Posted by songsfortheotherkind
(here)
Before I reply to individual posts, I'd like to make this observation- there seems to be a general inclination to looking at the issue from a 'the solution lies
out there *points to outside one's own energy field*
through 'them' doing/being/getting- '; that's the exact opposite of what I was talking about.
Here's the thing-
my future, considering the kind of Being I am, is looking utterly Spocked if I'm dependent on whatever the spock the masses are doing. Utterly spocked! I'm not
streets ahead of where the masses are in terms of perspective, awareness of the virus and what to do about it, self hacking and the ilk, I'm not even on the same map because we're not in the same country, on the same continent, or even on the same
planet in terms of thinking, experience, Sight, what have you. I have no intention of having the same fate as Thomas Jerome Newton, thanks very much- I have recently had some profound reminders that energy is powerful, dismisses distance and barrier, and has the ability to definitely affect the physical: I'm not accepting the limited version of 'how things work' that is being pimped by the virus, creeping its insidious and covert little presence in this discussion in general and its overt and brass banding in the virus paradigm of society.
We have the opportunity to be reality hackers when we *fully* grasp that
the current version of reality is nothing more than a self serving mind virus projection. I am not here to ponder the difficulties of herding a bunch of wayward octopus (which is what the current discussion seems to be focused on- 'oh dear and hmmm, we need to work out what to do about all the dafties and how best to create a world that won't upset them too much, or is it better in the long run to break their brains and
then do something?')-
You know what my answer to that is? WHO THE SPOCK CARES about out there???? Said with much love, if you lot want to get tangled up in trying to manage all the noise, the tangled bunch of coathangers the dominant planetary species is, to recycle through all the same old unanswerable questions that have been recycled through this forum, other forums, discussion circles, powerpoint presentations, drunken philosophical discussions and the like, I wholeheartedly support your Sui Generis right to go hard at it! I've set up a 'governing the madness' corner over here so that you can get whatever it is that you need whenever you hit burnout. I, on the other hand, will be over
there- *points*- with my VR goggles on, doing what *I'm* up for, what I'm good at, and what I am interested in-
virus and reality hacking.
That's the point of reaper's quote, at least to me- there is NO way a solution can be found from within the same mentality that created it. I'm absolutely, utterly and completely
not interested in the old virus created paradigm that keeps regurgitating that solutions must be
global, that the
only way we can get anywhere interesting is through door A- everyone evolves, the heavens part the choirs sing and all that, or door B, those who have more than half a clue get to be the new and improved Cabal, the friendlier and more benevolent version, where all the sheeple live happily, their evolution comes in nicely layered, non-distressing and prepackaged, easily digestible form so that they're not disturbed enough to break out of the curve that
some other Being has decided is proper and necessary for them.
I'm absolutely, utterly not interested in either of those doors- option A isn't going to happen anytime soon (it's been tried, it didn't work, too much difference in the Sui Generis signals, new platforms need to be created and they are of a nature that makes it impossible for those heavily embedded in the virus to handle the upgrade- remember what Morpheus said about unwilling minds?) and option B has been tried enough times for all concerned to know that there's no such thing as an *infinitely* benevolent Cabal- why? Because the Cabal ends up being affected, at some point or another, by the witless and lower vibration signal they're immersed in. Only a certain kind of Being likes to herd sheep, or octopus- anyone who does it for any length of time ends up developing a 'system' to help things along. And I know where *that* goes, enough to know that I'm not in the slightest bit impressed. At all. Nope.
So *sweeps doors A and B out the nearest dimensional exit*, what do y'all want to talk about
now? Here's how I see it: individuals can either Get A Clue about
how spocking powerful they just might actually BE, start opening up to the possibility that they might just actually be the Neo of their own world, start allowing the space within themselves to get some *really interesting stuff* going and generally begin pulsing out some signal upgrades that are going to result in the virus meeting its own particular brand of Dip-
after which we can see what Interesting Things happen-
OR they can keep going on the same carousel that has been going for eons.
Hmm. Which do *I* personally pick, I wonder??
