Welcome to The Pub At the End of the Universe.

[Borden]

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TlGXDy5xFlw

[Paula]

Posted by songsfortheotherkind (here)

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttwVRNlXPoI

Cross posted from this thread here- http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ebooting-focus

the point at 4:40 made me laugh- because he was asking 'what is the discontinuity?' and instantly my mind answered 'the sea of possibility'. Which he describes as a quantum soup which requires consciousness (choice) to activate.

*laughing* I've never gotten into Deepak's stuff before, so I've not heard these discussions before. It delights me that, although my language is different, the path my sui generis is leading me along are the same.

It's *all* Art we're creating. Quantum level Art. Creation Art. Playing 'what if?'. Which is precisely why I am nowhere near as interested in the histories as I am the evolution Consciousness lessons that are embedded there. It's embedded everywhere.

So cool.

Update: Oh, oh! 6:06 to about 6:40! Bliss, bliss, to this little Otherkind expression!

FYI: For those of up that learn best with both visual and auditory, I've made transcript to this vid and the one that follows. It's post #15.

[Cerridwen]

Posted by songsfortheotherkind (here)
I am letting you know that I am aware I am neglecting you disgustingly and I am sorry about that. I miss you and at the same time, the sui generis is racing me down wormholes and pathways that I am immersing my Self in.

It's not a lack of interest, love or care that does it, it's my passion for this path, the writing, the deep exploration.



I am bedazzled by worlds and called to explore the Songs- I want you to know that I haven't forgotten you at all, in any way.

I *think* this post was directed at me. If so, don't worry, I'm not feeling neglected at all, we're all doing exactly what we're supposed to be doing.

I really haven't been around the Pub much lately, just dropping by quickly, reading a few posts, and back out the door again. I've been busy working with my cauldron in the apothecary, creating lots of new goodies. Some are awesome if I do say so myself, and others need more tweaking still . I love the tweaking part, it's what keeps me from becoming bored. Although, sometimes there is some cursing involved, but that usually turns into laughter pretty quickly. I just jot down what *not* to do again in my notes and move on.

Lots of interesting discussions have been going on in here. I love it! Onawah, I love that you've been asking for clarification. I think it helps everyone get on the same page of understanding. I had never heard of the term *Anun* before Songs. I had an understanding that there were a group of beings related to the Annunaki, but were of a different signal. More peaceful creators, living in harmony, not warlike and destructive. I always called them the *Annunaki Priestesses* (I know there were males in that group as well) in my head for lack of a better term. I like Anun better .

I've always been deeply interested in history since I was a small child, the more ancient the better. I believe knowing ones history and having a good understanding of it, makes navigating ones future that much easier. For me at least, when something pops up, I can say 'Ah yes, been there & done that, ok, lets just sidestep that mess and go over here and try this out.' But if one doesn't know or *remember* their history, it makes knowing what parts to sidestep, that much trickier. Some lessons still need to be drilled into my brain over and over again, but others have stuck well the first time.

[songsfortheotherkind]

I just had an encounter with the aspect of the virus that holds this view of those Beings that carry the Lilith signal. Of course we're going to be the demons cast against the story of the heteronomy, the god, the dominion. We're cast in the negative, always have been, to serve the purposes of the death cults in all their forms- and I got up close and personal with an element of that this morning.

I know it seeks to portray me as being like the above- the patriarchy HATES women, detests, loathes entirely, because it was the Liliths that broke the chains in the first place and who now see the writhings and machinations with cold fire, knowing eyes and a slight smile.



This isn't going to be a fight: that would require my giving my energy and attention to a festering, weaseltongued virus system. Why would I give my sui generis energy to that? It isn't a sword I carry in my hands, it's sui generis power, energetic and of the power of my Self in connection with the evolution Consciousness and All.





Power looks nothing like force. At all.



I have things to do today and then I'm going to come home and create something about what happened to level up my awareness this morning.

I love this evolution. This is truly what I live for, in *all* the realms.

