If I had not tried to bring disruptive energy technology to the marketplace with Dennis, and the incredible odyssey that that entailed, I would likely not have much worth saying. But, more this weekend. Navigating the shoals of White Science, and learning to respect the fringes, while knowing that it is mostly chaff, is part of the learning experience. Because of my crazy journey, I know that Black Science and its fruits also exist:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

I’ll say this: it pays to not get too enamored with any theory. In the end, they are all wrong, but some are more wrong than others. When exotic theory can lead to breakthrough technologies or “absurd” predictions that experiments can later verify, then they become very worth paying attention to, but that is part of the problem, when the national security state and Godzilla can so easily remove such technologies from the scene. Part of the problem with LaViolette’s theories, for instance, is that he often admits that the instruments today are not sensitive enough to test the predictions of his theories, if they ever will be. If that is the case, then the theories should go on the back shelf until they can be subjected to experiments that can falsify them. LaViolette admits this limitation, to his credit (although he cites many instances where his theories created far fewer ad hoc theoretical patches than the White Science theories do), and the history of White Science is littered with experiments designed to measure phenomena, to have it eventually learned that the errors of measurement inherent in their experimental technologies and techniques were larger than the effect being studied, which made the experiments worthless. A lot of that still happens today and probably always will, so it is to LaViolette’s credit that he admits that key aspects of his theories cannot be tested with current levels of technology, although the discovery of evidence of quarks, for instance, puts some of his theory at risk, it seems, but a lot of that is over my head. Quantum physics is hairy stuff.

More this weekend on the nature of that beast.

Yesterday, I was planning on making a follow-up post on the wealth issue. Here is a classic, that kind of sums up how scientists view economists:

http://ineteconomics.org/blog/inet/w...nomists-anyway

Economics, as it is currently practiced, is a wannabee profession, getting all spun up in math and models, trying to be scientific, but is totally divorced from reality, or as that speaker said, economists are basically the magicians in a smoke-and-mirrors operation to keep the masses dazed and confused on behalf of the economists' patrons. They are intellectual warriors working on behalf of the wealthy and powerful.

This guy, with a NSFW blog name:

http://www.kunstler.com/index.php

is another Peak Oiler. Again, the Peak Oilers get points for acknowledging how dependent industrial civilization is on oil, but does not get marks for its entrenched Level 3 perspective.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level3

Kunstler has been campaigning on the Peak Oil theme for many years, and gets some mainstream platforms periodically:

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn...052302456.html

FE makes it all go away, but until we do, Kunstler’s view is astute.

Best,

Wade

[mariposafe]

Posted by A Wandering Ponderer (here)

Posted by Ilie Pandia (here)
...The ET issue I get why is a problem, being joined at the hip (as Wade keeps saying) with the Free Energy technology, however I don't get why the medical racket is so fierce? Is it because of greed? Because there are so much money to be made out of it? I don't see a direct connection with FE, except for the fact that FE would make it obsolete.

Hi Ilie. Thank you for that post. I think Wade already answered your question, but what you wrote inspired some thoughts.

It's true the medical industry makes a vast fortune from keeping people hooked on prescription drugs and drug-assisted therapies. So a lot of people would lose a lot of money if alternative and effective therapies were truly mainstream. That in itself, as you were addressing, can be a big enough reason.

The established medical industry seems largely more about treatment of an affliction rather than its prevention in the first place .....

Hi, all you say is accurate, but there is another reason, one which a lot of people have failed to notice. It is that Western allopathic medicine is, quite simply, predicated upon erroneous assumptions about who we are and how we fit into the universe. We are constantly bombarded with messages about how "scientific" modern medicine is, about how wondrous and efficaceous it is, yet the truth is somewhat different. I'm not denying that the medical establishment is in a better state than it was during the era of blood-letting etc., but it is far from being the evidence based, scientific wonder that its' proponents claim. But because we are brought up to hold medical pratitioners in wonder and awe, most people fail to take even a cursory glance under the covers, and are unable to entertain the possibility that doctors, or the medical system could possibly be wrong ! I'm not criticizing doctors here, the majority of whom enter the profession for noble reasons, the problem lies in the system, and in the beleifs about human life which underpin the system.

The PTB, or whetever name we wish to use, certainly DO NOT wish us to know we are powerful, that we have to power to heal ourselves. They want us to believe that we are random collections of chemicals, interacting by mere chance, and that we operate on a purely mechanistic level, independent of our environment. That all our diseases can be blamed on external pathogens or, the latest fashion - genes.

Alternative medicine is what got me properly started on my journey, and I've studied Chinese Medicine, homoeopathy and various shamanic healing techniques. Most medical systems end up becoming belief systems in their own right, and I've found it difficult to stick with one particular set of fixed ideas. Anyway, that's beyond the scope of this thread. ...

I hang my head in shame that it's taken me this long to visit here, and I have to say it's a refreshing place to be !!! Wade, I'm in awe at your ability to write so prolifically and clearly, thanks.

Philip

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Philip:

Thanks for writing. When I first wrote my medical racket essay, in about 1999, I called it a conflict between paradigms, between masculine and feminine medicine, in particular:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#masculine

I get more specific further on in the essay, and say it is the difference between thinking like a creator and thinking like a victim:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#paradigm1

If I rewrote that essay today, I doubt that those two thrusts of that essay will change. The masculine/feminine dichotomy can arguably be found across many disciplines, but it is starkly evident in medicine. But the thinking like a victim part is the universal problem, and yes, the “authorities” cultivate that learned helplessness so that they can control the situation. That dynamic can be found in all fields, in a world of scarcity.

I wished the doctors really cared, but in the USA, most go into it for the money. It is Earth’s most lucrative profession. So, of those that care enough to eventually see through the indoctrination, which aren’t many to begin with, they are not going to buck the system. It is like that in the CIA, for instance, where if you figure out what the CIA is really all about, it is too late, and Langley is filled with zombies waiting to retire:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#stockwell

Even MDs that go into it with the best intentions get it beaten out of them pretty quickly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#training

American MDs are basically marketing and administration conduits for the biomedical companies, although you won’t find even one in a hundred thousand who will openly admit it. Most probably never figure it out, because when all they are handed are hammers (knives and drugs), every problem looks like a nail.

Yes, the sense of learned helplessness, that only the “expert” can fix it, the rigid dogmatism that dogs almost all modalities, is a big part of the problem.

I woke up this morning to write something different, partly so that you readers can see how this stuff is affecting me. I have to go to Manhattan on business next month. Dennis lives in New Jersey, and for reasons that I can’t go into right now, he would like to see me. It is going to be hard to fit him in, and I am not sure that I want to. Most of you college grads probably have that recurring nightmare where you had the big final exam and overslept, or forgot to go to class for the entire quarter, etc. More than thirty years later, I still get nightmares like that. You may be able to imagine the nightmares that I can still get around my FE adventures, although I rarely remember my dreams and rarely are they of my FE days, except the one that just woke me up.

The dream was of Dennis, his family, and a circle of his associates. We all swam in a bay. After a series of events, Dennis was sitting with me and asked what I had learned about forming groups like he did. I was so shocked that I woke up. The Dennis in the dream did not understand that I wanted nothing to do with building his kinds of groups, at least for the missions he was taking them on. As I woke up, I had my reply, but too late for the dream.

The reply would have been: “The groups you assemble are weak, and most will turn on you or abandon you when the going gets hard, and it will get hard. That is not your fault, but it is the nature of humanity these days. You are one in a billion, Mr. Professor was one in millions, and a voice led me to both of you, after desperate prayers, prayers that I do not plan to repeat. I doubt that that “method” can be taught. I am shooting for a different group. Well, not a different group, really, but I do not plan to ask from them what my path with you demanded. I am going about it differently. I can’t do what you do, and I also do not want to. I am still doing what I can, but I could not walk your road anymore. It was too hard, and I am not sure where it led, other than to wrecked lives and hard lessons.”

I have to get ready for my work day now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

OK, I will make a series of posts in the next few days on White Science, Black Science, my journey, and how my perspective developed over the years.

First, welcome back, Robert. I hope you enjoyed your “time off” from Avalon.

I was recognized as “different” almost from the time I was born. I memorized the books that my parents read me before I was two, reading came effortlessly to me, I began special science classes when I was eight, read all the paleontology books on my school’s library by the time I was ten, and at age nine, I was put into gifted programs.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#_edn4

I was quite the prodigy, and my teachers remarked on my fascination with nature from the first grade onward. It looks like I was that way when I came into the world. Some anecdotes from my parents I was too young to remember, but they very seriously addressed having a prodigy on their hands, and I had many opportunities that others did not, and I can only be grateful for that.

When I was nine, I read the encyclopedia every night as my bedside companion, as the family library was kept in my bedroom. I did not “get” fiction, and rarely read any until I was fourteen and my father handed me The Hobbit. I quickly became hooked on fantasy and science fiction, an addiction that continues to this day.

I helped scout for an archeological dig when I was twelve, and archeology and paleontology was my first love. Around the same time, I became fascinated with chemistry. When I finally began studying chemistry in high school, I was quite the prodigy, and in college, I was at the top of my science and math classes. I had dreams about the elements, including one about gallium oxide that I can still vividly recall.

But at about age thirteen, I obtained some books by Frank Edwards that dealt with strange events and phenomena that science could not explain. I avidly read those books, and also read Ripley’s Believe It or Not. I pretty much memorized the Guinness Book of World Records, atlases, and the like. I don’t know what I was trying to do, but information, of many kinds, fascinated me.

My parents sent me to Europe for two months on an art-culture tour when I was sixteen, kind of against my wishes, and I had the summer of my life:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#europe

That tour was the beginning of my awakening and adulthood on a few fronts, but my big awakening was a few months later when my family took Silva Mind Control and I experienced and witnessed what are today called remote viewing experiences:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#silva

That began my mystical awakening, and I became quite the student of spirituality for the next fifteen years, and that study has never ended. At almost the same time, my first professional mentor invented what was considered the world’s best engine for powering an automobile:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

I was kind of raised in an inventor’s workshop, and his engine gave me my first dreams of changing the energy industry.

A few years later, during my second year of college, after I decided that I might not like spending my career in a chemistry lab (that was during my third year of chemistry studies), a desperate prayer was answered when a voice in my head that I had never heard before, and had never before asked for, told me that I might like to study business. At the time, I did not even know what that was, or if you could study it in college, but I am a CPA today:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

Even I look back at those early years and sometimes have a hard time believing that they happened like they did. But it happened. I went from being the chemistry prodigy to the accounting prodigy, but my formal science studies also ended then, which I have mixed feelings about. But, I received one heck of an education from Mr. Mentor on the process of science, inventing, and technology, which continued into my adulthood. And I had that dream that I nursed about changing the energy industry. That voice knew what it was doing, because the chances of changing it from the science end would have been slim. The chances were much better from the business end of it.

However, my mystical awakening wrecked me for buying the materialistic party line of White Science, so I would have never fallen totally under the White Science spell. As I look back today, I wonder how much of my spiritual studies led me away from White Science training. I am not sure, but it may have had something to do with it.

Then I graduated from college and met the brutal realities of the real world, and ended up working in hell in Los Angeles:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post406928

while I went from record test scores in college to being the black sheep in my dog-eat-dog office of several hundred professionals in the shark tank. I experienced severe cognitive dissonance, my confidence took a beating, and those were my life’s unhappiest years. I started out highly naïve and asked Easter Bunny questions that everybody laughed at:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#believing

But I eventually learned that my profession was worthless:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#getting

which may have been the hardest thing for me to accept, idealist that I was. It all came to a head after three years in hell when, for the second and so far last time in my life, I prayed for guidance. Ten days later, I was interviewing a thousand miles away at Dennis’s company:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

The rest is history, a history that I don’t regret, but a history that I don’t want to live through again. However, it gave me learning experiences that I could not have imagined when I was younger. Finding out how the world really works that way was sanity-threatening. I saw many wrecked and prematurely ended lives, and that will always haunt me. I wonder how I survived those experiences, and my guess is that it was my overgrown Boy Scout tendencies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#scouts

and my youth. Older Boy Scouts like Mr. Professor did not survive:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

But it was during those days that we pushed the boundaries of White Science with our technologies, and I eventually learned about some of the realities of Black Science.

