Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Violet]

Posted by ulli (here)
The Lucky Ducky left over a week before...no, it wasn't him.
I got it at a dinner...the organic lettuce may have had a toxic creepy-crawly on it...there are quite a few of those. The hostess has a maid who would have had to wash the veggies, and who knows how good her eyesight is. I'm extremely careful when washing lettuce. Anyway, that was the only food we can think of which could have done it. Life in the tropics.
I now have a ton of symptoms, including rashes, itching, crazy body thermostat, headache, nausea. Weakness, most of all.

Take care of yourself, Ulli.

And, sidenote, this seems to be a good time for OBE. I remember reading in the SoS (Buhlmann) that the energy body is less attached to the physical body in states as yours, but of course recovery remains your priority now.

I'm sorry for your loss, Julia, I hope that in the end she did open up her heart and got rid of those fears of punishment. I was just thinking about my saying for the day which (after yesterday's Love the children) was: love your grandparents (if you still have them).

Grandparents are walking treasures. Not only because they made it possible for you to be you but also because of their knowledge and never mind degrees and education, they have valuable knowledge because they saw and lived a time we did not see. As we move along, more and more useful things and information gets hidden from the world, but your grandparents remember, because they saw it when it was still there and they trust you (grandchildren) enough to share it with.

My grandfather was also such a man. He was not of the priviliged, and taught himself to read and write Arabic and as a young and brave man, he helped speed Morocco's independence. Unfortunately I only spent little time with him. I respect him a lot for teaching me love for the book and the necessity of such love as well as curiosity. For me he was the embodiment of what good loving books does for people.

All good things for your wonderful grandmother, Julia.

[ulli]

Thanks, Violet....
And about OBEs...not one of my aims.
Happens soon enough when I leave my dying body.
For now I just want to get comfortable where I am...right here and now, in this body,
So that I can function again and be there for those who need me.
As well as enjoy being alive.

[ulli]

I guess I'm ready to get up at last. Time to get even.
Stand back, everyone.

[eaglespirit]

My Wampanoag Homeland...
The Spiritual Vortex I am 'gifted' to be living upon.
Cummaquid overlooking Sandy Neck, I live a bit west of this top photo outlay.
The Energy, Here and Now, where I reside, has been 'beyond' Phenomenal !

Iyanough's Spirit Lives !!!





........

I guess I'm ready to get up at last. Time to get even.
Stand back, everyone.

Get 'em Ulli...Love It Beyond Its Physical Knowing Into A Higher Spire : )

[1inMany]

Dear Father, Hear and Bless thy Beasts and Singing Birds
and Guard with Tenderness Small Things that Have No Words.
-unknown

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Wrapping my wings around this Littlest One. She smiles at me already. Do you suppose she can see what I cannot? Maybe she recognizes my soul. I tell her every day how brave she must be, for coming at this time.

Sending strength and so much Higher Love to K, who is letting go, ever so slowly, of someone who blocks her progress. My beautiful K, who is showing her heart to me. She says she doesn't want me to ever leave. (I have to chuckle at this one...give it another week hahaha).

And oh, the Little Boy who has replaced the "Little One" I brought with me into this village. He was only 3 then. Wow. He is obsessed with Angels, and has been for at least a year. He looks forward to his moment of physical transformation so that he may reside with them. Cripey. At six years old, the little guy is speaking of...death. I am doing my darnedest to let him know that they are here, that there is no need to travel to them. They make house calls. I am grateful for this time with him. May what needs to be said, be said. May what needs to be heard, be heard.

No words for the gratitude that I feel for the gift of being here. For them, and for anyone I have been given the opportunity to touch in the last couple of weeks. Consciously and unconsciously. May my work here be pleasing to those Watching.

Much Love,

[Guest]

Hi Ulli,

Good prayers of healing and strength to you and comfort.

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Been a heck of a few days, a lot of calls or e-mails from people -their world is shaking up or something is different....doesn't feel right. I think the dream.

and I have been having dreams of silver pentagrams -right side up

Listened to the soundtrack to Inception and Interstellar today.

Sitting in the warmth of a good hot fire and playing this right now.

Our Destiny Lies Above Us by Hans Zimmer

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=UDVtMYqUAyw

Love

Nora

[donk]

Welcome to the monkey house Littlest One:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=eEep67akIn4

May the Angels always watch over you and yours!

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=XWJrPzAUzAs

Too beautiful, 1inmany, thanks for sharing…

[heretogrow]

Thank you so much, Ulli, Sstarss, Marianne and Violet. Grandparents are such special blessings.

