I have created cubic miles of sunlit space in the realms of darkness, for the lost and damaged to come to..to ease themselves back into some form, some semblance of recall of who and what they are. The one time it was a rolling meadow that always led downward. With grass at just the right height so that no animal could hide in it, yet still wild.... and moving in the wind. And then, the sun on their backs and the movement of going gently downward, on the rolling hills, no hill high enough to hide anything. And off in the distance was the center of this idyllic place/meadow. At this center was a structure like a curved meandering stone wall a few stories high that worked between being wall like erected structure and stone, with portals and window remnants, all blended together naturally. where nature blends into structure, human structure. Arranged, this wall..so that no shadow could fall anywhere, from it.Posted by ulli (here)
Carmody, if only you had that Cancer stellum in the first house, I would have asked you to let me cry on your shoulder...but having Neptune there means you are there only with one foot..while the other foot is already in the other dimension.
If I were to pass over and find myself lost I would call out for Carmody, that much I know already.
And beside this, in the center itself, was a huge pool, with a very subtle but obvious 'manufactured' edge to it, and it was rectangular. Shallow, so one could easily walk into it. Crystal clear water with nothing hiding in it, at just the right temperature. And then they would come, one by one, more and more of the misshapen, the damaged, the broken, all retaining the shape of the horror, the impression of their death.
They came to the place... as the sun, the breeze, the hills, the grass and the water..all called to the most primitive parts of them. For their incarnation in a monkey body had these underlying aspects, that which is both the curse that put them there --and the gift of being human. So I used the gift of those unconscious aspects to provide the background of what was needed to get them to come and rest and possibly regain some 'humanity', to end the reflection of insanity which binds them to the darker realms.
Some would enter the pool and just sit, and then some would regain enough 'humanity'... to play with one another. Some could only get close enough to move in the outskirts. Some would sit in the pool, in total unmoving shock. All manner of horrors. Each time one would enter, I would enlarge the pool, so they could be as spaced apart as their given desire for boundaries dictated. This was, of course, as stated, in the middle of the dark realms where the lost and damaged are gathered. I sat in the corner of the pool, like a Buddha, and did this, held this 'reality' -- for an entire night. Finally ....I had to awaken, to return, and let it go.