The heat pump that Dennis built, sold, and installed is still the best heating system that has ever been on the world market. But its performance was well within the parameters of White Science:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#new

if hard to believe by White Scientists and engineering types. When Dennis began thinking in terms of free energy, however, it began bumping up against what White Science said was possible. However, Mr. Mentor and Victor Fischer had both invented hydraulic heat engines, and both thought that it was possible to exceed the limits of what White Science said was possible:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#fischer

I may never know if we could have really achieved it, because Godzilla came to the party and we were quickly wiped out, immediately after Dennis was offered a billion dollars to go away:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

A year earlier, we were offered ten million dollars for our free energy idea:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

which I eventually discovered was the standard initial friendly buyout offer in those days. I began to hit the books, diving into university library stacks when Dennis was in jail, so I could brief our expert witnesses on some of our technologies, and after I staggered out of Ventura in 1990, I hit the books big time, and began the research that comprises my site today. I muddled through thermodynamics texts and patents, trying to understand why Mr. Mentor’s and Fischer’s engine might have been able to beat the Carnot ideal, and came away scratching my head.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#industrial

The textbooks declared their contraptions to be impossible, but I could see where they thought that they had an edge. But building it is the proof in the pudding. Several years later, Dennis got back with Fischer and their prototype ran for an entire day. I was impressed, but not convinced. Then, soon after Brian O recruited me to help found NEM, I encountered Eugene Mallove saying that a path to free energy was exactly what we were trying to do when they lowered the boom on us:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mallove

His murder a few months later drove Brian O out of the country, understandably:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#portland

But before I left Ventura, I became aware of technologies that left White Science in the dust. Sparky Sweet’s technology was the first that I became aware of:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#sweet

and around the same time, one of my close associates was given the royal show of what exists in the cupboards of Black Science:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

It was impressive, to say the least. During those same years, I became aware of microscopes that the theories of White Science said were “impossible,”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#rife

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#naessens

but just looking through the lenses of those microscopes, with their “impossible” resolutions, is all the proof that is needed, proof that is older than I am:

http://www.xenophilia.com/zb0012a.htm

That White Science could so studiously ignore those microscopes and, more importantly, what they revealed, was initially mind-boggling to me, but I have come to accept that state of affairs.

This post is just a preamble. What will follow over the next few days will be about my explorations of White and Black science over the past twenty years and more. I am not going to throw away White Science, not by any means. It can be very useful, and has a great deal more validity than the fringes do, as a whole. But Black Science, at least from the glimpses that I have had of it, shows the great limitations in White Science. Much of it is due to political-economic considerations, but a great deal is also the inertia that is found in every discipline, as dogmatism tends to prevail everywhere, especially where adhering to dogmatism puts food in the belly and guarantees safe membership in the herd. Nobody wants to admit that, however. Everybody wants to think that they are free thinkers who know the truth, such are our collective conceits. Reality is something different, and the coming posts will deal with my explorations of White Science, Black Science, and the fringes. It won’t be just a recap of earlier posts, but will be new stuff that will be a preview of my upcoming essay, to a degree.

Enjoy the weekend.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Well, this sheds some light on Wade's ability to link to virtually any paragraph on his huge website . I wish I had a memory like that . I bet it helps with the comprehensive new.

[WhiteFeather]

Hey Wade can you slow down a bit, this thread of overwhelming knowlege is taking eons to read.

[Limor]

Originally posted by Wade Frazier: " I had that dream that I nursed about changing the energy industry.."

" The rest is history, a history that I don’t regret, but a history that I don’t want to live through again."

Hello Wade, I wouldn't like to be a bearer of 'bad news', but It is seriously obvious that you don't have much choice but to continue your path which you were born to fulfill. even if you are trying to 'outsmart' your life trail by diverting from the main road to a less traveled one, you are still on the path to bring your childhood dream to be realized, and everything that has carried you through till this time and from this moment onward is a precise work of art. no less. there is some systematics in this madness.

You are blessed with an ability to see situations which are composed with many different layers, but it probably feels like a curse more than a blessings. it is not.

From the many lessons you have learned and by watching others pay dearly, you may just happen to pave the way to the door, while other free energy adventurers and dreamers hit the wall again and again in the hope that the wall opens, and when they collapse in exhaustion, there comes another new dreamer that try his luck in battling the wall..

It is a wise man's act to go and look for a hidden entrance, because there is always one. and you go and tell Dennis that.
He fits to be a hero by all measures, but it's sometimes the observer that sees what IS, where most people see what they expect.

As you often finish your posts, time will tell..


Many blessings

~^&*~^&*

Limor

[Wade Frazier]

Hi all:

Guys, your posts are appreciated.

Limor, yours is a very important post, and I will spend some quality time in the near future dealing with it. I am about to go hiking, on this stunning spring day. I am getting real lucky this spring, picking awesome days to go hiking. This may not seem directly-related to your post, but it is to me.

When I say that I am looking for needles in haystacks, or that love is the answer, or that enough people need to think like creators to get us over the hump, I am really saying the same thing each time, and here is another variation of it: everybody in the choir is going to own the global energy situation, from Godzilla to the oil and electric companies to their customer-victims. Until we own it, we can’t change it. We even have to do our best to love it. We are all responsible for the state of affairs on Earth today. If you are drawing breath on this planet, you own a piece of the situation. People who say, “I have nothing to do with it; it is a dance that Godzilla and the sheeple play,” have yet to own it. Responsibility means being able to respond.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#responsibility

When enough of us can own it, love it, and love all the players in it, then we can change it in nearly an instant. In my own way, that is what I am trying to do – mine is a more cerebral approach than some others are taking, but all have their place. Sometimes, our role is to be a bad example.

Christianity, like all dominant ideologies, is scarcity-and-victim oriented. Dennis is a Christian, even if he is the greatest man I ever met, and he kind of lives for the battle, in a very lamb-like way. He considers his life a sacrifice to his god, and I can see why:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#voice

He will likely go the path that he is on until he draws his last breath. It is a noble sacrifice, to be sure, but I am trying to do this without anybody playing the martyr. We already have more than enough of those in this field.

OK, going hiking now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

OK, this will be the first in a series of posts on my experiences with White Science, Black Science, and fringe science. This will take some time, as there is a lot of territory to cover. I want to show the path I took, which was arguably meandering, but it all influenced where I ended up. I am sorry if it bores some of you, but I have never quite heard of a journey like mine, and I think that some may find the information useful, if for no other reason than they may understand my idiosyncrasies a little better. Mine is an all-too-human journey, for better or worse.

In academic circles, there is a distinction between science and technology. Science is ideally a process of discovery, and a means by which theories are developed and tested via experimentation. The acid test of any theory is its ability to predict phenomena. Technology is a primary means by which experiments are performed. If an experiment can be reproduced by independent scientists, it is considered to be one that can validate or invalidate theories. The strongest test of any theory is one that can falsify it. Theories that have survived experiments designed to falsify them are taken seriously, until experiments come along that invalidate them. Einstein said that every theory is killed by a fact, and he did not expect his theories to survive forever, but that the best parts of his theories might last longer.

It was not inevitable that science had to become reductionistic, materialistic, positivistic, and other traits that White Science has today. Those traits are mere idiosyncrasies of how it is practiced today, traits that have arguably led science in the wrong direction. Technology and science have interacted, each advancing the other. Improving technology allowed for more subtle experiments, and new scientific findings allowed new technologies to be developed. I should almost say, “White Science and technology,” rather than just “White Science,” because the two are usually conjoined.

“Pure science” is the idea of scientific pursuit that is solely devoted to the pursuit of phenomena. Applied science is use of the findings of “pure science” to solve real world problems. Building a bridge is applied science. Measuring the shear strength of steel is pure science. The goal of pure science is admirable, but no science has ever been conducted independent of politics, economics, the state of technology, and so forth, so pure science has never been “purely” pursued. Scientific findings are heavily dependent on the scientists themselves.

White Science is what I grew up with, reading all of those paleontology books, collecting fossils, etc. My father was part of the most spectacular applied White Science project in history: sending men to the moon:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#oleary

It was more of a Cold War stunt than a feat of scientific discovery, with nationalistic goals casting a heavy shadow over the entire affair. When those astronauts died in the Apollo 1 disaster, NASA’s environment became hyper-political and my father wanted out. He also hated living in Houston, and the reason that Mission Control was in Houston was because the sitting president was from Texas. The military also took vengeance on my father for quitting the Space Race:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#vengeance

The Cold War was a contest between political-economic systems, so economics and politics were inextricably interwoven together in the Space Race. But my father was as excited as everybody else was when Apollo 11 landed on the moon, and our closest friends visited us the weekend that Armstrong and Aldrin walked on the moon, for a big party as we watched the lunar excursion. Anybody who watched it live may recall that the video footage from the lunar surface was upside down for a few seconds, before the technicians corrected it and showed it right side up.

My father gradually lost his athletic build and later that year he hit his all-time fattest, at about fifty pounds overweight, and had high blood pressure and began to get angina and other health problems, and he was only thirty-three years old. The next year, after asking his doctor what could be done, and the doctor replied that there was nothing to do except give him some nitroglycerin pills, my father obtained the booklet that changed my life. The booklet was about how our diets cause hardening of the arteries, and how our diets can also reverse it. My father saw a chance at life and took it, and our entire family went “health nut” in 1970:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#lessons

In two years of subsisting almost entirely on live food, he completely reversed the hardening of his arteries. Back then, hardening of the arteries was considered to be a normal aging process and irreversible. Hardening of the arteries is still considered to be irreversible in the halls of White Science, and White Science still does not admit that diet can cure it. My father was living proof of the “impossible.” That was when I began to see chinks in the armor of White Science. Twenty years later, as I was beginning to perform the research that became my site, I discovered that the booklet that saved my father’s life was banned in the USA:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#banned

Since I had just gone through the meat grinder with Dennis, seeing that booklet banned was not a huge shock, but that was when I began to realize that the medical industry was a racket just like the energy industry. That booklet was an example of pure science, and because it was wiped out by the medical establishment, it is an example of fringe science – not embraced by the scientific establishment.

I need make a further distinction regarding science. Life sciences are considered to be far “softer” than the physical sciences. Even though sometimes you might think differently after watching life scientists at work, life is more than a bag of chemicals in a sustained reaction, so life sciences study behavior and other aspects of life that often derive equivocal results. The physical sciences, such as astronomy, do not have those limitations, so physical scientists often look askance at life scientists, as the life sciences are not as “pure” as the physical sciences. This has contributed to the life sciences trying to be more like the physical sciences, and I am not sure if that is a good thing, but it is the state of affairs. The life sciences use the findings of physical sciences in their work, and rarely the other way around.

The medical sciences are a sub-category of the life sciences, and I have seen physical and life scientists openly acknowledge that the medical sciences are barely sciences at all, as they are heavily influenced by the political-economic framework that medical science operates within. For instance, banning a book on physical science, no matter how “cranky” it might seem, is virtually unimaginable in the physical sciences, except if it begins stepping on the toes of medical science, as Reich did. Then, medical science officials rather gleefully have book burnings. As Reich watched the FDA burn his books, he remarked that the Third Reich burned his books, and he never expected to see his books burned again, especially in the “Land of the Free”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#burned1

But in the early 1970s, I was unaware of the inquisitions that medical science could engage in; I just knew that my father had accomplished the “impossible,” according to White Science. It was about the same time that I obtained Frank Edwards’s books on strange events in the world that White Science could not explain. I remember watching TV shows such as The Sixth Sense and Ghost Story, and like impressionable youth, I thought the shows had something to them. As I grew up, however, and advanced in my math and science curriculum, I began to discard that paranormal stuff as Hollywood and childhood fantasies. By the time I was fifteen, the stories of Christianity made little sense to me, and I began calling myself an atheist. When I turned sixteen, my parents sent me to Europe for two months on an art-culture tour:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#europe

and at about the same time, my first professional mentor’s engine began making big waves in the federal government:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

The furor quickly died down, as political-economic realities intruded once again. I did not know it at the time, but when that engine was creating a furor, a high-ranking government official told Mr. Mentor that if he thought that his engine was going to make the internal combustion engine obsolete, that he had better begin making his funeral plans:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#funeral

When a U.S. Senator called Mr. Mentor repeatedly about having Congressional hearings about getting his engine developed, the “make your funeral plans” advice rang in his ears, but also, like with all inventors that I ever knew, he was concerned that having Congressional hearings would jeopardize his commercial rights to the invention. He just had to own it. He was the closest thing to an altruistic inventor that I ever met, but money was a big part of his motivation, I am sorry to say. A company in Southern California built an engine based on Mr. Mentor’s design a few years later (of course, without giving him any credit ), and drove it in the Rose Bowl parade, as they announced that they were going to revolutionize the automobile industry. Ten years later, I may have heard of their fate, which I was coming to find out was not unusual when applied science comes up against entrenched economic interests:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#car

But when I was sixteen-to-seventeen and the engine began to die a quiet death, that was when I began dreaming of changing the energy industry, and I clearly recall thinking that some shadowy interests might not welcome such innovation, but they did not have a right to keep such things from the public. Nevertheless, I kept up with my math and science studies. My science teachers expected me to do great things in my scientific career. I seemed to be the kind of student that a teacher might see once or twice in a generation. I clearly recall that expectation from my teachers, several of whom I encountered many years after I was no longer their student. It continued into college, too, and my fellow students also had that expectation, like I was going to win a Noble Prize one day. As I recall those days and expectations, my ego was not too wrapped up in it; it was just more of the expectation that my parents had for me since I was small, and I guess that I did not want to disappoint them. I accepted the role of the family hero, which is a common affliction of first-born children (Dennis, Mr. Professor and I were all first-borns). That expectation coming from all those directions must have put some kind of pressure on me, but all I can really recall is that I was destined to do great things, and I had better not screw it up.

