Abduction by Reptilian

[KiwiElf]

Hi GalaxyHorse,

I started a thread last year on Phil Schneider here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...chneider-Story

Other readers added some great videos, and Jackovesk recently put one up here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...Phil-Schneider

All adds to the cross index of information - enjoy!

[wynderer]

Posted by Logan (here)
This topic brought to mind that clip that is allegedly EBE-4 from 1989 at S4. It's a clip that as far as I know has never been debunked. There is a grey in a dark interview room, and he starts going into serious distress. All I feel watching it is compassion for the being. I've always been this way. If I see any living being in distress, I feel compassion. That's basically the long and the short of it.

this reminds me of Dan Burisch -- i think he was the first Project Camelot interviewee? he helped a Grey-like being, caught & held by the military, to get free

the Grey being said he came from the future -- that Humans had become Greys in the future -- i have wondered if the Reptilians genetically turn all their conquered races into Greys as they expand their empire

[wynderer]

Posted by watchZEITGEISTnow (here)
To play the advocate - I just want to add we should all be aware of "cosmic racism". To label all of one species as "bad" is a form of racism, the same goes for 'them' if they think the same way of any other species/race of beings. From what I understand the Draco from Orion are a rogue group of negatives that we here are dealing with today... Apparently this was originally a reptilian planet (just ask the dinosaurs for example), and we were made (in version 2.0 or 3.0) to basically be slaves (to some extent we currently are today) to mine their resources (as well as feeding off our emotions (and flesh(?)). I think there were differing opinions within that group of how we should be treated...and how we should be managed...

I believe even the Draco love nature and this actual planet - they have just let the population get to the point where they now cannot control it. I also believe we are also helped by positive ETs that we are directly related to through our souls - different souls from different galactic planes and dimensions. I even believe at any given point the 'good guys' out there could wipe out the regressives in a matter of micro seconds if they wanted to - but they dont. WHY?

Why? Because "we" won't learn anything if they do. We are learning to "love thy enemies" and become all forgiving, Christ consciousness (then to God consciousness).

The question for me is now : How are we as a collective on this planet doing? Are we on the right path for graduation? We are essentially are a micro experiment of what happens when many different species are thrown together - to see if we can all get along and advance not just our individual spirit/soul but to also see how we evolve together in the same way...

I think the results should be in soon...

this may all be true -- however, as i see it, this planet is in the middle of a silent takeover by an alliance of Reptilians -- [& not just the Draco caste] , other ETs/ODs, & sell-out Humans -- i'm glad to know that there are loving, kind members/subspecies of the Reptilians -- folks are always telling me that, especially channelers & folks who allow themselves to be hypnotized -- it's a HUGE multi-dimensional, likely an infinitely dimensional, Universe out there -- i can well believe there are peaceful Reptilians somewhere out in that vastness

but unless the loving Reptilians are actively fighting to save the Humans from slavery of the soul as well as the body, i'm not really interested -- that's like someone cheerily calling out to the people on their way from the Nazi trains to the gas chambers, 'You'll be glad to know there are good Nazis too!'

[wynderer]

one last post today on this thread -- i have been meaning to mention Houman's Archon thread -- Houman is putting a lot of good info there

[Nora]

Hi wynderer,

Appreciate you sharing your experience about the Reptilian.

I have had many experiences with them myself -earliest memory mid 1990's also a few with the greys and with our star friends.
Although, I don't think I have been abducted by the Reptilians at least if I have I don't remember.

A few on this thread have expressed that people give their accounts of their experiences with them.

I will gladly post my encounters with them. Just wanted to acknowledge your experience and thread for now.

Love

Nora

[wynderer]

