Here and Now...What's Happening?

[astrid]

Holy Wabbits

[modwiz]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Here and Now...something is up. I'm feeling rather odd putting it into words, but I know I'm not crazy. A little off I am, but not totally nuts. Last night I became depressed, felt very alone and isolated, and slid so low that I even contemplated ... moving on. I do not remember ever contemplating that before. Ever. During this weird episode, I got the message I posted...about darkness trying to hide my spirit or something or other...from someone close to me. The message led to me contemplating darkness and what it is...how it would go about trying to hide my spirit, why it would do so, etc., etc. When I awoke this morning, I got Em off to school and immediately went back to bed. I got up at noon and felt almost myself. A couple hours later I heard the show Paranormal on TV, and it caught my attention for a moment. The guy, whoever he is...the main guy on the show...was in a house and was talking into the camera, blah blah blah. But then he said that all of a sudden he felt alone and isolated and he felt sudden sadness and confusion and disorientation...and it resonated so strongly with me as the perfect description of how I was feeling last night.

Fast forward to after dinner this evening...My older daughter was blaring her music, and I peeped in her bedroom and plopped on the bed. She said that for some unknown reason, every day for about the last week she feels depressed and alone and feels like just withdrawing...that or biting everyone's heads off...at the same time. This made me start reeallllly thinking. Then, my younger daughter's mood catches my attention. For the past few days, she comes home from school deliriously happy, but right before bedtime starts pushing everyone's buttons...slams doors, yells & shouts, loses control...

Is anyone seeing any connection here? Because, truly I could be trying to connect dots that aren't even on the same page. But, if these incidents are connected, then I need to find out why. Then I HAVE to do something to stop this.

I took a nice salt bath today, and was able to keep the energy around here a little more stable by keeping my kids laughing. But a sudden change was still apparent, just not as severe.

Now, mind you, I must say I am NOT worried or scared or panicked. But honestly I am a little concerned. I can't imagine there would be any "one" targeting me/my family. That is almost unfathomable. I'm dumbfounded. I did think of saging my house, I do have some sage, but for cripey's sake I've never really done that before, and I don't have much confidence.

I'm pouring all this out because I respect you all as...more...advanced? or maybe stronger? spiritually than I am, you all know I do. And I need some help here. Please share...whatcha got?

My love to you all,

I would sage, but preferably franc and myrrh the house. Every room and concentrating on ceiling corners. If you do use sage make sure windows are open for the bogies to get out. Sage is a Jupiter herb and cleans by filling. Franc and myrrh are ruled by the Sun and clean by disinfecting/transmuting and do not require exits. It clearly sounds like you have funky energetic signatures left in the house. Usually just the emotional poop of others and not 'beings' of any sort.

Since I do 'house cleaning' and get paid for it, this is an area I know about. Getting paid is not crucial to knowledge. but as Stuart Wilde says, "If you have a service, make sure you charge for it". One of the rules of abundance is allowing energy to flow to you.

I am sure any other numbers of Villagers could give good advice here, even if they were never paid for it.

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Posted by astrid (here)
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I like rabbits. Ill have to take a picture of the one we have in the basement. His name is Tuck. He is a lop ear.

[astrid]

1 In Many,
yes smudge a great idea,
i will do some remote work on this
also if you are ok with that?

Pm me if you like.

[1inMany]

Thanks so much modwiz!

I would sage, but preferably franc and myrrh the house. Every room and concentrating on ceiling corners. If you do use sage make sure windows are open for the bogies to get out. Sage is a Jupiter herb and cleans by filling. Franc and myrrh are ruled by the Sun and clean by disinfecting/transmuting and do not require exits. It clearly sounds like you have funky energetic signatures left in the house. Usually just the emotional poop of others and not 'beings' of any sort.

Since I do 'house cleaning' and get paid for it, this is an area I know about. Getting paid is not crucial to knowledge. but as Stuart Wilde says, "If you have a service, make sure you charge for it". One of the rules of abundance is allowing energy to flow to you.

I am sure any other numbers of Villagers could give good advice here, even if they were never paid for it.

- lol

I will have to buy franc and myrrh, but I have sage available. I'm thinking of maybe doing all of it, just to sort of cover all the bases. I will look online for those two...things...what are they and how do you use them?

Love as always,

shoot - should have asked, too, about the sage...is it enough to just walk through the house with it with the windows open? or is there something special I need to do?

[modwiz]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thanks so much modwiz!

I would sage, but preferably franc and myrrh the house. Every room and concentrating on ceiling corners. If you do use sage make sure windows are open for the bogies to get out. Sage is a Jupiter herb and cleans by filling. Franc and myrrh are ruled by the Sun and clean by disinfecting/transmuting and do not require exits. It clearly sounds like you have funky energetic signatures left in the house. Usually just the emotional poop of others and not 'beings' of any sort.

Since I do 'house cleaning' and get paid for it, this is an area I know about. Getting paid is not crucial to knowledge. but as Stuart Wilde says, "If you have a service, make sure you charge for it". One of the rules of abundance is allowing energy to flow to you.

I am sure any other numbers of Villagers could give good advice here, even if they were never paid for it.

- lol

I will have to buy franc and myrrh, but I have sage available. I'm thinking of maybe doing all of it, just to sort of cover all the bases. I will look online for those two...things...what are they and how do you use them?

