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    Default Re: Bashar - Illuminati and Parallel Earths.

    bumping this, because it's a way of showing you that you are being lied to by the 'channeled' beings, imo

    i'm learning some new things this time around on Avalon -- one is seeing, in threads like this, how trusting, how easily manipulated Humans are -- & how easy it is for you to latch on to some unknown being's words/ideas & defend what the channeler is saying w/all the fervor of a born-again Christian defending some of those weird things in the Bible --

    as near as i can gather, what you are all looking for from the channeled being is soothing words of comfort, that no matter what happens, you personally will continue to feel happy -- those warm fuzzy feelings that you try so hard to keep going

    PS --from KiwiElf -- "The only time you have struggle & pain is when you are trying to be someone you are not, fighting your natural flow."

    - this is another one of the channelers' credos -- i'm thinking about the little children who are kidnapped & then killed in satanist rituals - Houman has a recent post up w/photos that some brave soul sneaked -- a little boy drugged & lashed spreadeagled to a table

    they pick the pure souls for this -- a pure soul does not do dumb things like 'agreeing' before they incarnate to feed evil so it can continue to live on this planet

    most reality creators are not activists -- i've never met one who was both --'creating your own reality' seems to involve turning off your compassion for others -- putting on a pair of blinders to all the suffering & injustice in this world

    but-- you get to keep those nice warm fuzzy feelings of 'It's all good...'


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    i'd like to see a personal reality creator live on planet Earth as we are right now, without any money for a year -- or even a month -- that would be an impressive example to me --
    Here is one:

    Heidemarie Schwermer

    http://shine.yahoo.com/financially-f...173900934.html

    she's living off otherpeople's money -- they 'take her in' -- someone's paying the rent /mortgage -- & they send her airline tickets -- someone used $$ to pay for that

    she's still using $$ to live, only not her own
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    Wynderer - that is your reality

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    [QUOTE=StarDust;478339]
    Quote Posted by transiten (here)
    Quote and by the way why choose a picture with the good guys being white and the bad ones dark skinned? I know it's a traditional one but it doesn' matter.
    Is this representation any different?

    Attachment 16027

    Both images are symbolic in nature and are primarily intended to represent positive and negative polarity.
    Yes the Yin and Yang symbol is different. It doesn't picture human beings and the black color doesn't look "angry" and the white one doesn't have a heavenly smile upon it's lips.
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    Quote Posted by transiten (here)
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    OK Kimberley, would you please tell me how to get rid of the symptoms i've had since september then (probably limedisease but have not had a diagnosis yet) that finally developed into depression and agonyattacks? I've had to cancel all my engagements and astrologyreadings for others, have enough with my own chart at the moment. Did i create that tick myself, or maybe i attracted it becuse i don't know how to "create my reality". I'm sick and tired of the naive "think positive self brainwashing ideology". If you are happy, i'm happy for you but don't make this a matter of how i "choose" my world please. I'm not going into debate here, i'm busy trying to get help for months now.
    bingo, Transiten! -- i respect David Icke a lot for the work he is doing -- however, i can't help but notice that tho he is saying 'we are all infinite consciousness' w/all the power of the Universe at our fingertips, he still has that arthritis in his hands

    & re the 'Lyme disease' -- i guess you don't know that it's called 'Lyme' because it first appeared in Lyme, Connecticut -- 5 miles offshore from Lyme was the Plum Island USA Bio-Chemo Weapons Lab [ they've moved it to Kansas City -- more likely to be standing there after the Earth changes ]-- all the people who first got Lyme were healthy folk who liked to spend time outdoors -- hikers, gardeners, kids playing sports -- the 'tick' thing is a CDC lie

    i call Lyme one of the new Designer Diseases -- AIDS was one of the first -- they all have many overlapping symptoms -- many women abductees have what they are calling 'fibromyalgia' & 'Chronic Fatigue Syndrome' [which the docs prescribe antidepressants for, because we are deluded & are creating our own sickness reality] --

    imo all these new diseases are being deliberately created -- the chemtrails have something to do w/it -- i think we are all getting little nano-particles in our bodies -- check out Morgellon's for a real horror story --

    -- i myself suffer from extreme pain & extreme fatigue almost all the time, diagnosed first as Lyme & then as fibromyalgia & CFS [a strange story re how i got it ]

    so for you personal reality creators, i guess all of us agreed to be used as test subjects for really nasty diseases so we can help the NWO wipe you all out - ???