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)
Yea actually,
I have a lot of memory blocks in place that I have chosen not to reopen. I have seen objects in the sky more times than I can count. Always at a great distance, popping out and back behind clouds, putting on a show (Multiple objects) that others witnessed, some missing time and memories. I would be willing to go more into it offline. I know that they have kept an eye on me though. At the age of 18 just before I left Home (College/Military) I had a couple encounters in my parents’ house. The last one was when I walked out of my room when I was alone at home... my parents bedroom door was open and the patio door was straight through so to show anyone standing in the line of sight. I saw 3 or 4 10+ ft tall shadow/silloettes kind of moving from foot to foot, shifting their weight but staying in place. I was overcome with anger and fight or flight kicked in. My mind told me to run out the front door which was just steps away. Instead I got very angry and charged into the room where they were. Right when I threw myself into the room I don’t remember anything after that. My parents arrived home from work some hours later and I was passed out in bed a little bruised and scratched up. I never had another encounter again until 2003 when I worked at Microsoft in N. Texas and took a break to get away and have a smoke at a local park under a bridge. I had seen an object way off in the distance undistinguishable but moving unconventionally through the sky. When I got to the park and went under a bridge for a "Smoke" I encountered the Tan Reptilian Critter I described in a previous post. While in the Military I was up very close to HUGE Triangular craft... HUGE, like the size of the new Dallas Cowboys Stadium. It was defiantly ours. But that is another story... I think that after my show of defiance and no fear that one time they either left me alone or began handling me differently. I have no memories of being inside a craft or abducted. Just gaps in memory and time. I have only told my Wife about some of this... There is more, but I refuse to talk to her or anyone else about it... she used to push the issue but I finally told her I will never talk about it and to stop asking... I told her she would not ever look at me the same way after I went into it. It’s just to "Out There" and having PTSD already, I do not need to look crazy or unstable . So, just keep it in, besides I do not want to recover those memories anyway. I am pretty surprised I am sharing this on this forum... I guess your opening up gave me a short term "Why Not" kind of moment. I look forward to more info from you. I asked a couple of questions that I would like to hear back on. The main one is the different types of beings you have seen other than the Short/Tall Grays in the presence of the Lizy's. I ask trying not to add suggestions to the question to minimize subconsciously leading people to answer the question from other stories they have read. If I was abducted it was more of the MILAB kind of situations I "Believe". Wheew... okay. That is all for now.
CoreyG/Texas

Hi Corey -- i guess i will post again today --i'm not used to a home computer yet , & am used to rushing to read & post during the time allotted to a library computer

re your earlier question re whether abductions /Reptilian interactions happen in clusters -- the only common thread i can see to any of this is that being around someone else w/ a lot of Reptilian DNA seems to get things stirred up -- also, i think that the abduction i wrote about happened just as i was about to take a big step in spiritual awakening -- the abduction kind of took all my attention away from the spiritual process going on [hindsight is always 20/20]

re interactions w/other ETs -- yes -- i've had many many sightings of UFOs, some very close -- i am friends w/two people, one a man, the other a woman -- both have told me that they are ETs -- both [they don't know each other] have told me that they are technically Grey clones -- i know them both well, & believe them -- i've also been contacted by some little blue guys -- other interactions will come to mind [it is difficult to remember these things -- i have found that it helps to write them out -- after i made a list of all the UFOs i've seen, or remember seeing, it is much easier to remember them]

i am kind of of the opinion that if a person has seen UFOs, has a lot of interest in them, & especially if there are missing time episodes in your life -- i think it is highly likely that the person is an abductee

your not telling anyone, even your wife -- that's one of the worst things to live with afterwards -- the isolation of having experiences that most Humans are brainwashed not to even want to hear [occasionally i get into a feisty mood & force friends to hear some of my stories -- i get to see classic mind control symptoms going on in them when i do so]

i also thought that after i stood up to the Draco during that abduction & the assault in my bed -- i thought i was not being abducted anymore -- however, a month or so ago i woke up w/the cuts & scratches again -- i'd asked James Bartley some years ago if maybe now that i no longer can be used as a breeder [i was in my 50s then], maybe no more abductions? he dashed that hope by telling me he knew an 85-yr-old woman still being abducted

i do not hate or fear the Reptilians & other abductors -- i'm just generally weary of this lifetime -- dealing w/mean &/or sleeping Humans & abducting Reptilians -- i can't even enjoy the beauty of this planet as much -- every year there are fewer & fewer birds each spring, for instance -- & when i tune into the trees, formerly a place/consciousness of peace, i now pick up their distress -- they are connected to each other in a way Humans aren't, & are suffering for all the deaths of many of their brothers & sisters

if i missed any of your questions , pls remind me

thanks for all your thoughtful posts -- wyn

[GoodeTXSG]

Posted by wynderer (here)