[songsfortheotherkind]

Posted by Cerridwen (here)
I *think* this post was directed at me. If so, don't worry, I'm not feeling neglected at all, we're all doing exactly what we're supposed to be doing.

It was. I love hearing about your life and world as it is right now. *hugs*

*puts on her goggles and grins at you, hugging you tightly*

There's a really wormy little bugger of the virus that needs setting on fire. I'll be back soon.

[songsfortheotherkind]

Posted by onawah (here)
I also loved the BBC series Being Human, the one I'm pretty sure Songs was talking about in # post 3538 <>
Though I haven't watched the whole series yet, the dark and subtle humor is very funny so far.
If you wrote the pilot for Being Human, Songs, thank you!

*scuffles feet* Um, no, I wasn't responsible for this show. In my circles, this is a good thing- Otherkind are pretty fussy how they're portrayed, actually. It's also why I emailed the writers and producers of the show Heroes asking them not to f*uck it up, but that was always going to be on the cards. My show was much funnier, aimed at Otherkind and didn't require the killing of main characters to make humans feel better.

Sometimes, it can be highly entertaining watching such shows with Shifters and Cubus (which is actually where most of the best and funniest lines of my series came from, because it's that whole otherkind injoke thing that comes into play) but then one also runs the risk of having something thrown through the TV screen watching such shows with Shifters and Cubus. On the odd occasion in the past, it was *me * that put my boot through the screen. *innocent expression*

[onawah]

[QUOTE=songsfortheotherkind;504899]
From post # 3524

To be clear, I find the god/external authority thing boring. I'm getting kind of jazzed with bringing in the sui generis, not the least because it means when I find someone that truly gets what I'm expressing with it, the resultant glee and connection feel better than sex. I'm a succubus, so saying that says a lot . :D

I was never really into the god thing, or the external authority thing either, although I got the usual Christian programming as I was growing up, it didn't really take hold very deeply.
I was questioning everything even as a child.
But I am still interested in understanding why things are the way they are and how they got to be this way,, how the multiverse works, why people are the way there are and how they got this way, and so on...
Sui generis has always been the most important thing to me too, though I never had a term to apply to it until recently, and I forget it sometimes when the questing bloodhound part of my nature, which is constantly seeking understanding, escapes the leash.
Though sometimes it really helps to get answers to the questions that the bloodhound in me thinks are really important.. It helps to quiet it down so I can just BE more easily, at least.
That seems to be a pattern with me.
As I'm getting older, I am more aware of the tactics the virus uses and I keep looking for more and better ways to help me stay in touch with sui generis.
Which is why I spend so much time on this thread!
It's been useful in helping me to remember those gateways are there.

I have always been very curious about the different kinds of beings that inhabit the Multiverse, from the realms of the devas and other Nature spirits to ETs/EDs, the animal, vegetable and mineral worlds, and the worlds of human beings.
I want to know what I am as much as I want to know who I am.
And I think we are all connected in some way by these various realms that we live in.
I'm excited to be learning more now about the "Other" realms, one I haven't explored as much as I would like.
I would love to take ayahuasca, which seems to be a great portal.
When I feel an unfamiliar energy, however pleasant or unpleasant it feels, I want to know what it is, whether it is familiar or unfamiliar.
That's one reason why I've enjoyed "infiltrating" many different groups of people and finding what resonates, as I can learn about many different energies there.
There is substance there, if one knows where to look for it.

If it's gods or goddess energies I'm studying, I'm doing it because that study can effectively mirror characteristics which are also in human beings.
And I think that's been useful in helping many to let go of old programming which religions use to make us feel lesser than.
For example, in Wiccan and Goddess circles, learning about the various goddesses for me was really learning to recognize the characteristics that I, as a human woman, possess and can tap into.
I think any woman can tap into those energies and bring forth the traits in themselves that they are interested in manifesting.
For example, among others, I love Hestia, goddess of the Hearth and domestic crafts and the wise, powerful crone, Hecate.
Domesticity is not as revered in women as it once was, but I still love the arts of home making (see-- even that term "home making" sounds pathetic), and I love the energy of strong, wise crones, though old women are about as disregarded a group of people as you can find.
I don't feel there is a separation between myself and those energies, but by thinking of their symbols, the goddesses, I can tap into them more easily,
It's a great tool, and as long as it's used correctly, it's not about "worship" or separation at all.

