Here and Now...What's Happening?

[REILLY]

Well, there we have it, straight from the Cow's mouth, so to speak.

Thanks, Paul, and Chris.

[eaglespirit]

Ullliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...where are You??? : )

[Carmody]

Posted by eaglespirit (here)
Ullliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...where are You??? : )

I was wondering myself.

But I myself need to start limiting my presence and input, and have been doing so. I have let my professional life go by the wayside for over an entire year - It has been very costly. Now I must repair that mess as best I can and also move along in those areas.

[ulli]

oops.....
sorry, been distracted by some truly wordily concerns.
With a return trip as complex as mine after having lost the first of the three laps due to an airline's demise
I finally can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
But now I will have to overnight in Port of Spain, the capital of Trinidad and Tobago.
None of the hotels offer wi-fi in the rooms but that is now also sorted out...my son will get me an ethernet/USB adapter.
All done.
So, have I missed anything?

[Calz]

Posted by ulli (here)
oops.....
sorry, been distracted by some truly wordily concerns.
With a return trip as complex as mine after having lost the first of the three laps due to an airline's demise
I finally can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
But now I will have to overnight in Port of Spain, the capital of Trinidad and Tobago.
None of the hotels offer wi-fi in the rooms but that is now also sorted out...my son will get me an ethernet/USB adapter.
All done.
So, have I missed anything?

No but we have missed you.

Have a safe journey home ulli

[ulli]

Trinidad was so bad last year that they had a 9pm to 5 am curfew which lasted for three months.
Out of control crime situation.
So safety is an issue, yes.
http://caricomnewsnetwork.com/index....t&view=article

[Nora]

Hi Ulli

Good to see you. Missed you here and now.

Wishing a fast trip and you return home safely.


Love

Nora

[Lisab]

Here and now my little one and I have a virus again. Well to be honest I don't think we really shook the last one off. I went out on a works do and one of the girls came and has had this virus since February. Looks like it's passed back over to me. Ugh! Rudy coughed all night last night bless him.
This is unusual for me tho. I never get ill. Sadly there's a been a hell of a lot chem spraying here. The weathers hot yet can't see the blue skies at all. Very smoggy, the sky is. Never noticed it this bad. Pissed off and tired at the moment! Need to raise my vibes and start blasting! After my morning cuppa of course!

[eaglespirit]

Thanks for update hello on Your journey, Ulli...We are with You : )

Lisab...sending upward vibration You and Your Son's Way from the morning Sun : )

Back on the Cape keeping busy while other projects unfold...interesting times between here and there now.

All I know for me as long as the Love keeps flowing it All keeps flowing : )

[ulli]

Posted by eaglespirit (here)
Thanks for update hello on Your journey, Ulli...We are with You : )

Lisab...sending upward vibration You and Your Son's Way from the morning Sun : )

Back on the Cape keeping busy while other projects unfold...interesting times between here and there now.

All I know for me as long as the Love keeps flowing it All keeps flowing : )

Thanks eaglespirit. I feel really energized today...the result of having done the "right" thing
and not following my self-indulgent impulses which would have been to stay here another month and ignoring my husband's feelings.
Well, at least he is happy now. After all, it is him I made my main commitment to and I decided to honor that.
Lisa, we are going to have to send healing to both of you.
I have some thoughts on chemtrails.
If the info leaks mean that people feel even more victimized than before this knowledge came out then I'm going to do whatever I can to remind everyone that the human spirit is incredibly strong and able to withstand anything.
How else does one explain that some people smoke 3 packs a day and live to well over ninety?
Not wanting to advocate inhaling the product of combustion, but you get my point...
The end of winter can get people down, too...immune system is low.
Do whatever you can to boost it and stay 'high' up there with your attitude towards 'them'.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Hi.
It is my girlfriend's brother's anniversary of his suicide tomorrow (25 yrs.). Would love if Val got a chance to see the bigger picture in this, her biggest life lesson. Could those with the time and inclination send her some strength and clarity on the matter. It would be such a gift. Her brother's name was Ron.
She struggles with this issue continously, not understanding the issues and blaming herself.
Thanks so much.
Love,
Ernie

[REILLY]

My dad was a suicide. That's a tough row to hoe. Lets give that one to the higher ups.

