Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Calz]

Posted by ulli (here)
Shouldn't worry, you were never on that list, it was 3.5 billion minus ten.
You, your 2 sons, Modwiz, Carmody, Markoid, WhiteFeather, Eaglespirit, PurpleLama and Dan33.
Your saving grace is being a quadruple Libra.

Why thank you ... ... but that's quintuplet to you

[Lisab]

As someone with absolutely no "air" on my birth chart I have filled that hole with books all my life. As a child Bronte and then all the usual classics as a teen - Hesse, Huxley, HunterS, Burroughs etc etc. When I was ten I read Lady Sings the Blues and Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee. Those two books really woke me up to racism and injustice. Then the usual searching for God stuff, astrology etc. Since joining Av I havnt read one book! Altho lately Ive been checking out John Lash and its time for me to get aquianted properly with Gurdjieff me-thinks.
Ive also naturally surrounded myself with alot of witty Gemini types. Im an appreciative audience!!!

[9eagle9]

I 've always found 19 people to be odd, fey, independently minded critters that not only march to a different drum are more inclined to be making the drum. 19typically falls on a astrological cusp , or near to a transition into a another sun sign which may account for their interesting qualities of being all and neither. Barring that I'd check out what a numerology report says about your birthdate as a composite..

Posted by pheonix (here)

Posted by modwiz (here)

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Posted by pheonix (here)
What does 19.5 mean to you ?

It is the point of altitude on a planet where the bases of the planetary merkaba contact the surface.

Thanks ! So what does 19.05.67 mean ?

Ya got me. The next answer would have cost you money anyway, so good thing.

Its my birth date. I knew that 19.5 was special for some reason but 1967 ? How many on this forum have the same birth date ? I would run a poll if i knew how to ! Thanks.

[eaglespirit]

Morning All : )

Holy Mackerel...I leave the Village for a few hours and a whole New Novel unfolds...great sharing of stretching shores garnering galactic gifts!

Been having amazing and uplifting sunset and sunrise connections here on ol' Cape Cod...ocean sounds and breezes and clouds and birds and little ammmmminals all around adding to the maritime melody above and below and beyond!

We are right smack dab in the middle of creating a world of wonders as has never been experienced in this soon 'not to be 3d' arena of acceleration into ether euphoria!

[REILLY]

Speaking of Hesse, Steppenwolf helped me to deal with my own dark nature, and Glas Perlen Speil - the Glass Bead Game (i probably misspelled the original title) helped wake me up to my light nature. Those two, along with Siddhartha, were very formative to my present state of consciousness. When my daughter was 12, 5 years ago, I gave her Siddhartha and she read it in a day, and when my son was born it was the first book my wife read to him, reading it for the first time herself. As was briefly mentioned in the lithium thread, the phenomenon that govinda witnesses at the end, when Siddhartha had become the ferryman, is one that many close friends have witnessed around me, that being the changing and shifting of my face to become a multitude of faces, switching one to another to another and so on. The last time this occurred it was playdo of ataraxas, and he saw me take the form of naga, so I guess he was seeing a little deeper or further back than others had previously witnessed. When I stare at myself in the mirror like that, I only see ET.

I also used to have a cat named Pixel. I read all of his books, just about, when I was in my late teens. Earlier this year I gave my daughter Stanger in a Strange Land to read, and she loved it. I will wait another year before introducing her to Lazarus Long aka Woodrow Wilson Smith ( the heinlein character).

Maybe now that Rob has some time he will read the totem reading I did for him some months ago. I understand why he would feel the way he does about authority, but attacking the moderation of a forum seems misplaced to me. He puts a great deal of energy into this forum, and it's a sore loss for us. One of the slang definitions for nugget is idiot, and I can see how someone who didn't know him very well might have taken offense at being called that, and I'm guessing someone complained to the mods to bring about the fracas. I am not feeling all this as acutely as modwiz, but I was there not to long ago. God bless the internets and alternative avenues of communication. It stinks when we get the smackdown, and it stinks even more when it happens to our friends.

I don't wonder that there wasn't some "influence" aimed at the forum yesterday designed to distract specifically from the snakes in suits thread. Personally I think that thread should be stickied right here in general discussion, it can't get enough viewership in my opinion.

[ulli]

Great post, PurpleLama, and you confirmed to me that I did the right thing to put you on my list of "the ten exceptions".