I don't personally do the Light thing and I've heard many interpretations of what this is, so I'm curious- when *you* say you're holding the "Light", what do you mean?

It's simple. I just mean that I work on staying as much in a connected, grounded, positive mode of being as possible,doing the things that are good for me and by so doing, making a contribution to the community I live in.
Whether it's by gardening, patronizing the Farmer's Market, doing volunteer or activist work, doing healing work, being a good listener and a good friend--whatever helps to create a healthier, happier reality for me and those who live around me on a basic, practical level.
On a more esosteric level, I do what I can to keep growing and evolving and finding the meaning I need in life, though that part of my life is far more private.
I'm considered an oddball, even in this progressive little community I live in.
So I guess in a way, I could say that I live in two different realities as well.

I'm going to write about my personal experience with the feminine and all that, as soon as I finish bemoaning the lack of a third set of hands. *whinge whine moan*
0-o

I look forward to that!

All other channeling and other information I've ever come across contain the hierarchy and heteronomy. I therefore dismiss it, it's not the signal I'm interested in at all. The sui generis is my measuring stick. It's interesting that, apart from the one example, I've not seen it anywhere else- so who *are* all these Beings that can't imagine or function outside a hierarchical, heteronomous arrangement? What form of hierarchy are they wanting to replace this one with? The thing that really makes me curious is why any truly intelligent, aware and spiritually evolved Being would advocate anything *less* than sui generis? The Creators I have met don't do hierarchy, domination, homogeny, control or heteronomy- so why would I be interested in it, as a Being with a passion for evolution? Why would *any* Being connected to the evolution Consciousness be interested in those things? I can't hear any of it without simply shrugging and dismissing it all as virus, and I'm not interested in advocating being a good carrier of the virus.

I would love to know what that one source was that you found to be of value.
Well, as I said, I just take the bits from the various sources of info I find that are relevant, and leave the rest.
The rate of positive change and evolution on the planet in general feels slow as molasses to me, but I do resonate with others who envision radical changes for the better coming eventually, even if they are channelers, because I think that's going to happen, but I can see the huge amount of wool that's being pulled over hopeful people's eyes too.
I think the changes will come, but they are going to take time, and that is clear simply because the virus is still so thick all around us.
It's been an interesting process to me to see the impatience in other people, especially those who follow the channeled info, and use that as a mirror to see my own itchiness.
It's helped me to let go of unreasonable expectations.
Will a change in planetary frequency change everything?
I sure do hope so! But I don't think it's going to happen overnight, and the few channelers I read reflect that clearly, and offer useful info that helps me to be patient and monitor the small frequency changes that I can feel as we go...

there's that word again. What is it, to you? What does it mean, 'to operate from a place of Love'?

When I got into the White Light on LSD, I was filled with the most exquisite love and bliss, beyond anything I ever could have imagined.
The feeling of love is something that only has to be experienced, and then it doesn't require explanations. But it's not that hard to come by...
Something as simple as a devoted pet can be a great connection to love.
My kitty is one of the greatest sources of unconditional love in my life at present. I just melt every time I look in her eyes.
But if I had to define it, I would say love is appreciating someone exactly as they are, and wanting the very best for them. whatever that may be, though I never assume that I might know what that is...

What is this place of fascination you are speaking about? And I do not understand much of this paragraph, because I've written about living in two different dimensions/universes simultaneously, which were set apart in time also; I've also written about walking in to other Selves. I live in a very fluid 'Verse as it is, so I am unsure of the conflicts you're suggesting here.

Please excuse me for the paragraph you are referring to. I'm not skilled enough at writing to be able to explain this well enough, and I shouldn't have tried.