My fascination with those anomalies that science could not explain was gradually replaced with a no-nonsense attitude, which my trip to Europe and Mr. Mentor’s engine further reinforced…until a fateful day in the autumn of 1974, when my father and brother came home one night and said that they just came from a class where they learned how to see auras, and they then proceeded to describe mine. It blew me away, but not in an “I don’t believe it” way, but in a “Really!?” way, as in, “Is it something that I can learn, too?” A couple of weeks later, I took the same class and participated in and witnessed spectacular events that eventually expanded my universe of the possible to nearly infinite dimensions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#aura

I did not know it at the time, but right then, I was wrecked, as far as becoming a White Scientist. I had seen with my own eyes that the materialistic presumptions of science were false, and anybody who invested a little time and money could see it, too. As I think back on those days, I don’t think that I was ready to throw away my incipient scientific career yet, but it was more like opening a door to a different universe than I was being trained to investigate. That Silva class initiated my mystical awakening, and I studied spirituality more avidly than my science studies, and that is saying something. I also doubted that they were mutually-exclusive, but that there was an entire branch of science waiting to be explored. So, for the next few years, I was a White Scientist-in-training by day, and an avid student of spirituality by night.

Among my earliest mystical books was The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus the Christ, which was my daily bedside reading for years, which heavily conflicted with the Christian view of Master Jesus. In 1977, for the second and last time in my life, my father handed me a book to read, and it was Richard Bach’s Illusions, which I regard as his masterpiece. I also became aware of a series of books that were new on the scene, by a woman in upstate New York named Jane Roberts, and a non-physical entity named Seth spoke through her. Although “speaking in tongues” is as old as the Bible, and The Aquarian Gospel was allegedly written in a trance state while accessing the Akashic records, the Seth phenomenon was quite an event in the West. Back then, the term “channeling” was not yet coined, and I believe that what Jane was doing was called being a “spiritual medium” back then. Those three works comprised my most significant early mystical influences, and nearly forty years later, all of them hold up extremely well, and I would wholeheartedly recommend them as some of the best mystical writings to be found. The Aquarian Gospel was quite old and Illusions was a one-off, but the Seth phenomenon was ongoing in those days, and I was one of many who eagerly awaited the next books that Jane/Seth wrote.

I and many others regard Seth’s The Nature of Personal Reality as his masterwork, and I remember breaking my brain on The Unknown Reality. When Jane died in 1984, I figured that that was the end of work like that. Stupendous works such as The Ra Material, the Michael Material and others were only beginning in the early 1980s, and Shirley MacLaine did not stumble into the Bodhi Tree bookstore and initiate the New Age scene until 1983. By the late 1990s, my channeled library comprised well over a hundred books and huge stacks of channeled magazines, but in the late 1970s, Seth was the 800-pound gorilla of that emerging scene, and still is about the best that the milieu has to offer.

My zeal toward my expanding horizons was regularly in evidence. When we went “health nut” in 1970, my father tried to spread the gospel of live food to friends, family and co-workers. Most listened politely (and only one person embraced it, one of my father’s co-workers, and had similar health miracles), but when I tried to tell my friends, I was shocked at the violent reactions that I received. I quickly learned that people do not want to hear that their additions are harmful, and the addictions of processed food comprise perhaps the final frontier of substance addictions, and the USA is deeply in its thrall today, with Earth’s fattest humans:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#sloth

But I was still a long way from really figuring it out. I bought about 35 copies of The Aquarian Gospel and handed them out to family and friends. It took me years to understand that Christians did not welcome another version of Jesus’s life, no matter how enlightened and inspiring the account could be. The Jesus in The Aquarian Gospel was a mystical master second to none. The “miracles” of the Bible were regularly in evidence in The Aquarian Gospel, but that Jesus did not do those things to raise himself into a deific figure, but to show what all people were capable of. Even The New Testament’s Jesus said the people would one day exceed his mystical “feats,” as those abilities were everybody’s birthright. I slowly came to realize that Christianity is the cult of Jesus, and nobody is more fanatical than cult members. Organized religion is the ultimate in hero-worship. Victims seek heroes to take on the bad guys and save us all, and all organized religions are united in their victim-oriented perspectives that turned the subject of the religion into the world’s hero. The “funny” thing about organized religion is that the greatest religious figures, Jesus and Buddha, actually protested the religious establishments of their days, did not leave behind any “holy” writings, and certainly did not want to be worshipped. But the “priesthood” quickly corrupted the teachings of the masters, usually beginning with their pupils, who did not really understand. The New Testament is filled with examples of Jesus’s disciples just not “getting it,” over and over.

I would later see that those dynamics were not confined to religion, but the history of science was strangely littered with similar tales, but it would take me many years to clearly see it. One of my early indicators was Carl Sagan and the “skeptics.” That first remote viewing experience in Silva was only the introduction to many incredible events that I either witnessed or participated in. I healed (and seemingly killed) with a touch, and I know immensely accomplished psychics who have bent spoons, healed AIDS with a touch, visited other dimensions and brought back useful scientific information, and so on. I have experienced the hot hands phenomenon:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post194267

and when I see people burn paper with their bare hands:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAAB0dbc3Es

I know that it is “just” from honing those inherent abilities of all of us to “world class” levels. In those Silva classes that I took in 1974 and afterward, we often used galvanic skin response devices (which predated those biofeedback machines that became popular in the 1980s), and it was undeniable to any thinking person with their eyes open in the slightest that that psychic phenomena was real. I participated in many amazing readings. My specialty was being an empath, where I would “wear the head” of those I read, which often ended up with incredible “hits,” but I would also feel their physical afflictions and even adopt their body posture – people I had never heard of or met before – to the amazement of the audience.

I did experiments where I was able to psychically mummify fruits and vegetables, with them lasting months without rotting. Fringe science laboratories were also able to reproduce that phenomenon with focusing crystal and other energies. Brian O did that kind of experimentation in his early days of exploring fringe science:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#marcel

I saw startling evidence of pyramid energy in those days:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post201370

and experienced many similar events. Evidence for the abilities of consciousness not recognized by White Science was simply overwhelming for the sincere seeker. I was performing “impossible” feats regularly, as well as witnessing them, but one day my father told me that I should not hold my breath that establishment science was going to wake up to psychic phenomena anytime soon. He said that there was a movement led by Carl Sagan that sought to attack, discredit, and destroy any evidence of those abilities. I was around eighteen or nineteen years old when I first heard it, and I had a hard time understanding their position. What I was seeing and reproducing could readily be subjected to controlled experiments, and the results would be dramatic and unequivocal, even though they seemed to contradict the materialistic assumptions of consciousness.

Either Carl Sagan and friends were really stupid, or there was something else happening, and I confess that I really did not know what to think about the “skeptics” at the time. I was still idealistic and naïve, and thought that everybody could eventually see the truth, even if it did not align with their philosophical assumptions. How exhilarating my mystical studies were! I could not see why so many people dismissed it or were openly fearful of it. One fanatical Christian friend said that the author of The Aquarian Gospel was a demon. I really had a hard time understanding that position, and it took me many years to finally understand what the religious fanatics and “skeptics” had in common: fear. I suppose that my well-meaning and idealistic zeal served me well in many ways, because it led me down paths where I could have experiences that removed all doubt about what I was seeing. Without that overgrown Boy Scout naïveté, I would never have walked the path to where I finally understood.

I clearly recall my early attempts to unite what I was learning. By day, I was taking calculus, chemistry, biology, and other intense subjects, and reading The Aquarian Gospel by night. I wish I had saved them, but I wrote some interesting essays in my Philosophy 101 class, where I was trying to unite science, mysticism and the great philosophers under one roof. I am sure they would make me shake my head and smile today, if I could read my naïve, embryonic attempts, but those efforts eventually found flower in my writings today, for better or worse.

For all of my academic achievements, by the time I was twenty I was ready to throw it all away for love. I began dating my first serious girlfriend when I was nineteen, and was with her when I had my radical change from science to business, when that voice piped up when asked:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

I met her at work and went to the same community college. The college, our workplace (in food service in a retirement home, and I later took a job as a janitor in law and accounting offices just down the street from the retirement home), and her house were all within a stone’s throw of each other. I was a track star, played the stock market like a wild man, and was living large. Those were some of my life’s happiest years.

I was at the top of the class in my business studies, and she was an agricultural major and planned to attend UC Davis.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uc_davis

Davis did not have an undergraduate business school, so I planned to attend nearby Berkeley, so I could continue the relationship. I wanted to get married, in my puppy love. She then decided to attend another college with an agriculture program, Cal Poly at San Luis Obispo:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cal_Poly_San_Luis_Obispo

and it had a business school. I did not even care if the business school was good or not; I was going there. I never even saw the campus until we moved there, with us assigned to the same dormitory, with my room a floor above hers.

A couple of weeks before we moved away to university life, she had me take the hot human potential class at the time, EST. I had a great time at the class, but soon saw that EST was a Werner Erhard cult, with the EST people quickly turning EST into a religion. It was the last human potential class that I took; I knew that I had all the tools that I needed – the trick was using them.

There I was, sailing along, happy as a clam, living next to my sweetie, and a week after moving into the dorms she dumped me! My parents divorced the previous year, and it was an ugly divorce, and my girlfriend’s mother died earlier that year, but getting dumped like that was my first emotionally devastating loss. It was good for me, however, as I realized how emotionally-dependent I was on her and our relationship, and I vowed to not let that happen again; it was not good for either of us. As fate would have it, Cal Poly had a highly reputable business school, and I got record test scores on the national accounting exam, and my college roomies all became my friends for life. But soon after she dumped me, I decided that I wanted to move home – and not to Ventura where I was raised, but to Seattle where I was born and all of my relatives lived, other than my parents. I had only a few wilderness experiences in Washington’s Cascade Mountains, but I was hooked.

When it came time to graduate, I “picked” the worst recession in forty years to graduate, in 1981. While the large, prestigious accounting firms rolled out the red carpet for me in Los Angeles, I wanted nothing to do with LA, that big, dirty city that I only went to when I had to. I tried to get into those big firms in Seattle, and failed. I then decided that living where I wanted to trumped my career, so I hired on with a small CPA firm in Seattle, living with my grandparents, and worked a brutal tax season before they laid me off soon after the tax filing deadline for American taxpayers. I then crawled back to California, defeated, and hired on with one of the large CPA firms in downtown LA, and proceeded to have the three unhappiest years of my life:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post406928

But all along, I was quite the mystical student, and that dream of changing the energy industry gnawed at me. During those years, I participated in meditation and healing groups, and hiked in the Sierras whenever I could (with some hair-raising experiences http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ier#post196769 ). One thing that I noticed early on was how many pretenders were in the developing “New Age” scene. All manner of “guru” and New Age leader began appearing, and the standard story was that they milked their followers of money and attention, and the male leaders nearly invariably built their New Age harems:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#mystical

often with a woman seeker in every town, as they worked the New Age expo tours. It was really disappointing to see that happen, but it was the standard story, repeated ad infinitum, and I suppose that that was when I began to learn that mystical ability certainly did not confer integrity. Those New Age hucksters are going to have “interesting” afterlives, most likely. So it is, in a world of scarcity.