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    Quote Posted by KiwiElf (here)
    Wynderer - that is your reality
    so -- what about the little children used as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals? or sold to perverts who rape them before killing them -- is it 'all good' that this is happening to them? likely in your own town/neighborhood, right under your noses?

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    Oh i'm sorry for you wynderer!

    Yes i'm familiar with the Morgellon's, fibromyalgia , polymyalgia, IBS etc. The thing is i had at least 3 ticks last summer and in Sweden one can catch "borrelia" and it's welldocumented these days. I still don't know if it's borrelia but am meeting a MD in one hour, perhaps i have some other allergy.

    Have you heard about homeopathy curing these symptoms? I'm taking Sanukehl Brucel D6 since last week and don't know yet if it's going to help me. It also cures viruses and infections. I also came across another therapy i'm going to check out. They also cure the disease you get from the tick bite and a lot of others like fibromyalgia etc.

    All the best from your "cosufferer" in Sweden.
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    Quote Posted by KiwiElf (here)
    Wynderer - that is your reality
    yep -- one i share, in my immediate vicinity, with billions of souls trapped in the Earth Matrix w/me -- my reality here on planet Earth is all tied in w/what happens to you guys -- like, try as i might, i just can't seem to manifest a reality, a level of consciousness where i can walk thru this world & have all my needs met while creating my own non-money-reliant reality

    i used to have this diasgreement w/my ex -- i told him that i'd believe he created his own reality if he would wake up the next morning in the body of a South African woman, & then get back to me from her body

    there ARE dimensions where we CAN create w/our minds -- 3D Earth is not one of them -- we can make the best of the limited amount of free will & the spark of creativity left in us by the controllers -- tho they're hard at work wiping even that out

    & meanwhile, the darkside NWO controllers , in control of 4D -- your minds -- they DO know how to create reality -- satanists teach their initiates all kinds of ways to access their psychic abilities -- the supersoldiers are given some of these gifts also, to be used w/o the knowledge of the soldiers themselves

    it is NOT all good here -- the NWO net is tightening -- that i can see w/my own eyes -- nthe creating your own reality -- i'm still waiting for concrete proof of that

    Sun Bear used to say, 'If your philosophy doesn't grow corn, i don't wanna hear about it'
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    Wynderer
    The idea is this (a rhetorical question): with anything in life (in your present reality), are you focusing your attention on the problem or the solution?
    (It's OK, I do not need to know your answer - just contemplate that for a moment).

    To use an analogy: A car: You can choose to study/analyze the construction, engineering down to the last weld & wire, etc etc - meanwhile, you, the "driver" has gone nowhere - or do you prefer to just get in and drive it?
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    what about the little children being sacrificed & used for snuff films ? this would be a really good taking off point for discussions of creating one's own little personal world, imo

    & i always figure that you have to face the problem head-on, looking at all the facts/data you can get, before working out the solution

    MAIN QUESTION HERE IS ABOUT THE LITTLE CHILDREN BEING SACRIFICED & USED FOR SNUFF FILMS AS THIS RELATES TO PERSONAL REALITY CREATION

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    Wynderer
    The idea is this (a rhetorical question): with anything in life (in your present reality), are you focusing your attention on the problem or the solution?
    (It's OK, I do not need to know your answer - just contemplate that for a moment).

    To use an analogy: Studying the construction, engineering etc of the car et,c etc - and the "driver" has gone nowhere - or do you just get in and drive it?
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    Quote MAIN QUESTION HERE IS ABOUT THE LITTLE CHILDREN BEING SACRIFICED & USED FOR SNUFF FILMS AS THIS RELATES TO PERSONAL REALITY CREATION
    Well if this is something that concerns you, what are you doing to fix it? Is this something you could become involved in doing? Again, ask yourself these questions. eg Start a thread! (we are hi-jacking THIS thread otherwise)

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    Quote Posted by KiwiElf (here)
    100% Trust

    The idea is, that you have always trusted 100% in something. What we call "doubt" is not a lack of trust. It is an absolute, unshakeable, unswerving 100% total conviction in a negative reality.