From post #3525

The Anun I am familiar with chose to go to the otherrealms. They're more Otherkind than Starkind, they chose to immerse their Selves in the evolution Consciousness in a very physical way. I do not have any interest in information that speaks of the anunnaki living on Mars or anywhere else; the quarantine was locked in place before they could get offworld, so perhaps it's Anun that are being spoken of, perhaps it's a load of bunk, perhaps its an entirely different reality the visitors are tapping into. My experience and knowledge is that it's not possible for the anunnaki to get off earth: they're trapped here, as all the religious and spiritual traditions hint at (or state outright), for good reason: no one wanted the virus they carry to spread through the rest of the multiverse.

The colony on Mars has been a very hot topic on Avalon and other forums. Anyone who has direct information about any of this will probably be considered a worthwhile source of information to investigate.
So... you've been warned! Beware the Conspiracy Theorists
They tend to leave no stone unturned.
If word gets out, Kerry Cassidy may want to interview you!

BTW, actually, I think the reports from the whistleblowers like Clifford Stone and Bob Dean sounded more like the colonists that were found on Mars were Annunaki hybrids.
And apparently they are not particularly interested in having more humans from Earth visiting their colonies, which isn't too surprising...

From post #3552

I've been wondering about how that is: what is in me that makes me so vulnerable to having my integrity questioned or maligned, or being called a coward, or pathetic, or having my character viewed along those lines? When I look at it I recognise that there's a part of me that experiences my caring about someone to be tied into either disinterest or a contract being pushed towards me that says 'you care about me, you have to accept my crap behaviour'. I know that I hesitate to decline that because inside I feel that this is the only kind of deal that I'm going to be offered, that it's all I'm worth, ultimately.

I hope I am not belaboring the obvious, but I will take a chance here...
I can only speak for myself in regard to this question, and this experience for me at the Pub.
Being the kind of nomadic explorer I am, I was instantly attracted to the vibe that you created on this thread. Fun, quirky, lively, original, funny. daring. different.
But I have never been into Goth or Punk, etc. and always kind of associated that world with criminal types, addicts, sociopaths, cynics etc., who seemed to want to attract a negative kind of attention to themselves.
Which I have to admit is curiously closed minded on my part, because I was a hippie chick when I was younger and experienced pretty much the same thing for pretty much the same reasons.
So there seemed to me for awhile to be a bit of a contradiction between the sui generis and the outer trappings of the image you project here in the Pub, but the energy and language you've filled this thread with belied the negative misconceptions, and so I stuck around.
The images you posted of the Wraith-like guy with the white hair and skin were a little disconcerting.
(If you are not familiar with the Wraith, they are an imaginary (one hopes) ET race created by the writers of the sci-fi series, Stargate Atlantis. See:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wraith_%28Stargate%29 )
And though you explained what you define as a succubus( not a harmful, murdering parasite as has been portrayed in many stories and myths) it still gave me pause initially, until I understood what you really meant.

It seems that all the ways that we humans organize ourselves, especially when we organize ourselves in groups, to express whatever it is that we feel about ourselves and the world we live in... are prey to some form of attack by the virus, so it becomes difficult to remain true to our original purpose.
I don't think the virus is completely successful at this, but it's persistent.
I'm sure we all recognize the limitations to what can be achieved as individuals and as members of whatever groups we may have affiliated ourselves with.
Yet in our world, we have to keep on forming groups to get things done on a purely practical level.

The difficulty comes I think when someone identifies so much with the group they find some special and particular commonality with, that they forget sui generis, and so any criticism leveled at the group seems like a personal attack. And so you, being the proponent of sui generis, may seem to be an attacker.