During those LA years, one pal began to build a high MPG carburetor in his garage:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#carb1

I visited him, as he was building it with another grizzled engineer. They wisely ceased their efforts when they discovered that the patents for that kind of carburetor were all owned by large industrial corporations, with the Detroit automobile companies dominating. I was beginning to see how the land laid for applied White Science that ran afoul of the huge industries. I heard of a few more instances of suppression of high MPG carburetors, where after trying to buy the inventor out, the shadowy parties said, “Then we are taking it from you, and there is nothing you can do about it, if you value your life.” I began hearing enough of those stories that I began to take them seriously, but I was also not quite sure what to make of them.

OK, I have a busy day ahead of me, and a big hike tomorrow, so signing off for now. It will likely take a week of posts to get this done, but I may make another one or two before the long weekend is over. This narrative has yet to get where my learning curve began to insanely steepen, after I met Dennis.

Yesterday, I was hiking with my wife on a spring day that was nothing short of heavenly. My old camera cannot do it justice, but I am attaching a photo from yesterday to give a glimpse of it. My life does not get any better than that.

Best,

Wade

[Limor]

Hello Wade,

Another one of your very detailed dive deep posts, you are killing us softly :)

Originally posted by Wade Frazier: "
"The goal of pure science is admirable, but no science has ever been conducted independent of politics, economics, the state of technology, and so forth, so pure science has never been “purely” pursued. Scientific findings are heavily dependent on the scientists themselves."

Saying that, the study of CONSCIOUSNESS if ever will be conducted in any serious manner, could be considered as 'pure science' since it is devoid from any of the above relations. (although it does depend, as like everything else, on the scientists themselvs)

Interesting to know that your father was recruited to work at NASA's mission control in Huston after graduating an engeneering degree, was there any prior connection between your family and NASA? something in between, or was it a pure 'luck'.. I have yet to delve in your website and the answer might be there (although I have heard its like finding a needle in a haystack ;)

Your father's changing into raw food diet and healing his health problems is quite exceptional for those days. medical care even today, puts very little emphasis on nutrition, and even if it does, it is done in a somewhat shallow way. not a hint to all the poisonous effects of colorings and preservatives which are standard in our food, and not a lot of indication that the quality of the 'fuel' that we put in our bodies is one of the main factors that determine our quality of lives. it is suffice to say that outside pollution (in all its various forms) is also not emphasised enough by the medical science, let alone the pollution of our thoughts... now that can really be considered an 'advanced science', more like a a science fiction, maybe.

Wade and others here have mentioned quite a couple of times, how you were all impacted by the 'Seth Material' presented and channeled by Jane Roberts.
The same was with me. I became acquainted with the Seth's material when I was 19 during my military service. A friend took me to a 'new age' gallery-shop which I reluctantly agreed to enter, while waiting for her, I approached the bookshelf, and there it was, waiting for me.
'The Seth material' - Jane's first book was such a fascinating reading that I had to come back for the other three books in the series (only four were translated to Hebrew), it is almost the only book that I ever refused to loan or take out from my home, untill I put my hands on some additional copies. It opened my perceptions and was like a bang in the face, reminding me of the real reality which I once upon a time was acquainted with. it also helped me with my anxiety when being around people and with the death of my beloved grandmother, who was the only adult that helped me keep my sanity back then, only by being herself. This initial encounter allowed me to dissolve a small piece of the amnesia that we all agreed to take upon ourselves (again and again, Brrrr) when we enter this planet earth. and I remember reading the books about three or four times (and still do) before I really started to grasp the picture.

Some fated synchronicities happened to me back than even though I was not 'awake' the same as I am today, and some distant knowledge of the fact that energy IS basically the essence of everything has began to form in me. therefore, Wade's various experiences described by him, for example, mummifying fruits and vegetables so that they do not rot, is somewhat surprising, but not astounding.

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I happened to watch this documantry : 'Natural world - A farm for the future', about six month ago, and I think it is an excellent film (done by Rebecca Hosking)

(excerpt from bbc.co.uk):
"Rebecca, returns to her family’s wildlife-friendly farm in Devon, to become the next generation to farm the land. But last year’s high fuel prices were a wake-up call for her. Realising that all food production in the UK is completely dependent on abundant cheap fossil fuel, particularly oil, she sets out to discover just how secure this oil supply is."

This film sheds some important light and gives special clarity to the problems that our modern world (concentrating mostly on farming and agriculture) is threatened with in the very near future while we continue to use fossil fuels in our industry. also done enjoyably and with some beautiful scenery, so it's worth to watch. Those 48 minutes are well spent, especially for those (like myself) who would like to learn where the problem begins.

If you dont have the time, please take a look at the short segment between 07:18 and 09:30 minutes, Wade has wrote about it many times


If we only knew how much energy is invested in our... sandwich
(our sandwich for lunch is dripping in oil)

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xShCEKL-mQ8

Thank you for the great picture, Wade. it has this nourishing quality to it and It shows Nature in all its glory. These are beautiful days, not for nothing they call it ' The darling buds of may'. and it sounds like you have access to a very beautiful part of nature.
I live very far from nature, I am surrounded by concrete and unpretty buildings, by noise and pollution. Whenever my heart yearns for nature (all the time) , I am taking little breaks to breath some fresh air and rejuvenate in the nearest garden (20-30 minutes walk), and I feel that the trees, shrubs and birds are welcoming me as an old friend.

I have managed to capture a few of those enchanting spring moments a couple of days ago, in an especially lovely morning, it was one of those rare days of the year. I have uploaded some photos to my page at Avalon.





Blessings

~^&*~^&

Limor


p.s

I have tried to purchese Brian Oleary's 'miracles in the void' from Amazon, but recieved a reply that it can not be shipped to my destination, can someone maybe suggest another distributer to try and acquire this book from?

I am sorry for my many English mistakes in this post and in others

[CdnSirian]

Limor thanks for the film link, I will definitely catch it later.

Limor and Wade thanks for sharing your pics! Both beautiful places to mentally walk into...

Limor Barnes and Noble has Brian O'Leary's book - I believe they will ship anywhere.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/mira...=9781893157194

You can also request from the publisher if you have a Nook, and download it.

http://www.ufotv.com/Merchant2/merch...duct_Code=K484 Miracle of The Void DVD -- hard to tell if there are shipping restrictions from this site.

[Fred Steeves]

Posted by Limor (here)
Wade and others here have mentioned quite a couple of times, how you were impacted by the 'Seth Material' presented and channeled by Jane Roberts.
The same was with me. I became acquainted with the Seth's material when I was 19 during my military service. A friend took me to a 'new age' gallery-shop which I reluctantly agreed to enter, while waiting for her, I approached the bookshelf, and there it was, waiting for me.
'The Seth material' - Jane's first book was such a fascinating reading that I had to come back for the other three books in the series (only four were translated to Hebrew), it is almost the only book that I ever refused to loan or take out from my home, untill I put my hands on some additional copies. It opened my perceptions and was like a bang in the face,

Oh yeah, when my dear grandmother died in 2007, I said a little silent prayer of sorts on the way to help clean out her house. I wasn't interested in the antiques, the jewelry and sorts, I was looking to stumble across a treasure of a different sort, something that might have a profound affect on my life. So the little prayer was inviting that to occur.

I found it pretty quick. The "good stuff" was already mostly gone, but what I was looking for remained waiting, and untouched. The old bookshelf in the guest bedroom that contained all of the "weird" books she had collected back in the 70's. Lots of the original books by people I had never heard of like Edgar Cayce, Robert Monroe, and Jane Roberts. The treasures came home, and my little world began it's expansion.

I eventually decided that Roberts' book "Adventures in Consciousness. An Introduction to Aspect Psychology", was the hands down winner of the bunch. It seems rather basic to me now, but at the time her Aspect Psycholoy nearly blew the roof off my fragile eggshell mind. That time was certainly not the grand awakening, but it was a vital building block towards that eventuality. I'm sure my grandmother got quite the chuckle watching her treasured books being dumped into a big box, and setting off for their new home, and their new and unsuspecting reader.

Cheers,
Fred

[Melinda]

That's such a lovely grandmother story Fred

I just arrived at page 61 of this thread today and was uplifted by another mention of Grandmother Wisdom So hopefully you can forgive this latecomer for her enthusiasm over earlier posts. I almost didn't post this (as it's another long one) but grandmothers are so inspiring!

I'm not a mother, but I have often felt that there's a certain kind of wisdom/knowing/connection-with-life that for many of us can only be understood by becoming parents. That same growth of heartfelt understanding can then be taken to a new level with becoming a grandparent. It's not to say that the pool of understanding can't be tapped without having children, and having a child is not necessarily an experience that's best for all of us in each lifetime. But a symptom of the upside-down world and 'living in an age that calls darkness light' issue that has been addressed in this thread is the way in which the elders are sidelined. They are often tidied away into shadowy corners of family life, left to slumber and mumble their way towards their final days. It's no surprise, when this is done, that they retreat into a painful world of lethargy and even resentment. If the elder then turns into the person that's expected of them, the one with little of value to add, it is likely because they were dressed in that role.

Sadly, economic scarcity only increases the pressure on people who have elderly people to tend to. But I've sometimes wondered if part of this separation set in after the 2 world wars. Many people who went on to become the family elders were traumatised by what they'd experienced and their younger relatives had no frame of reference for the dark depths of that experience. Perhaps part of sidelining them was a form of unconscious denial, because it was too much to deal with.

My old neighbour passed away last year. For the last 5 years of his life I would often find him at the bottom of the communal stairs; recuperating in the dark before summoning the will to attempt the climb up to his apartment. He lived alone and would often tell me, in a tired tone, how he hadn't got long to go on this earth. I would swing the conversation around to the state of the world and politics (a subject he enjoyed) and he would suddenly access the vigour and humour of his younger years. Occasionally he would get so fired up I almost expected him (enthused by a mix of anger and compassion for the world) to march powerfully up the stairs - as opposed to the slow stair-by-stair crawl he'd been reduced to over time. Those moments of renewed spark were energising for both of us. After all, I may be old one day, and like to think I'll still be of enough interest for someone somewhere to want to righteously debate with He may have, in his lonelier moments, wrongly assumed I was just passing time; but mostly my talks with him were the most soul-searching and world-encompassing of the day, or even the week. He'd lived long enough to have regrets, and long enough to consider them from different perspectives. He still cared - and would relish the chance to express it when the conversation was an abundant exchange, as would I.

One of the things that a free-energy culture could assist with is the healing of that wound in our bond with the elders. Many afflictions that are mentally and physically debilitating can be cured, giving people back their bodies and their sanity. It is painful to watch someone trapped in a disease when their soul and spirit still long to be actively engaged again with their family and with life. It is even more painful when you know the cures may well exist. Medical debates aside, there is simply no excuse for an elderly person to die prematurely because they couldn't afford to pay a heating bill - something that still breaks my heart when it's reported in the news. It's hard to know in those moments if it was the cold or the sense of despair that sealed their fate. I like to picture an FE world, where all the elders who choose to live in homes are warmed or cooled to their hearts' content. Free to wonder into their garden and take comfort in nature, instead of being afraid to move from under their blanket for fear their body can't take the drop in temperature. I feel like we owe them, and ourselves, so much more than that. It's great to share in an FE vision that includes honouring the older members of our global community. A healed free-energy world could naturally draw them back to their rightful place, where experience and wisdom is no longer threatening to a world in denial, but an uplifting and dynamic aspect of the fold, something that grounds us again in the cycle of life.

The 20th Century has been unique in recent history in terms of the scale of technological advancement and its scale of impact on our consciousness. I've often pondered the fact that an 80 year old watching men land on the moon in 1969 may well have grown up chasing horse-drawn carts through the main roads of their childhood. Then I think of what 'black science' is capable of and the leap is even more horizon-widening. One of my little visions for an FE world is giving the elders the chance to experience the 5 minute long thousands-of-miles flights that could come with advanced FE flight technology. Elders from all over the world could meet with ease for healing meditations - a point that reminds me of the wonderful film Fire on the Mountain - A Gathering of Shamans, that documents that kind of a gathering.

Coming back around to Grandmothers, I was reminded of this movie, For The Next 7 Generations:
Trailer link - http://www.forthenext7generations.com/trailer.php

This is a link to a clip from the movie - http://vimeo.com/6580394
The clip is a sample of Grandmother Bernadette's story - She is a healer and a teacher who talks about saving the natural environment, which she refers to as our "pharmacy."