There are several theories that crossed my mind.
a) Self fulfilling prophecy.
Check back ten pages and see where Carmody on November 28th said something about forums and groups exploring their fears.
b) Ilie and Paul have bad planets. Not so sure about LS as I think he must have known what he was getting into; after all, he is no nugget. (nugget #2=idiot)
c) Distraction. The village has been particularly cozy lately and according to Carmody's physics it's only a matter of time before something has to give.
d) Opportunity. Same as above, just different perspective. A chance to settle ever deeper in the Here and Now. Reality knocks, literally and virtually.

[9eagle9]

This is interesting as I often times have dreams about the entire nation being possessed with only a handful left to be aware of and able to abate the problem.

Up till 2005 an actual extraction of energy demonic or otherwise was a fairly rare occurence. From 2006 thur 2009, it had become a weekly and common place event in my life. Then in spring 2010--nothing nada, zilch. Some sort of consensus had been reached. Or choices had ocurred, the line drawn in the sand . I find it very difficult to believe i'll have to do another as we know excorcism to be. I note that there's need of it out there still but it seems since that line has been drawn in the sand ....or rather people's choices for density have been made. The rest is just a playing out or tying up loose ends..

Possession is very much a function of the ego. The ego itself seems to be a form of possesion on its own considering how many personas and roles it creates around woundedness. One expects that the practitioner is working with something unseen and external but those are really just symptoms, and treated as such. If treated at all. Literally the ego invites that sort of thing in to varying degrees. They just waltz in an attach to fear wounds, and begin to widen the sore as it were, which allows for more insidious types to creep in too. But really it is a disease of the mind, meaning the person is in control of how that is managed.

And people create their own demons to attach, rather like the tulpa effect. Ignorance to the fact we exist on so many different levels .and those are not existences that are hiding from people, that they have to go 'find'. They are expressing themselves daily, more now than ever, and in the shroud of ignorance that we live in that explains away people's expressions of other existences as ghosts, telekinetic, psychic attacks, angels, spirit guides or dead old aunt Edna or whatever. More of these paranormal activites that I'm called to look at are the people themselves doing it. And people get mad when you shrug and say, I can't do anything, that's you doing it. It's an expression of a facet of yourself composite.

I do it. When someone puts an intention on me there's an aspect of myself that starts detonating raw blasts of energy around the house. After I got over my intial alarm which wasn't that it was occuring precisely but how LOUD it was, I could only question why was it manifesting in that fashion but it always goes back to vibration. That aspect of myself is booming out ....vibration. The entire house rattles. Which is just the result of how dense something is in order for energy to permeate or travel through it. But the second or third time that someone was in the house to observe --listen--to the phenom they immediately began associating it with demonic activity. Satanic activity actually and I just don't want that sort of fear around me....

and in an odd way people who are that fearful and conditioned become like attachments on their own. Energy draining if one allows it.

Demonic activity isn't loud though, and never has been. Its very subtle, very insiduous. Like supersticious people will say that the devil marks his own. Well that's smart, so that way everyone can see demons manifest like big billboards walking around screaming "I'm of the Devil"...lol....it was always very subtle, moving in through the trap doors our our minds,our fear wounds, our ignorance over what we are composed of.



The way that energy extraction has been historically represented and practiced on is fear enducing itself, egoic. Neither do our alleged excorcists work in density/belief abatement to excorcize the fear wounds typically but remove the symptom...temporarily. That is why so many people who involve themselves in negative energy extraction end up with a dose or two of possession themselves.

Having observed people becoming possessed shortly after Reiki attunements one had to wonder why the alleged 'good' ended up going arse over end. Relegating back to the unhealed healer paradigm. Most of its all ego-ic to begin with, when the simple matter is a higher vibrational level causes dense intrusive energies to detach and dissolve without anything having to be done. One does nothing in terms of removing the energy because then you get tangled in the game, rather like the old notorious psychic or shamanic battle--you just get sucked into the game. Do nothing and you don't, one then only needs to show the a person that appropriate means of raising their own vibrational level. A vibrational level rises when density like fear is abated.

Very word since of deja vu writing this...

Posted by Carmody (here)
(we should just pull that stuff right out. Edit your posts please. it was foolish of me to mention it.)

Let me clarify.:

Absolutely sure. No hints. It was one of those happenstance things, again.

A while back, last summer, a friend of mine ended up saving what could be calculated as a few million lives in North America. Nobody knows what the subject was or how it came about, except the people involved and I do not have the right to tell that story either. This is what I mean about happenstance. Just a confluence of events....


I'm just illustrating the backdrop conditions in this grand game of illusion and dimensions. This game we play here in 'this reality'.

It really is that deep.