Ulli I am sending healing energy and hoping that your symptoms subside. May you be back on the road to strength and good health. I asked my self the same questions about my Granny taking so long to soar. I honestly believe it is because of the dynamics in the family. Some of her children were not close or did not get along. Through her suffering they eventually gave up their differences as they took care of her. In the end they had grown very close and will be able to be there for each other in their grief and healing. I come from a family of strong wills. That can be a good thing at times, but it took a great jolt and a prolonged amount of time and pain to get her family to actually give up their grudges and gather together. My sister helped facilitate her passing when she told them all to touch her, love her, not one at a time but together. As they did this, she opened her eyes out of her coma and acknowledged each one individually by looking into their eyes. She tried to smile and then just took her last breath.

My sister took pictures after her passing and their are orbs in the room. One of them is right over my daughter's heart. I know that she and her loved ones who had passed were all their with us. It was beautiful. It will be very hard not to have her physical presence. But I know she is free at last.

Thank you to all of you for your kinds words and condolences. I grieve quietly and privately because it is hard to let out those emotions in front of others. Your sharing brought me comfort and I am so Grateful to you for that!

Much Much Love,
Julia

[donk]

I'm sorry for your loss Julia

[ulli]

I had to share this...young parents dressed up for their kids' school's Halloween party. What a brood ...
My son, the white unicorn...and his beautiful wife



And the rest of their gang

[Sierra]

Ulli,

I am glad you are feeling better. It gave me quite a jolt to hear you were so ill.

Some people I'm not ready to have leave the planet... (She whines.)

Please squash Luis thoroughly and utterly in gratitude for me.

Dealing with dark shadow. I'm either looping or have a hell of a lot of "stuff" to unearth, and dissipate to harmlessness. Ugh.

What I hate is the despair, that this crap will be unending.

My bipolar PTSD ADHD husband is the trigger. Or the innocent saboteur... I just fail miserably in handling things. 90% of marriages to even one of these issues end in divorce. It's tough. I love him, and for days I've been uttering sotto voice "I hate you."... Just to bleed frustration and get some emotional truth into the picture. And I KNOW this is generating yet more bad energy.

I don't know how to stay on course in this living situation. Since hearing his diagnosis last year, something clicked recently, and whoa, our entire marriage made sense, all the events make sense, all the behavior makes sense, and with the knowing, it seems much HARDER to deal with. And that makes me feel desperate, because the risky behavior keeps right on happening, and should I attempt to utter a word, tears or PTSD meltdown occurs. I can see he is doing THE BEST HE CAN, AS HARD AS HE CAN, is it is heartbreaking as well.

I have so many tears. Everything makes me cry. Kitties dying, kitties lost, cruelty to the world in pain.

What good can I do, in the boat I am in, when all I want to do is not?

The iChing tells me I am ignorant, innocent, to be kind to myself, because I have yet to learn how to handle the situation.

Rama, come home please. Your family is worried, and needs you.

Martha is curled up next to me, she just gave me a raspy but comforting bath.

Pippin is on my foot, exhausted from mousie on a string games.

It is hard for me to say negative things (scary actually), please forgive me that I am a downer.

I will remain calm and carry on...

Love, love, love Sierra

[ulli]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Ulli,

I am glad you are feeling better. It gave me quite a jolt to hear you were so ill.

Some people I'm not ready to have leave the planet... (She whines.)

Please squash Luis thoroughly and utterly in gratitude for me.

Dealing with dark shadow. I'm either looping or have a hell of a lot of "stuff" to unearth, and dissipate to harmlessness. Ugh.

What I hate is the despair, that this crap will be unending.

My bipolar PTSD ADHD husband is the trigger. Or the innocent saboteur... I just fail miserably in handling things. 90% of marriages to even one of these issues end in divorce. It's tough. I love him, and for days I've been uttering sotto voice "I hate you."... Just to bleed frustration and get some emotional truth into the picture. And I KNOW this is generating yet more bad energy.

I don't know how to stay on course in this living situation. Since hearing his diagnosis last year, something clicked recently, and whoa, our entire marriage made sense, all the events make sense, all the behavior makes sense, and with the knowing, it seems much HARDER to deal with. And that makes me feel desperate, because the risky behavior keeps right on happening, and should I attempt to utter a word, tears or PTSD meltdown occurs. I can see he is doing THE BEST HE CAN, AS HARD AS HE CAN, is it is heartbreaking as well.

I have so many tears. Everything makes me cry. Kitties dying, kitties lost, cruelty to the world in pain.

What good can I do, in the boat I am in, when all I want to do is not?

The iChing tells me I am ignorant, innocent, to be kind to myself, because I have yet to learn how to handle the situation.

Rama, come home please. Your family is worried, and needs you.

Martha is curled up next to me, she just gave me a raspy but comforting bath.

Pippin is on my foot, exhausted from mousie on a string games.

It is hard for me to say negative things (scary actually), please forgive me that I am a downer.

I will remain calm and carry on...

Love, love, love Sierra

Sierra, it's not just your husband. It's most men.
George Carlin summed it up...men are stupid, and women are crazy.
And women are crazy because men are stupid.

Yet those are the two forces that have to pull the wagon. Like a donkey and a bull...