She says: "Once we... inside of ourselves are truly healed, everything else arrives... In my life I am quite optimistic... I believe in what I do. Even if there are difficulties I go ahead... I confront these difficulties. I face these difficulties. When I saw all these mothers together and all these grandmothers coming from all the different directions together, speaking with one voice for the cause of their children, the cause of their grandchildren, I believed. I truly believed at that time. It's true that life is not easy, but together we will arrive. This is the message of the grandmothers."

[sandy]

Wow, what wonderful contributions!

Thank you for all the wonderful Free Energy and for filling my tank with all the goodness.

My Gardening partner (86 year old wonderful being) has been ill for a while now and our gardening plans were scrapped for this year at my insistence due to her health. She was relieved as I could tell she was not wanting to disappoint me, and kept saying we will get planting as soon as it warms up enough, but her health is the priority and that is the bottom line>>>>>She is a great, great, Grandma and has quite a bit of family who do look out for her, thus I drove her to her daughters (another town) yesterday so they can help her with the medical cycles she is stuck in......I miss her already

Canada might have medicare for all but often seniors are ignored as they are "old " and not long for the world anyway. This attitude permeates more than the medical field in general and the loss of our elders wisdom is another tragedy the world has yet to learn.

Love the pics and nature and wisdom learned and shared from great books and I too had to read many of Seths books over and over sentence by sentence to formulate what was being said>>>>....struggle with reading comprehension all my life so one can imagine what Seth's Books did to my brain..

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

All these posts are going to interrupt my science posts for a moment.

Hi Limor:

No, there was no prior relationship with NASA with my family. Most people that I am aware of in the Space Race were not there because they had some inside track, but because they were talented (we avidly hired death camp Nazis who became Space Race heroes http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#nazi ). It was the biggest “public” White Science project of all time, and they needed the best talent they could get to pull it off. There was intense competition at the astronaut level, for instance. In other areas, they just scoured the USA for talent, and that is how my father ended up in Mission Control. I’ll say no more about that for now, but it was definitely not an “insider” situation.

Campbell in that clip is a prominent Peak Oiler, and you know how I feel about them.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hooked.htm

Anybody who follows the Peak Oiler prescriptions is going to be playing the austerity game. FE would make that woman farmer’s entire framework change so radically that it would be unrecognizable to how she sees things today.

Yes, modern “medicine” does not emphasize true prevention, and there is a method to their madness. If people actually practiced prevention, most of the medical system would become obsolete quite quickly. That can become very painfully evident when you immerse yourself in the milieu. My odyssey on the health front was in some ways more impactful than my energy adventures:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#introduction

The study of consciousness may never be a “pure science” because of its real-world applications. While White Science is in deep denial about consciousness, Black Science sure isn’t. An email that I wrote to Bill he used as kind of my byline in my Camelot interview:

http://projectcamelot.org/wade_frazier.html

I am somewhat aware of the Black Science world. A lot of it is evil, and great abuses of consciousness are part of their MO. Keeping White Science in complete denial of the source and abilities of consciousness has long been one of the goals of Black Science. I will get to that in later posts on this theme.

Yes, Seth is a giant. I had a lot of interaction with another Seth long ago (likely the same entity, different channel), and it was fun, which I will also cover in this series of posts, and have somewhat before on this thread:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post260477

I would recommend Brian’s last book for interested readers. It largely covers the territory of Miracle in the Void and a lot more. It is titled The Energy Solution Revolution. I believe that Brian’s family plans to make all of his books available electronically. I am sure that Brian’s site mails all over the world:

http://www.brianoleary.info/Store.html

Sorry you live in the big city far from nature. Pretty pic that you attached. I have always felt that living here is compensation for my journey, but I hope that I am not just being fattened up for the slaughter.

I am attaching a photo from yesterday’s jaunt. That waterfall and pool is beside an old logging road, where not one person a month sees that waterfall. There were several waterfalls seen on our hike, some hundreds of feet tall, and nobody at all around to see them. We owned the vicinity, meaning at least twenty miles of logging roads and trails that laced a group of mountains that were scalped by the loggers before I was born and the forest won’t recover for hundreds of years, if it is not logged again.

In the watery Pacific Northwest, there is an embarrassment of those kinds of riches. I have been at waterfalls that would be national treasures in most of the world’s nations, but I would be the only person there. For instance, the top four falls on this list are all in wilderness areas:

http://www.waterfallsnorthwest.com/nws/best.php

and the first and third are so deep into rugged wilderness that almost nobody ever sees them. Getting into Green and Berdeen lakes was on my list in my 20s, (see this gorgeous photo http://www.alpinestateofmind.com/key...541621&k=BYs75 , and you can see both in this photo, to give an idea how rugged the terrain is http://www.alpinestateofmind.com/key...727510&k=daTJH ) and I knew that my adventures with Dennis would likely mean that I would be too old to do those lakes (and a few others, such as Azure) whenever I was able to live back in the Seattle area, and I was right. I actually tried to get into Azure when I was 42, and the attached picture was taken with Azure in the background and just before a two-day snowstorm hit, in early September (the route in was along that mountain on the right (to my left) - truly death defying - this pic was taken from about the same spot http://www.russwoodward.com/NC/azure50.JPG ). That is likely as close as I will get to any of those lakes, and I am OK with that, in my advancing age. The hike in the easy woods with my wife was more fulfilling than a hike through some remote country with a pal, on a manly trip that kicked my tail, which took the wind out of my sails on the writing front (I let a friend guide some trips, but he tends to get lost, and we did yesterday). I have been to these falls: http://www.waterfallsnorthwest.com/n...w.php?num=5297 with friends, and it is an easy half-mile walk through stupendous virgin forest (12-foot diameter trunks on the Douglas Firs), and we owned it. Nobody else was there, and it was a Sunday in June.

Yes, Wandering Ponderer, there is plenty to say about grannies and the like, and I do it plenty. My first steady job was working in food service in a retirement home (where I worked for three years), where the average age of my “customers” was over eighty. I lived with my grandparents for six months, and those were blessed times for me.

Gotta run.

More science posts soon.

Best,

Wade

[Limor]

Hi,

Those photos are breathtaking, The 'Alpine state of mind' and the waterfall pictures are an examples of the true expression of this planet, when there are not so many who are 'owning it'. It looks as if it has the touch of god. It is so interesting that the divinity of nature is almost always so clear and can be immediatly detected by the eye and the soul whereas the divinity of our human nature is much more hidden :) but we are all basically part of Nature.

Thank you CdnSirian for the link of Barnes and Noble, reading Wade's suggestion saying that Brian Oleary's book 'Energy Solution Revolution' already contains parts of the 'Miracles of the void' , I think that will be good enough for me for the moment. The ESR book is about to arrive in three weeks. I remember thinking about whether to purchase it at the three days of Bill's Zurich conference in 2009, and then, on the last day while I finally decided, all copies were already sold . But ,I believe everything has timing and mine is now. I believe yours as well :) To put it as honestly as possible, Brian ,as a person made a great impact as soon as he entered the hall of the conference. he had an aura that could not be missed and a gentle but firm presence, very much loving. to me, He stood out amongst all other participants, even though he was not able to say all he wanted to. He played the piano for the audience! How many scientists do that...? (and it put the audience and more importantly the Agents in the audience in the right state of mind :D )

I personally payed attention to free energy since then, But Wade is directing it into yet another level, a higher one that points to the solution. And may all the Oleary's and the Mullove's of the world be with him in spirit. It is time to gather momentum on the Energy field -mainly on the solution part, the planet can not seem to stand it too much longer, and who can blame her.. (self sacrificing herself) ? As an average person with no qualification whatsoever, all I can do is to have a vision, and it feels as if our desires here (all the participants in this thread and hopefully the readers as well) are strong!

About the Documantry and Campbell, yes, I am sorry, it is more of a proper description of the problems than the method of solutions you are referring to, Wade.
This thread is sometimes derailed by our various responses, diverting it a little from the importance of the scientific and historical perspectives and from the twisting of events that lead Wade to the deep understanding of how FE implementation can be done. It all might be a silly attempt of a 'dreamers', but it might be not. 'The dreamer dreams the dream' and FE should be a 'common property in the hands of wisdom rather than in the hands of cleverness. and so shall it be.

and in the spirit of peace, harmony and abundant energies here is another example of the divine quality of nature


May the divine be apparent in everyone and everything, no exceptions whatsoever



Limor

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Limor:

Glad that you got to be in Brian’s presence. Yes, he is a gentle soul that brought the light when he was here. His piano playing was actually quite good. His Maui Suite CD is good stuff. Thanks for the pic. Attached is of a childhood friend I brought to Lyman Basin, where my will says to scatter my ashes:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/pics.htm#lyman

Yes, when enough of us can wisely focus our hearts and minds on the solution, it will quickly come.

OK, back to science and technology…

That incredible moment when I was nineteen and asked for guidance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

initiated the next eight years of my life, which ended up with me working in hell in LA. It began happily enough, but being dumped by my first love, burning out on academia during my last year in college, graduating during a recession and working in hell in a profession that I had a hard time believing in:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#believing

took a toll on me. During my last year in LA, I was suffering from stress symptoms. I could not draw a full lung of air for a year, continually gasping. I eventually went to a doctor who said that I was suffering from classic stress symptoms and he advised me to quit my job. I had already tried to find work in Seattle the summer before, in 1985, and could not land anything, and was resigned to living in LA to save up a war chest so that I could look for work for a year in Seattle. The Seattle economy was a vastly different one than today. In 1983, Apple’s Macintosh came out, my company bought three thousand of them, and it was my first personal computer that I had to lug around to clients (to be young and strong! ). The software we used was from some new company in Seattle named Microsoft. Nobody had really heard of Bill Gates yet.

Several dynamics converged in February 1986, and I felt backed into a corner, shaking from stress, dreading the next day, with dark rings under my eyes. So for the second and so far last time in my life, I prayed for guidance, and the next morning the voice came through again, and I was on my way to Seattle, and if it took me a year to find work, that was OK. I was ecstatic to be leaving LA:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

I seriously thought about camping out on Microsoft’s front steps until they hired me. I was one programming class away from going into computer consulting instead of accounting, and I am a systems thinker:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/trucking.htm#vision

I’ll bet I could have landed a job with them; I was very interested in it, and if I had, I would not be working for a living today, but would have become one of the Microsoft zillionaires. They had not yet launched their IPO when I moved to Seattle. But the voice had other plans for me, and ten days after that voice suggested that I move to Seattle, I was interviewing at Dennis’s company. Dennis later said that I was shaking in the interview, which was a product of my stress problems and my excitement.

The day I met Dennis and he hired me, he gave a speech at the Seattle Center, and I was able to walk there from my grandparents’ house on Queen Anne Hill:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#hired

Dennis is quite a public speaker, and from the moment my grandmother told me that I had a call:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#call

I was on fire. I received one paycheck before the company ran out of money, but I happily worked long hours for months, for free as it turned out, reconstructing the company’s accounting records. I really did not know how Dennis’s heat pump really worked until I got to Boston, but in Seattle I began to learn about the business of breaking into the market with disruptive energy technology. The entrenched interests do not take kindly to it.

I did not really find out about Dennis’s past much until I moved to Boston later that year, but I began to slowly learn what Dennis was up against in Seattle. When I first interviewed with the company, they were in the factory where they made their heat pumps that they installed as the boom was being lowered on them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#chase

The new facility they were in when I hired on with them was a 300-meter-long factory, with the offices at the front of it, which is the standard factory configuration. Dennis announced that he was creating an inventor’s sanctuary, and he was planning on making electricity and competing directly with the electric companies, not just selling energy conservation equipment. When his employee died at the hands of the corporate hit man:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...een#post414784

Dennis became radicalized and declared war on the Washington electric companies. Then he got taken out pretty quickly, and I walked into the middle of it, guided by that damned voice. As Dennis was flailing around, trying to keep the company alive, he went to the Deep South and met with Joe Newman’s entourage. It was the first time that I heard of free energy. Joe was a hyper-Christian, as was Dennis, and Dennis desperately wanted to work with Joe, but Joe was not interested. There certainly appeared to be something to Joe’s technology (the magnetics route to FE), but he was going the patent route, trying to raise money, and the usual path that I have seen countless times over the years. Joe never went anywhere with his technology, and I consider him to be the first FE casualty that I knew of, as he succumbed to delusions of grandeur and kind of lost his mind over the years.