When I was growing up, the first group that I noticed displaying some signs of healthy sui generis were the beatniks.
Even while I was just an adolescent, I gravitated towards them.
It wasn't long before the virus infected that movement big time, but in a way, it just seemed to give them even more character.
Later, it was the Flower Children and the revolutionary, back to the land hippies for me, then it was Zen Buddhists and mystics, and so on...
No group every really seems to fulfill their potential to change the world for the better, but the impulse to do so keeps on arising in us, and that is a good thing.
I don't know how we are going to create our new paradigm, but I think organized groups will still be an important part of that process.
Yet groups can only be as effective as the individuals who make up those groups, and so we must all be true to our sui generis in order to be effective in any part of our lives.
So it's very useful to explore that together, but here, as anywhere else, we have to be aware of where virus might insert itself.
Perhaps it will be useful for us to appreciate where we've been as much as where we are going, warts and all.
Even though it may have been two steps forward, one step back, and over unimaginably long periods of time, we have arrived where we are now after this epic journey, and that's an accomplishment of sorts, I would say.
But that's just me speaking from my own sui generis, and it may not resonate with everyone.
Which is fine, we don't have to agree.
And each new generation has to follow its' own signal--that's part of the cycles of life, and always will be, I imagine,


From post #3547

This that I'm saying is what undoes the distortions of the virus, all the thrashing around thinking that one has to 'work things out' when it's the opposite, it's simply about recognising if a signal has the Life in it or not. The Life will never support corruption- corruption and closed systems *ALWAYS* die. *Anything* that can no longer evolve will ALWAYS die. If something is dying, it is disconnected from the evolution signal in some way and the signal is reconfiguring what is dying so there is a better chance for evolution. If a signal is *truly* at the end of its ability to evolve, it passes away from the Life completely, the energy recycled back into the sea of possibility to emerge clean and full of possibility in a completely new form.

This is why I find the notion of returning to source bizarre, because I wonder why the speaker is telling me that they are at the end of their ability to evolve and are choosing to dissolve all that they have been and return to being part of the energy signal that fuels the All, while being utterly unconscious and out of existence. Given this perspective, I find the constant talk of returning to source another expression of the virus death obsession/signal: it makes perfect sense to me that the virus *would* be pimping death in the guise of higher consciousness, for a variety of obvious reasons- and that is my personal, sui generis perspective on this, in a very tiny sliver of the frequency I'm referencing from. It's helpful to start thinking of frequency as a sliding scale, something that has possibilities and nuance within it rather than a 'this is a frog', 'this is a tree' label label label and losing the distinction of each *individual* tree, the relationship with that unique frog, the subtlety of signal.

I think of going back to the Source as the time between incarnations when we are able to let go of the tiredness and disappointments that life in a body usually entails, and get re-energized, freshly inspired and motivated to continue with our journey.
Kind of like a spiritual colonic.

http://colonicirrigationmelbourne.co...ion_thumb1.jpg

I like what James Gilliland said in one of his videos about an experience he had, which was either between incarnations or a NDE, I can't remember which.
He was in a space of such complete Unconditional Love that was so blissful, he never wanted to leave.
But the generosity of the Creator Source being he was connecting to was so overwhelmingly loving and giving that he could not help but ask it what he could give back.
The Creator Being asked him how he would like to give, and that was how he began to realize that he wasn't done and wanted to come back and "do his thing", which, presumably, was his work at ECETI Ranch.
That is what many people report that it's like when we return to Source between lives.
We don't lose our individuality, but we get replenished with energy and appreciation and gratitude for what Creator has given.
That rings true for me, but perhaps it's different for different people.

If at some point we actually stay in that blissful state of pure energy, feeling that we are finished with that journey, then I think another kind of journey begins.
I don't think we lose individuality, we just keep expanding and exploring, but we feel less separation as we go and more Beingness and Oneness with that Source.
But if the idea of non-being, if there is such a thing, seems to others to be the most desirable state imaginable, perhaps something like that can also be achieved.
I wouldn't be surprised if that's only temporary too, however, and evolves into something else eventually..

Right now, I'll just settle for some nice zzzzzzzzs.
Sweet dreams.

http://www.google.com/imgres?num=10&...r:0,s:16,i:153

[onawah]

May we know what the name of the show was?
It sounds like it would be an education.