You wanna know what I think? All suffering is just resistance.
There is a programming in place and an expectation.
If we knew the biggest picture we'd all be more yielding.
Only pounce when really necessary.

Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Love, love, love Sierra

For You, Sierra.
Love,
Paula

I don't know how people in relationships do it. I'm declining invitations because it's exhausting just thinking about the how, what, when, and where. I don't want to subject anyone to this inner quirkiness. When I'm out with others, I have a blast. Then I tip-toe out the door before I'm aware I'm doing it.

In my day to day, I love the freedom of going with the flow. My days fly by. I fight to stay awake because there's more for me to explore. I feel this part of the journey is for me to do solo. Though, I check in with myself to make sure I’m not BS myself when I see the oldies but goodies together.

<3

[Violet]

These last two weeks of October were so sparky that I've applied the sos-detox-diet (cutting most sugars, dairy and meat) for grounding...It's starting to work, I believe. Today, here & now were:



and



Paula, next sync: I was just doing search for light bulbs. Sierra, I wish you lots of patience, strength and peace eventually. It is wonderful that despite everything you can still see the efforts of your husband. Did you only get diagnosis? If so then I would recommend that now that you have both found out what the situation is like, continue with the professional support until you can fly with your own wings.

[eaglespirit]

Posted by heretogrow (here)
Thank you so much, Ulli, Sstarss, Marianne and Violet. Grandparents are such special blessings.

Ulli I am sending healing energy and hoping that your symptoms subside. May you be back on the road to strength and good health. I asked my self the same questions about my Granny taking so long to soar. I honestly believe it is because of the dynamics in the family. Some of her children were not close or did not get along. Through her suffering they eventually gave up their differences as they took care of her. In the end they had grown very close and will be able to be there for each other in their grief and healing. I come from a family of strong wills. That can be a good thing at times, but it took a great jolt and a prolonged amount of time and pain to get her family to actually give up their grudges and gather together. My sister helped facilitate her passing when she told them all to touch her, love her, not one at a time but together. As they did this, she opened her eyes out of her coma and acknowledged each one individually by looking into their eyes. She tried to smile and then just took her last breath.

My sister took pictures after her passing and their are orbs in the room. One of them is right over my daughter's heart. I know that she and her loved ones who had passed were all their with us. It was beautiful. It will be very hard not to have her physical presence. But I know she is free at last.

Thank you to all of you for your kinds words and condolences. I grieve quietly and privately because it is hard to let out those emotions in front of others. Your sharing brought me comfort and I am so Grateful to you for that!

Much Much Love,
Julia

Beautiful Julia, Thank You for Sharing!
Love CAN Become Timeless and Healing...
and You and Your Family are a Shining Light : )

[araucaria]

Posted by ulli (here)
Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.

A pretty useless bunch, aren't we?

For those who have been following the scenic route to another dead end (my exchange with Agape), it ends here:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post893770

[ulli]

Posted by araucaria (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.

A pretty useless bunch, aren't we?

For those who have been following the scenic route to another dead end (my exchange with Agape), it ends here:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post893770

I saw it. I feel for you, because I know what it's like having one's words misinterpreted.
I feel for Agape, too, because no amount of words can convey what is really happening within her.
I want to tell her, come over here, Agape, get a few cyber hugs from these loving villagers,
but I fear that this would not make her feel better, either.
I'm just so glad that a few of us can get along; have dialogues that lead somewhere meaningful; lift us up;
and that we can understand each other.
Humor helps, colloquialism helps,
The bond humans share has definitely to do with the heart, far more than the brain.

[Wind]

Posted by ulli (here)
The bond humans share has definitely to do with the heart, far more than the brain.

I think that it sums it up perfectly.

Hopefully you are doing better, Ulli. We all seem to need healing, more or less.
I'm glad that I am (still) part of this community. Avalon has a great spirit.

[eaglespirit]

Hmmm...find it rather interesting that I was brought back to this 'Here and Now' page and posts of 2013 through Araucaria's and Agape's and Ulli's and Other's I Love, and, and ...muses and sharings.
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post773292


I was in transit at the time from my seizure accident(s) and missed a bit of this window of sharing but it is rather quite interesting that my current forthright exposure of 'the time is now' matters that include, first and foremost, that the world is smack dab in the middle of a 4th step inventory as the most important and integral part of the 12 steps of recovery which is 'here and now' a Gaia phenomena of epic proportion, taking place and taking hold for a turbo-catalyst into our new way of Higher Being to bring this place to its True Upward Mobility ...place in the Higher Cosmos of Spirit..Love You All.
Onward and Upward and Beyond Beyond : )

Love the Confirmations ALL Around and Around and Around...
Energizing the Vortex of Loving Changes!!!

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post894148

[heyokah]

WTF !

Sorry guyrls, but I have to ventilate this somewhere.

Stepped outside just now and saw this. What an arrogance. Or are they drunk!