As I was writing this post I got hit with an attack of the virus in the way that it likes to hit me- massive endocrine and adrenaline upheavals, resulting in revolting panic attacks. I had to get up and start moving physically and while I did I turned like Trinity falling through the air and looked at the virus, grinning. Here is a stream of consciousness dialogue, with descriptions, of what happened to me-
the virus hits, clawing at my brain and telling me that I'm just some broken, haggish and spocked in the head thing that has no business telling *any*one about being their own Neo- look at my broken body, look at my broken head, look at all the scars and fractures on and in me,
that doesn't look like a Neo, that just looks like some circus freak that the abortion should have worked on-
(the hatred towards me, the vitriol and violence in the words, is something I've had to work through. the missed abortion thing is a tactic that it's come up with in the past two weeks, because I've been doing some things in my RL that have been flagging a major upgrade in my ability to both hack and aikido the virus- basically it's doing whatever it can to cripple me, using old points of fragility...)
I finally get up from the table because I can't think or type anymore because my throat is constricting (for the past year the virus has been manifesting in a semi-constant strangling feeling that can get brutal) and I'm starting to physically shake too much from the toxic overload in my system, the adrenaline makes my entire body shudder (one of the many reasons I quit smoking and cut my hair short- I
hate setting my own hair on fire! it makes me look like an idiot) and I have to move. I go outside, using some physical meridian acupressure and tapping to transform the body distress, and the virus rushes up from behind and we fall off the side of the world-
and there's a new stillness in my mind, so I turn, like Trinity, while I'm falling and look the system right in the eye, no weapons in my hands at all, just a huge grin and it sees that I've seen it and I say 'I'm right. I absolutely, ovaries to bones to huge energetic Self,
know that I'm right about this being my path,
because you've shown up to try and stop me. Thank you so much for this, now I absolutely know that every time you show up
I'm doing something you really don't like- YOU are my best guide, my most accurate compass-'
and it screams in confusion and disappears. I then see
other side of the virus, the one that's doing all this so that I can evolve, grin hugely at me and whisper 'oh, well done, beloved! well done!'
Normally it can take up to half an hour for the shakes and the tachycardia to stop enough for me to function, particularly for me to type. I am pacing around outside in full blown panic mode and as soon as I turn and SEE it like that, in the moment that it screams and disappears,
all my symptoms go as well. Zero shaking. Heart immediately quietens. My body just stops the process in its tracks. And I've walked back inside to sit back down here and write this out because
I know this is the right path for me. The virus itself has just confirmed it, yet again.
I can't begin to describe the profound level of internal laughter and power I'm currently accessing. The timing is perfect.
I am not here to save anyone- if I'm a vessel for someone being able to pick up the frequency for themselves and getting somewhere, booyah! that's what I'm talking about! AND I'm not leveling
them, they are leveling
themselves up *because they're choosing to*. Simple. So I get to go on with the Vital Business of Being Awesomely My Self, because for me that's where my purpose and power is- if I focus on anything else, sh!t happens, always. I'm not here to help 'the world' with anything, I'm here to
hold my frequency and signal in the face of the virus, to be a higher frequency transmitter regardless of what the virus brings on (and if you've been reading my stuff, you'll know that it's brought some pretty serious sh!t on in order to level me up) because I was born knowing that
the external is the mirror of what I've got happening internally.
If an individual thinks that they have to manage the masses, then the masses are going to manifest to be managed. That's my idea of the fifth ring of hell, so I'll pass on that. I'm not going to sit here and talk about what I *don't* want, I'm going to sit here and talk about what I
do want, and here it is-
I'm looking for other hackers, who are interested in hacking the virus on a really deep level. I'm out here in deep mode, dropping through the
virus, not the myriads of expressions of it, so that the pieces of 'what does a virus free individual and group of individuals think/perceive/do/behave/experience/use as a base platform?' can be released into the Consciousness. To me it's absolutely no good to talk about 'transformation' when there's no talk about 'what does this transformation look like?' and all the old tools are trotted out as if they're going to make a new thing. They're not. New and mysterious looking tools produce new and mysterious looking things, that then become understood and finally commonplace. I'm one of those looking for the evolved concepts and tools. I am out here, grinning my cheesy grin, falling through the air backwards like Trinity with no guns, just interesting gadgets in my hand and a concerned looking virus pointing at them going 'ah, hmm, I haven't seen on of *those* before, what does it do?' -
and I press the button.
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