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)
Yea actually,
I have a lot of memory blocks in place that I have chosen not to reopen. I have seen objects in the sky more times than I can count. Always at a great distance, popping out and back behind clouds, putting on a show (Multiple objects) that others witnessed, some missing time and memories. I would be willing to go more into it offline. I know that they have kept an eye on me though. At the age of 18 just before I left Home (College/Military) I had a couple encounters in my parents’ house. The last one was when I walked out of my room when I was alone at home... my parents bedroom door was open and the patio door was straight through so to show anyone standing in the line of sight. I saw 3 or 4 10+ ft tall shadow/silloettes kind of moving from foot to foot, shifting their weight but staying in place. I was overcome with anger and fight or flight kicked in. My mind told me to run out the front door which was just steps away. Instead I got very angry and charged into the room where they were. Right when I threw myself into the room I don’t remember anything after that. My parents arrived home from work some hours later and I was passed out in bed a little bruised and scratched up. I never had another encounter again until 2003 when I worked at Microsoft in N. Texas and took a break to get away and have a smoke at a local park under a bridge. I had seen an object way off in the distance undistinguishable but moving unconventionally through the sky. When I got to the park and went under a bridge for a "Smoke" I encountered the Tan Reptilian Critter I described in a previous post. While in the Military I was up very close to HUGE Triangular craft... HUGE, like the size of the new Dallas Cowboys Stadium. It was defiantly ours. But that is another story... I think that after my show of defiance and no fear that one time they either left me alone or began handling me differently. I have no memories of being inside a craft or abducted. Just gaps in memory and time. I have only told my Wife about some of this... There is more, but I refuse to talk to her or anyone else about it... she used to push the issue but I finally told her I will never talk about it and to stop asking... I told her she would not ever look at me the same way after I went into it. It’s just to "Out There" and having PTSD already, I do not need to look crazy or unstable . So, just keep it in, besides I do not want to recover those memories anyway. I am pretty surprised I am sharing this on this forum... I guess your opening up gave me a short term "Why Not" kind of moment. I look forward to more info from you. I asked a couple of questions that I would like to hear back on. The main one is the different types of beings you have seen other than the Short/Tall Grays in the presence of the Lizy's. I ask trying not to add suggestions to the question to minimize subconsciously leading people to answer the question from other stories they have read. If I was abducted it was more of the MILAB kind of situations I "Believe". Wheew... okay. That is all for now.
CoreyG/Texas

Hi Corey -- i guess i will post again today --i'm not used to a home computer yet , & am used to rushing to read & post during the time allotted to a library computer

re your earlier question re whether abductions /Reptilian interactions happen in clusters -- the only common thread i can see to any of this is that being around someone else w/ a lot of Reptilian DNA seems to get things stirred up -- also, i think that the abduction i wrote about happened just as i was about to take a big step in spiritual awakening -- the abduction kind of took all my attention away from the spiritual process going on [hindsight is always 20/20]

re interactions w/other ETs -- yes -- i've had many many sightings of UFOs, some very close -- i am friends w/two people, one a man, the other a woman -- both have told me that they are ETs -- both [they don't know each other] have told me that they are technically Grey clones -- i know them both well, & believe them -- i've also been contacted by some little blue guys -- other interactions will come to mind [it is difficult to remember these things -- i have found that it helps to write them out -- after i made a list of all the UFOs i've seen, or remember seeing, it is much easier to remember them]

i am kind of of the opinion that if a person has seen UFOs, has a lot of interest in them, & especially if there are missing time episodes in your life -- i think it is highly likely that the person is an abductee

your not telling anyone, even your wife -- that's one of the worst things to live with afterwards -- the isolation of having experiences that most Humans are brainwashed not to even want to hear [occasionally i get into a feisty mood & force friends to hear some of my stories -- i get to see classic mind control symptoms going on in them when i do so]

i also thought that after i stood up to the Draco during that abduction & the assault in my bed -- i thought i was not being abducted anymore -- however, a month or so ago i woke up w/the cuts & scratches again -- i'd asked James Bartley some years ago if maybe now that i no longer can be used as a breeder [i was in my 50s then], maybe no more abductions? he dashed that hope by telling me he knew an 85-yr-old woman still being abducted

i do not hate or fear the Reptilians & other abductors -- i'm just generally weary of this lifetime -- dealing w/mean &/or sleeping Humans & abducting Reptilians -- i can't even enjoy the beauty of this planet as much -- every year there are fewer & fewer birds each spring, for instance -- & when i tune into the trees, formerly a place/consciousness of peace, i now pick up their distress -- they are connected to each other in a way Humans aren't, & are suffering for all the deaths of many of their brothers & sisters

if i missed any of your questions , pls remind me

thanks for all your thoughtful posts -- wyn

Yes, I do see some correlations between what you wrote and my life experiences. I guess I need to open myself to the idea of finding a regression therapist. Thank you, we will chat on Skype more, I received your contact request and added you.
CoreyG/Texas