While Dennis was trying to keep his company alive amidst the death blows, there was one inventor in particular in his sanctuary, whom I call Mr. Inventor in my writings. Up until then, I saw inventors as the true heroes of the Industrial Revolution, heavily influenced by Mr. Mentor and his inventive genius buddies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

My experiences with Mr. Inventor began to change my perceptions. And at this point in the narrative, I need to stress that I cannot adequately relate the learning experiences that I received, because they came so fast and furiously. While I worked for free in the spring of 1986, other than Dennis and a few other people, there really was not much to do for the rest of the people I saw hanging around the facility. The company had largely been destroyed by the sledgehammer the year before, and it was in its death throes, although Dennis was doing all he could to keep it alive. I was generally oblivious to all of that in those days.

But in June 1986, my boss made his play to steal Dennis’s company, allying himself with the people who sold Dennis their shell company to take Dennis’s company public. I was shocked on several levels to watch my boss commit that crime, and what was perhaps more shocking was seeing the people that I worked with play along with the theft. There are too many shocking events to relate in this post, but the play was completed at a shareholders’ meeting at the facility. When it looked like the theft would be successful, the ringleader of the thieves, a slickly-dressed con man, told the assembled crowd that they did not need Dennis anymore. When he said that, a cheer went up from the crowd. As I looked out at the cheering throng (hundreds of people where there), I saw people who had previously sucked up to Dennis leading the cheer. I was my first salient moment of awakening:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1

Of course, those who cheered inherited the wind. My boss tried to recruit me to go work for the thieves. I was still friendly with my boss, but the theft was nakedly evident to those with eyes to see. My ideals were not going to allow for that, although I still had plenty of naïveté to shed. My spiritual training came in very handy; I was quickly able to spot a great soul in Dennis. Few others could see it, however. His optimistic and joyous attitude in the midst of all the death blows being rained down was incredible to witness. I was sold on Dennis, not any technology.

A few days before Dennis’s company was stolen, we rented a truck and moved as much of Mr. Inventor’s equipment and prototypes as we could to Mr. Engineer’s barn in Ellensburg.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post414784

The thieves eventually stole what we could not move from the facility that day. That summer, as we waited for Dennis to make something happen after he was run out of the state, I became Mr. Inventor’s friend. He told me sobering stories of the inventors’ clubs that he had been in:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#pursuit

I later found out that when Mr. Inventor worked for General Motors, unbeknownst to himself at the time, his job was stealing inventions on behalf of GM:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#inventor

Mr. Inventor also said that in the inventors’ clubs, the inventors never supported each other, but every inventor tried to commandeer the organization to support his invention. When I heard that, it certainly conflicted with the inventor-hero archetype that Mr. Mentor instilled in me, but I filed that piece of information away and later discovered how true Mr. Inventor’s words were. Mr. Mentor also told me about a 70-MPG truck that GM accidentally allowed to get on the showroom floor and sold to an unsuspecting customer.

When I met Dennis, he had a bodyguard because of all the death threats that he received,

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post253214

and the bodyguard was hip to the disruptive energy technology scene, and had a friend who got 200 MPG with his carburetor. It is kind of “funny” that high MPG cars are now becoming ubiquitous around the world, but still not allowed in the USA:

http://video.staged.com/localshops/v..._mpg_in_the_uk

That summer, as the handful of “loyalists” who stuck with Dennis waited for him to make something happen, I had more moments of awakening, and watching several groups fight over the carcass of Dennis’s company was one of them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient2

In the end, only two “loyalists” bowed out with honor, and I was the only one left, out of the hundreds of employees that Dennis had just the previous winter. Dennis tried talking me out of chasing him across the country, but I would not be denied my dream. Leaving Seattle to chase Dennis out to Boston was one of the hardest things I ever did:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

I did not even suspect it at the time, but in Seattle I walked into the final days of what still stands as the greatest attempt yet made to bring alternative energy to the American marketplace.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

I knew none of the history of Dennis’s efforts when I moved to Boston, but I lived with Dennis and his family for the next year, and I began to learn from the master. When I got there, I watched days’ worth of videotapes that Dennis recently made, telling his story to a blueblood who was going to help resurrect the business. I have never seen a blueblood or rich “benefactor” really help. They all talk big but never deliver. I was nearly always the most eager learner in all of my classes, all the way through my college diploma, and the more challenging the class, the more I loved it. For a learning junkie who had dreams of changing the energy industry, there literally was not a better place on Earth to learn about it than working and living with Dennis.

Dennis has this image as a Bible-banging, fast-talking, con man and folk hero. While the image is part of who he is, far more important, to me, was Dennis’s incredible ability to build businesses from nothing, and here I need to discuss the social organization around building and deploying disruptive energy technologies. That has to be one of the most difficult feats on Earth, but people without any business or technical background just kind of assume that somehow through the magic of capitalism and gizmos that superior technologies kind of happen and then prevail in the marketplace, because everybody wants the better mousetrap. It does not work that way.

Dennis was getting baptized in the shark tank of the business world in New Jersey before he began to pursue alternative energy. Like me, Dennis first began to think about alternative energy because of the USA’s first energy crisis in 1973-1974; it ruined his first business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#builders

While I was given all sorts of specialized education while growing up, as a prodigy in-training, Dennis’s background was a little bit different. He was raised in a migrant farmworker family who kicked him out of their home when he was thirteen because they could not afford to feed him anymore:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#dennis

He ended up in Vietnam about ten years later, and was involved in the bloody kind of combat that most never recover from, and he was a parachuting medic. His life’s story is truly hard to believe, and he received his mystical awakening in far more dramatic fashion than mine; that voice in his head started talking to him as the barrel of his gun was in his mouth and he was about to pull the trigger:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#voice

Even though he was at the top of his college classes while studying social psychology:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#skinner

and had dreams of becoming a surgeon, he really had almost no scientific or business training when he began his odyssey in the business world. There are downsides to approach the problem from that background, but there were also great benefits. Dennis is a genius on par with Mr. Mentor:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#funeral

but his genius was focused more on understanding of the human condition, how our society worked, and how to navigate it to bring disruptive technologies to market. He became a seat-of-the-pants generalist, and that generalist understanding was crucial to bringing disruptive technologies to market. I had business and scientific training, and I was constantly amazed at how Dennis looked at situations, how he built companies from nothing and quickly gained unreal growth trajectories.

While he had some early experience with energy-saving equipment, and invented the world’s first shared savings program to sell energy-saving equipment, and was in the home insulation business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#conserve

he got kind of ”lucky” when he stumbled into the heat pump that eventually took him to the Big Time. “Stumble” may not be the best verb to use, because Dennis was in a wheelchair when he “stumbled” into it recovering from paralysis that the federal government negligently inflicted on him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#va

but it saved him from mobsters breaking his legs or worse, so the paralysis may have been a blessing in disguise, although Dennis might not see it that way. On the technology front, Dennis got kind of “lucky” in that the heat pump only had one exotic component, the panel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lamco1

Because all the other components were standard refrigeration components (although some had to be kind of jerry-rigged to work, like the condensers, because typical refrigeration systems are designed to remove heat, not acquire it), the R&D curve was far shorter than for other similar technologies. And here is where Dennis’s comprehensive perspective, as raw as it was, came into play. The original owners of that heat pump company were producing a product that was a tinkerer’s delight. Before Dennis got involved in the industry, fully half of the buyers of that heat pump installed it themselves.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#technical

and the sales talk was all technical. It was a tinkerer’s dream, but wholly impractical for marketing them to the public. That heat pump company had been in business for several years at that time. With its tinkerer installation, the performance of the installed base was wildly variable. As Dennis did when he got into the insulation business, he industrialized a field that was in the craftsman stage, and this is where all those FE tinkerers out there could start to learn something about how the world really works.

I don’t want to get into Karl Marx or even Bucky Fuller too much in this post, but the study of the human journey is not only dominated by the human ability to wrench ever-increasing amounts of energy from the environment:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

but energy efficiency also continued to improve and, perhaps most importantly, the social organization needed for the increasingly technical sophistication of the energy production was one of the keys. It was the energy surplus of domesticating plants and animals that afforded the opportunity to build villages, then towns, then cities. Before there was a stable and secure energy supply, civilization could not exist, and there was no such thing as elites. The transition from hunter-gatherer to sedentary agriculture has been called the transition from egalitarianism to kleptocracy:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#economics

The elites were always primarily greedy and power-hungry, and they erected religions to themselves, becoming divine representatives of the universe’s creators, and their primary claim to fame was controlling the weather to ensure bountiful harvests. Of course, it was a huge ruse, and all of their water mountains (the Mayans) and other engineering marvels were still vulnerable to climate variability, and when the droughts inevitably came, and the two shows a night of the passion play failed to wow the hungry vassals, then the royalty lost their legitimacy as their civilizations collapsed.

That dynamic is common to every early civilization studied so far. But while it lasted, the elites were able to encourage and coerce a new form of social organization, the kind needed for the feats of monumental architecture, generally of stone, that dominated all of those early civilizations. Gold and silver were also divine metals in all of those civilizations, and often became spectacular grave goods for the elites, along with murdered slaves and other accoutrements. Specialization of labor made its appearance, with quasi-industrial production, where the activities of thousands of people were focused on building pyramids, and perhaps not as slaves, but as brainwashed subjects who truly believed that the elites had divine sanction and that the monumental architecture would guarantee the favor of the gods and bountiful harvests.

When the civilizations collapsed as they ran out of energy, the survivors reverted to simpler social organization, and the social organization became that of craftsmen, not industrial specialists. Before Rome burned through its energy supplies on a grand scale (see Homer-Dixon’s The Upside of Down, for instance), it had industrial production, with pottery factories and the like, and building the Roman Coliseum, where people were forced to murder each other for the masses’ entertainment, was one of Rome’s great technical feats. But when Rome collapsed, industrial social organization disappeared in Europe for a thousand years.

As the technical prowess and social organization appeared to take advantage of the energy provided by coal, first in England, after they had completely deforested their island, and drove all competing predators to extinction (wolves and bears, particularly), the social construct that came to be known as capitalism made its appearance, after early proto-capitalist organization began on the European mainland, as Europe learned to sail the seas and conquer the world. Europe’s sailing ships were the most sophisticated piece of energy technology on the planet at the time, capable of generating several hundred horsepower under full sail.

Taking raw materials from the ground, refining them, transporting them, making them into the goods of the industrial era, and integrating them with the markets and end users, is not only energy-intensive in unprecedented ways, but also in terms of social organization. Science, technology, and social organization all transformed in radical ways as the energy of coal began to be exploited. Also, Europe had the good fortune of “discovering” an entire hemisphere that was still largely in the Stone Age, so they could not deforest the land like the Old World did, and they did not have draft animals to pull ploughs, so they did not wreck the soils, and there was a short-lived golden age of economic plunder provided by those relatively pristine New World environments that gave Europe an energy boost and led to the development of history’s richest and most powerful nation, where I live today.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#english

Dennis found himself in that historical moment when the USA began to run out of energy, and his ability to create organizations that could develop, build and market disruptive energy technologies is the best that I ever saw or heard of. Scientists and tinkerers only see a small part of the picture. Dennis not only was instrumental in improving that heat pump technology, to make it more reliable and marketable, but he also developed ingenious marketing programs:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#sfs

For all of his abilities to build companies from nothing and industrialize processes that were stuck at the craftsman stage, his marketing programs were what made him such a threat to the energy markets. The technology was really a small piece of the puzzle. Dennis created an integrated, comprehensive program, from marketing to factory to installation, so that he could carpet the world with his heat pumps. And almost nobody could understand. His associates often got dim glimpses of the potential, but they nearly invariably tried to steal it. Dennis made it look easy, which was also part of his act, and his greed-blinded, idiotic associates repeatedly killed the golden goose, and Dennis had to rebuild it from scratch. Even the mob came to the table, more than once:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#mafia2

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lamco3

As Dennis repeatedly had his companies stolen and had to rebuild them, fate took him to Seattle, where he made the biggest run at bringing alternative energy to the American marketplace that there ever was:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

and almost nobody from the public understood. With my tutelage under Mr. Mentor’s wing, I became a student of genius, and even at my young age at the time (I met Dennis when I was 27), learning at Dennis’s feet was like taking a relativity class from Einstein. And to this day, Dennis’s “allies” in the FE field can only lie about him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

and the countless newbies and pretenders that I constantly see in the field are oblivious to it all, parroting the libel and thinking that the tinkerer path to FE holds some promise. It ain’t gonna happen that way.