    You always use "trust" 100%. It's just a matter of whether you trust something you don't prefer, or trust in something you do prefer. Now which do you prefer to trust in? What you prefer, or what you don't prefer?

    Paradoxically, as soon as you let the way you are doing it be "all right," you will probably change. That's the whole paradoxical "mechanism".

    As soon as you allow where you are to be "all right," you will be able to get "where you want to be" much faster.

    When you are always "where you want to be", you are living in the now.

    If you let where ever you are be where you want to be, you will live in the moment. And then everything will be able to find you. There is no other time that exists except now.

    If you are living in the past, living in the future, then nothing you need to work with can "find you"... because in the present, "you are not at home".

    So again: where do you choose to put your trust - in something you prefer or don't prefer?
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    not much anyone can do about the children because you all mostly want to avoid it -- in the video of David Icke talking about the satanic NWO network of pedophiles -- it was at a demo /protest, & i could see that few people turned out

    a song for you personal reality creators -
    Pink Floyd's 'On The Turning Away'



    i give up -- you personal reality creators are as rigid in your beliefs as are those believing in the big religions, imo


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    Quote MAIN QUESTION HERE IS ABOUT THE LITTLE CHILDREN BEING SACRIFICED & USED FOR SNUFF FILMS AS THIS RELATES TO PERSONAL REALITY CREATION
    Well if this is something that concerns you, what are you doing to fix it? Is this something you could become involved in doing? Again, ask yourself these questions. eg Start a thread! (we are hi-jacking THIS thread otherwise)

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    Is that your belief - that not much can be done? If so, is that belief not reflecting back to you more of the same?

    If you want change, then it starts with you. The moment you cease doing the things you do not prefer and begin to do the things you DO prefer, then EVERYTHING will change. And I guarantee 100 % that you can prove it to yourself.
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    personal reality creators all seem to avoid the topic of the little children -- hard to fit that into your non-corn-growing philosophy -- i'm waiting for one of you to address this [not holding my breath, though]

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    One should take one’s own advice from other threads...



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    Quote Posted by the_vast_mystery (here)
    It'd sure be nice if he could've described in specific an exercise to consciously perform this "shifting" between worlds. It's sure nice to know, but it doesn't say a lot about how to really control the process at all.
    Here he explains how it works.
    I don't know if it's possible to consciously perform this shifting. At least, not a few billion times per second .
    I do understand how to make a shift in reality.

    Enjoy!



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    That sounds like a plan Goode........


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    Wynderer - that is your reality
    so -- what about the little children used as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals? or sold to perverts who rape them before killing them -- is it 'all good' that this is happening to them? likely in your own town/neighborhood, right under your noses?
    The universe/god/ (whatever you want to call the collective of all that is) is ALWAYS conspiring to move you forward/evolve you. EVERYTHING that shows up in my/your reality was agreed to/created by me/you.

    When we remember to chose love not fear everything changes. When we remember to let life happen and to not make life happen we are truly free.

    And when we remember that we are ALL powerful creators and become conscious of our choices of thought, words and emotions everything changes.

    My mother beat me bloody trying to make me be who she wanted me to be..behave how she wanted me to behave...think how she wanted me to think, etc.. Until I was 14 years old and I realized I was bigger and stronger than she was and that I had the ability to defend myself.

    My first memory of her physical abuse was when I was 3 years old. I do not know what I did but whatever it was that she did not like she was wiping me on my bare 3 year old legs with a leather horse led strap. For a long time I wondered what I had done in a past life to "deserve" such cruelty as a child. I wondered if it was Karma.

    I finally came to learn that no it was not karma in my case (it could be karma in someone else's case). I had agreed for her to beat me before I incarnated here. And she agreed to beat me. Her beating me was something she needed to do in her personally growth and it was something that I set up for me to happen to help me wake up to believing in/ remembering my greatness and powerfulness.

    When we remember that we are not all on the same evolutionary rung of the infinite ladder we can begin to see that everyone sets up different circumstances and experiences to play out in their lives for there unique evolvement /growth.