Once you see one single thing, outside of time, you realize, through the process of logical deduction and cascading logic premise and potential facts (ergo..ergo..ergo)..well.. you end up in a space where what you Think is reality, most definitely is not.

You really are a multidimensional aetheric individual..who is poking your head or part of your awareness into this space called 3d reality.

One can read the words but the 'body', the egoic premise, the hypnotic of a duality being, where one layer is not aware, the conscious mind playing solo here (3d), but the connected 'higher' being aware of more..well..when you realize the separation is there..and then you seek to bring connection, THAT is when you really begin to see 'things' much more clearly.

The 'mind' pulls away from this ---in near entirety. You live a dream.

The consensus reality that every other being is dreaming, and you are part of, this is tied to the instinctual bits of the body..and their (everyone else's) overall energies help keep you in 'the dream'.

It really is a fear based control system -that is being enacted.

However, one should not automatically decide, via the dreaming body's fear mechanisms of the unknown, that it is purely evil in intent and act.

It is estimated that there is corruption, but the reasons and connections behind it remain unclear. Therefore, to play with it in fear and ignorance, is foolish.

Now, is the group playing with the fear mechanism correct, or is it a foolish group of unaware beings, throughout it's structure.. is it also, like the many beings in this world, is it multifaceted and multi-pronged, in act and intent? Is it just another layer of awareness and dream?

Are they learning as well? are they learning hard lessons, as well? Analysis seems to be saying exactly that. Explorations in soul conditions and astral projection and interactions with others seems to speak directly to that -- as an aspect.

I know a priest, for example, that does indeed do demonic exorcisms. All the time, according to him. Which even the Buddhists feel is true and act upon.

The Buddhists, will tell you their version of the truth, which is that this is not a permanent space for you. And that they do indeed do demonic exorcisms. They will take a person who is possessed, where they think the original occupant cannot be repatriated..and they will do things like skin the person and boil them alive.

For they are trying to teach the demonic that there is to be no possession... that to come here, to experience hedonistic pathology, ie, psychotic sociopathism, murder, etc..is not to be tolerated. That they will give the demonic such pain that the given demonic will never try to take over an individual ever again.

And that such things are to not be casually shared, as they add to the wrong vibration in this 'space' and thus open the door for more dimensional shifting to/for that vibration which simply brings more (enabling) of what we call evil, to this 'space'.

Which is what I try to state in the opening post of the lithium thread. If they come here an and integrate in a fashion that represents what the illiterate and hypnotically sleeping duality humans fear (due to egoic body state overlay, the duality), the sleeping being will simply bring more opening for the wrong vibration. This is also covered in the 'soul harvester' thread.

Thus, a critical point is that we must not bring fear to the shaky and difficult state of human opening into the greater space/state/being.. which we are apparently about to emerge into being, as an overall group or consensus reality state.

[9eagle9]

I can't really go there if the forum moderation has self admittedly by their own admision , revealed what was actually occuring. And in doing so the forum moderation, by their own self admission, bent the forum guidelines. So people think they have the authority to do so, but I'd have to suggest it makes having guidelines useless.

We don't have to fight battles, we just observe people walking themselves into a wall with their own logic. The only thing moderation did is hurt themselves and yes I feel badly about it when people do that.

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Speaking of Hesse, Steppenwolf helped me to deal with my own dark nature, and Glas Perlen Speil - the Glass Bead Game (i probably misspelled the original title) helped wake me up to my light nature. Those two, along with Siddhartha, were very formative to my present state of consciousness. When my daughter was 12, 5 years ago, I gave her Siddhartha and she read it in a day, and when my son was born it was the first book my wife read to him, reading it for the first time herself. As was briefly mentioned in the lithium thread, the phenomenon that govinda witnesses at the end, when Siddhartha had become the ferryman, is one that many close friends have witnessed around me, that being the changing and shifting of my face to become a multitude of faces, switching one to another to another and so on. The last time this occurred it was playdo of ataraxas, and he saw me take the form of naga, so I guess he was seeing a little deeper or further back than others had previously witnessed. When I stare at myself in the mirror like that, I only see ET.

I also used to have a cat named Pixel. I read all of his books, just about, when I was in my late teens. Earlier this year I gave my daughter Stanger in a Strange Land to read, and she loved it. I will wait another year before introducing her to Lazarus Long aka Woodrow Wilson Smith ( the heinlein character).