One of the things that Brian O constantly tried to sober up would-be FE heroes to was what it takes to take a proof-of-concept device or prototype to industrial production status. In his last years, Brian estimated that it would take $200 million to do it. Money only buys somebody’s effort. Money is only a means of social organization, and in a world of scarcity, the fear, greed, delusions and plain severe economic myopia around money in the masses can be hard to believe, when you begin to see the big picture. What that $200 million price tag really means is a sophisticated technical effort to turn a prototype into a reliable piece of technology that can be mass marketed. That never happens in garages with tinkerers, but in industrial laboratory and factory settings. And here is where Godzilla comes into the picture, sort of. Dennis is about the only person who ever survived the shark tank of capitalism long enough to build a factory for making disruptive energy technology for the market.

The Global Controllers (AKA, the Big Boys, Godzilla) are real, but they rarely need to lift a finger to derail disruptive energy technology efforts. The Treasure of the Sierra Madre effect rears its head almost immediately, where greed infects everybody and it collapses in a self-inflicted bloodbath before it gets very far along. For the few efforts that make it past the early hurdles, the local energy interests then get involved in protecting their turf. Dennis went through several rounds of all that mayhem, rebuilding his efforts from scratch, time after time, before he got to the level where the electric companies did us in in Seattle.

While the BPA Hit Man was likely a Godzilla asset, and when he killed one of Dennis’s employees it radicalized Dennis in his energy pursuits:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

what happened in Seattle I’ll wager was mostly just the local energy gangsters protecting their turf. A “funny” thing about Dennis’s adventures was that he came to understand that the mafia acts with more integrity than the energy companies do. The mafia stopped trying to kill Dennis after he survived one of their assassination attempts in heroic style:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#mafia2

When Godzilla finally joined the party, he was vastly more sophisticated than the crude gangster tactics used in Seattle and in Dennis’s earlier adventures. Our first undeniable encounter with Godzilla was the friendly buyout offer in Boston, for $10 million:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

Billionaires also began sniffing around, and in Ventura, as we were beginning to fly high, Godzilla added a couple of zeroes to the original offer:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and when Dennis rejected it, he found himself in jail with a million dollar bail a few weeks later. Dennis thinks that jail was Godzilla’s “counteroffer,” but Ventura County has such legendary corruption that we will never know how much was Godzilla, how much was the local electric company (they were involved) and how much was just the institutionalized evil of Ventura County.

All along the way, during those days, I became increasingly immersed in White Science and fringe science, and a little Black Science also began to rear its head. The stories that I heard from Mr. Inventor and others began to pale beside the tales of woe that I began hearing in Ventura. The Big Boys play rough when they need to:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#windmill

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#platinum

I began hearing stories of entire families being murdered, with their houses set afire and bulldozed. And it is one thing to hear the stories, and it is another level of reality entirely when you begin to see and live though such stories. What happened in Ventura became legendary in the FE field, and I was one of the central players, and arguably the central player, for what happened in Ventura, I am sorry to say. That is an “honor” that I could have lived without.

I learned sanity-threatening lessons in those days, which I have written about in some detail on my site and on this thread:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ate#post400492

But my point is that the real world of technology development and deployment, especially disruptive technology, and particularly disruptive energy technology, is one that few people on Earth have ever seen. I have, and it is nothing like in the movies.

As I staggered out of Ventura in 1990, radicalized, I realized that almost nothing that I was taught about how the real world worked was true. I began diving into the science and technology of what we were attempting when Dennis was in jail, so that I could brief any expert witnesses that my legal fund could obtain:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

but in 1990, when I moved away to Ohio, to put my wife though graduate school, is when I really began to hit the books, and I began to encounter more Black Science and fringe science and technology. My wife saw the entire arc in Ventura – otherwise, she would have likely thought that I was crazy. She saw Mr. Deputy making faces at me as I was on the witness stand:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces

and knows what I went through. I am sure that I was guided to her, as no woman could have begun to understand me without at least glimpsing what I lived through. I have been happily married for more than twenty years, and it has helped ground me, so I could survive my journey and stay sane.

I have to run off to work now. The next posts will be about fringe science and Black Science. The stuff is real, but those who find out about it are either insiders or have risked their lives to get to where the Black Science world makes itself known. You usually don’t find Black Science – it finds you.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Over the next few days, I will likely be relatively quiet. These science posts will not be finished before next week.

I moved to Ohio more than four years after meeting Dennis, and my world was thoroughly shattered. When I moved to Ohio, the studies really began that led to my work today. I had access to a university library, and I began my researches. I obtained thermodynamics textbooks and muddled through them,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#industrial

while simultaneously studying Mr. Mentor’s and Victor Fischer’s patents:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#fischer

They had similar features. That two hydraulic heat engines came to Dennis a few months apart, with both inventors thinking that they could do FE, was one of the many bizarre synchronicities that attended our efforts. Could they do FE? Beats me. One was considered the world’s best engine for powering an automobile, and that was strictly White Science, with a huge federal study saying so. Being the world’s best automobile engine and making FE are horses of very different colors, with the second one “impossible” according to the “laws” of thermodynamics. Neither Fischer nor Mr. Mentor were thinking in terms of FE when they invented their engines. It was only when Dennis thought of marrying a heat engine to his heat pump that they began thinking that way. Many years later, I saw Eugene Mallove say that that route to FE could be viable:

http://www.pureenergysystems.com/obi...Message040513/

Brian O introduced me to Eugene, we had some exchanges, and we were planning to discuss it further (I sent him patents, etc.), but then he was murdered:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mallove

So, while I was immersing myself in the science behind what we had attempted before we were wiped out, I also realized that the issues were far broader than technological. I began digesting the alternative media:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#big

and soon encountered Ralph McGehee:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm

Noam Chomsky, Ed Herman, Howard Zinn, and friends:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#chomsky

Even though it really took me a few years to understand the dimensions of their arguments, especially Chomsky’s, in my radicalized state, I did not get any cognitive dissonance from it; I ate it up. But, it could also be extremely draining material, continually reading about what my imperial state was up to, and how much blood was on America’s collective hands, and the dark underbelly of our society.

I told myself that I was specializing in the political-economic aspects of the energy situation, but I was really developing a comprehensive perspective. I suppose that I had always been doing that, going back to reading encyclopedias for fun as a child, but with my radicalized perspective after my Dennis days, my studies leapt up by an order of magnitude. I began studying politics, economics, the media, history, White Science, fringe science, going deeper into my spiritual studies, and one of the first things that I stumbled into during those early days was Rife and Naessens:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#rife

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#naessens

They were among my early fringe science mind-bogglers. Here were microscopes that attained “impossible” resolutions. That those microscopes attained “impossible” resolutions was incredible enough, but the findings of those microscopes, viewing life processes at resolutions that no other microscopes could, should have had the entire scientific community camped on their front steps to see more. Well, for a while, back in the 1930s, that was the case with Rife, as his lab became a scientific mecca. Then Morris Fishbein and the AMA became involved, and Rife was wiped out. Fishbein was the classic quack:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#fishbein

who never practiced medicine a day in his life, but he was the face of “medicine” in the USA for a generation. I had already been on the receiving end of medical establishment gangsterism already:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#experience

so the revelations were not that extraordinary. What amazed me was how effortlessly the scientists in the medical establishment were herded into the dominant paradigm. Just look through the lens of the scopes! How hard can that be? I had strange encounters with medical establishment people in those days, and their willful blindness was incredible to witness at first, but I was just beginning to understand how deeply in denial people were, on many fronts, not just White Science. There are surviving micrographs that prove that Rife’s scopes obtained their “impossible” resolutions.

http://www.xenophilia.com/zb0012a.htm

Naessens’s lab was open to visiting scientists for many years, and Gaston made retrofit apparatus so that normal microscopes could be fitted to see some of the forms that his somatoscope could see. Newton’s optical theories are due for a radical overhaul if not outright dismissal into the dustbin of history. But surf the Internet today on those men and their microscopes, and not only are they called “quacks” by the medical establishment mouthpieces, but they rarely even admit during their diatribes that those men even possessed their microscopes. It is tempting to call such hacks the biggest idiots that ever lived, but most of them are just doing their jobs, working for the forces of darkness.

There are even scopes with more amazing resolutions:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ll=1#post98280

that I encountered in those early days of exploring fringe science. I met Brian O at the same time, and he was just getting his feet wet in the FE milieu, spending time with Tom Bearden and Sparky Sweet:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#sweet

At around the same time that I was becoming familiar with Rife, Naessens and the other fringe science players, I remembered what my father told me long ago about Carl Sagan and the “skeptics,” and I obtained a bunch of back issues of The Skeptical Inquirer and began to study organized skepticism. This is where very interesting psychological issues raise their heads. I began seeing it many years earlier, but it really went front-and-center when I encountered organized skepticism. I already had a great deal of undeniable proof that the materialistic presumptions of White Science were false. Many years before, I originally thought that it was just an unfortunate assumption that science would eventually discard, once horse sense prevailed, after studying the “skeptics” for just a little while, it became clear that their materialism was a fanatical religious conviction, not merely an invalid assumption. With Carl Sagan, I began seeing instances where he was practicing his “skeptical” craft dishonestly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#sagan

The primary lesson of my journey with Dennis was that personal integrity was the world’s scarcest commodity:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

which I resisted the whole way until I had it beaten into my head in no uncertain terms. As I began my researches, I kept seeing that dynamic being played out repeatedly over the course of history:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#_edn29

So, Carl was in good company. Brian O got real hot with how Carl did not play fair on the Face on Mars issue:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#_edn20

My researches soon became a kind of quest to find the honest person. I usually came up empty.

Being able to demonstrate “impossible” resolutions to anybody who wanted to see for themselves is mighty impressive. But most fringe science is not that way. It is usually far more equivocal, and it is often the playing field of the mistaken, the deluded, the incompetent, and charlatans, and I met my fair share of all of them in my fringe science experiences. One of the earliest was the moon landings issue. Because I was a space brat, moving to Houston in 1966 so my father could work in Mission Control, I was always a fan of space exploration. But after my days with Dennis, everything I thought that I “knew” was up for reconsideration, and during those early years I obtained William Brian’s book on alleged suppressed findings from the Apollo program. His entire thesis rested heavily on an alleged discrepancy regarding the telemetry of the Apollo craft and the moon’s gravitational field. He argued that the lunar gravity was far higher than the one-sixth of Earth’s that we are all taught, which meant that conventional rocketry was not used to land on the moon:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#neutral

Brian presented numerous lines of other evidence to bolster his case, but when I finally began to dig into the science behind his claims, it did not withstand scrutiny. His “neutral point discrepancy” evaporated upon further inspection, and it made his entire case shaky, and I let him know it. But Brian was a bastion of conservative scientific reasoning compared to the growing chorus of people who began to argue that the Apollo moon landings were all faked. I reviewed each treatise as it came out over the years, and spent a few months going deep into all the evidence, and none of it really survived heavy scrutiny. And then I co-discovered previously overlooked evidence that removed my residual doubt:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#paydirt

The moon landings happened as advertised, as far as the astronauts landing on the moon went.

But the UFO matter was something entirely different. The Seth that I encountered in LA once told his audience where to go in the desert, and when, to see a UFO fly by. A bunch of them did, and they were not disappointed. I since have received my own UFO shows:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/ufo.htm

When Steve Greer held those secret Congressional hearings in 1997, and then a bunch of the prominent players all got strange forms of cancer a few months later, people like me were not surprised:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#adamiak

A number of years before those hearings, Brian O almost lost his life immediately after refusing an “offer” from the USA’s military to work on a UFO project:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#attack

At the same time that the Disclosure Project people were making waves, I was back with Dennis, after several years of his trying to get me back in the saddle with him. He was involved with Yull Brown at the time. The man who wrote the book on Naessens was planning to write a bio on Yull before he died:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post452392

Brown’s Gas is another Real McCoy in the fringe science scene, and could even be called White Science, as the Chinese government built a city for Yull, staffed with thousands of scientists. But Yull wanted to live in the USA, and Dennis and I spoke at DOE hearings to try to get the federal government to use Brown’s Gas to solve the nuclear waste problem. The DOE itself told us that “managing” nuclear waste was a racket:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#yull

It was also in those days that I ended up directly interacting with an aspiring “skeptic,” who has garnered fame from dishonestly attacking Dennis ever since. His dishonesty is evident to anybody with a functioning brain:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

but he is a “skeptical” darling, regularly appearing on national TV, which removed any doubt that I had about the agenda of the “skeptics.” But being attacked by dishonest “skeptics” does not mean that the targets of their attacks had anything legit, either.