    And when we remember that all of the rungs on the ladder work together we remember that no rung is really higher or lower, they are all necessary for the whole ladder to serve its function.

    And when we remember that there are higher vibrating words and lower vibrating words, and that there are higher vibrating thoughts and lower vibrating thoughts, and that there are higher vibrating emotions and lower vibrating emotions and that in each NOW moment we have the ability to chose what word, thought, and emotion we want to experience we have remembered how to be a conscious creator.

    We are ALL creators however the difference lies in there being unconscious creators and conscious creators. I have learned/remembered how to be a conscious creator. It takes work and discipline I still do thing unconsciously, more often than I would like, however it is part of the growth. It is the adventure. It is the game I signed up to play. The more I play the conscious game the better I get. It is a never ending game that I play as long as I remain in the 3d carbon body.

    One last part of this 3d game that is probably the biggest piece of the puzzle to remember is: Judge not lest you be judged.

    There is no "right" or "wrong, no "good" or "evil". Those are judgments. However there are higher vibrating and lower vibrating aspects of everything.

    So when I hear about "children used as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals" Something that I have never experienced of seen first hand only something I have heard happens. I am grateful that I have not agreed for that to be in my life and I know there is nothing that I can do to stop it, because I only have power over my world. I do not judge it as good or evil I see it as very dark energy at play and send it love. Because if I curse that energy I am only feeding it and fueling it. And if I curse it I am bringing my energy down to that level.

    I am not denying that that energy exists, however I do have the choice as to how I react to it. If i chose to fear it and study it and give my attention to it I will get burned by it. I only have the power over me and my reality. And I was beaten as a young child and I learned I had the power to stop it. I do not curse my mother for what she did I am thankful for it. I forgave her many years ago. And then I even moved beyond forgiveness because I remembered if you do not judge there is nothing to forgive.

    So I do not judge the people who use children as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals as good or evil, I do cringe at the thought of it, but I do know that those involved did chose to play that game together and it is not for me to judge. And I have no power to "save" them except for/by saving myself and contributing to the higher vibrating energy of love to the best of my ability.

    So once again...Much love to us ALL and I mean ALL!!

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    Default Re: Bashar - Illuminati and Parallel Earths.

    Quote Posted by Kimberley (here)
    Quote Posted by wynderer (here)
    Quote Posted by KiwiElf (here)
    Wynderer - that is your reality
    so -- what about the little children used as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals? or sold to perverts who rape them before killing them -- is it 'all good' that this is happening to them? likely in your own town/neighborhood, right under your noses?
    The universe/god/ (whatever you want to call the collective of all that is) is ALWAYS conspiring to move you forward/evolve you. EVERYTHING that shows up in my/your reality was agreed to/created by me/you.

    When we remember to chose love not fear everything changes. When we remember to let life happen and to not make life happen we are truly free.

    And when we remember that we are ALL powerful creators and become conscious of our choices of thought, words and emotions everything changes.

    My mother beat me bloody trying to make me be who she wanted me to be..behave how she wanted me to behave...think how she wanted me to think, etc.. Until I was 14 years old and I realized I was bigger and stronger than she was and that I had the ability to defend myself.

    My first memory of her physical abuse was when I was 3 years old. I do not know what I did but whatever it was that she did not like she was wiping me on my bare 3 year old legs with a leather horse led strap. For a long time I wondered what I had done in a past life to "deserve" such cruelty as a child. I wondered if it was Karma.

    I finally came to learn that no it was not karma in my case (it could be karma in someone else's case). I had agreed for her to beat me before I incarnated here. And she agreed to beat me. Her beating me was something she needed to do in her personally growth and it was something that I set up for me to happen to help me wake up to believing in/ remembering my greatness and powerfulness.

    When we remember that we are not all on the same evolutionary rung of the infinite ladder we can begin to see that everyone sets up different circumstances and experiences to play out in their lives for there unique evolvement /growth.

    And when we remember that all of the rungs on the ladder work together we remember that no rung is really higher or lower, they are all necessary for the whole ladder to serve its function.