[Carmody]

That's a tough subject to cover, for clearing one's self, this inevitably takes one down the road of skirting the ragged edge of that situation. to make room in the mind for the new, the old must break down. And the problem is that the chemical aspects of the breaking of the neural structures causes such thinking to come to the forefront in some manner or another. It's a psychological/chemical breakdown/shift/change. And we skirt the edge of that situation. I've been to that edge before, and I like to think that anyone who has done good strong work of clearing themselves has also skirted the edge of it.

This is why I've gone on, at times, about how the Buddhists teach one on one, so that when this inevitable situation is reached, it is under close scrutiny and the person can be guided through it by an experienced person.

In that context, having the wiring and psychology that takes one to that edge, to me... is an advertisement of a soul and incarnated that is searching for meaning. One who is observant, and is also struggling with conceptual aspects of truth and integrity, as tied to life as a state of being. Which is about as honorable and truthful as it gets.

[Carmody]

And when we look out the window, or contemplate where things are at..we find the whole world, en-masse..coming/moving toward those moments and states of mind. Individually and collectively.

How this moment and state is addressed in humanity, falls on the shoulders of those who are aware of it and see it coming into shape, in front of them. And when that happens...well.... we shall see..and we are seeing.

For as slow as it may seem at this time, we are stepping into that moment, this stretched out -- moment of change.

We can let the Bernays of the world (and those who hired and worked with him) work in within the scope of their ignorance and selfishness, or we can be aware and do our best.

Which this thread, in all it's myriad ways..is essentially... concerned with.

[Nora]

Wishing Val much Peace.

Love

Nora

[eaglespirit]

Posted by Carmody (here)
And when we look out the window, or contemplate where things are at..we find the whole world, en-masse..coming/moving toward those moments and states of mind. Individually and collectively.

How this moment and state is addressed in humanity, falls on the shoulders of those who are aware of it and see it coming into shape, in front of them. And when that happens...well.... we shall see..and we are seeing.

For as slow as it may seem at this time, we are stepping into that moment, this stretched out -- moment of change.

We can let the Bernays of the world (and those who hired and worked with him) work in within the scope of their ignorance and selfishness, or we can be aware and do our best.

Which this thread, in all it's myriad ways..is essentially... concerned with.

Here, Here !!!

[ulli]

The most illuminating suicide story I ever read about was that of Bishop Pike's son Jim.
How after the event Bishop Pike discovered that preaching about eternal life in his church had become meaningless
as he discovered that he did not really believe in it.
Until he met Bristish medium Ena Twigg, who sent him messages from his deceased son.
This story is recorded in various books.
The Bishop became so involved with mediums and channels that the Church disrobed him in the end. (i.e. he was fired)
He himself died three years after his son's suicide in a sandstorm in Israel after getting lost in the desert.
When he passed to the other side Ena Twigg found him and guided him out of the 'fog'.
You can find more here:
http://website.lineone.net/~enlightenment/ena_twigg.htm

[jade]

My father committed suicide a couple of weeks ago. This is the first time i've visited the forum since and find myself here on this thread so felt i should post although am struggling to offer any words on the issue. Suppose am still absorbing the situation and adjusting to this new reality.. Sadly a friend has just lost a young son to suicide also. And am aware of many more very recently.. times are tough for a lot of people, there seems to be a lot of suffering and sadness.

I hope tomorrow isn't too painful for Val and she finds peace x

[WHOMADEGOD]

I am verry sorry to hear about your father, I will prey for you both.

A physical disease is only a manifestation of an inner pain, your father left before this manifestation but he is no free from what ever pain he could not withstand.

God knows how tough and unforgiving life can seem or be, one day we will all be free from these torments.

One day you will be back in you fathers arms, in peace together, this much I know.

x

[karamba]

I am very sorry for your loss Jade....I will pray for you and sending you lots of Cosmic Healing!!
Love you