Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
It's almost 11pm. I am watching Em rest. We are staying the night in a small town hospital room. The doctors do not think she has appendicitis, she might have ovarian cysts, and has some inflammation that I cannot pronounce. Her fever hit close to 104, highest it has been so far. Morphine has kept her comfortable along with an anti-nausea med. She has had two or three bags of fluids, and is excited to be drinking cold water.

She appears to have had a slight reaction to the dye used in the scan, still they want another one tomorrow.

M and little one are home, mike is there. Little one will not see me before school, hoping he will be okay.

Anyway, I am grateful this does not appear to be serious. Not that anyone has a clue what it is. I think antibiotics are coming her way.

I'm hoping, though, most of all, that we do not catch something in this small town hospital that we didn't come in with. Seriously.

Tonight I humbly ask for strength, so that I may continue to care for everyone else. And maybe a shield so I won't catch anything.

And I ask for the highest good be served for Em, that this be as painless and uneventful as possible. And I hope she returns to her silly self in the best health ever...by tomorrow

Much Love,

How did they rule out appendicitis? It sounds rather serious, and I am concerned.
You and Em are in my prayers, and Im looking forward to good news.

[meeradas]

[Reversed] hunting season's open.

[eaglespirit]

Good Morning Villagers...The Best and Highest Goodness to All!!!

I am meeting some of the most wonderful People here...finding Their Way and Mission as these Earthly/Cosmic Changes continue to Flow and Accelerate : )

[RunningDeer]

Message: Gio from “Up At the Ranch”

Also please note, just heard from our beloved Calz, who unfortunately (and currently) is having major (home) computer problems ...
As you will notice, he can view activity here on the forum while at his workplace... But is hindered in being able to freely post from there ...

Sending in a bot and a portal buster, for our Beloved Calzie's computer.

[RunningDeer]

For Em and 1inMany

Love,
Paula

[donk]

I really like this site:

http://www.peacefulself.com/

Speaks to this thread for sure. The 4/4 post is brilliant, the art he chooses is always great.

Thinking of you 1inmany, sending love...

[1inMany]

Ulli, they think they ruled out appendicitis with a cat scan. Blood work is basically normal except elevated white blood count. Want to do another cat scan for comparison. Honestly, they don't know what is wrong with Em, so they are treating each symptom. Her symptoms don't fit an one thing. She could have a severe stomach bug, but the fever is too high and the pain doesn't fit for that. Might be appendix, but there are stomach bug symtpoms that don't fit for that. Thought it might have been the other strain of the flu, and that she was one of the unlucky ones who just get both back to back, but she has no sore throat or congestion, so that doesn't fit.

Thank you for the prayers, and thank you Paula, too. Thank you to anyone helping behind the scenes. We need healing help. I can't do it this time, I am now worn out and have a sore throat and a cough :/

I don't like it that em has so many meds in her system, so much "stuff" that is not natural, foreign to her body and nature. But at least she is comfortable. Doesn't appear there are any choices at this moment.

Going back in, now. Love you all, and many thanks.

[1inMany]

Thanks, donk. I have a personal belief that each time someone so much as sends even a good thought in our direction, it helps.

Much love,

[astrid]

Thinking of and sending to Em

Strange times , our bodies are showing all sorts of
symptoms that don't fit any label .

I'm sitting in emergency tonight after eating something
I have eaten before but this time my throat started to
close up ... So the body has decided to become ultra
sensitive all of a sudden . Never had food allergies in my life
I'm fine , just sitting here waiting for a jab to work
My breathing is not impacted , Just my mouth lips and throat
swelled up . It was getting worse and my dogs are smart
but not smart enough to call am abulance , so hear I am
One downside of living alone

Anyways,'all is good, I'm calm and have a very nice doctor
called Mohamand

[AwakeInADream]

Posted by donk (here)
I really like this site:

http://www.peacefulself.com/

Speaks to this thread for sure. The 4/4 post is brilliant, the art he chooses is always great.

Thinking of you 1inmany, sending love...

Cheers Donk! That's just the right sort of artistic inspiration I needed today.

I liked this one:

[RunningDeer]

I'm sending a matching energetic to You, Astrid. It assists to power-up what's You.

Your comment about the 'downside of living alone'. Yes, I feel that. I remind myself that to be with someone for the wrong reasons is worst than the physical pain, inconvenience, and vulnerability.

For me, the symptoms I’m experiencing is the body fighting with the integration of Soul at 100% capacity [within the body]. The inconvenient symptoms are an opportunity to forge with the inner healer so it can take on the higher frequency. The ‘old me’ resists change of the ‘unknown’ which from my experiences has always-always been better.

Goal: to bust through what’s not.

Love,
Paula

Posted by astrid (here)
Thinking of and sending to Em

Strange times , our bodies are showing all sorts of
symptoms that don't fit any label .

I'm sitting in emergency tonight after eating something
I have eaten before but this time my throat started to
close up ... So the body has decided to become ultra
sensitive all of a sudden . Never had food allergies in my.
I'm fine , just sitting her waiting for a jab to work
My breathing is no impacted , Just my mouth lips and throat
swelled up . It was getting worse and my dogs are smart
but not smart enough to call am abulance , so hear I am
One downside of living alone

Anyways,'all is good, I'm calm and have a very nice doctor
called Mohamand

[Ernie Nemeth]

Geeze 1, doesn't seem at all fair, these illnesses. Going to bust them up in my head for you. Hang in there!

Calz, electronic system buster headed your way. Don't forget to duck.