Maybe now that Rob has some time he will read the totem reading I did for him some months ago. I understand why he would feel the way he does about authority, but attacking the moderation of a forum seems misplaced to me. He puts a great deal of energy into this forum, and it's a sore loss for us. One of the slang definitions for nugget is idiot, and I can see how someone who didn't know him very well might have taken offense at being called that, and I'm guessing someone complained to the mods to bring about the fracas. I am not feeling all this as acutely as modwiz, but I was there not to long ago. God bless the internets and alternative avenues of communication. It stinks when we get the smackdown, and it stinks even more when it happens to our friends.

I don't wonder that there wasn't some "influence" aimed at the forum yesterday designed to distract specifically from the snakes in suits thread. Personally I think that thread should be stickied right here in general discussion, it can't get enough viewership in my opinion.

[ulli]

Posted by eaglespirit (here)
Morning All : )

Holy Mackerel...I leave the Village for a few hours and a whole New Novel unfolds...great sharing of stretching shores garnering galactic gifts!

Been having amazing and uplifting sunset and sunrise connections here on ol' Cape Cod...ocean sounds and breezes and clouds and birds and little ammmmminals all around adding to the maritime melody above and below and beyond!

We are right smack dab in the middle of creating a world of wonders as has never been experienced in this soon 'not to be 3d' arena of acceleration into ether euphoria!

You may be by the seaside but The Village is NOT a place where macarels are neither caught, nor eaten, nor worshipped.
Or should we try and recreate the Village? Since we have the ability, why not?

I was reading the twelfth insight slowly slowly...and discovered that each chapter became reality in my life. Astonishing.
As the chapter adventures are intensifying I'm scared to open the darn book now.

Guess I need to make more time to digest the lessons from the earlier pages and apply the knowledge in 3 D a bit more.

With Mars currently in Virgo all four signs of that quadrant- Virgo, Pisces, Gemini and Sagittarius - need to check their arsenals.

[Calz]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)

Assuming that faeries don't wear boots but have special prostetic hooves.

There is a song in there somewhere but it will need to wait until I am home to post it (if my wee brain can remember).

Guess I didn't burn as many brain cells as I figured ... I remembered.

Those that don't like hard rock pass on by ...

Those that do *crank it up*

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfMrq64_fjw

[REILLY]

Central to my own reiki training was what was called "booger busting" ie exorcism. Throughout my training I saw this done so many times, but when it came time for me to run the circle myself I refused to teach it, by then I had the perspective that it was seldom the responsible thing to do. More than nine times out of ten, the persons "booger" was something self generated, and the removal provided some relief until the persons unchanged mental habits recreated said booger. Without exception, it would be worse than before. So, I just upped the ante on protection of the group and tried to expose to the people where the boogers came from, taking steps to make sure the bad stuff couldn't come out in the circle in my house, but otherwise not treating the boogers themselves. At the beginning of 2010 I took some months off of the planetary watchdog stuff, until the oil spill happened so close to my home. Since then, I've been smacking the reality harder and harder, really I don't mean literal violence, but for me in my own personal reality I will keep pushing back against the fear and I won't let up until we turn the lights out on our way out the door, everybody safe and sound on the other side. It may not happen in this life, or maybe it will. We do what we do because it's the right thing to do and not because we expect results or recompense.


Ulli, what do you mean by the ten exceptions?

[ulli]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)

Ulli, what do you mean by the ten exceptions?

There were two posts on the last page:

a) Ulli's reply to Modwiz, taking about the reaction to the LS vacationing:

I nearly wobbled my way into doing a major anti-testosterone rant.
Ready to use my considerable clout to make special vaccines just for boys and men, 3.5 billion of them...all filled with testosterone neutralizers.

and b)
Ulli's reply to Calz who got worried about being vaccinated:

Shouldn't worry, you were never on that list, it was 3.5 billion minus ten.
You, your 2 sons, Modwiz, Carmody, Markoid, WhiteFeather, Eaglespirit, PurpleLama and Dan33.
Your saving grace is being a quadruple Libra.

Now I should add what your saving grace is...'cause you aren't a Libra.

Your saving grace is that you read Robert Heinlein's Time Enough for Love.
Happens to be one of my favorite Sci-fi novels, too.

[Calz]

Happy to see sanity, respect and a sense of belonging remains in the village.

The "nugget thread" is breaking down into civil war (sorry Carmody).

Sorry to see that. Normally I put on my peace keeper hat but it's over my head this time. Keep waiting for everybody to get over it and move on. Not good outlook for outbreak of hostilities in the middle easy if we, as a mostly like-minded forum, cannot find peace.

[Lisab]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Happy to see sanity, respect and a sense of belonging remains in the village.

