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14th September 2019 20:26
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Battle for my soul?
"Jeff" is currently staying in my house. Jeff is in his 60s and has been meditating for several decades. He has psychic powers and has dealt with black magic, communicates with various devas, and can see beings from other dimensions or the astral realms.
For those who read my thread about the mantra Kunci, "Jeff" is a direct disciple of Romo Semono. I am not sure about his "level" so to speak, but suffice to say he has first hand experience of dealing with metaphysical matters.
Over the last 10 days or so 4 scary events have happened.
Event 1: during meditation an image of me spontaneously appeared before Jeff. He was not thinking about me or anything. Attached to my crown chakra were one or two black nails. They were around 5 cm long, black, but no rust. Romo (God, see post about Kunci mantra) used Jeff as an instrument to remove it. Jeff didnt tell me about this incident until several days later. When he did he said this nail is used to influence in a negative way. Upon death, it will lead you towards darkness. Crown chakra is important for connecting with cosmic energy, it was no coincident that the nail was on the crown chakra.
Event 2: Another person staying at my house asked Jeff to check if he had nails attached to his crown chakra. During meditation instead of getting an image of the other person Jeff had an encounter with a high level entity from another dimension. It was the being who had placed the nail on my head / crown chakra in the first place. Jeff have had many encounters with beings from astral realms, usually low-level beings. The low-level beings usually flee quickly when they see that Jeff can see them and/or are repelled/dislike the light/positive energy emanating from Jeff. This being was different. It was observing. It was from another dimension. Jeff said this other dimension was pitch black, he had never seen this blackness before. He could´nt see the being, as he tried to "look" towards it the two opposing dimensions (imagine a a piece of paper lying on the table which you then gently rotate, imagine thw white paper is our dimension and next to it is the other dimension, which was pitch black, if you rotate the paper so too does the other dimension. this is what happened as Jeff tried to look sideways). This being held a small torch which gave a small beam of search light. It observed Jeff before going slowly away. Jeff said it must have been a high level being, since it was not afraid and everything was extremely black. Since the nail had been removed, it probably came to inspect.
Event 3: some days later again 5 entities arrived on the scene during Jeff´s evening/night meditation. Again, Jeff was not intentionally looking out for anything, but because his faculties are open he can sense these type of beings. When Jeff asked who they were they answered they came for me. These 5 beings were very big, gangster-type looking, broad shoulders, very strong. Jeff said they were not allowed. The leader of the 5 pressed forward, as if wanting to break through, force their way, but was stopped. It was not Jeff who stopped them, but Romo (God). They then fled.
Event 4: Today Jeff told me about the current last event. Yesterday a short man, with little hair on his head, approached. This being was alone. Jeff was not meditating at the time, just relaxing in bed, listening to a song. He asked who is there. The being didnt reply but was merely laughing at him, mocking him. This being was higher level than the gangster-types from event 3. it stood there for some time. Jeff said he had never experienced something like this before.
What I know is that these encounters are connected to me. I have a porn addiction which I have been struggling with for many years. I know this uncontrollable force can be very destructive, but I have yet to free myself from this terrible habit. Yesterday night, within the same time frame Jeff gave for when this being approached him, I was indeed looking at porn. At the very same time! But I was the only one up, so no one knew or could suspect what I was doing. This beings from the other realms were probably aware. I believe it laughed at Jeff as once Jeff leaves in a few days, I will be left to my own devices, and unless I correct my ways, these beings will regain influence over me. My aura is weak and does not protect me (Jeff had another vision). As I looked at pornography last night I felt as I often do, uncomfortable, warm energy. I went to bed very late. This morning I couldn´t deal with strong desires any longer and ejaculated. The uncomfortable warm energy stayed with me for many hours, but right now it is gone and instead I feel energy on top oy my head. Jeff emphasized I was at a crossroad and that all this was a very serious matter. He does not know of my porn addiction but warned me of the dangers if I not correct my ways. He said I must meditate daily (two different mantras) + correct my ways by constant introspection. A putro (see post about Kunci mantra) has to be clean all 7 layers of the body.
I have read a lot of literature about various metaphysical matters, but I never suspected I was a target. I am certain it is my unwholesome strong sexual desire and subsequent porn abuse which has opened me up for attack. I invited these negative being into my life. I have to find utmost discipline and commit to daily meditation and introspection to get out of the "mud" before I sink deeper. Jeff said this was a very serious matter. He will leave in a few days and after that it will be hard if not impossible for me to know what is going on and/if negative beings continue to visit. I want to prove that laughing bald man wrong.
This sounds like a fairy tale, but this is all very serious. I write this down partially for me own sake as a "diary", but in the off chance anyone knows anything about this of course I am eager to hear from you.
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14th September 2019 21:15
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