[Paula]

Posted by wynderer (here)

Posted by truth4me (here)
Reptilians and Greys =Archons .....check out this site below. Very interesting....

jayweidner.com/Archons.html

that link doesn't work for me, truth4me

Hello wynderer, try this link: Jay Weider

UPDATE: Oops, I see that some posts below (which is now above) had responded.

[wynderer]

Posted by Nora (here)
Hi wynderer,

Appreciate you sharing your experience about the Reptilian.

I have had many experiences with them myself -earliest memory mid 1990's also a few with the greys and with our star friends.
Although, I don't think I have been abducted by the Reptilians at least if I have I don't remember.

A few on this thread have expressed that people give their accounts of their experiences with them.

I will gladly post my encounters with them. Just wanted to acknowledge your experience and thread for now.

Love

Nora

Hi Nora -- sorry it took so long to reply --

if you'd like to post your encounters w/them on this thread, please do so -- i'd be honored

the main reason i came back to the net & Avalon [after checking the forum out first & seeing that there seemed to be quite a few threads where members were courteous to each other -- the info has always been top-notch here] was to start connecting w/other abductees -- i know all about the many ways we are attacked when trying to talk about this , & that it takes courage to do so

& i would very much like to hear your experiences

wyn

PS -- are you an abductee? just re-read your post -- i draw a heavy line between 'abductee' & 'contactee'

[wynderer]

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)
Yea actually,
I have a lot of memory blocks in place that I have chosen not to reopen. I have seen objects in the sky more times than I can count. Always at a great distance, popping out and back behind clouds, putting on a show (Multiple objects) that others witnessed, some missing time and memories. I would be willing to go more into it offline. I know that they have kept an eye on me though. At the age of 18 just before I left Home (College/Military) I had a couple encounters in my parents’ house. The last one was when I walked out of my room when I was alone at home... my parents bedroom door was open and the patio door was straight through so to show anyone standing in the line of sight. I saw 3 or 4 10+ ft tall shadow/silloettes kind of moving from foot to foot, shifting their weight but staying in place. I was overcome with anger and fight or flight kicked in. My mind told me to run out the front door which was just steps away. Instead I got very angry and charged into the room where they were. Right when I threw myself into the room I don’t remember anything after that. My parents arrived home from work some hours later and I was passed out in bed a little bruised and scratched up. I never had another encounter again until 2003 when I worked at Microsoft in N. Texas and took a break to get away and have a smoke at a local park under a bridge. I had seen an object way off in the distance undistinguishable but moving unconventionally through the sky. When I got to the park and went under a bridge for a "Smoke" I encountered the Tan Reptilian Critter I described in a previous post. While in the Military I was up very close to HUGE Triangular craft... HUGE, like the size of the new Dallas Cowboys Stadium. It was defiantly ours. But that is another story... I think that after my show of defiance and no fear that one time they either left me alone or began handling me differently. I have no memories of being inside a craft or abducted. Just gaps in memory and time. I have only told my Wife about some of this... There is more, but I refuse to talk to her or anyone else about it... she used to push the issue but I finally told her I will never talk about it and to stop asking... I told her she would not ever look at me the same way after I went into it. It’s just to "Out There" and having PTSD already, I do not need to look crazy or unstable . So, just keep it in, besides I do not want to recover those memories anyway. I am pretty surprised I am sharing this on this forum... I guess your opening up gave me a short term "Why Not" kind of moment. I look forward to more info from you. I asked a couple of questions that I would like to hear back on. The main one is the different types of beings you have seen other than the Short/Tall Grays in the presence of the Lizy's. I ask trying not to add suggestions to the question to minimize subconsciously leading people to answer the question from other stories they have read. If I was abducted it was more of the MILAB kind of situations I "Believe". Wheew... okay. That is all for now.
CoreyG/Texas

