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    Hi radeev,

    Very interesting read, I'm particularly interested in how sexual energies come into play as well.

    Personally, I think there's beings feeding off all kinds of energies (like the kind of energy you give off when horrified) and so in contrast with horrifying energies... perverted energies tend not to seem so bad

    Not that it's any of our business, but perhaps there is a clue in the kind of pornography you're interested in (some is worse than others after all)

    As for the soul battle, I really think it's a deception - I've been through what felt like a soul battle, and at the end of it, everything felt like a "Big Stupid Joke". The joke is that 1) You can't 'sell your soul', that's impossible and 2) You already won the battle, you just don't know it yet

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    They are the demons. Rebuke them in Jesus Christ and cimpell them to him. Be authoritive there is no way you are even capable of being one. They try to make you think you are but it's their distasteful lies. Bless you.

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    A question Jayke,
    Any idea what it mean if a "full body orgasm" (as you mentioned) occurs and arches someone right out-of-body without any attempting or even knowledge of a particular practice or discipline?
    just curious. Thanks
    The Taoists call it ‘Yin Shen emanation’, whereas we’d call it astral projection. It shows that you’ve either done the practice or discipline in past lives and you’re just picking up where you left off, albeit this time instinctively, without a traditional user manual. Or you cultivated great merit, great karma, in your past lives so that this life you’re blessed to begin your spiritual cultivation work from a high stage of development. You have open chi channels that makes Yin Shen work come naturally to you.

    Bill Bodris book ‘What is Enlightenment?’ is great for understanding the different stages of development, to know where to go from there to progress to the next stages of alchemy work. Next step ‘Yang Shen emanations’, i.e. creating physical matter from thought and projecting physical body doubles of yourself to interact with the world. Always thought Yang Shen would be really cool, way beyond my cultivation level in this life though, maybe in another 1000 years.
    Are these thought forms, like creating a Tulpa or Egregore?

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    I havent logged in for a while, but thought I´d share an update.

    Many more events transpired in the end of September and beginning of October. "Jeff" saw and was instrumental in removing another nail, which was above my neck (Jeff was merely the instrument, God allowed the removal). A vision of Jesus appeared to either my wife or Jeff, and subsequently my wife bought a big wooden cross she placed in the window in our living room, to ward off the attackers. Jeff has a shrine in his house devoted to a certain deva. He asked the deva to send guards to our house, which was done. The evil spirits put nails outside the house, my wife turned them into flowers. My wife and Jeff put a spiritual fence around our house, which the spirits attacked so they had to rebuild it. There were also other incidents.

    I have now been 37 days free from porn++++. A new record and it´s not hard to keep it up at the moment. I think it must be the removal of the nails which influenced me greatly in a negative way which has done the trick. I am on the right track to become a better person, but need to keep up. The last week or so desire has grown stronger, although it´s still quite controllable. In early October I had an incident where I just barely managed to not look at porn, during an evening where I was up alone. The next day my wife asked me what I had been doing the last night. She was very afraid I had "lost" my battle. Jeff told her he had seen 6-7 female spirits around me the night before (from half around the world). As I had not told either of them I was overwhelmed by lust the previous night I was taken by surprise to hear this. Then, of course, I am left with the chicken or the egg question of whom fueled whom.

    I also just finished reading a book called practical psychic self defense by Robert Bruce. Very interesting read in light of my experiences. Unfortunately it didnt cover anything on the subject of non-physical implants / nails, etc. But by the looks of it it appears I no longer have those nails, as I am still holding strong.

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    Sammy wrote:
    Quote It was years later I became acquainted with folks in this community. Along the way, I shared this story a few times. What I have been told and am inclined to believe, is that when I went into that emotional, energetic imploring state, I projected myself to her as she was leaving her body and that the interaction she described suggests this may very well be what happened. I just didn't know this when I told her what crushed her reality... I just didn't know we could do this, that we do this.
    Wow, what a powerful story there. Thanks for sharing again. I think you are right about projecting a double. In the autobiography of a yogi there are examples of Sri Yukteswar (if I remember correctly) projecting his double. in buddhist suttas there are also examples of buddha doing this

    Quote I noticed Bodri emphasizes early on not to confuse various psi abilities with enlightenment.
    I agree. Before learning Kunci, the mantra I use, I was told it was important not to have desires for psychic abilities. that´s not the goal, just a possible fruit. Intention should be improving onself/self-purification. From what I read psychic powers are a likely or possible by-product of spiritual development, but not an indicator. Of Buddhas two foremost disciples, Mogallana had very strong psychic abilities, whereas Sariputta had "just" great wisdom.

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    Quote Posted by petra (here)
    Hi radeev,

    Very interesting read, I'm particularly interested in how sexual energies come into play as well.

    Personally, I think there's beings feeding off all kinds of energies (like the kind of energy you give off when horrified) and so in contrast with horrifying energies... perverted energies tend not to seem so bad

    Not that it's any of our business, but perhaps there is a clue in the kind of pornography you're interested in (some is worse than others after all)

    As for the soul battle, I really think it's a deception - I've been through what felt like a soul battle, and at the end of it, everything felt like a "Big Stupid Joke". The joke is that 1) You can't 'sell your soul', that's impossible and 2) You already won the battle, you just don't know it yet
    I was not looking at any of the more heavy stuff, I was always careful not to drift deeper and deeper as I know porn often led people to do. My interest stayed pretty much the same since I was a teenager. I think it was just the intensity of my desire. There are probably some other metaphysical aspects involved too, which I will not delve deeper into, as my understanding is too low so it would just be speculation. I will try to be celibate now, this energy almost ruined me.

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