I just woke from a nap. It is 7:50pm.. I just had, what I call, a 'cluster' OBE. Which is several 'exits' and 're-entries'. The exits were all seamless with no snags. After waking to exit sensations, I just moved slowly and delicately and I was out of mee body. I was very excited! I went straight passed my fiance, who was watching Willow on the Teli,, thru the front door, and out into the front yard. I was looking at my hands,, watching them melt. Yes, your hands will melt if you stare at them! I had put my hand through the wall on my way out the door, and I did not lose vision when I went through the door. (I will many times lose vision, randomly, or going thru walls and doors.) I was quite lucid and comfortable. There was a bi-location effect happening, because I could still hear Willow on the TV, but now was outside in the astral. I said outloud,, "I demand, and expect to be taken to the home of the person that I know as Bollinger!" (Sometimes, this is all that it takes,) I waited for a second in anticipation of some of the 'portals' that have shown themselves in past OBEs, but nothing came. I said, outloud I request the help from my higher self,, I desire to be at the home of the person that I know as Bollinger!! I even stretched out and closed mee astral eyes. Upon opening them, I was in another place for a split second. A long Hallway with doors on both sides. It was a house, and the doors were bedroom doors, there were 4 bedrooms,, two on each side of the hall. It was a bit dark, and I was pausing, waiting for my sight to 'adjust'. Just then, I was back in mee body.
I moved slowly and deliberately back out of mee body, and out into the front yard again. My plan, this time, was to relocate myself ANYWHERE just to see if I could! I was lucid enough to experiment with why my experiment was not working. I looked up into the astral sky! There was a sun to the west, and a sun to the north. TWO SUNS!! I was distracted a bit by the two suns, and wondered if one of them were my, lets say, 'watchers'. (They are lights and small craft that often show themselves during an ObE.) I was looking back and forth between the two suns, and found myself back in mee body!
I moved slowly, out and about once more. It seemed like about 10 or 15 minutes had past, and I was still awake and lucid, yet out of my body. I was getting frustrated by NOT being able to IP (instantly project) ANYWHERE... I spent some time flying around my neighborhood a bit. I went into the field where my personal UFO resides. (another experiment of mine) It was there!! I was not going to try and take it for a ride, as my lucidity was failing, and things were getting 'dreamy', and I knew that I did not have much more time in this etheric layer of the Astral. When that happens, I lose the memory of it, so I decided to call it quits. In a moment, I was back in mee body. I lay there and remember the whole thing, before I wrote it down in my journal, and then rushed to the computer to update this thread.
I don't know why I am being inhibited from my goals, but I will stay at it. I sometimes will need to try several times before I get a good 'hit'.
I am going outside, now, to trace my steps and look into the sky. I am curious about the two suns,, one was where it was supposed to be,, the other was just plain curious.
More later. Jake.