Several years ago, I discovered that my leading influence on matters of holistic health was a charlatan, so I exposed him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/bragg.htm

I won’t be getting any Christmas cards from his “daughter” anytime soon.

The entire fringe science field can be bewildering, and I wrote an essay once to address the problems that lay people face when exploring it:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/orthodox.htm

But none of that is Black Science. As I stated in my Camelot interview, during my days with Dennis, we got contacted periodically by the White Hats:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#white

and I can’t write publicly about all of our encounters with them, but let me say that they are real, although I am not sure how white their hats really are. The black hats also approached us, with two offers to go away:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

before they began to play rough. After two stints behind bars that he nearly did not survive, when Dennis began to fly high again and convinced me to come back with him, the Black Hats were undoubtedly behind a huge sting operation that was trying to nab us:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

Godzilla is very real, and so are the mind-boggling technologies in his Golden Hoard, which some “White Hats” showed to one of my pals once:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

The stuff that you hear Greer and the Disclosure Project witnesses talk about is real, on the advanced technology front. The science behind those technologies makes the physics texts of White Science look like cave drawings.

I am keenly aware of the limitations of White Science, but I just don’t throw it all away, either. For the points that I am going to be making in my upcoming essay, White Science can do most of the job. Newtonian physics was good enough to send men to the moon; no relativistic calculations were needed.

I have to go play husband right now, and there won’t be any posts for a few days, most likely, but when I resume, I am going to go pretty deep on some of the White Science and fringe science controversies and theories that I have been on the fringes of over the years. Some is about alternative cancer treatments, some are challenges to mainstream physics and Earth’s recent and long-term past, and related topics. My intent is to show what minefields the seeker needs to navigate if they want to get very far. Most of the fringe science stuff is not valid, but some is. The really good stuff, however, if it can be disruptive, is quickly removed from circulation by Godzilla and his minions, and I suspect that much if not most of the fringe science and technology that we see out there is the chaff that is left over after Godzilla has seized the good stuff. He has vastly more resources than the Average Joe does, and he is vigilant.

I am signing off for now.

Best,

Wade

P.S. One more pic of Lyman Basin. That is Lyman glacier in the background, that we were able to walk up and pet. It is disappearing fast, in these days of global warming:

http://www.nichols.edu/departments/glacier/lyman.htm

[Melinda]

While Wade is preparing his next science post I just wanted to offer up this short little video. I was thinking about this thread (and the creative ones related to it) and was reminded of the late Terrence McKenna, a soft-spoken explorer of the inner and outer worlds. His gentle warmth and humour here, and his articulate nature, makes it an uplifting 3 and a half minutes: http://youtu.be/iYB0VW5x8fI

Amongst various things he says in the video that are relevant to the FE discussion, he says:
"...What civilisation is is six billion people trying to make themselves happy by standing on each others' shoulders and kicking each other's teeth in. It's not a pleasant situation. And yet you can stand back and look at this planet and see that we have the money, the power, the medical understanding, the scientific know-how, the love and the community to produce a kind of human paradise... ...Man was not put on this planet to toil in the mud."

At the very end he mentions the value of making art. He was a holistic thinker who valued the pursuit of scientific understanding, so I'm offering up the video in honour of inspiring and holistic thinking. I believe they're the words of a man who seemed filled and motivated by a love of planet earth and the potential of our race; when he talks about the value of making art, that's something that ties in with our general power of creativity, because making art can help us think and examine the world creatively - which I think is very relevant when I consider what non-mainstream science may have at its disposal and all the wonderful uses we could imagine for the technology. I can really see it in Ilie's thread about what becomes obsolete with FE, and TelosianEmbrace's Future Earth thread. Some of the world's most valuable scientists have invented in ground-breaking ways because their flow of thinking functioned creatively. In a way - they thought like artists, open to being inspired by mysterious or mystical sources.

I hope the weekend is a good one for all of you. I'm off to bed now to dream some free energy dreams.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I’m back, and back to science. I am going to make one of my primary points that you have all seen before, but I am going to make it in a different way, and I am going to make it in a way that does not pick on White Science, but also shows that it is not immune to the dynamic.

Again, after that voice first spoke to me, I changed my studies from science to business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

Accounting in particular appealed to me. The earliest writings discovered in all early civilizations were accounting documents, usually tallying up royalty’s tribute. So it is, in a world of scarcity, and accounting primarily performed for elite benefit continues to the present day. Accounting is ideally a science of measuring economic activity. The accounting taught in the USA is generally of the capitalist variety. There is non-profit and governmental accounting, but the sexy and lucrative accounting is capitalist accounting.

Accounting is a lot like math, and in fact is math in its more complex areas. So, a scientist-in-training found an easy transition to accounting. Math is the language of science, and accounting is the language of capitalism. I went from being the science prodigy to the accounting prodigy in short order. After tearing up the curriculum at my junior college (my professor at the college ended up becoming my partner with Dennis http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr ), I went off to the university, chasing my girlfriend who dumped me the week after we moved:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post496281

And what may have been the very day that she dumped me, I attended my first orientation at my business school. The head of the accounting department gave a speech to us new students. I clearly recall the speech, but I kind of did not know what the point of it was, but years later, I understood. His speech was about how there were moves being made to regulate the accounting profession, but it could regulate itself, and did not need to government getting involved. The basic message was that the accounting profession could police itself, and would not need some outside agency to do the policing for them. I really did not know what he was talking about. I was just eating up accounting and capitalism, in my idealism.

During my first quarter at the university, I took the hardest class that any accounting student ever takes, called Intermediate Accounting. That department head taught the class that I took. Intermediate Accounting was the “washout” class in the accounting curriculum. Students who fancied an accounting career and could not cut Intermediate Accounting would not become accountants. That department head discouraged students from becoming accountants, if he thought they could not cut it. The first day of class, we had to take a national accounting exam, to see how much we learned in our first year of the accounting curriculum. I got the highest score at the university that quarter, and aced Intermediate Accounting. I thought that it was harder than the calculus classes that I had when I was a science major. I loved hard classes like that.

I eventually became the department head’s paper grader and tutor (for the non-accounting students who had to take introductory accounting). He was also my professor for the last accounting class, before I graduated. In that class, we had to take a second national accounting exam, to see how much we learned in our junior and senior years. I got the highest score in the history of the university, and the department head encouraged me to try to get one of the highest scores in the nation, and he promised to attend the ceremony if I did. I did not have the heart to tell him that I burned out on academia in my last year of college and did not want to study for the exam, which was the only way that I could compete for highest-in-the-nation honors. I walked into the exam without studying at all, and passed it, just barely making it over the standard. People don’t ask you what your score was when they look at your CPA certificate.

A few years later, when I was getting my trial-by-fire in the real world:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post406928

I became so disenchanted with my profession that when I finally earned my CPA certificate (Californian accountants had to apprentice at a CPA firm for two years to earn their CPA after passing the exam) that I have never taken the certificate out of the tube that they mailed it to me in. It still sits in its tube in my office at home, unopened, more than twenty-five years after I earned it.

I began to slowly figure it out, and I will relate one more story before I come to the point of this post. In that final accounting class, my professor told a joke, and like his speech given when I arrived at the university, I really did not understand until several years later. The joke goes like this….

There was a job opening for an accountant, and the company’s president interviewed candidates. His interview process was a simple one that consisted of one question: “What does two-plus-two equal?” The first candidate was asked the question and replied, “four.” He was thanked for his answer, the interview ended, and he was sent on his way. The second candidate was asked the same question and replied, “What do you want two-plus-two to equal?” He got the job.

As the professor told the punchline, I remember being puzzled, but laughed with the rest to be polite. As I got into the real world, my cognitive dissonance soon reached high levels, and my “Easter Bunny” question that everybody laughed at:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#believing

showed how I was struggling with the reality I was seeing and squaring it with my academic studies. I regularly went back to the university and visited my old professor and department chair. I loved the old guy, and we kept in touch for quite a while. As I write this, I am tempted to contact him. He still remembers me, thirty years later, but I wonder what kind of encounter that would be. I think I’ll let it go for now.

It was not until I was on the world’s biggest Savings and Loan audit, and my partner made his frank admission:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#independence

that the clouds began to part for me, and as 1988 ended and my life was shattered, the week after George Bush the First was safely elected, the S&L Scandal was finally revealed to the American public:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bush

A lot began to become very clear to me. That joke about two-plus-two became clear a few years earlier, but the charming naïveté of my department chair’s speech at my first day at the university became very clear in the wake of the S&L Scandal.

Because personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity, there is no way that a greed-based economic system can be measured by some kind of honor system, where it regulates itself. But is still does, today, incredibly. If I ever looked up my old department chair, I would be tempted to ask him about his speech from the 1970s and if he really took his rhetoric seriously. He probably did, and the conceit is this: “We are the good guys. We are highly-trained experts, and you can trust us.” The “We are the good guys” conceit is the most damaging one that I have seen, and it plays out across all disciplines that I have studied. Naïve, overgrown Boy Scouts like me ate it up. It is always a lie. The few that I have met like me all had their brutal moments of awakening, as they awoke to the Big Lies they were fed. Ralph McGehee’s awakening moment:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm#saigon

and Dennis’s:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#voice

were far more dramatic than mine. I had a series of salient moments that punctuated my journey of awakening:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#why

but we eventually came to the same general vicinity of understanding. There is no such thing as a democracy, a free press, a free market, or any of those other fantasies. They are sold to the masses, however. Science has the “scientific method” as its ideal. That ideal has also never been achieved. Also, one of the most pernicious myths about science is that it has some inside track on the truth, and that is all that scientists are interested in: verifiable truth about how the universe works.

I have been digesting a great deal of White Science over the years, and I periodically read some scientist write that scientists really are primarily concerned with a pursuit of the truth. However, the more honest White Science writers tell us differently. One of my favorite science writers is Nick Lane, and in his Oxygen, he wrote,

“…scientific inquiry…is very rarely the kind of dispassionate induction process that philosophers like to call the ‘scientific method.’ Most scientists instead cling to their favorite stories, or hypotheses, until they are either proved, or discredited to the point that even an obstinate old professor must concede their fallacy.”

The history of medicine is littered with that kind of behavior. All of the key figures that are taught to medical school students had to fight with their peers over their breakthroughs, and I give several examples in my medical racket essay:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#vesalius

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#harvey

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#pare

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#semmelweis

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#auenbrugger

and also show where prevailing on the scientific scene certainly did not mean that the triumph was getting science closer to the truth, such as Pasteur’s triumph over Béchamp:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#paradigm

Even in the halls of White Science today, the story of Pasteur’s triumph on the spontaneous generation issue that is taught to microbiology students is easily shown to be an expedient fairy tale:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#farley

Frank scientific histories clearly tell of the all-too-human nature of scientists and the forces that corrupt them. Any scientist-in-training with promise is dangled the idea of winning a Nobel Prize one day (and unscrupulous professors are looking out for such students so they can take credit for their work), or to have some phenomenon named after him, which is a sort of immortality. Those are counterproductive incentives, if the quest is the truth. Science's quest for truth is close to what Max Planck once observed:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#real

On the political scene, I show clearly how George Washington’s “honest” image is a fabrication, genocidally so:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#blueprint

and something as “solid” as scientific history is subject to the same distortions in the name of economic empires.

The lies about George Washington and his pals help establish and maintain imperial conceits, and the USA’s imperial conceits are breathtaking, and it is hard to find a fellow American who is not influenced by them, usually deeply. Almost no Americans will really take on the mythmaking that goes on every day in the USA. That conceit lays the groundwork for the continuing genocides that the USA inflicts on the world’s peoples. This is common to all imperial societies, not to pick on the USA too much. Even a “chaste” nation like Australia has an awesome amount of blood on its hands:

http://sites.google.com/site/iraqiho...-iraq-genocide

and you won’t find that tally anywhere in the Australian media, or American, or British. British “left” intellectuals suffer from the same imperial conceits, drilled into their heads from a young age, and most can never overcome it:

http://www.zcommunications.org/when-...ichael-mcgehee

White Science suffers from a similar malaise. Scientific truth is far too important to leave to the scientists, but that is also part of the conundrum, and I will begin to explore it in the next post, which will eventually take me to the frontiers of Black Science.

Going to bed now.

Best,

Wade