Posted by songsfortheotherkind (here)

Posted by onawah (here)
I also loved the BBC series Being Human, the one I'm pretty sure Songs was talking about in # post 3538 <>
Though I haven't watched the whole series yet, the dark and subtle humor is very funny so far.
If you wrote the pilot for Being Human, Songs, thank you!

*scuffles feet* Um, no, I wasn't responsible for this show. In my circles, this is a good thing- Otherkind are pretty fussy how they're portrayed, actually. It's also why I emailed the writers and producers of the show Heroes asking them not to f*uck it up, but that was always going to be on the cards. My show was much funnier, aimed at Otherkind and didn't require the killing of main characters to make humans feel better.

Sometimes, it can be highly entertaining watching such shows with Shifters and Cubus (which is actually where most of the best and funniest lines of my series came from, because it's that whole otherkind injoke thing that comes into play) but then one also runs the risk of having something thrown through the TV screen watching such shows with Shifters and Cubus. On the odd occasion in the past, it was *me * that put my boot through the screen. *innocent expression*

[Borden]

Hi Onawah,

The clip you posted of the young chap on 'America's got talent' made me think of this guy. How's this for blatant Otherkind?

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bRM7x_SiK4

[Valle]

Found this symbolic loaded ad from new virgin atlantic...

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfhiZLumJWs

[Borden]

Yes, pretty horrific.

Pay no attention, Valle. If you want to find the code you will, everywhere. This is the world we live in. Fly free.

[Cerridwen]

Posted by Borden (here)
Yes, pretty horrific.

Pay no attention, Valle. If you want to find the code you will, everywhere. This is the world we live in. Fly free.

But I did enjoy the Muse song.

I thought about you a few times yesterday at work, Borden. They kept playing The Killers on the radio. I love their music too, and now whenever I hear them, I think of you and send you hugs.

[songsfortheotherkind]

Posted by onawah (here)
May we know what the name of the show was? It sounds like it would be an education.

*grins* It *would* have been, had anyone here in Australia been prepared to produce it, but it was too Other and creeped humans out. lol.

One of my favorite snippets of dialogue involved a very stoned werewolf (which was one of the ways he kept his shapeshifting under control and is, interestingly, a favorite way of many hybrids to keep some things under wraps) having an indepth discussion with the vampire and the dimensional Being regarding the question of if one were to eat Ronald MacDonald, does this equate with eating fast food?
"Well, are you thinking you'd like fries with that? Because that's a heap more calories and bad cholesterol right there-"
"what if you tossed a salad over him before hand? would that count?'
'good point, but I'll ditch the croutons-'
'oh gods yes, who needs a bout of irritable bowel syndrome when you're running through the woods?'
'although, when you think about it, having a bout of irritable bowel syndrome when you're running through the woods in wolf form is much better than a bout of irritable bowel sydrome when you're running through the woods for your morning jog-"
"-or for the morning bus"
"for f*uck's sake, I don't have irritable bowel syndrome! I just hate croutons!"

[Borden]

(Quietly beaming that I get hugs from Cerridwen.)

[CurtisW]

Excellent call on Muse. Here's a great song and a great video, too.

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_asZ5Mi15Y

[songsfortheotherkind]

You make me smile in every realm there is- dance with me, dance with me, dance with me...

[songsfortheotherkind]

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFtNChII78k

[onawah]

[QUOTE=Borden;505853]Hi Onawah,

The clip you posted of the young chap on 'America's got talent' made me think of this guy. How's this for blatant Otherkind?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bRM7x_SiK4
Thanks Borden.
I couldn't get any sound on that video for some reason, but I found this one, where he appears to have gills.
That's quite a falsetto!
It made me think of a favorite sci-fi fantasy book that I gave away long ago, and can't remember the title or author now, but it was about a future Earth where people could elect to have their DNA spliced so they could grow physical characteristics like gills, and swim with the dolphins.
I've wondered if the Olympic champion swimmer Michael Phelps might have been a dolphin in a previous incarnation.