Love as always,

shoot - should have asked, too, about the sage...is it enough to just walk through the house with it with the windows open? or is there something special I need to do?

You have sage? Do it as soon as you can. Use your breath or a feather to direct the smoke. Smoke is the cleansing agent, think of it as water. Corners of ceilings and floors are major collectors, but all right angles are toxic energy holders, like dirt on a floor. Don't worry about the franc and myrrh as you need charcoal or woodstove embers to work with. Sage is easier when you are not set up for working with the gums.

[benevolentcrow]

Need a little protection tonight, I am hangin' out with the big dogs!

[1inMany]

Thank you modwiz. I almost got up to get the sage, then realized it's 40 degrees outside and I can't open the windows with the girls in bed...guess it will have to wait til morning.

Love and Gratitude,

[Patrikas]

Posted by astrid (here)
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Elmer Fudd would prolly be interested in this pic

[Cottage Rose]

Posted by Cottage Rose (here)
Another wall that makes me wonder who did the stonework on this house. I see a pointed head in profile? Coincidence or intentional? This is the last thing I see before going to sleep and the first thing in the morning. I have wondered....

Another thing I will add: In the past, the doorway was a window and the now interior wall was an exterior wall. In the 1970s, I sat and looked out that window for hours and hours as I did needlework while rock and roll band practice was going on in a nearby room. I saw the future gazing out that window ..... to this time now when I would be living here. Although this interior may look "dungeon like" to some who are accustomed to white walls..... The grounded energy of stone walls is quite friendly. I have often thought this property may have Native American significance.

[astrid]

good way to keep warm

[Nora]

Have been openly lurking here and now for the last 6 pages....
The deep level of sharing was so soulful.... I cried....

665 Plumber of the Beast I am so sorry for the loss of Said.... and for his friends too..... makes me very sad and angry when we lose them. I get angry at myself, society.... the senselessness of it all sometimes.

The first 5 years of my life -I shouldn't be a live....alcoholics, violent people or both.... had a reprieve for 2 years then at 7 almost died again.
My own dis-ease (poly-abuser) took me into some pretty dark places and into the streets for a while..... I posted about some of it around 100 pages or so back.

When I cleaned up....I spent a lot of time.....going to various institutions working with and talking to people about the disease.... even in an institution for the criminally insane -usually their addictions took them way too far and crossed a line not to return -going in there for me was a raw experience. And spent time picking up drunks, addicts, street hookers and homeless people and taking them to shelters, AA or NA, detox centers or methadone clinics..... or going into the cities to give out fresh food and hanging out talking with Vets and homeless..... met all kinds of people out there.... people with degrees, PhDs, Vets, people of the Cloth, lawyers, moms, dads and a lot of teenagers...etc. When we lose them -it gets to me.

I know that what you are doing is not the easiest thing to do -but they are all very lucky to have you.

Love

Nora

We are all related

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by Carmody (here)

When you block your presence on the forum from being seen, you end up having the forum software list your join date as being in ........1969. Go to the members list, and see......

[ViralSpiral]

1inMany, I postulate that the planetary alignments Carmody mentioned a few pages back has something to do with the "heaviness" around. Watch Toms' astrology report which Astrid posted. Also insightful.
Mandala posted a thread about a college suicide and how many people are leaving...


I had only 3 hours sleep. Not good for beauty.

We need to take care of each other



Nora, thanks for sharing

[Reirrac]

Been thinking of those who left earth lately. A few years back my best friend left as well, I watched him drown. I saved 3 of our other friends, but couldn't get to him in time, or atleast knowing that if I went in again I wouldn't have made it out. I'm still working through the emotions and whatnot.

Anyways, a few months after the incident, my Dad passed this quote to me. It was from one of those one a day quote calendars and this one I keep around me.

"Some people, sweet and attractive, and strong and healthy, happen to die young. They are masters in disguise teaching us about impermanence." - Dalai Lama

[Lisab]

Thankyou for sharing Reiracc. Thankyou everyone.

[Cottage Rose]

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wotUs41HTY

[Nora]

Thank you ViralSpiral

I want to live.... stealth mode it is.

and love your photos and animated characters. Expressive.

I have slept one full night since Monday of last week. Up until about 3:00 am almost every night seems to be the magic number.

For about 4 or 5 hours -11:00 to 3:00 have been going into an awake/trance state meditation and traversing through my energy centers and beyond..... sometimes come out of it feeling a little sick to my stomach.

Having strange dreams too for the time I am asleep. Some of which I have been meeting up with some of the Villagers -they are either physical constructive dreams or run more on the aetheric constructive side -all pretty cool.

Love

Nora

[Sierra]

Thank you all for the tears and sharing. I've cried through the last four pages.

Modwiz, not only do you have an amazing house (What is that room in your wedding picture, downstairs with all the windows?), and an amazing view, you also have a meadow and a grove. Whoa. That is some magical landscape.

Sierra, third story hermit to be ...

[ViralSpiral]

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvYxXBMqEOM

[Calz]

Not sure what words I can offer here and now.

How about another musical icon from my youth still rockin' after all these years with a meaningful message to what the Village is about.

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIS-RuoZxCI