The "nugget thread" is breaking down into civil war (sorry Carmody).

Sorry to see that. Normally I put on my peace keeper hat but it's over my head this time. Keep waiting for everybody to get over it and move on. Not good outlook for outbreak of hostilities in the middle easy if we, as a mostly like-minded forum, cannot find peace.


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I just popped in there and felt an instant energy drain. Time to step back. I get a peaceful easy feeling in the village.

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)


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I agree. I l♥ve this place!



Thought I'd share what I made for my dad's 80th next week. Admittedly I saw it somewhere, and nicked the idea.
The filter and music sheet are mine....
Note the "happy birthday dear Vati". Our version of dad

[Calz]

Posted by Lisab (here)

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Happy to see sanity, respect and a sense of belonging remains in the village.

The "nugget thread" is breaking down into civil war (sorry Carmody).

Sorry to see that. Normally I put on my peace keeper hat but it's over my head this time. Keep waiting for everybody to get over it and move on. Not good outlook for outbreak of hostilities in the middle easy if we, as a mostly like-minded forum, cannot find peace.


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I just popped in there and felt an instant energy drain. Time to step back. I get a peaceful easy feeling in the village.

Indeed ... and that's why it has taken on a life of it's own ...

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNT979oO6Q0

[eaglespirit]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Happy to see sanity, respect and a sense of belonging remains in the village.

The "nugget thread" is breaking down into civil war (sorry Carmody).

Sorry to see that. Normally I put on my peace keeper hat but it's over my head this time. Keep waiting for everybody to get over it and move on. Not good outlook for outbreak of hostilities in the middle easy if we, as a mostly like-minded forum, cannot find peace.


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...and imho it is time to simply allow it to metamorphosize...the rumblings are telltale of all the final frustrations flourishing as we move onward and upward to places where these things are of no substance...we are right now moving beyond all of this...physically and spiritually.

No More Pointing Blame!!!

[ulli]

Hey, anyone remember how Lily shared a dream about a big black dog getting hit?
That was Lord Sid. The two front drivers were Ilie and Paul. Then the car lost control, and she got herself ready for drowning. Great premonition dream.
Of course it was HER subconscious who had created the dream.
Carmody also foresaw these events, hence the Psychopath thread.


I was once banned by Ilie, too. It was quite a scary experience.
I love Ilie now, but then it was another matter.
I forgave him right away, because he is young.
It was his first week as a mod, and my second week on the forum
and the OP of a certain thread had asked me to keep her thread running
with whatever posts came to mind, just so that it wouldn't be closed by the mods.

So I posted a whole repertoire of my best jokes, all off-topic.
Ignored Ilie's warnings about off-topic posting, until bang, I couldn't get into the forum. Nor my profile page.
I had been banned forever.
It took a bit of effort to get myself back in and clear up the misunderstanding.
After that some people like Icecold thought I was Heather. I got grilled via PMs. Even Bill Ryan PMed me to find out who I was.
I think he thought I was Gypsy Woman, under a new handle. I had no clue then who any of these people were.
Had to do a lot of reading just to get oriented.

Later on when I had established myself as a regular poster with no troll agenda
I started to get attacked by the real trolls out there and that way I got to find out how wonderful the moderators really are,
as helpful protectors and how they want to keep the flow going and disruption to a minimum.
Calz, I don't think this forum is quite as like-minded as you think.

[Carmody]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by Lisab (here)
Everything becomes a little different as soon as it is spoken out loud....Herman Hesse

And the term "quantum entanglement" had not even been dreamt of in his day.

Great author by the way. Read some of his stuff back in my college days (sure wish I had not partied so much so I could have remembered why I liked him so much)

A Libra? partying?

that would never happen.

[Carmody]

Posted by Lisab (here)

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Happy to see sanity, respect and a sense of belonging remains in the village.

The "nugget thread" is breaking down into civil war (sorry Carmody).

Sorry to see that. Normally I put on my peace keeper hat but it's over my head this time. Keep waiting for everybody to get over it and move on. Not good outlook for outbreak of hostilities in the middle easy if we, as a mostly like-minded forum, cannot find peace.


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I just popped in there and felt an instant energy drain. Time to step back. I get a peaceful easy feeling in the village.

I stepped in there and my whole head went into energy drain/shift. First the right then the left.

Same drain/feeling, for this one... that the entire Charles thing brought to the forum.

four times I tried to post something that might help elucidate the situation, and each time I realized that it was not going to be functional in turning it around, or shifting it.