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygJYxMP_ICY

[songsfortheotherkind]

I'm going to answer this all over the shop. It's how I roll.

Posted by onawah (here)
But I am still interested in understanding why things are the way they are and how they got to be this way,, how the multiverse works, why people are the way there are and how they got this way, and so on...

For me, I looked at how things worked for me, and what I discovered was that I loved how the universe kept increasing the complexity of life and signal. It made sense that an intelligent multiverse was wanting to get more complex and interesting, and that was why everything else was happening: the signal was looking for Beings that could play in a infinite multitude of interestings way. This made me smile and I began to figure out what I could do to assist this goal. I reconnected with some other versions of *I* and got some cool and froody things going on in the otherrealms that I had come here connected to. The 'why' got really simple and I learned to respond to the why with 'why not?'. This sometimes really seems to annoy the beejums out of the questioner and I briefly thought to ask why, but figured they'd respond with 'why not?' and that seemed fair enough to me.

How does something that is based on the choices made within the infinite possibility work? Fluidly. It doesn't ask 'why', it experiences and immerses itself in the process. It works because the evolution Consciousness knows its own purpose and intention and follows that, by choice.

As I'm getting older, I am more aware of the tactics the virus uses and I keep looking for more and better ways to help me stay in touch with sui generis.
Which is why I spend so much time on this thread! It's been useful in helping me to remember those gateways are there.

Those and a whole heap of other ones, when we decide to drop the paradigm and get *really* interesting...

I have always been very curious about the different kinds of beings that inhabit the Multiverse, from the realms of the devas and other Nature spirits to ETs/EDs, the animal, vegetable and mineral worlds, and the worlds of human beings.

Except for the humans, the rest are creating their Selves as they are inspired, lead, inclined and desire to. None of this is concrete. None of this is absolute. It's not a 'Verse for those that need things to be real- I'm not saying you do, I'm doing the overmind thing I do- it's not for those that need rules, or parameters, or any of those things: it's for those that like to discover things, and discover that those were just one set of possibilities in an infinite variety of options. It's the kaleidescope. Always. Evolve, or die. Transform, level up, embrace the flow, get your freak on, get comfortable with worlds made of smoke and mirrors, no rules or restrictions, make it up as we go along- this is what I'm built for. The evolution is in my blood, in my essence, in my Being. Finding a crew to co-create with is the part that works to increase the complexity on this level: that's the next interesting thing, getting us together. We've built ourselves in order to create worlds, if we get to the point of being able to handle the elements that go into that.

I'm looking for other worldmakers. I'm a god and heteronomy dissolver, in part- wherever the sui generis shines, the gods fade. It's a gorgeous evolution.

I want to know what I am as much as I want to know who I am.

Haven't you got it yet? YOU get to decide who and what you are. Sui generis- who else can tell you anything about you if you are the unique singularity, one of a kind, Firstborn you? Anyone trying to tell you about you would be suggesting that they were in some way a greater authority on you than you- isn't that a god? But sui generis holds no room for gods... so what then? Do you know yet why there's no room for gods?

When I feel an unfamiliar energy, however pleasant or unpleasant it feels, I want to know what it is, whether it is familiar or unfamiliar.
That's one reason why I've enjoyed "infiltrating" many different groups of people and finding what resonates, as I can learn about many different energies there.
There is substance there, if one knows where to look for it.

From where I'm looking in the hologram, it seems the greatest infiltration you could undertake at the moment is your own Self.

If it's gods or goddess energies I'm studying, I'm doing it because that study can effectively mirror characteristics which are also in human beings.

Humans don't interest me at all. I'm looking for a far more interesting and engaging signal.

I think any woman can tap into those energies and bring forth the traits in themselves that they are interested in manifesting.
For example, among others, I love Hestia, goddess of the Hearth and domestic crafts and the wise, powerful crone, Hecate.
Domesticity is not as revered in women as it once was, but I still love the arts of home making (see-- even that term "home making" sounds pathetic), and I love the energy of strong, wise crones, though old women are about as disregarded a group of people as you can find.
I don't feel there is a separation between myself and those energies, but by thinking of their symbols, the goddesses, I can tap into them more easily,
It's a great tool, and as long as it's used correctly, it's not about "worship" or separation at all.