Astrid, I know exactly what you mean. Refuse to allow it space to fester, just like I do. Each morning I remove its reality from my world and sore throat goes bye-bye for the rest of the day. Day 4 now...

My sore shoulder is resisting my efforts, though - and spreading down my arm.


I used to dream of a monster that would chase me all night. It took everything I could muster to keep ahead of it. The last dream I had it was climbing in my bedroom window when I woke with a start. I was only six. Then my youngest sister was born and I was shipped to the basement. My parents built me a bedroom down there. Then the dreams became more diffuse, with real fears from being alone in the basement fueling my dreams. I never dreamt of the monster again.

Last night I had a dream like none I have ever had before. A war with, I think, off-world entities just over the horizon. There were bombs and fires and terrible noises. All my family were in this house together, including those who have in real life already passed over. My grandfather was providing the narrative. I was cleaning the house for some strange reason. But we were all very scared and apprehensive. The police arrived and began removing the house's windows and piling sandbags in their place. Then people were running through the streets ahead of the invading army. It was time to flee. Everyone piled into this car but I had to go back upstairs to get my tablet computer - of all things. The advancing army overan our position and...I woke up with a start.

My first thought was - look in the corners for the critter. Sure enough this shape slithered into the darkest corner of my room. I was too unnerved to command it to leave. I snorted a laugh of derision, turned over and went back to sleep.

WTF could it have meant?

[ulli]

Posted by Ernie Nemeth (here)
Geeze 1, doesn't seem at all fair, these illnesses. Going to bust them up in my head for you. Hang in there!

Calz, electronic system buster headed your way. Don't forget to duck.

Astrid, I know exactly what you mean. Refuse to allow it space to fester, just like I do. Each morning I remove its reality from my world and sore throat goes bye-bye for the rest of the day. Day 4 now...

My sore shoulder is resisting my efforts, though - and spreading down my arm.


I used to dream of a monster that would chase me all night. It took everything I could muster to keep ahead of it. The last dream I had it was climbing in my bedroom window when I woke with a start. I was only six. Then my youngest sister was born and I was shipped to the basement. My parents built me a bedroom down there. Then the dreams became more diffuse, with real fears from being alone in the basement fueling my dreams. I never dreamt of the monster again.

Last night I had a dream like none I have ever had before. A war with, I think, off-world entities just over the horizon. There were bombs and fires and terrible noises. All my family were in this house together, including those who have in real life already passed over. My grandfather was providing the narrative. I was cleaning the house for some strange reason. But we were all very scared and apprehensive. The police arrived and began removing the house's windows and piling sandbags in their place. Then people were running through the streets ahead of the invading army. It was time to flee. Everyone piled into this car but I had to go back upstairs to get my tablet computer - of all things. The advancing army overan our position and...I woke up with a start.

My first thought was - look in the corners for the critter. Sure enough this shape slithered into the darkest corner of my room. I was too unnerved to command it to leave. I snorted a laugh of derision, turned over and went back to sleep.

WTF could it have meant?

It means that it is time to face your demons.
Pisceans are the ultimate escape artists,
and like slippery fish will always manage to "slither" out of the net of reality.
And now somehow reality is chatching up, and there is no way out.
And when faced with one's last fears one can finally wake up...the monster dissolves.
All is well.

[astrid]

Back now, i feel fine, mouth and throat less swollen,
it seems that my body has an allergy to barley, maybe,
or at least it does now, and for the moment.

Possibly .

Need to sleep now, thank everyone for your thoughts

[sleepy]

xxxxx xxxxx

[1inMany]

Update 1. Saw doctor. Says he thinks it is either appendicitis or some stomache bug that is going around, a bacteria not virus. Okay, this is the same thing everyone else has said. He says he has not seen the scan, but he has never seen appendicitis that did not show on one.

He is sending another doc this afternoon, supposed to be a gastr intestinal guy.

Meanwhile, fever went from normal to over 103 in one hour, and she is dry heaving, that's a new thing.

The doctor said something they said last night, too, that back in the olden days, they would have just gone ahead and taken out the appendi guess this new doc is making the call.

At any rate, we aren't going home today.

Check in when I can. Sorry about all the typose I am probably leaving...

Thanks for helping, everybody. She appreciates it, too.

Much Love,

[1inMany]

Thank you, sleepy. And thank you astrid. And thank you, honestly for those of you who are helping and not saying so. I know you are there, and appreciate you very much.

Dang, I miss the thank you button...

Much Love,

[Lisab]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, sleepy. And thank you astrid. And thank you, honestly for those of you who are helping and not saying so. I know you are there, and appreciate you very much.

Dang, I miss the thank you button...




Much Love,

Just got back from a walk in the woods where I sent out loving intent for Ems imminent recovery. Hope your both back home soon 1. Hugs and kisses to you both xxx

[1inMany]

I feel like a ding dong because I didn't thank you, ernie. Sorry about that. Thank you, sweetie. And thank you, Lisab. I appreciate you all very much.

Third doc has now looked at Em. Ruled outappendicitis. Again. Back to a bug. He mentioned that same inflamation that I cannot pronounce, and two stomach bugs. He is turning the show back over to doc #2.

Fever back down to 101.6. Two rounds of antibiotics done, her poor system. One was broad in spectrum, on targeted a particular thing.

She is resting now, thanks to all the help from you guys.

Still looks like one more overnight. Will see for sure when a doc comes around in a couple of hours.

Much love,

[eaglespirit]

Everybody...get well now : ) : ) : )