    And when we remember that there are higher vibrating words and lower vibrating words, and that there are higher vibrating thoughts and lower vibrating thoughts, and that there are higher vibrating emotions and lower vibrating emotions and that in each NOW moment we have the ability to chose what word, thought, and emotion we want to experience we have remembered how to be a conscious creator.

    We are ALL creators however the difference lies in there being unconscious creators and conscious creators. I have learned/remembered how to be a conscious creator. It takes work and discipline I still do thing unconsciously, more often than I would like, however it is part of the growth. It is the adventure. It is the game I signed up to play. The more I play the conscious game the better I get. It is a never ending game that I play as long as I remain in the 3d carbon body.

    One last part of this 3d game that is probably the biggest piece of the puzzle to remember is: Judge not lest you be judged.

    There is no "right" or "wrong, no "good" or "evil". Those are judgments. However there are higher vibrating and lower vibrating aspects of everything.

    So when I hear about "children used as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals" Something that I have never experienced of seen first hand only something I have heard happens. I am grateful that I have not agreed for that to be in my life and I know there is nothing that I can do to stop it, because I only have power over my world. I do not judge it as good or evil I see it as very dark energy at play and send it love. Because if I curse that energy I am only feeding it and fueling it. And if I curse it I am bringing my energy down to that level.

    I am not denying that that energy exists, however I do have the choice as to how I react to it. If i chose to fear it and study it and give my attention to it I will get burned by it. I only have the power over me and my reality. And I was beaten as a young child and I learned I had the power to stop it. I do not curse my mother for what she did I am thankful for it. I forgave her many years ago. And then I even moved beyond forgiveness because I remembered if you do not judge there is nothing to forgive.

    So I do not judge the people who use children as sacrificial victims in satanist rituals as good or evil, I do cringe at the thought of it, but I do know that those involved did chose to play that game together and it is not for me to judge. And I have no power to "save" them except for/by saving myself and contributing to the higher vibrating energy of love to the best of my ability.

    So once again...Much love to us ALL and I mean ALL!!
    Wow, Thank You for sharing,
    Very powerful post. I had a similar upbringing but from my father and a step father. I was so blessed to have a Grand Father who took in my Mom, sister and I in and raised me like a son. Later the abusive step father became a born again Christian and made a 180 change like the movie of Sergeant York. He then became a big inspiration in my life as well. It is amazing how much pain and abuse we can endure and then rise from the ashes.

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    Default Re: Bashar - Illuminati and Parallel Earths.

    [QUOTE=wynderer;478434]
    Quote bumping this, because it's a way of showing you that you are being lied to by the 'channeled' beings, imo

    [HTML]i'm learning some new things this time around on Avalon -- one is seeing, in threads like this, how trusting, how easily manipulated Humans are -- & how easy it is for you to latch on to some unknown being's words/ideas & defend what the channeler is saying w/all the fervor of a born-again Christian defending some of those weird things in the Bible --

    as near as i can gather, what you are all looking for from the channeled being is soothing words of comfort, that no matter what happens, you personally will continue to feel happy -- those warm fuzzy feelings that you try so hard to keep going

    PS --from KiwiElf -- "The only time you have struggle & pain is when you are trying to be someone you are not, fighting your natural flow."

    - this is another one of the channelers' credos -- i'm thinking about the little children who are kidnapped & then killed in satanist rituals - Houman has a recent post up w/photos that some brave soul sneaked -- a little boy drugged & lashed spreadeagled to a table

    they pick the pure souls for this -- a pure soul does not do dumb things like 'agreeing' before they incarnate to feed evil so it can continue to live on this planet

    most reality creators are not activists -- i've never met one who was both --'creating your own reality' seems to involve turning off your compassion for others -- putting on a pair of blinders to all the suffering & injustice in this world

    Thank you for sharing your reflection of self. I wish you well on your journey to process your fear.

    Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja!

    "Where your focus goes, energy flows." ~Alex Collier

    My "messaging" comes directly from a 6th Density social memory complex in the etheric realm of Sirius B; of which I am a member. I volunteered to incarnate here as a representative of our SMC and to assist Gaia and Terrans in the transformation. My message is designed to assist those who are seeking. If the message does not resonate with you, then simply discard it and move on. That is your free will of choice which will always be honored.

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