Thanks for sharing your perspective about that: being immersed in a signal that is completely devoid of such things means I don't engage in things that way, so it's interesting to me to find others with a different experience.

So I guess in a way, I could say that I live in two different realities as well.

*grins* that one, I can utterly relate to, with a few more realities thrown in.

I would love to know what that one source was that you found to be of value.
Well, as I said, I just take the bits from the various sources of info I find that are relevant, and l eave the rest.
The rate of positive change and evolution on the planet in general feels slow as molasses to me, but I do resonate with others who envision radical changes for the better coming eventually, even if they are channelers, because I think that's going to happen, but I can see the huge amount of wool that's being pulled over hopeful people's eyes too.
I think the changes will come, but they are going to take time, and that is clear simply because the virus is still so thick all around us.
It's been an interesting process to me to see the impatience in other people, especially those who follow the channeled info, and use that as a mirror to see my own itchiness.
It's helped me to let go of unreasonable expectations.
Will a change in planetary frequency change everything?
I sure do hope so! But I don't think it's going to happen overnight, and the few channelers I read reflect that clearly, and offer useful info that helps me to be patient and monitor the small frequency changes that I can feel as we go...

there's that word again. What is it, to you? What does it mean, 'to operate from a place of Love'?

When I got into the White Light on LSD, I was filled with the most exquisite love and bliss, beyond anything I ever could have imagined.
The feeling of love is something that only has to be experienced, and then it doesn't require explanations. But it's not that hard to come by...
Something as simple as a devoted pet can be a great connection to love.
My kitty is one of the greatest sources of unconditional love in my life at present. I just melt every time I look in her eyes.
But if I had to define it, I would say love is appreciating someone exactly as they are, and wanting the very best for them. whatever that may be, though I never assume that I might know what that is...

What is this place of fascination you are speaking about? And I do not understand much of this paragraph, because I've written about living in two different dimensions/universes simultaneously, which were set apart in time also; I've also written about walking in to other Selves. I live in a very fluid 'Verse as it is, so I am unsure of the conflicts you're suggesting here.

Please excuse me for the paragraph you are referring to. I'm not skilled enough at writing to be able to explain this well enough, and I shouldn't have tried.

From post #3525

The colony on Mars has been a very hot topic on Avalon and other forums. Anyone who has direct information about any of this will probably be considered a worthwhile source of information to investigate. So... you've been warned! Beware the Conspiracy Theorists They tend to leave no stone unturned. If word gets out, Kerry Cassidy may want to interview you!

I don't think that's actually ever going to happen- the only thing that is supported in those realms is variations of the heteronomy and virus, redux.

BTW, actually, I think the reports from the whistleblowers like Clifford Stone and Bob Dean sounded more like the colonists that were found on Mars were Annunaki hybrids.
And apparently they are not particularly interested in having more humans from Earth visiting their colonies, which isn't too surprising...

The Anun don't like being around humans, for obvious reasons, one of which is that humans are programmed to destroy anything that is truly different from them, and Otherkind would always knock before strolling through the door, which humans don't do. I still think these are created scenarios, because the Anun know how to keep their Selves and realms private, if they're in the places where they don't live with Others.

going to cut here and write again when I've had my sleep.

[Borden]

Hi Onawah,

I don't think I know the book you're remembering, but it did make me think of another book, 'Neverness', and the trilogy that followed it. I actually get annoyed by those books, but I have to admit to myself that when I read them in my twenties, the first couple anyway, they influenced me heavily. In those books, there are people who elect to have themselves 'carked' into Neatherthal form, to live a simpler life. But that's just the beginning, a lot of interesting stuff happens thereafter.

And yes, that is quite some falsetto! Reminds me of Freddie Mercury's answer when questioned on how he could hit the high notes he did. "Pliers under the frock, darling."