Hi Corey -- i just tried to p.m. you & my mind blanked out again -- so i'll post -- tho, like you, i am hesitant about sharing too much on the net

this post of yours above -- it is disturbing to me -- one reason is that we each reacted to a Reptilian -- Reptilians in your case -- w/ANGER -- & then we each lost consciousness -- came across something in my James Casbolt reading today & wondered if they know exactly how to induce either anger or fear --

also the huge triangle -- i saw one also low, low overhead where i was living when that abduction happened -- it was HUGE -- & i also immediately knew it was one of ours

& those 'gaps in memory or time' -- the parts i deleted from my original post on Nexus were about my thinking i had stopped the abductions [by fighting them instead of cowering in fear] -- i'm having to accept that they are pretty darn good at wiping out memories

& the MILAB -- aren't MILABS actually re-abductees? re-abducted by our military &/or intel after an abduction by the ETs? to learn what we learned? -- unless you're an MK-Ultra kind of MILAB?

like you said at the end of your post --'Whew!' it's really difficult to post this for others to read --

wyn

[Nora]

wynderer thank you for your interest.
honestly I appreciate you and the thread.

As far as I know have not been abducted...

Since the mid 1990's.... they have stalked me by inter-dimensional travel. My first encounter with one was in the desert.... my first instinct and thought was "what in the hell is that?" and to get away from it as fast as I could.

The last time they showed up was spring 2011 I was trying to help a friend and
we were discussing esoteric, our star friends and raising the his energy, the people
and the earth -topics along those lines.
I heard them before I saw them... I'll describe the sound - a loud roaring, low rumbling, whooshing piercing crystallized energy sound and vibration. They came in fast.

It was 2 of them -1 of them was huge massive I told my friend he needed to go. After he left I remained as calm as I could and within my being, mind and out loud as loud as I could told them to leave and they did. They didn't stay long.

To say that I find encounters with them disturbing would be a very big understatement.

Right now, I am having trouble with my comp and typing on a phone.
When I have my comp up will write more or pm you.
I haven't read through the whole thread yet.
Please know that I have deep compassion for anyone who has these experiences whether abducted or if they even see one. I resonate with David Icke and Creto Mutwa On the reptilian issue.

Love

Nora

[wynderer]

Posted by WhiteCrowBlackDeer (here)

Posted by wynderer (here)

Posted by truth4me (here)
Reptilians and Greys =Archons .....check out this site below. Very interesting....

jayweidner.com/Archons.html

that link doesn't work for me, truth4me

Hello wynderer, try this link: Jay Weider

UPDATE: Oops, I see that some posts below (which is now above) had responded.

thanks, WhiteCrowBlackDeer -- looks interesting -- added it to my favorites -- i have a lot of catching up to do, being effectively away from the net for quite a few months

wyn

[wynderer]

a bump for this --

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)

Judging a being with totally different moral standards or lack of any moral standards is impossible as we are doing so from our point of "Right and Wrong". I guess our judgments are made by experiences and witnessing their DEEDS. I am sure there is a full spectrum of Good and Evil as we perceive it throughout the Galaxy... probably a range of Good and Evil within each non terrestrial entity... But we have to categorize them based on our experiences with them. Other than people that have been on DMT and other drugs in this category I have not heard any Positive stories about the Reptilians or their several of species of "Workers". Some of them are slaves from the Good groups or maybe incarnated in that body... they can control what we perceive so well that if we see a shining being of light it could be camouflage of something more sinister. I believe there are service to others types of beings and there are definitely service to self types that are very interested in us. There are some higher frequency beings (Angel Like) that these service to self critters flee from as fast as they can. There is a whole paradigm happening on many vibratory levels that we absolutely have no way of understanding or base of reference. My humble opinion anyway from what I have witnessed and been briefed on.

[wynderer]

hi tonton -- i've been going thru this thread, making sure i answered all posts -- i don't think i did w/you

i have learned to pay attention to those little thoughts about missing time & such -- especially if my thinking gets kind of fuzzy when i turn my attention there -- on the other hand, life was very different for me before i woke up during the abduction -- could be it's best to let sleeping dogs lie (:

just a thought -- i kind of got the feeling that you are unusual in some way & they were trying some kind of abduction technique on you that couldn't be used on most

wyn

Posted by tonton (here)
thanks ,truth4me for the link.started checking it out.a lot there.

wynderer, dont know , but this thread is reminding me a lot of an experience i had maybe 16 years ago with a grey.it not comparable , just its reminding me .i shrugged it off at the time, but i remember it as if it was yesterday.think maybe that 1,had a memory wipe and dont remember, or 2 spotted one spying on me through the bathroom window and he made me think that it was nothing ,just keep shaving,its the mist on the window,just keep shaving, i remember there was no fear and no problem, just his face disappearing from the window.maybe i should do some hypnosis to see if there are missing gaps, or maybe its best left unturned, as the experience may not have been friendly. not shore which road to take, but, i sorta know that once curiosity lercks, its just a matter of time before one lances.

