Re: Here and Now...What's Happening?
Standing up to bullies, helping someone who is getting ganged up on and enabling are two very different things. I am too worn out from not being understood to explain it anymore. I am dropping the subject, it is too close to emotional buttons to make it work. As someone who has put my own flesh between fights to prevent it, I understand being a protector and honor it greatly. It is the sacred warrior energy.Posted by Belle (here)
Life is difficult for gentle souls...as you well know, sweet eaglespirit. Your rising frustration with that thread was palpable...I could almost hear the call from deep within you "Protect and defend". It's hard to watch a flower being trampled and struggling to rise again.
Good Morning : )
This place has its cluster of immature antagonists, judges, incarcerators, pouncers...people that simply spit on others and lick their chops in satisfaction, in subtle and blatant ways...and I know and understand the reasons and it is beyond reason...for the psychopathic putridness leaks to some degree into every facet as an infection of disgusting motivation. If it still happens to the degree it happens here at pa then it certainly needs us wildcards out there doing what we are prompted to do even in the smallest of ways that result in a ripple of benefit that may grow and glow.
I posted in that newer thread that you are aware of because I felt something so strong and so similar to my happenings on my journey that I could not sit back and watch. As most of you here, I visit very few threads out there. Those I do visit usually have the strong feel of genuineness and sincerity. What Pila was sharing was and is much the way I have received and do now receive my promptings that have been leading consistently to synchronicities of help and provision beyond any explanation that many would accept...it just happens. I find it interesting that a crucifiction is still so readily available...and I do hope it is close to the end of that here and those 'clusters' find a good sharp and vivid mirror soon.
Had to vent a bit this morn, thank you here and nowers.
I wonder if this is an example of the "enabling" Modwiz was talking about earlier? What to do...defend and protect or help strengthen the flower. My first reaction was to defend, but felt the consequences (giving the trolls more ammunition to attack) were not worth it. On second thought, I offered a brief post hoping to encourage and strengthen Pila to help him go on through the muck. We won't always be there to defend and help him...he must learn to do that on his own. Perhaps the greatest kindness we can give him is the tools to stand on his own...similar to a baby first learning to walk, falling down is part of the process but made easier knowing there are people with arms encircling to prevent harm. We can help show him the way, but he must take those steps on his own.
Much love to you, eaglespirit and your huge heart.
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