[wynderer]

thank you for sharing this, NancyV -- while re-reading it, i understood -- maybe for the first time -- just how difficult it would be for someone who has never seen a Reptilian, either in the line of duty [ i always say, if you want to find folks who KNOW that ET/EDs are here amongst us, go to the higher levels of the military & of intel ] or in personal encounters -- how difficult that must be to believe, especially for those who are sheeple, & those who are not 'gifted' as one Medicine Man/Shaman said of me

thank you for teaching me that lesson --

wyn

Posted by NancyV (here)
My husband told me about a reptilian being he saw at Area 51. He has also seen many grays at area 51, both the short and tall grays. He only saw the reptilian being once when he went into someone's office. He didn't ask any questions about it and hasn't told anyone but me about the incident. This happened in the early 80's when he had occasion to go in and out of Area 51 several times while on special missions. My point in mentioning this again is that if his story is true then the reptilians may have agreements with or are controlling parts of the government or hidden parts of the government or military that maybe most in government and military don't know about. My husband was not mind controlled or drowsy. All his faculties were intact. So there are also people who say they have seen reptilians where it was not part of an abduction experience and they were not mind controlled.

[wynderer]

Logan --i think Humans had better deal w/their own internal divide-&-conquer racism before they can tackle cosmic racism -- like that Muse song, that line 'We must unify & watch our flag ascend' -- the flag of Humanity , rightful inhabitors of planet Earth

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8KQmps-Sog

[my first attempt to get the video rather than just the link]

wyn

Posted by Logan (here)
First I want to thank Corey for sharing. You're brave, dude. I commend you for sharing with us.

I would like to comment though on that concept of "cosmic racism". I think this may be a bit off track and I apologize, but this isn't worth a new thread I don't think either.

I agree with that concept whole-heartedly. Even with all the scary stories people tell I keep a completely open mind. In the face of a being from somewhere else I would judge the situation as it presented itself. If I am in danger, I will respond accordingly. Otherwise I will only give out love and acceptance.

This topic brought to mind that clip that is allegedly EBE-4 from 1989 at S4. It's a clip that as far as I know has never been debunked. There is a grey in a dark interview room, and he starts going into serious distress. All I feel watching it is compassion for the being. I've always been this way. If I see any living being in distress, I feel compassion. That's basically the long and the short of it.

[GoodeTXSG]

I will share more with ya W. Sorry I have not replied to your last email ... all of this conversation and thinking about this topic started bringing up bad dreams etc... I have been told by a few sources that I was a MILAB but didn’t believe it. I have NO memories of it at all so why would I? I was told by one of the Camelot people interviewed (Aaron Mc Cullum I believe was his name) that he recognized me from missions and KNEW me… I still have the email. I was like SAY WHAAAT???

My wife told me she used to hear me shouting out military orders in my sleep as if in a combat situation all the time... it REALY Freaked her out. I haven't done that in many years now. Many times when I had weird dreams or experiences I would wake up with bruises and unexplained scrapes and abrasions on my body and feeling extremely stiff and sore the next morning (Lasting for a few days). I thought my wife was whooping by butt in my sleep. But since she had no reason other than my smart comments I ruled that out.

I am kind of at the point of do I want to unlock that info from my brain? I have a feeling it would be traumatic and may expain why I was diagnosed with Complex-PTSD and not just PTSD. I dunno... Will see if I let it go or not, I haven't decided.

[wynderer]

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)
I will share more with ya W. Sorry I have not replied to your last email ... all of this conversation and thinking about this topic started bringing up bad dreams etc... I have been told by a few sources that I was a MILAB but didn’t believe it. I have NO memories of it at all so why would I? I was told by one of the Camelot people interviewed (Aaron Mc Cullum I believe was his name) that he recognized me from missions and KNEW me… I still have the email. I was like SAY WHAAAT???

My wife told me she used to hear me shouting out military orders in my sleep as if in a combat situation all the time... it REALY Freaked her out. I haven't done that in many years now. Many times when I had weird dreams or experiences I would wake up with bruises and unexplained scrapes and abrasions on my body and feeling extremely stiff and sore the next morning (Lasting for a few days). I thought my wife was whooping by butt in my sleep. But since she had no reason other than my smart comments I ruled that out.

I am kind of at the point of do I want to unlock that info from my brain? I have a feeling it would be traumatic and may expain why I was diagnosed with Complex-PTSD and not just PTSD. I dunno... Will see if I let it go or not, I haven't decided.

Hi Corey -- my inclination is to write you personally about this -- but as you are being courageous enough to be open about some stuff, i will do the same

OK -- i knew i was going to hear this from you, that you are remembering that you are a MILAB -- i was half-dreading reading it, but half wanting to hear from you

i seem to be having memories of being a MILAB myself -- [i am having a difficult time writing this] -- not just that everything in me kind of perked up & became alert when i saw your photo & then the coincidences w/some of our experiences , incl the Naval Intel thing -- i had a kind of jolt of recognition when seeing your photo

but as my military thing is always kind of around the edges of my life, & yours are central, i wondered if i were empathically picking up your experiences & reading them as mine -- my psy abilities seem to be increasing lately --

re the PTSD -- my 'alien love bite' experience was w/ a 'Nam vet who was one who had testified before the US Senate Congressional hearings to prove that PTSD was a genuine condition -- he told me that when we first met, he could see immediately that 'i had it bad' including the 1,000-yd stare

i'm also going thru the 'If this is true, do i really want to remember?' stage -- but i'll probably decide to go w/the remembering [if true] as i am doing w/the abduction[s]

here's one thing i know -- during my abductions, it was not the Greys who were looking down at me strapped to a table -- it was Humans in doc outfits

if we get a dialogue going, i can keep on posting -- this is stressful to be writing about

wyn

EDIT/PS -- also the last few days i watched James Casbolt's 2011 interview, read his IBIS stuff, watched the Dave Corso & Duncan O'Finioan interview on Project Camelot & one of Aaron McCollum's , & checked out Duncan's site, being glad to see that there are some women i could talk to if it's true -- it's pretty clear that you are an MK-Ultra kind of MILAB -- i think if i am one, they were just using me to learn about the Reptilians -- or maybe working w/them --

PS again -- that loud crack that they said was a pulse heard in the Dave Corso & Duncan interview -- that freaked me out, as i have had the same thing happen in my own home

[GoodeTXSG]

Yea, your reaction to my photo is almot word for word what Aaron said. This is some really weird stuff... I will need to digest some of this as all of what you said strikes way to close to home. Literally... I will get back to you. Lets do the rest of this via personal email. All I know is that I took a stand and found a way to fight in a way that they have mostly left me alone the last 8 or so years accept for being observed from a close distance... strangely aboutt he same amount of years as my daughter has been born (Yipes). She is EXTREMELY Empathic and very psychic... she reads animals and animals that people say to be careful with come up to her and show love to her. She is very special... my one year old son is very similar from what I have seen so far. Anyway. Give me some time and I will open up more. In the mean time someone else needs our assistance. You probably have seen his post. I struck me in a strong way. Check out vansak who posted: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...y-is-in-effect
TY...

[wynderer]

i need some time to back off & circle around this for a while also -- i've deliberately not thought about it today -- & yes, i'd feel more comfortable discussing this via email

Posted by GoodeTXSG (here)
Yea, your reaction to my photo is almot word for word what Aaron said. This is some really weird stuff... I will need to digest some of this as all of what you said strikes way to close to home. Literally... I will get back to you. Lets do the rest of this via personal email. All I know is that I took a stand and found a way to fight in a way that they have mostly left me alone the last 8 or so years accept for being observed from a close distance... strangely aboutt he same amount of years as my daughter has been born (Yipes). She is EXTREMELY Empathic and very psychic... she reads animals and animals that people say to be careful with come up to her and show love to her. She is very special... my one year old son is very similar from what I have seen so far. Anyway. Give me some time and I will open up more. In the mean time someone else needs our assistance. You probably have seen his post. I struck me in a strong way. Check out vansak who posted: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...y-is-in-effect
TY...